My brain won't shut off.
It won't slow down.
It won't stop thinking up new thoughts.
Think. Think. Think.
Question. Question. Question.
I'm so tired...and yet my brain won't let me sleep. Too much to process. Too much to think about.
Too much to do. Too much. Too much Too much...
. 5 exams .. !! its 12:30 am and i have to wake up 4:30am ...
i cant sleep ... am kinda worried .. and thinking about many things .. and having a headache ..
i really should sleep but am not getting sleepy
pfft ! any suggestions ?
and muscles ache and yell
as if to scream the words i dare not say myself.
my lips shushes them with pain killers
as if to fill the empty spaces that you use to fill.
up and about my blood climbs up to my brain,
down to my heart,
stretching out towards my fingertips...
anxiety bla bla bla... I really do tend to over think everything especially at night when am in bed trying to sleep. Every day I spend at least about 2-3 hours just thinking about everything and anything. Howcome the sky is blue during the day and black during the night and why...
or staying asleep. no matter how tired I am I just can't do it.
I have been having family troubles since my aunt past away Feb 14, 2012, a few people have been treating the rest of my family like **** and making it feel like we owe them something because they are the "only...
Do you ever just lay in bed and think or just stare into the darkness? I stare into the darkness for hours on end and can still not clear my thoughts. My thoughts consume my me. I try not to let it get to me, but it does. I can't shake the feeling of remorse for things I wasn't...
earphones plugged,gazing the night,trying to feel the new year,reminiscing 2014,thinking my plans this year.ugh. It sucks.
And now I'm here typing this.
Wine really helps me to fall asleep.
But am I going to drink wine "forever" just for me to fall asleep?
than not lately...and then I wonder if there are others I know awake at the moment.
I need an off button for my mind, a "do not disturb" sign in my brain for my thoughts to see and flee from entering.
I need someone to cuddle with, a gentle touch and warm embrace. Physical...
I am so sleepy, but I can't seem to sleep. I toss and i turn but no comfort at all.so I am sitting here trying to make sense of this. Not a clue.. I have to get up at 6am. It is now 3:47am and not a wink...I think it's too much on my plate to the point that it's affecting...
...that feeling of being pulled in different directions and not being able to relax is getting to me. I can't remember the last time I had a decent nights sleep. ****, I can't even get my thoughts in order. I seriously need a break from some of the stuff life's been tossing this...
sometimes it's like their are so many thoughts in my head at once that it feels like I am thinking about nothing at all. (Sounds weird I know but it's the best I can do to describe the feeling) I just sit here and eventually fall asleep.
to wear on me.. I doubt the tension will ease, it will only take a major break to relieve.
I'm finding faults in every situation.
Mine? Heavens no.. That I could handle.
I know this feeling. The kind that proceeds the unleashing of pure fury.
Festering enmity like...
for this part time software dev job at my college, and I haven't had any time to prepare. On top of that, I have to wake up in 5 hours to work on a project! How the hell am I supposed to get anything done if I don't have time to sleep?
Update: Feeling awesome about the...
at their shortest, I'm awake and aware, laying on my bed in a nearly pitch black room. Clouds are covering the moon and stars, so the only light I've got is coming from the very tablet I'm using to type this message.
Although I'm not dreaming, my head has been infested by a...
for my husband to sleep after we've had an emotional, argumentative day and yet I'm wide awake for the third night in a row? He's just snoring away. He fell asleep after a somewhat awkward conversation in which we were supposed to be working some things out. Seriously?! I'm glad...