I Can't Say What I'm Thinking Right Now

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    What Am I Thinking

    sometimes i just want to tell people that i cant say what im thinking. so i lie, to my parents, sister, the rest of my family, and my therapist. i cant say that im suicicdal, and that i have pills. i cant say ive been cutting myself and that i dont want to stop. i cant tell you...
    hurtingforever hurtingforever
    13-15, F
    Jul 26, 2012

    I Can't Say

    I can't say,What I'm thinking,Right now,My life's a mess,I'm in a slump,Need help,Trouble is,No one wants to hear the truth,If I speak,They might abandon me,I'm sorry,I only tell the truth.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Feb 3, 2012

    It's Like....

    ...something quite weird. Not numb, not overwhelmed, just somewhere inbetween the two. I guess I've had a few pretty big days. I left my work, I felt the most enormous sense of relief. I had a nice busy day yesterday and actually felt happy. Truly happy and it was down to...
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes
    26-30, F
    8 Responses Nov 22, 2009

    Ask Me How I Feel

    I fear That if I speak One word The gates to my heart will break And I'll drown the world In my tears
    Thelovelybones123 Thelovelybones123
    18-21, F
    Jun 28, 2012

    Duh !!!!!

    Yes You Can, Sometimes you have to decide on the timing and then the words and how to deliver them, It's a nobrainer, If you want to, then do it and if not , then don't ? The other person might hear you but might not listen to you, So one can always write a Letter and mail...
    HotDrumSticks HotDrumSticks
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Nov 5, 2011

    Can't Find The Words

    Can't find the words,Express how I feel,Happiness,Suddenly come knockin',What a change,Few days ago,Lost all hope,It's hard to say,How I feel,There's only one way,I'll smile.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    1 Response Feb 6, 2012


    Whenever i try, I freeze up. I Figure its for the best in some cases... But sometimes i just want to scream it all out I Sit and stare into the distant and think, Now all i have to do is open my mouth, And shout Out the words!  
    JstAnotherGirl JstAnotherGirl
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 23, 2009

    I Sigh A Lot

    I sigh a lot because I've tried speaking my mind with no results. I have pretty much given up on my needs and desires and interests because the person who is suppose to support me doesn't. I've spent many months trying the same thing, requesting my needs be met, expecting a...
    NorthernOntarioMama NorthernOntarioMama
    31-35, F
    Jul 7, 2011

    In Many Ways......

    I still live at home as I can't afford to move out and I have a bad relationship with my mother. She is constantly negative, anxious and has a spiteful streak in her. She demands perfection and I have just had enough. If I disagree with her in any way, she will give me the silent...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Sep 24, 2011
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