I Can't Stop Thinking About

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    Destroying Things

    I can't stop thinking for hurting people and things. I haven't but I think about it all the time and want to do it so badly. but I know I can go to jail so I don't but I do day dream it all the time, and wish I could. If the world would let me I would harm people that hurt me...
    Wildwillow Wildwillow
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Feb 5, 2012

    That Afternoon

    When you phoned me at work and said you wanted to see me. I bunked the afternoon and met you at my flat. You got there before me, you looked all lost and guilty and cute. You had a bag in one hand and a bottle of wine in the other. I said I wanted tea. Everything seemed to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Dec 9, 2008

    Sexxx...with Gurls.

    I am a 15-year-old girl...bisexual, but 100% "lipstick lesbian" (not butch and i don't act like a guy.)   i am in a committed relationship with a girl, and i love her. She satisfies all my needs, but i still can't stop thinking about sex! With her, and other girls too. Pretty...
    XxskullheartzxX XxskullheartzxX
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 17, 2011

    MY FUTURE! I'm at a coffee shop somewhere

    thinking about where I'm at in life again. It ****** me off to what I've done and tried to do where it's left me nowhere. I can honestly say I've tried my hardest to work on starting a career but then somehow life said **** YOU to me and through me in another maze. Then I think...
    Spiritm Spiritm
    31-35, M
    Aug 4, 2014

    When It Will Be Warm

    Now I don't hate winter and actually like the change of seasons, but over the last 5 years I have really started to get tired of the cold.  I like to be outside to workout and when it drops below 10 and the wind kicks up it's just to cold for that.  I know I have about...
    loopnscc loopnscc
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jan 11, 2010

    A story a student told me about a abused pit

    puppy his step father rescued. I'll spare the details but I can't stop thinking about the details. It makes me so sad. The pup is good now. It bugs me when a student tells me, bc sometimes they're smiling or laughing while they tell it and im like, why? Is it bc its so awful u...
    June85 June85
    26-30, F
    May 20, 2014

    Us.

    The way we were. How happy we used to be. I can't stop thinking about it. The good times we had. The laughter we shared. I just wish I could turn back the time and prevent my mistakes from happening.
    anschel anschel
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 21, 2008

    Last Night...

    ...and this morning.     Im going to be smiling for a very long time and I like it
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 13, 2008
    skinniestlove skinniestlove
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 18, 2014

    Picked Myself Up

    For the longest time I let the actions of other people effect me and bring me down until now. I am finally happy, better off without some people and much as it sucked I can honestly say I am better off without you. It wasn't easy and it's hard sometimes but you weren't worth my...
    Ninja20 Ninja20
    18-21, F
    Jul 28, 2013

    I Can't Stop Thinking About Sex!

    I don't know what is wrong with me. I am a young, 19 yr old woman who can't stop acting like a teenage boy! I think about sex at leats 20 times a day. I'm constantly wet, so I have to ********** at least three times a day, scouring the net for free ****. I have slept with all of...
    AlexisBest AlexisBest
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 29, 2009

    Last Night

    Within a few minutes, I almost destroyed everything. Within a few minutes the trust went, things were said that cannot be taken back and I hurt you deeply in ways I should not have.  Within a few tears, I reacted strongly and what you said, which you have told me to forget...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 30, 2008

    My History Teacher

    I am in love with him. He's 25, i'm 16. I can truly say that i've never loved anyone the way that I love him, and the thought of him with someone else just makes me want to die.
    kelly1333 kelly1333
    16-17
    Jan 6, 2013

    It Started To Interfere With My Work.....

    I am the type of person who tries to maintain a balanced, structured, and stable sense of mental health - trying not to allow specific facets of my individuality to interfere with other facets of my individuality in the things of my life. Trying to maintain that sense of balance...
    danny187 danny187
    31-35, M
    Jun 24, 2012

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