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I Can't Stand Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 168 People

    I Suck And People Suck More!

    I so sick and tired of life man, really. Im a lazy ************ and way to flexable with myself. Im constantly spotting problems with myself that I just do not fix. I know I... skip to many workouts, eat like ****, smoke to much (3 days smoke free right now tho), cut myself to...
    mikeiacono mikeiacono 22-25 2 Responses Dec 26, 2010

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    Why Am I So Ugly?

    I seem to be getting uglier every year. I have days where I can't stand the sight of myself if I catch my refletion in a window or whatever. My family say I look good (they would) but lately I can't even see ANY redeeming features. I try everything. I work out, I eat good, but it...
    blankspace2011 blankspace2011 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 2, 2011

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    off late i've been living a life of self hatred

    and self pity, wanting to explode... ohh but u can't coz u're in a public place. kind of experience. i'm 26 and want to end my life when im 27- but live this year for myself
    probosckie probosckie 26-30, M Apr 30, 2014

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    Binge Eating No Willpower

    I get so sad and angry I can't stop and maybe I'm a hypocrite but sometimes I can't help and pay attention to what people say. I hate how this is destroying my life I hate how lonely and pathetic I'am I can't stand myself
    Sora Sora 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2007

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    I bought a guy lunch today

    because his meal plan at our school ran out and he didn't have money. He's a really sweet guy and plays on our football team and is very intelligent and quite handsome. I just recently started talking to him, and he told me about a bar near us that I might like. He casually...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 25, 2014

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    Screwed Up

    I'm the most ******-up person I have ever known. Sure, from the outside, it may look like my problems are trivial (and I agree that I could have WAY worse ones), but on the inside, I am a ******* mess. I wish I could erase my memory until it's clean.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 5 Responses Nov 28, 2010

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    Well This Is My Story

    I don't really care for who i am, Big surprise right?  I mean this group is about not liking who you are, but really what do you expect?  I've tried to get out of this rut, but i keep on re-learning that i hate who i am and you know, i have alot of friends in different...
    fornowish fornowish 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 1, 2010

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    I can't stand myself

    that I am fat and ugly. I always look and the mirror and cry. I feel unwanted and unloved. All these skinny girls with their hot boyfriends. I tried becoming bulimic, and that made me feel worse. I try to cut, but I felt like I would be letting all my close friends and family...
    upsidedownworld upsidedownworld 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2014

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    Depressed

    19 y.o., almost 20, fat, single, no talent, ugly, stupid. I'm at the point where i almost stopped eating but the barely necessary not to feel pain, stopped caring about everything, i stopped trying to change. I can't even stand the sight of me anymore, everytime i see my ugly...
    VikingHaag2 VikingHaag2 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    Prepared

    Sometimes it's best to look at the ugly and be ready to make the best decision. I challenge you to look at a hypothetical and try some new thinking, no automatic judgment and share a real thought. Here's two quick warm ups 1. Tina the teenager just broke up her boyfriend and...
    hateable hateable 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 2, 2013

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    Envy Me, I Found Out I Am Already For The Holidays

    Yesterday was my birthday. It went about as bad as they always do. I'm not great about my birthdays or some aspects of the holidays. I would like them to go better, but I just can't seem to make it happen. To top this off , it aggravates my wife intensely. I just don't need...
    hateable hateable 51-55, M 1 Response Aug 30, 2012

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    I Can't Stand Myself

         I will first tell you how I used to be because my past makes my pain sharper. I used to be perfect. I liked my life, I was the top student of the class, my teachers loved me, I won competitions, I was fit and played tennis almost every day. I didn't...
    siuan1 siuan1 18-21, F Nov 1, 2010

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    Trapped

    i ******* hate this. i feel like I've messed up every single relationship I've ever had and theres nothing left but broken pieces. and theres nothing particularly wrong but everywhere i go i feel like I'm just trapped, like the air around me is suffocating and I'm losing time and...
    foreverthesweetthings foreverthesweetthings 13-15, F Apr 17, 2012

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    Breaking The Stigma

    i sat today and thought in a stupor because thats all i can do for the first two hours of my day because of the medications i take i am 34 and my health just seems to keep spiraling out of control i know its the depression that has me in such a tight grip i swear i can feel my...
    seemyheartnotmysin seemyheartnotmysin 36-40, M May 12, 2013

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    Who Am I.

    Who am i? I can't stand This person. I can't stand who I am, what I look like, how I treat others, how I think; I can't stand any of it. Everyday I feel like a burden to everyone I come in contact with. I don't remember the last time I felt okay with myself, the last time I felt...
    Xocrayolacat Xocrayolacat 18-21, F Jun 26, 2013

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    I annoy myself so much.

    my mind never stops talking. i hate the sound of my own voice. i hate my reflection. i hate the way i look. i hate my personality. i hate everything about myself and i annoy myself so much. i can't stand myself
    EnjoyTheSilenceX EnjoyTheSilenceX 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I Can't Stand That I Am Ugly, Stupid And Completely Worthless

    I look at myself in the mirror and i feel like dying, i swear i do. I see pretty people everywhere around me, see how they live their perfect lives! I can't pretend that I am happy with myself and i am glad with what i am having now. I know I should be grateful, i know i am. I am...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 22-25, F 23 Responses Apr 7, 2011

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    I am Totally The Ugliest And Most Worthless Person On Ep

    i cant stand myself  i never look in a mirror  i can shave without a mirror now dont own a mirror why would i want to be reminded of how totally worthless i am hate to see people why should they be made to look at me know how ill i must  make them when they have to see me  i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 7, 2011

