I Cant Take It Any More

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 437 People

    I can't keep this **** in anymore.

    The real reason y I'm goin to a therapy center is cause I've had thoughts on hurtin & killin myself. That's the real reason besides my mom. It's startin to show. I've not just had thoughts on the ****** up topic. I've had thoughts on actually doin it & I have had somethin say In...
    SuchHorribleThings SuchHorribleThings
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 14

    Everyone says it gets better.

    I know it doesn't. I wish I could look in the mirror and not feel fat. I wish I could get through a night without crying. I wish I could walk through the kitchen and not be tempted to plung the knife through my heart. I just wish I could end it all.
    thefallenones thefallenones
    13-15, F
    1 Response Dec 30, 2014

    I'm so tired of depressing ****!

    I'm trying to get better, but I can't, cause something depressing always happens! I feel so ******* low right now. **** everything and everyone! Goddammit
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 23, 2014

    I still not over my ex.

    Its killing me. Ive benn trying to forget her for 6 months
    yoshiyang yoshiyang
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jul 20, 2014

    I can't anymore! I don't know

    where the hell to post this! I can't do this anymore! I won't post it I can't bother! I'll just freaking eat a banana... FS!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Apr 2

    I was sitting at my lunch table just talking a

    laughing with my friends when all the sudden I guy that's friends with my friends but I don't really know him called me fat. I just tensed up. The girl next to me started laughing and my best friend did too. I didn't know what to do. I just kind of say there. Eventually it died...
    oreosrock2 oreosrock2
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Dec 13, 2013

    I have a lot of problems with anger

    and sadness. I can't take unfairness in the world. There or so many things i can be frustrated about. I do want to kil myself because i never feel like i could find happiness. But i would not do it, because i know my family loves me and i dont want to hurt them.
    BlankDreams BlankDreams
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Nov 9, 2015

    Im getting too many messages i cant take u all

    people, sorry i cant multitask
    memo93 memo93
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Oct 12, 2014

    I Hate Him

    YES YOU! Of course you .......who else would I be talking about?Ego man. The one who thinks of no one but himselfThe one who hurts and dosen't even bother to make excuses.Comon.............. that's the best you can do now?Comon..............Your clasic answer to when you feel...
    flodials flodials
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Mar 27, 2012

    Every time I feel like I'm putting the pieces

    of my life back together, some how, some way, it falls apart in my hands
    sammmieyyyt sammmieyyyt
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 30, 2014

    I have tried an tried again to be what he wants.

    I can never be. The moment I have any happiness. He has to crush it. Why do I not just go away? Six foot under cant be that bad. No hurt, no chest crushing pain, no loneliness, no more being not enough. All I ever wanted was to love and be loved. Why is that to much? Why am I...
    Txwoman123 Txwoman123
    41-45, F
    1 Response Feb 22, 2015

    I feel so far away, I feel too fat,

    too ugly, too alone really. I can't sleep. I don't eat and if I do I purge. I have a feeling I might not be able to go on very soon
    HiddenOwl HiddenOwl
    18-21, F
    Mar 20, 2014

    I'm about to lose it all.

    I can't take this horrible feeling anymore.
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 24, 2014

    Why cant my father just treat me like my other

    siblings ... Why am i such a disappointment why am i even in this house if he shoots me dirty looks behind my back. I don't think i belong in this house suddenly ..
    TeddyOrTeddie TeddyOrTeddie
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Jun 8, 2014

    I was in a car accident a couple of weeks ago.

    And instead of thanking God to be alive - I questioned why he kept me here in mental(emotional) pain. When there are so many people, children that want to live and struggle to due to either social, economical or physical restraints. What does he want from me? Because I feel like...
    wluvpaola wluvpaola
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 29, 2015

    i CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!

    !! being a grown up is soo much harder than i thought!!! im in soo much debt than my *** is worth! just want to disappear! :'(
    ashworrell ashworrell
    22-25, F
    Jan 25, 2015

    if anybody on this site has got a contract

    phone & don't mine talking in private please message me if can UK only please I see if I can give you support and a little bit of advice to help you along
    kittybaby1968age3 kittybaby1968age3
    46-50, M
    Feb 28

    Why- rascal flatts Why did you have to take

    your life Ethan?! Why? It's still not settling in my head Ethan. You don't realize how much people miss you. Especially your mom, dad, Wes and Brice. You were the smile of our school. I miss you Ethan. Soooo much. I wish I would've talked to you when I had the chance, I kept...
    Lilred17 Lilred17
    18-21, F
    Apr 16, 2015

    I go through this phase

    where I know he likes me but due to my lack of confidence . . . I over think the worse and just drive myself insane . EVERYONE tells me he feels the same but I can't get him to tell me BC he's so nervous and shy. . .this is so hard !
    Makayla246 Makayla246
    13-15, F
    Jul 14, 2015

    I been with him almost 4 years

    and I just paid everything for him to get off his visa bill and car bill. He seems so happy but when we go home he completely neglects me and donts want to spend time with me .. I confront him and he hits me and pushes me and calls me a ******* ***** .. I feel so used he demands...
    syhatheb syhatheb
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

    What is this? A site

    for creepy guys to prey on depressed women? All I keep getting is messages from guys - that's not what I want or need( so do me a favor guys- don't write me if you are trying to flirt!) I am here for support and to help someone if I can.
    Jacque1990 Jacque1990
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 2, 2014

    I'm Pretty Frightened....

