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I Can't Sleep, So I Came On Ep

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    This is almost nightly.

    Log off. Mind shows vengeance. Log on. Chat or post again. Log off. Sleep or endure next show. Log on. Pray for work. Advise peers. Log off. Repeart with minor variations. Sigh.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Sep 27

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    Train Track Without A Destination.

    I find myself feeling empty almost always. There isn't a reason anymore really. I don't know why I want to smash things, and compassionately hold my ex lover while my life falls apart. She still likes to make love to me even though I'm an empty caucus of who I used to be, she...
    Hallucinogenic Hallucinogenic 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 13, 2013

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    here i am again, almost 4am in the morning, and i can't sleep =/
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 11, 2009

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    It's Usually The Case

    As far back in my life as I can remember I've had difficulty sleeping and this is one of the things I tend to do late at night, usually after a few hours trying to sleep. The only period in my life I've been able to consistently get a good night's (or more accurately day's) sleep...
    Powderblue Powderblue 36-40, F Sep 22, 2010

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    Yeahhh it's getting really late here,

    or should I say early haha. Haven't come on here in a long time; hope everyone is doing good :D
    lntel lntel 22-25 3 Responses Jul 12

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    I Can't Sleep Alot So

        i can't sleep so i came onto EP last night . i don't remember what i was doing .
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 19, 2009

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    Can't Sleep =(

    I have already taken my Ambien, and I am refussing to take another one, unless I absoultly have to. Since I wasn't really in the mood to read, I decided to come on to Ep. Sometimes writing at night, when it is dark, it can make me sleepy. I just hope it doesn't do the opposite...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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