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    I am so upset all the time :( I cry almost

    everyday all over a dumb boy. I was in love with him and I still am :( I guess I just can't let go. I'm only 14 and he was the only guy I ever loved even though he has broken my heart like 3 times. Idek anymore. He and I just started talking cause I said I wanted to be his...
    mayks3 mayks3 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    I'm crying right now!

    I can't take life anymore I need. Sigh please somebody out there here my desperation for help because I'm in heavy pain 24/7... I can't breathe 😢
    DepressedGirl22 DepressedGirl22 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    Been crying for around an hour now.

    My head hurts. Sometimes the little things just get to much....
    BulletproofLoneliness BulletproofLoneliness 18-21, F a week ago

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    The firsts of everything

    after losing an only parent is the worst feeling ever! It's been 7 months n with the holidays fast approaching, I can't stop crying. I just want my mom back. I miss her so much :(
    mbezah mbezah 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    Lasey94 Lasey94 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    I'm so emotionally drained

    and going insane
    kayelani kayelani 16-17, F Jun 11

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    I Miss Him So Much

    My husband of 18 years passed away in April. I don't know what to do with myself or how to move on with life. When I think I can't cry anymore, I cry more. I can't focus, can't sleep, can't stop crying... I was off work for almost a month to make sure our 14 year old son is ok. I...
    wendyl564 wendyl564 41-45 3 Responses Jun 20, 2009

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    I had a pretty rough day today.

    . So I decided to go and do something thT would make me happy... And that was going for a bike ride... Turns out my tires Were flat... Walked for 30-45 mins to a gas station to fill them up... Rode my bike for about 15 mins down a highway.... Just to get some fresh air... Tire...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Oct 10

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    This Is Not Good ...

    Everything is making me cry today. 
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 5 Responses May 9, 2010

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    Crying so real that u don't have to blink of it

    to fall but it just rolls and another one comes and it's so very different than what I'm used to
    Khaleesi1Regan Khaleesi1Regan 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    I wonder who, if anyone,

    would notice if I had disappeared tonight... Would they ask questions? Would they worry? Maybe I'll just take off... Without a word to anyone... Maybe I'll leave tonight... Without the plan of coming back
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 26

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    I want to die... I hate this

    so much... It'd be so much easier and I wouldn't have to pretend anymore... I'm a failure anyway... I try not to be... But I was born to be one.... Everything I do makes it worse.... Maybe once I'm gone, people can live a happier life.... I'm tired of it....
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Nov 3

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    I've never thought my heart could hurt

    so much.... :/ im going to miss you so much... Please don't leave me... I'm always going to be here for you... Always... No matter where or when... Just remember that I'm here no matter what happens!! No matter what... I love you... Everything will be okay.... Just don't leave...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I Often Wish To Become Terminally Ill...

    i will not commit suicide because that would hurt too many people.  but i want my life to be over.  the pain and the anquish i have experienced has been too much to bare.  the main one is i dont feel loved.  the catch 22 is that i dont feel i can open to...
    painandjoy painandjoy 26-30, F 4 Responses May 5, 2010

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    Thanks, EP for keeping me company.

    In EP, I can be me. I can expose my real feelings. I can be sad all I want without fear of being judged in the real world. I just can't stop the tears from falling. Letting it out is all I need...
    maleficent08 maleficent08 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    ..........I am officially empty on the inside.

    Darkness has totally consumed my body, my heart, my mind and my soul. The love I have for family and friends is being drowned in a lake of darkness. There's no way to see where you're going or how to get out. My life feels lost and usually when people get lost in the woods they...
    ClassicGamer22 ClassicGamer22 22-25, M 2 Responses May 18

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    I cut so badly tonight

    because of my family that is all against me...
    MaRcO102 MaRcO102 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 16

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    Yesterday, I was driving a long way by myself

    and I was thinking about how badly I have screwed up my life and I just cried the whole way home. 😪
    KayleeMariee KayleeMariee 16-17, F 1 Response May 15

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    I can't stand my ******* family.

    They are the reason why I want to kill myself.
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 8

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    I never dreamed loosing him could hurt this bad.

    I've gone through this, divorce, twice before and it's never felt this bad. I mean yeah, it hurt and I cried, but this time I feel like a part of me has been lost. I feel as if someone has literally opened my chest and cut part of my heart away. I feel totally lost. I can only...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 10

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    I'm done... I'm not opening up to anyone,

    anymore.. At all.. No one... :/ im going to start pretending to be happy again... I'll just get back into daily habits of cutting. And that'll relieve the need to talk... No more new people in my life... New meds... We're going to pretend that these are working... Because I'm...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 20

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    Feeling lonely :( lost my mom

    and dad in an road accident 2 years back,
    emmawing7 emmawing7 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 14

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    I think I'm going to run away tonight.

