I Can't Stand Silence

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 82 People

    Why Do I Hate Silence And Still Lonely House? What Makes Me Need Chaos?

    I need people and music and doors open closing , life, people stories, men, friends that are goooood. I need a default key to hit for company.........my life has had a dramatic change, but i never noticed this before and I'm 30     geez wtf?
    TVwontgolouder TVwontgolouder
    26-30, F
    Apr 21, 2010

    The Sound of Nothing

    I'm isolated, I think too much and I need movement and noise. I leave the CD player or TV on until the second before I fall asleep. I hate being alone with my nothing thoughts.  
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
    31-35, F
    11 Responses Sep 23, 2008

    Silence = Reality

    Everyday I try to avoid it. I do everything I can to drown it out. Turning up the speakers, listening to loud music, and my headphones always on. I try everything! I can't stand the silence! Whenever it's silent, it just reminds me that I'm alone. That I'm lonely. Silence opens...
    donnabella2k7 donnabella2k7
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 14, 2011

    The Silence Is Deafening.

    It has been four day's now since she said she wanted a divorce. She would'nt even tell me in word's, she just scribbled it on paper and threw it on my desk. A holiday weekend that should have been filled with fun and time together maybe a cookout. But we had silence, and the...
    Robert1256 Robert1256
    51-55, M
    1 Response Sep 7, 2010

    What Is Silent That Is...

    Well, let's be honest it never is actually silent...well rarely. There's almost always a bird chirping, fly buzzing, car passing, or branch scraping against something in the wind. Then there's the fridge, or the water softner, or heat that comes on. Once in awhile thought there...
    UpyetDown UpyetDown
    26-30, M
    Mar 23, 2013

    I Need the Connection

    Sound, music, speech, white noise, any noise gives me a conection to the world outside my head. If I don't have something to give some auditory focus to my mind starts racing and I suddenly feel very alone and isolated. Of course I prefer pleasant noises, so I always have my...
    LysKitsune LysKitsune
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Sep 14, 2008

    I don't hate silence it's just

    when I'm at home around 10pm it's really quiet... You can faintly hear the tv from my mums room but its very quiet. You can hear eerie sounds like planes going over and cars/police cars in the distance. It freaks me out a little an makes me anxious and edgy
    michaelnutty25 michaelnutty25
    18-21, M
    Dec 8, 2013

    I Can't Stand Silence...

    yet it haunts me. i want to fill the world with movement and music. i want to get away from my own mind. i think that in this day and age we have the easiest means to connect and the most alienation.
    distendedsilvertrails distendedsilvertrails
    18-21, F
    Jun 29, 2008
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