be on the top of my burden that I carry. The scars will forever mark my wrists, thighs, sides, everywhere where I could reach with a blade. I tell myself that this is the last one, this is the last day. I tell others that I promise to not mark my skin with tallies anymore, but I...
and worst. I can't stop cutting myself . I just can't please tell me something positive so I won't cut myself again. Please I just cut myself yesterday and I can't stop. Why shouldn't I just take my last breath now and slice my throat?
and I started cutting when i was 11.I stopped when I was 13 and started again a couple months ago. each time I cut it gets worse and deeper but I feels so relieving seeing the blood drop fRom my arms and the scars afterwards. I need help and support I can't find it anywhere so...
Can’t stop wondering what you are thinking about too
I don’t want to
I don’t want to think about you
I don’t want to stop thinking about you
I can’t do this anymore
…not without you
But here I stay
In my cell of dreams alone
All I have of you...
or so, I know what people think, I'm just a high schooler and it's just drama, but for one I don't have any drama and two this stuff actually hurts me emotionally. Tonight all I need was somebody who can or would understand my tears and I haven't gotton that yet. Sometimes I...