    As my life just seems to be going nowhere and I am trapped and ashamed of my lifestyle and who I am. I have been ever since I hit my twenties. I am not like other women my age. People say that I am unique but it's not good to be unique and different to them when you feel the way...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Aug 7, 2011

    *~*~*~*~*~*

    THE HURT, LONELINESS, FEAR, PANIC, DREAMS, NIGHT TERRORS.... IT'S ALL BECOMING TO MUCH TO TAKE ON MY OWN. I HAVE NO ONE WITH ME & THE NIGHTS ARE THE WORST............... THIS IS THE TIME WHEN VIRTUAL HUGS JUST DON'T CUT IT. I ACTUALLY FEEL LIKE PHONING UP MY EX & ASKING...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jun 23, 2009

    I aways have these days in

    which I'm sure I'll do it but then I back up because of some sht reason I give myself. Let's hope today I won't find one......
    HiddenOwl HiddenOwl
    18-21, F
    Apr 17, 2014

    Its too much the pain is killing me i need

    someone who can care i know ure out there plz girl if anyone has the courtesy and heart to accept me mssg me plzz anyone
    hawx14 hawx14
    16-17, M
    Jun 22, 2014

    I cant take it anymore,

    heartbreak after heartbreak. I feel like no one cares and no one understands. I sometimes feel like i will explode. When i need someone to talk to i feel like no one is there. It makes me feel so lonely. I cant take it anymore!!
    Louisaxxx Louisaxxx
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 31, 2014

    I've officially given up.

    My stepmom died two weeks ago and now I'm being raised by an alcoholic my life is so ******* messed up I have anxiety and depression I feel like nobody is there for me my stepmom was the only one who ever cared. I can't talk to my real mom because she abused me at the age of six...
    MeridaDunBroch MeridaDunBroch
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jun 25, 2014

    The love in you're eyes,

    now turned to glass The tender in you're kiss, is now long past The charm in you're smile, now turned to hate The embrace of you're arms, is now not my fate I cannot take how you love me no more Makes me feel like I'm nothing but a chore. I cannot take how we argue and fight...
    traceyannmay traceyannmay
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 4, 2015

    I can't do this anymore .

    .. I can't keep living in the same pain everyday .. I just have to end it.. It's my only option left now ....
    Thequietone1000 Thequietone1000
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 11, 2014

    My life has gone so down hill in the past few

    months its crazy. I can barely speak a few sentences at a time. I want to but I physically can't. I've just resorted to staying silent. No ones really noticed. Its like my thought process has been tampered with. Even when I talk I stutter so much.
    thefallenones thefallenones
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Dec 24, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 22, 2014

    Feels like im torturing myself

    when im only trying to do what's best for me.
    RoastedCycki RoastedCycki
    70+, F
    1 Response Aug 28, 2014

    I hate being lonely..

    I hate it when they always taking me for granted.. No one cares and understand how i feel... Sad to know that some people know you only when they need you...
    Anjedlopez Anjedlopez
    26-30, F
    Mar 2, 2014

    I am seriously on the edge.

    ..... I want to die..... Just die.....
    efox7 efox7
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2014
    loveTFIOS loveTFIOS
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 22, 2014

    I'm hungry but i can't eat I'm tired

    but i can't sleep I'm sad but i can not cry I'm suicidal but can't die
    Ifakeasmile Ifakeasmile
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 30, 2014

    Leave Before I Shoot You In The Face

    Why don't you lug your ego and all those facts you know to some desolate place where you can let all the girls swoon pathetically over you and you can sit around every night drinking and telling your stories to eager ears while you silently ponder how it will be when you make it...
    muffledlight muffledlight
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jan 2, 2010

    I can't take it anymore.

    . I can't take being ignored by everyone until they need or want something from me.. I regret walking in my front door to be ignored by everyone until they find something I did was wrong, so they can complain. The person I looked up to as a role model hurt me once again. I can't...
    autum25 autum25
    18-21, F
    Jun 2, 2014

    My Struggles

    Hi, I’m Samantha, I go by Sammy. I am 17, a junior in high school. I’ve moved 5 times, lived in 4 different states. I was planning on telling a longer life story, but my last one was suddenly deleted & I am not going to rewrite the whole thing.. I have a great family...
    sammy1314 sammy1314
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Nov 27, 2013

    I Cant Take It Anymore

    All I ask is, why me? What have I done to deserve this?   where do I start? I am 22, an unemployed graduate, and my life sucks. My mum is an alcoholic and has been for as long as I can remeber, I feel embaressed and ashamed by her behaviour, she is verbally abusive and...
    melistar melistar
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jun 23, 2009
    taintedr0se taintedr0se
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 2

    Tonight was the last straw.

    Too many words were said, hearts were broken, and relationships were burned. I'm ******* done for real this time. I can't take anymore of this ****. 😔
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 26, 2015

    I can't take it anymore .

    I think I'm going to be sick . My brother have been acting like a completely bratty selfless ( there's are words I want to say but I'd get deleted if i do). He have done so much no good lately that things have gone haywire in the house. I can't take it anymore .
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 25, 2015
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