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I Cant Take It Any More

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    I've officially given up.

    My stepmom died two weeks ago and now I'm being raised by an alcoholic my life is so ******* messed up I have anxiety and depression I feel like nobody is there for me my stepmom was the only one who ever cared. I can't talk to my real mom because she abused me at the age of six...
    MeridaDunBroch MeridaDunBroch 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 25, 2014

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    What is this? A site

    for creepy guys to prey on depressed women? All I keep getting is messages from guys - that's not what I want or need( so do me a favor guys- don't write me if you are trying to flirt!) I am here for support and to help someone if I can.
    Jacque1990 Jacque1990 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 2, 2014

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    Got much better thanks to "happier app" still

    fighting for my love......interfaith couple,still love him alot.....just wish i had more faith.....
    efox7 efox7 22-25, F 1 Response May 25, 2014

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    I still not over my ex.

    Its killing me. Ive benn trying to forget her for 6 months
    yoshiyang yoshiyang 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 20, 2014

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    *~*~*~*~*~*

    THE HURT, LONELINESS, FEAR, PANIC, DREAMS, NIGHT TERRORS.... IT'S ALL BECOMING TO MUCH TO TAKE ON MY OWN. I HAVE NO ONE WITH ME & THE NIGHTS ARE THE WORST............... THIS IS THE TIME WHEN VIRTUAL HUGS JUST DON'T CUT IT. I ACTUALLY FEEL LIKE PHONING UP MY EX & ASKING...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 23, 2009

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    Every time I feel like I'm putting the pieces

    of my life back together, some how, some way, it falls apart in my hands
    sammmieyyyt sammmieyyyt 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 30, 2014

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    I cant take it anymore,

    heartbreak after heartbreak. I feel like no one cares and no one understands. I sometimes feel like i will explode. When i need someone to talk to i feel like no one is there. It makes me feel so lonely. I cant take it anymore!!
    Louisaxxx Louisaxxx 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 31, 2014

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    What was the use of making me feel loved

    and caring. I told you u were all I ******* had and u left me!!# why couldn't u tell me u didn't want me anymore why leave me with no explanation just stopped talking. If you told me id be okay. But now all I think about is what I must've done wrong. I hate you! You ruined my...
    Lovelyk117 Lovelyk117 13-15, F a week ago

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    I feel like giving up,

    I've lived through my teenage years already battling with everything and now it's too much, I just feel like giving up
    brokenheart19 brokenheart19 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 4, 2014

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    JalenFrankie616 JalenFrankie616 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 22, 2014

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    I was sitting at my lunch table just talking a

    laughing with my friends when all the sudden I guy that's friends with my friends but I don't really know him called me fat. I just tensed up. The girl next to me started laughing and my best friend did too. I didn't know what to do. I just kind of say there. Eventually it died...
    oreosrock2 oreosrock2 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 13, 2013

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    My Struggles

    Hi, I’m Samantha, I go by Sammy. I am 17, a junior in high school. I’ve moved 5 times, lived in 4 different states. I was planning on telling a longer life story, but my last one was suddenly deleted & I am not going to rewrite the whole thing.. I have a great family...
    sammy1314 sammy1314 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    Everyone says it gets better.

    I know it doesn't. I wish I could look in the mirror and not feel fat. I wish I could get through a night without crying. I wish I could walk through the kitchen and not be tempted to plung the knife through my heart. I just wish I could end it all.
    thefallenones thefallenones 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    this woman wants me to make all A's this

    quarter. She says I've been slacking off cause i made 2 C's on my last report card. And on top of that she stopped me from using anything that I could use to entertain myself. She said this would help me "focus on whats important."
    Madara77 Madara77 26-30, M May 12, 2014

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    I feel I lost everything in life,

    my husband nd now my kids, I feel worthless so sad. I can't seem to find help!
    arlishak arlishak 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 2, 2014

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    I been with him almost 4 years

    and I just paid everything for him to get off his visa bill and car bill. He seems so happy but when we go home he completely neglects me and donts want to spend time with me .. I confront him and he hits me and pushes me and calls me a ******* ***** .. I feel so used he demands...
    syhatheb syhatheb 26-30, F Dec 27, 2014

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    Its too much the pain is killing me i need

    someone who can care i know ure out there plz girl if anyone has the courtesy and heart to accept me mssg me plzz anyone
    hawx14 hawx14 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2014

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    I Cant Take Dd Anymore

    Let me preface this a bit by saying I love my daughter dearly and wouldnt trade her for the world. However, I cannot take her anymore. I have not had a real break from her ever and she is nearly 2.5 years old. W/ her brother(whom my MIL abducted when I kicked H out for being a...
    agirlnamedsue agirlnamedsue 22-25 1 Response Aug 9, 2012

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    My Ex Wont Leave Me Alone

    i lived with my previous partner for 11 years and for the last 5 of those there was nothing but arguments me kicking him out every weekend, some of those were my fault and some had a lot to do with his idea that all women wanted was to stay at home and be lazy!!! well i wasnt one...
    spunkratnotfat spunkratnotfat 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2009

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    I Am Near The End

    I really cannot take it anymore. This life, my past, everything. I used to be the most optimistic person.Each time I'd fall, it wouldn't matter because I wouldn't stay down for long. But, I'm sorry, if you continuously keep getting hit (and this is from my perspective) time and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 6, 2012

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    I can't take it anymore.

