I Can't Say What I Want

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    I am in a relationship where I can not say what I want.  I have to hold the truth in and tell them what they want to hear and make them believe I mean it.  Somestimes it is easier than others
    gettinby gettinby
    56-60, M
    Dec 28, 2009


    ...I have no idea what I want anymore. Sometimes I may think I want something but then I often change my mind because I'm so indecisive.  Sometimes there's just no point saying what I want because I know I won't get it and other times I'm just too confused. My head is...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes
    18-21, F
    Mar 19, 2010

    It's So Frustrating.

     My mind is filled with deep thoughts about many different things. I am always thinking about and analyzing different situations. I often feel like my thought process is different than everybody elses. It is easy for me to understand almost everybody, I'm very good at...
    rach193 rach193
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jan 18, 2010


    I could get in loads of trouble with the law for verbal abuse if i said all the things that come to my mind right away, so i have to be careful how i word things. I am not scared to say anything, but i am smart enough to find a way to word something to were i don't get into...
    Arorin Arorin
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Feb 23, 2010

    It Wouldn't Make Sense Anyway.

    What I have to say would make sense to no one but myself.  I am not ready to fully speak out on the matter because I am still slightly angry, so the post would be kinda mean.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin
    22-25, F
    Dec 16, 2009

    It Happens All The Time

    I think about what I want to say to someone all the time. I work it up in my head, practice it, and finalize it - it becomes something powerful and out of a movie. Then when it comes time to say it, I don't - I make up a lame story, lie, or excuse and it ends up hurting me in...
    BigHeart5514 BigHeart5514
    26-30, M
    Nov 20, 2010

    It seems like I can never fully put into words

    what's going on in my mind, if only I could touch your hand and have you feel some things you've never felt before.. but I'd only want you to feel the good things.
    enigmaticflower enigmaticflower
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 19, 2015

    It's Hard To Put It Into Words

    It's mostly a feeling, I need to concentrate and see why I am so unhappy, though I have all the ingredients for happiness.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort
    36-40, F
    15 Responses Dec 13, 2009

    I Close Up

    When i try to express myself to someone or give and little peek of how i as a person interprets things - they laugh or just dont get it. So then I shut off and say nothing i become a ***** and my answers are short nobody sees all of the real me . I pre -judge people and become...
    jae97 jae97
    18-21, F
    Jul 8, 2012
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