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    I've spent the past few years of my life trying

    to really get a grasp of what kind of person I want to be and I've been trying my hardest to strive for it but occasionally I keep making these extremely inconsiderate mistakes that keep me from keeping to my ongoing potential. It's times like this where I can't get out of a...
    Slamrish Slamrish 22-25 Dec 4, 2013

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    Like Me

    If you are like me you like solitude.  You find yourself hiding every day from the people who who view you as an outcast.  You hate your body, your style, the way you walk, even the way you breathe.  You run from being social, resent those who are and hate the...
    Cheezitt Cheezitt 31-35 1 Response Oct 11, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    The fighting from the next room is insane. Sick of my parents arguing. I have an 8am class and the arguing and slamming doors is absolutely ridiculous. I can't hear myself think...
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    So I am pretty sure I am passive aggressive or something because I am afraid to say what it is I want so instead now I just sulk. I can’t stand my husband he has left me so many...
    andylynn39 andylynn39 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Hi, yes , correct, I'm here to rant about my sister in law because I really can't stand her anymore. She's currently living with my parents and I, because they couldn't afford a...
    Lucyfire Lucyfire 18-21 1 Response Jan 7

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    I used to smoke cigarettes when I was a teenager. Ya know it was the Kool thing to do but all it did was make me cough snd the after smell was diagusting. so i quit. now I can't...
    AiymaSnikies AiymaSnikies 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm someone who really enjoys seeing the good in everything and staying positive and I want everyone to stay positive too. I say nice things to people, I compliment them and do...
    kellyadele kellyadele 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    Look at you stupid ex-husband! Trying hard to follow me like a desperate guy! You are worth nothing to me! I dedicate my devotion and love to a guy better than you stupid! Because...
    Sahour221286 Sahour221286 26-30, F Jan 18

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    Mother: We just can't get along. She believes that her word is God's word and won't allow me to say anything unless it is that of which she wants to hear. She is stressing me out...
    complicated14 complicated14 13-15, F Jan 2

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    I can's stand it when people ask where Central America is. The name clearly states it.
    hondurananonymous hondurananonymous 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    What's the point in saying a man is better then a women? or a man can't do a women's job? It's all based on stereotypes right there. Listen here people, a women can do what a man...
    shur09 shur09 13-15, F Jan 10

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    I used to be a television and movie fanatic, but I can't do it anymore. I just can't. Within these past couple of days, I've just realized how bored I get and I'd rather read a...
    obscureriddle obscureriddle 22-25, F Jan 1

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    People are so stupid!!!! If you can't talk to me anywhere else why can't you just talk here? Instead of saying well that's not working. Goodnight. -_- If you don't want to talk SAY...
    Princessinmind Princessinmind 18-21, F Jan 4

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    I don't even know where to begin with this woman!!! This is how irritated she has me! She thinks and makes my husband think she is such a great nice person because she is very...
    gemini61289 gemini61289 22-25, F Dec 27, 2014

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    Every time I google this is, it takes me to kids websites. My parents have progressed beyond fighting to not acknowledging each other at all. I am 24 and feel like I've spent my...
    exp3ditions exp3ditions 22-25, F Dec 30, 2014

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    i wake up every morning and do what i have to and yet i get no joy from my life. i am a loner. i have no true friends and i find that odd. i believe God has blessed me immensely, i...
    YvesGAM YvesGAM 22-25, F Jan 5

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    It seems that I care to much of how people think of me, regret too much of my past. Look at how people react to what I say and when It doesn't turn out the why I wanted, I would...
    InsanelyCrazy InsanelyCrazy 13-15, F Dec 27, 2014

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    Got to get my business started, I can't work for nobody else, especially with the cost of living, nowadays you really don't have a chance and they offer you pennies. Great for...
    rochelle121282 rochelle121282 31-35, F Jan 3

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    Got to get my business started, I can't work for nobody else, especially with the cost of living, nowadays you really don't have a chance and they offer you pennies. Great for...
    rochelle121282 rochelle121282 31-35, F Jan 3

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    Got to get my business started, I can't work for nobody else, especially with the cost of living, nowadays you really don't have a chance and they offer you pennies. Great for...
    rochelle121282 rochelle121282 31-35, F Jan 3

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    Got to get my business started, I can't work for nobody else, especially with the cost of living, nowadays you really don't have a chance and they offer you pennies. Great for...
    rochelle121282 rochelle121282 31-35, F Jan 3

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    Got to get my business started, I can't work for nobody else, especially with the cost of living, nowadays you really don't have a chance and they offer you pennies. Great for...
    rochelle121282 rochelle121282 31-35, F Jan 3

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    Okay, some background. I lived with my mom until she married when I was 11, then moved out when I turned 17 and lived in an apartment. I got into college at 18 and moved into a...
    BooksSportsForever BooksSportsForever 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    So what if you have opinions on how you should behave and who you want to be in life, doesn't mean you should force others to do the same if it doesn't involve you at all. I...
    EngulfingBreeze EngulfingBreeze 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Threw God you try it and don't ask. Why you try and be scared without God good verses bad. Together we stand one next to another.
    Rcity5 Rcity5 26-30, M Dec 30, 2014

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    I grow out my hair and I will never conform to beauty standards!
    LeahMarieLeeee LeahMarieLeeee 18-21, F Jan 4

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    Cause parents don't understand when they go through divorce the kids do too.
    germany100 germany100 16-17, F Dec 27, 2014

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    my parents are fighting and I'm scared. my moms angry that I don't believe in a god. my dads telling her that she shouldn't force me to go to church. this is all my fault. what if...
    julivnnvrose julivnnvrose 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    I was brought up to be Methodist but some time ago I decided that I truly don't believe in all their teachings but I still believe in some form of god. My girl friend was brought...
    Deuz Deuz 18-21, M Dec 30, 2014

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