I Can't Stop Thinking About My Mistakes

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 428 People

    It's one of my most prominent symptoms of GAD.

    Over-thinking things, dwelling too much on the past, etcetera. Not fun.
    TheRose202 TheRose202
    18-21, F
    Nov 2, 2014

    I don't know what I did.

    But now this guy I used to care about is killing himself because of me. Because I have a bf? Idk. But now I'm crying and want to die because I have to live with this the rest of my life. I'm not 2 months clean from cutting anymore. I just want to die. I hate myself. Why can't I...
    osnapitzama osnapitzama
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 7, 2015

    a disservice to a friend.

    to try and be everything...to want to heal and "fix" everything before they even get to feel it. to make it so their pain hurts you enough that they simply stop sharing. you have a right to your feelings....good, bad or indifferent. its wrong to make you feel you have to...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Nov 4, 2015

    It sucks. :( I try my best to accept them

    and learn from them. The latter is reasonably easy enough, but forgetting them is impossible considering how much I overthink.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Nov 2, 2014

    So all i think about are my mistakes

    and now im paying for them with my blood. i cant stop. and its bad. i use glass.i cant get rid of the glass either. please help me if you can. i am willing to accept help. Please and thank you.
    ToukaKirishima ToukaKirishima
    13-15, F
    Jun 25, 2015

    They eat at me everyday

    and I think about what will happen next because of them
    Blankminds Blankminds
    16-17, F
    Nov 1, 2014

    Do it once and they catch you red handed,

    make a business of it; they will never see.
    WonderingOfTheSoul WonderingOfTheSoul
    18-21
    Jan 22, 2015

    It's really been eating at me lately

    and I'm scared I'm going to go back down that same path. I'm not proud of who I was and what I did but part of me longs for the pain.
    Emmy182 Emmy182
    16-17, F
    Jan 5, 2015

    RELENTLESSLY HAUNTED by every instance of poor

    judgement or just common errors. Can't turn my mind off, I just relive every single moment! Even ones looong forgotten by people who may have bared witness. These aren't even major mistakes! I mean little things such as misspelling a word in a business email for work or...
    HollowBravado HollowBravado
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jan 31, 2016

    The biggest mistake i regret was ******* a guy

    I met for the first time. Our sex was not good. It sucked. It felt like my fingers was inside me. His junk shouldn't feel like my 2 fingers
    lorrena19 lorrena19
    22-25, F
    Nov 1, 2014

    That way madness lies!

    Forget it! Apologise where you can. Forgive yourself where you can't.
    picklebobble picklebobble
    51-55, M
    Nov 3, 2014

    OMG I have a bad habit of twitching

    if I ever think of something bad happening to me in the past or recently. Its just so ******* hard to forget when people let u down!!!!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 2, 2014

    It happens every time

    before I go to sleep.
    TeresaChanaki TeresaChanaki
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 2, 2014

    every night before I go to sleep I think about

    my mistake .. it's good to think about your mistake just to learn from it but at the same time it's makes you stuck and you can't move on and your life will be worse... ??
    Haneen269 Haneen269
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 1, 2014

    I don't believe them to be mistakes

    but mere plot twists.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 2, 2014
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