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I Can't Stand Myself

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    Binge Eating No Willpower

    I get so sad and angry I can't stop and maybe I'm a hypocrite but sometimes I can't help and pay attention to what people say. I hate how this is destroying my life I hate how lonely and pathetic I'am I can't stand myself
    Sora Sora 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2007

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    Who Am I.

    Who am i? I can't stand This person. I can't stand who I am, what I look like, how I treat others, how I think; I can't stand any of it. Everyday I feel like a burden to everyone I come in contact with. I don't remember the last time I felt okay with myself, the last time I felt...
    Xocrayolacat Xocrayolacat 18-21, F Jun 26, 2013

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    I annoy myself so much.

    my mind never stops talking. i hate the sound of my own voice. i hate my reflection. i hate the way i look. i hate my personality. i hate everything about myself and i annoy myself so much. i can't stand myself
    EnjoyTheSilenceX EnjoyTheSilenceX 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I can't stand myself

    that I am fat and ugly. I always look and the mirror and cry. I feel unwanted and unloved. All these skinny girls with their hot boyfriends. I tried becoming bulimic, and that made me feel worse. I try to cut, but I felt like I would be letting all my close friends and family...
    upsidedownworld upsidedownworld 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2014

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    I Can't Stand Myself

         I will first tell you how I used to be because my past makes my pain sharper. I used to be perfect. I liked my life, I was the top student of the class, my teachers loved me, I won competitions, I was fit and played tennis almost every day. I didn't...
    siuan1 siuan1 18-21, F Nov 1, 2010

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    Trapped

    i ******* hate this. i feel like I've messed up every single relationship I've ever had and theres nothing left but broken pieces. and theres nothing particularly wrong but everywhere i go i feel like I'm just trapped, like the air around me is suffocating and I'm losing time and...
    foreverthesweetthings foreverthesweetthings 13-15, F Apr 17, 2012

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    I Suck And People Suck More!

    I so sick and tired of life man, really. Im a lazy ************ and way to flexable with myself. Im constantly spotting problems with myself that I just do not fix. I know I... skip to many workouts, eat like ****, smoke to much (3 days smoke free right now tho), cut myself to...
    mikeiacono mikeiacono 22-25 2 Responses Dec 26, 2010

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    Why Am I So Ugly?

    I seem to be getting uglier every year. I have days where I can't stand the sight of myself if I catch my refletion in a window or whatever. My family say I look good (they would) but lately I can't even see ANY redeeming features. I try everything. I work out, I eat good, but it...
    blankspace2011 blankspace2011 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 2, 2011

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    Prepared

    Sometimes it's best to look at the ugly and be ready to make the best decision. I challenge you to look at a hypothetical and try some new thinking, no automatic judgment and share a real thought. Here's two quick warm ups 1. Tina the teenager just broke up her boyfriend and...
    hateable hateable 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 2, 2013

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    Envy Me, I Found Out I Am Already For The Holidays

    Yesterday was my birthday. It went about as bad as they always do. I'm not great about my birthdays or some aspects of the holidays. I would like them to go better, but I just can't seem to make it happen. To top this off , it aggravates my wife intensely. I just don't need...
    hateable hateable 51-55, M 1 Response Aug 30, 2012

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    I bought a guy lunch today

    because his meal plan at our school ran out and he didn't have money. He's a really sweet guy and plays on our football team and is very intelligent and quite handsome. I just recently started talking to him, and he told me about a bar near us that I might like. He casually...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 25, 2014

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    Well This Is My Story

    I don't really care for who i am, Big surprise right?  I mean this group is about not liking who you are, but really what do you expect?  I've tried to get out of this rut, but i keep on re-learning that i hate who i am and you know, i have alot of friends in different...
    fornowish fornowish 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 1, 2010

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    Screwed Up

    I'm the most ******-up person I have ever known. Sure, from the outside, it may look like my problems are trivial (and I agree that I could have WAY worse ones), but on the inside, I am a ******* mess. I wish I could erase my memory until it's clean.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 5 Responses Nov 28, 2010

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    Depressed

    19 y.o., almost 20, fat, single, no talent, ugly, stupid. I'm at the point where i almost stopped eating but the barely necessary not to feel pain, stopped caring about everything, i stopped trying to change. I can't even stand the sight of me anymore, everytime i see my ugly...
    VikingHaag2 VikingHaag2 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    I am Totally The Ugliest And Most Worthless Person On Ep

    i cant stand myself  i never look in a mirror  i can shave without a mirror now dont own a mirror why would i want to be reminded of how totally worthless i am hate to see people why should they be made to look at me know how ill i must  make them when they have to see me  i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 7, 2011

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    I Can't Stand That I Am Ugly, Stupid And Completely Worthless

    I look at myself in the mirror and i feel like dying, i swear i do. I see pretty people everywhere around me, see how they live their perfect lives! I can't pretend that I am happy with myself and i am glad with what i am having now. I know I should be grateful, i know i am. I am...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 22-25, F 25 Responses Apr 7, 2011

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    Breaking The Stigma

    i sat today and thought in a stupor because thats all i can do for the first two hours of my day because of the medications i take i am 34 and my health just seems to keep spiraling out of control i know its the depression that has me in such a tight grip i swear i can feel my...
    seemyheartnotmysin seemyheartnotmysin 36-40, M May 12, 2013

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    off late i've been living a life of self hatred

    and self pity, wanting to explode... ohh but u can't coz u're in a public place. kind of experience. i'm 26 and want to end my life when im 27- but live this year for myself
    probosckie probosckie 26-30, M Apr 30, 2014

