It has been four day's now since she said she wanted a divorce. She would'nt even tell me in word's, she just scribbled it on paper and threw it on my desk. A holiday weekend that should have been filled with fun and time together maybe a cookout. But we had silence, and the...
Everyday I try to avoid it. I do everything I can to drown it out.
Turning up the speakers, listening to loud music, and my headphones always on.
I try everything! I can't stand the silence!
Whenever it's silent, it just reminds me that I'm alone.
That I'm lonely.
when I'm at home around 10pm it's really quiet... You can faintly hear the tv from my mums room but its very quiet. You can hear eerie sounds like planes going over and cars/police cars in the distance.
It freaks me out a little an makes me anxious and edgy
Well, let's be honest it never is actually silent...well rarely. There's almost always a bird chirping, fly buzzing, car passing, or branch scraping against something in the wind. Then there's the fridge, or the water softner, or heat that comes on.
Once in awhile thought there...
I need people and music and doors open closing , life, people stories, men, friends that are goooood. I need a default key to hit for company.........my life has had a dramatic change, but i never noticed this before and I'm 30
Sound, music, speech, white noise, any noise gives me a conection to the world outside my head. If I don't have something to give some auditory focus to my mind starts racing and I suddenly feel very alone and isolated. Of course I prefer pleasant noises, so I always have my...