    . I can't take being ignored by everyone until they need or want something from me.. I regret walking in my front door to be ignored by everyone until they find something I did was wrong, so they can complain. The person I looked up to as a role model hurt me once again. I can't...
    autum25 autum25 18-21, F Jun 2, 2014

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    No more no more I'm getting to my breaking point

    and when I break a lot of people will die and I will too
    WolfForever14 WolfForever14 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 2, 2014

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    loveTFIOS loveTFIOS 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 22, 2014

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    I Hate Him

    YES YOU! Of course you .......who else would I be talking about?Ego man. The one who thinks of no one but himselfThe one who hurts and dosen't even bother to make excuses.Comon.............. that's the best you can do now?Comon..............Your clasic answer to when you feel...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 27, 2012

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    I feel so far away, I feel too fat,

    too ugly, too alone really. I can't sleep. I don't eat and if I do I purge. I have a feeling I might not be able to go on very soon
    HiddenOwl HiddenOwl 16-17, F Mar 20, 2014

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    I'm about to lose it all.

    I can't take this horrible feeling anymore.
    MusicJunkie666 MusicJunkie666 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 24, 2014

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    Why cant my father just treat me like my other

    siblings ... Why am i such a disappointment why am i even in this house if he shoots me dirty looks behind my back. I don't think i belong in this house suddenly ..
    TeddyOrTeddie TeddyOrTeddie 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 8, 2014

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    I'm having problems with my sexuality.

    . I'm afraid of being wrong, i'm afraid of the world, the people around me, my friends, my family will judge me and i'm afraid of being lesbian ;( I don't know what to do. This thing is in my head all the time and all i want is to be happy;(
    Anjedlopez Anjedlopez 26-30, F Apr 3, 2014

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    Feels like im torturing myself

    when im only trying to do what's best for me.
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2014

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    i CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!

    !! being a grown up is soo much harder than i thought!!! im in soo much debt than my *** is worth! just want to disappear! :'(
    ashworrell ashworrell 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Leave Before I Shoot You In The Face

    Why don't you lug your ego and all those facts you know to some desolate place where you can let all the girls swoon pathetically over you and you can sit around every night drinking and telling your stories to eager ears while you silently ponder how it will be when you make it...
    muffledlight muffledlight 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 2, 2010

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    I have been with my husband

    for 19yrs, and have a 10yr old son. Our marriage has become stale over the past few years. I have asked for a separation but he refused. He never tells me he loves me, never kisses me or cuddles me unless I ask. It basically feels like I am in a relationship with a room mate. I...
    vital77 vital77 36-40, F Apr 4, 2014

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    I hate being lonely..

    I hate it when they always taking me for granted.. No one cares and understand how i feel... Sad to know that some people know you only when they need you...
    Anjedlopez Anjedlopez 26-30, F Mar 2, 2014

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    I'm so tired of depressing ****!

    I'm trying to get better, but I can't, cause something depressing always happens! I feel so ******* low right now. **** everything and everyone! Goddammit
    MusicJunkie666 MusicJunkie666 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 23, 2014

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    I aways have these days in

    which I'm sure I'll do it but then I back up because of some sht reason I give myself. Let's hope today I won't find one......
    HiddenOwl HiddenOwl 16-17, F Apr 17, 2014

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    I Cant Take It Anymore

    All I ask is, why me? What have I done to deserve this?   where do I start? I am 22, an unemployed graduate, and my life sucks. My mum is an alcoholic and has been for as long as I can remeber, I feel embaressed and ashamed by her behaviour, she is verbally abusive and...
    melistar melistar 22-25, F 5 Responses Jun 23, 2009

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    I can't do this anymore .

    .. I can't keep living in the same pain everyday .. I just have to end it.. It's my only option left now ....
    Thequietone1000 Thequietone1000 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2014

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    I am seriously on the edge.

    ..... I want to die..... Just die.....
    efox7 efox7 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2014

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    Loaded Down

    I have been trying I mean seriously trying.  Read some of my stories.  I have bared my soul and I am working to get better.  I am seeing  myself for who I am and for what I have gone through.  I can't take anymore.I mean I seriously can't take anymoreI CANT TAKE ANYMOREMy ex...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 26, 2012

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    I'm Pretty Frightened....

    As my life just seems to be going nowhere and I am trapped and ashamed of my lifestyle and who I am. I have been ever since I hit my twenties. I am not like other women my age. People say that I am unique but it's not good to be unique and different to them when you feel the way...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2011

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    My life has gone so down hill in the past few

    months its crazy. I can barely speak a few sentences at a time. I want to but I physically can't. I've just resorted to staying silent. No ones really noticed. Its like my thought process has been tampered with. Even when I talk I stutter so much.
    thefallenones thefallenones 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    I'm hungry but i can't eat I'm tired

    but i can't sleep I'm sad but i can not cry I'm suicidal but can't die
    Ifakeasmile Ifakeasmile 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 30, 2014

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    Im getting too many messages i cant take u all

    people, sorry i cant multitask
    memo93 memo93 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 12, 2014

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    Seriously....enough Is Enough

    I know that my healing will not actually start to happen until I deal with my disgusting ex.  My therapist asked me today....When is going to be enough?I thought I had enough already.  I left him.  I am doing things on my own.  I am surviving.  Am I really?I need to take him...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 2 Responses May 23, 2012

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