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    Like Me

    If you are like me you like solitude.  You find yourself hiding every day from the people who who view you as an outcast.  You hate your body, your style, the way you walk, even the way you breathe.  You run from being social, resent those who are and hate the...
    Cheezitt Cheezitt 31-35 1 Response Oct 11, 2010

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    I've spent the past few years of my life trying

    to really get a grasp of what kind of person I want to be and I've been trying my hardest to strive for it but occasionally I keep making these extremely inconsiderate mistakes that keep me from keeping to my ongoing potential. It's times like this where I can't get out of a...
    Slamrish Slamrish 22-25 Dec 4, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    This person is SO annoying. I can't stand people with no work ethic. And that's just the beginning of a long list of things. But yes, my co worker is very lazy. This person has...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F Feb 14

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    I can't stand living with my parents anymore! I am old enough to move out and be on my own but it's tough because of the rising living cost and home seems to be the best place to...
    kelvinng90 kelvinng90 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Please please, I don't wanna live anymore. Today was a terrible day, and I wish I could just delete everything from my memory that happened (actually not only today, but this whole...
    ABACDEE ABACDEE 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    i just can't!!! i prefer to stay at school than come home! i can never please her and we don't even know each other pretty much! we're way too different on everything and we have...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 20

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    As soon as I see someone bleeding, even if it's just a small cut caused by a knife I start to get dizzy and nauseous immediately. I've actually fainted a couple times because of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 20

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    This isn't my first account here. I just...I don't know I can't cope with all the stuff going on in my old account. I suffer of emotional distress more often than not, and since...
    Vampyria Vampyria 22-25, F Feb 13

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    I always feel alone even when I'm with my friends. I care too much about everyone and too little about myself. I get hurt easily. I'm so tired. I'm losing my mind.
    aelizabeth3300 aelizabeth3300 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 7

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    I try to ignore them as much as possible but they are so racist it's like seriously? Seriously? Even the ones that claim to be open minded still hold jim crow ideals in their...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I wish I could create like a religion but it an actual religion there isn't there is no God to worship no rules to follow apart from one. respect all those who are different. I...
    elizachloe06 elizachloe06 18-21, F Feb 15

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    Don't get me wrong, I won't judge anybody on they're religion, no matter how I feel about it. I just don't understand how people don't see how ridiculous they sound arguing about...
    TheRogueWolf TheRogueWolf 18-21, F 10 Responses Feb 1

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    What is this Superb Owl of which you speak, and where can it be found?
    thefuturedoctor1 thefuturedoctor1 16-17, M Feb 1

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    First of all I have no one in particular but I just dont like how one minute someone can be real then someone can be fake. I think that they need some jesus!! who agrees??
    makaylarogers13 makaylarogers13 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 3

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    Religion is the root of most of the evil happening in our world. Terrorism, because of religion. Killings, in some cases, because of religion. The holocaust, because of religion...
    ChattingIsNiceToo ChattingIsNiceToo 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    I have had this job for almost seven months. It has its crazy moments, but I love the pace of it and my coworkers. I am only 26 and speak two languages besides English (German and...
    mjahncke12289 mjahncke12289 26-30, M Feb 14

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    I seriously have had it with people lately, especially teenagers. They think they're so good and that they know everything, when they don't. People these days are so ignorant and...
    Kivaria Kivaria 13-15, F Feb 16

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    Today, we were merged with the other section since A LOT of students were absent as there was a field trip yesterday and we all went home late. In our science class, seat mate...
    anagrams anagrams 13-15, F Feb 5

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    So since I've been on the site I've posted a lot about my feelings, thoughts, and frustrations; I mean I think we all do, and it's so wrong when people troll this site looking for...
    MelMel68 MelMel68 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 17

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    have you ever feel "empty"? .. just empty. i dont know how to explain but wherever you go, you just feel like there's something missing in you. like there's something you didnt...
    onikaa onikaa 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    So, yesterday was Valentine's Day! I live with my boyfriend and we both agreed that we would need the money instead of gift buying. I honestly thought we weren't getting each other...
    Fionak Fionak 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    When there is a big event and there are many people, sometimes people make a makeshift trash spot. Someone places a small piece of trash at the corner. Someone places another one...
    katsuobushi katsuobushi 36-40, M Feb 5

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    CDMargaret CDMargaret 22-25, F Feb 7

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    Why be such succubus bit@h?? I am WAY more attracted to girls are just normal!
    Jpowell17 Jpowell17 18-21, M Feb 7

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    Every damned night. It echoes down the hallways. It's messed up.
    kaixin97 kaixin97 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    Everyone this is a serious situation there is a pervert by the name of Bleach1447 going around sending nudes to underage girls he thinks he is protected by the law but together we...
    Pedroman75 Pedroman75 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    It's annoying. Usually I'm laughing at how ridiculous they sound though.
    Mastixz Mastixz 13-15, M Feb 15

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    I'm nervous where America is going as a culture. I am by no means a genius, but seriously people... Their, there, they're; to, too; except, accept- the list goes on! Go get hit by...
    DTF7 DTF7 26-30, F 7 Responses Feb 16

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    Yes, this belongs here, because this link will show you why people, and how people are becoming stupid. I am satisfied with this, because I know I'm not the only one that feels...
    Blackstallion76 Blackstallion76 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 18

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    why does it seem that idiocy go's hand in hand with the ego??? people have big heads with small brains
    Rain0069 Rain0069 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 18