    . Drive a few cities away with some resumes... And live in my car for a few weeks... I'm good for no one here..
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 6

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    I was sitting on the curb outside my work

    waiting to start my shift... Trying extremely hard not to cry.. When a woman came and sat next to me and asked if I was having a bad day and what was going on. Asked if I wanted to talk about it... I said no... She sat with me until my shift started and gave me a hug before she...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 26

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    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Oct 20

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    It's official... This Christmas,

    New Years and Valentines day is going to ******* suck... Again... I swear to god if I eat McDonald's in a parking lot while crying my face out again... I'm leaving... And NEVER coming back...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 16

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    yesterday I was putting my dog to bed

    for the night and this really sad ambient guitar song which I had listened to before started playing in my head. I went upstairs to bed and on the way I started to feel teary eyed and like I had butterflies in my chest I got Into bed and tears started streaming down my face...
    michaelnutty25 michaelnutty25 16-17, M 5 Responses Nov 6

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    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 5

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    It was actually the other day

    that I couldn't stop crying I miss my best friend so much and it's not like he moved away or anything I see him quite often like at basketball practice or around the house It's just that he doesn't talk to me very much anymore He completely dropped me it seems like I just want...
    JalenFrankie616 JalenFrankie616 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 20

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    My mom pretty much told me

    that my life is going to ****... No wonder I don't want to live anymore... I'm at the point where I almost wanna throw my entire life down the drain, just to see you upset... To prove your own point... Leave me alone... I want to die... No one loves me... No one cares... My own...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 25

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    I tried to kill myself this morning.

    .. Downed some sleeping pills... It didn't work and I can't stop crying because I'm such a wreck! I want things to get better? But I can't see them getting better when I have to watch the best thing that's happened to me, slowly disappear... My lungs are hurting and it hurts to...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 14

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    I feel so lost.. I don't know what to do.

    .. I know what I want, but I know that it's impossible... It's hard to face the fact that the outcome I want, is never going to happen. Just over 2 weeks left... Then I'll be alone in this city of black, with no one left to guide me... :'(
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 9

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    I wish things could be different.

    .. This next little while is going to be so hatd
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Nov 5

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    I did my first pumpkin carving today with my

    girlfriend and her siblings! It was amazing! So much fun!! And still I come home.. Take my shoes and jacket off, sit down.. And still feel like I want to die... I try to talk to my roommate, just to create small talk to distract myself, and all he gives are snarky one word...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 27

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    Nov.5 I was snap chatting with my cousin.

    She's like the only best friend I ever had in my life and better yet we are cousins. We grew up together, went to the same school, same class, decorated our beds the same, dancing was our all time favorite. Anyways we were snap chatting and she was telling me a story of her dad...
    Bquiet Bquiet 16-17, F Nov 5

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    I miss you and there is nothing I can do.

    You called it a unfortunate situation. I called it my heart breaking. My last vision of you is you walking away on Milwaukee ave. I still feel the sick broken feeling of knowing I will never see you again. A part of me will always be standing there in the cold watching you go...
    december2010 december2010 41-45, T 1 Response Nov 14

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    my heart hurts so much

    and I don't know why it's hurts so much ...well I know why but I don't want that to be the reason why :(
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 17

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    Allow Your Heart To Cry

    This has been a year full of so many unexpected events. So many struggles and realizations. I struggle to stay standing and to just feel better. Most of the times I am able to do it,but other times I fail. I tend to cry a lot. It has always been a way to just let out my feelings...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 6, 2010

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    I Need Help

    I was with my ex for a year, we broke up for the third, and what I beleive to be final time last week. I cannot stop crying. I constantly feel sick and I cannot stand it. He has depression and it's always got in the way of our happiness. He's left me twice before but he came back...
    GemmaGates GemmaGates 18-21 12 Responses Jun 30, 2010

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    My Life.........

    I don't know where to start or what to write , actually I thought of writing these before , but couldn't write because I felt shy , awkward to open up .....anyways I thought one day i'll write for sure , today I am gonna write coz  I can't handle it , I will write today's...
    richa12345678 richa12345678 22-25, F 9 Responses Feb 26, 2012

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    Does crying on the inside count.

    Cause I think after like a year of bawling my body won't let me cry anymore.
    Lastrit Lastrit 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    Just wanna make the pain go away.

    ..but I promised...
    NoWordsToSpeak NoWordsToSpeak 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    What Now

    I did all i could to get me to stop hating myself and to get her on my mind and since im 14 i can't get help without my parents knowing i don't want them to know...what know
    criticalco criticalco 13-15, M 2 Responses Nov 12, 2012

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    I hope that when I fall asleep.

    .. I'll never wake up again
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Nov 24

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    The Remedy For Weakness Is Not Brooding Over Weakness, But Thinking Of Strength.

    Thinking all the time that we are diseased, will not cure us; medicine is necessary. Being reminded of weakness does not help much. Give strength; and strength does not come by thinking of weakness all the time. The remedy for weakness is not brooding over weakness, but thinking...
    Abhih123 Abhih123 22-25, M Mar 6, 2013

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    Horrible Friend...

    I feel awful....I told my best friend that I'm dying bcuz I need to feel pretty, need to lose more weight, and I'm getting weak...I'm always cold, always tired, and I pass out multiple times a day....she pointed out and asked 'so you're just gonna leave me?...' and I broke...I...
    AlyShine AlyShine 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 21, 2013

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    I only ever get one word answers.

    . And the past few weeks I watch you send paragraphs to others... Makes me feel like you don't want to talk to me... Not only that, but nothing else is going right... Can't ride my bike without a tire popping. Can't play guitar without a string breaking.... And on top of that...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 11

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    Thinking about going down to the river.

    .. Where no one can see or hear me cry
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Oct 29

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    I feel so worthless..

    .. I can't sleep at night which means I have to work later in the day... Working later in the day means I'm not off until late.... By that point my girlfriend is already tired... Or has a headache or stomach ache from what I'd guess is being up for so long... I have no car right...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Oct 2

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    Me to myself: Stop. Stop it.

    Your heart keeps breaking. Stop hurting yourself.
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 1 day ago

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