I Can't Stop Feeling So Bad

I'm the one everybody goes to for advice, but I don't have anyone to go to. I wait on everyone, but no one waits on me. I hug everyone, but no one hugs me. I wish just for once that I was someone's priority.

I hurt someone and I feel terrible. I am not ready for a relationship nor do I even want one. I am looking for friends.  I don't understand why people don't get that.
I feel bad I didn't mean to hurt his feelings.
 
 

He keeps calling...why does he do this to me? I just want the pain to stop. I want it all to fade out into the background. He talks about a future I am not a part of... he speaks of things that I do not want to think of. I am feeling...

I am not downing anyone on here so please don't think that.  I felt bad for a while but I feel better now. I had to convince myself that I am worth more than what he gave me credit for. I am lovable, I am a great person and people...

I`m not proud of itI`ve been crying on and off the whole day.I havent left my room,or enjoyed this sunny saturdayI cant,I just cant enjoy anything anymore.And no one cares.No one even came to see if I was ok.No friend called.NothingI`m...

I've tried doing all the things that I enjoy, but I just can't stop feeling so sad and lonely. I can't make it stop... I want it to stop... I hate myself so much. I feel worthless. I want these feelings to stop. I need them to stop. I...

I think being uncertain is what makes me feel so bad. not knowing if i am in the right place or doing the right thing. not knowing if my husband will really turn around or how he really feels beyond all that he says. if i knew, i would...