I have been disconnected from the world for a while now and i don't know how to reconnect. I find i am hiding myself away from people just because i don't want to be hurt any more...
I am so done. No I am not going to kill myself I just can't take all the stress and this girl even my parents are sick of it and the calling. I won't go into full detail but I am...
I wouldn't want to be anyone else I'm happy with who I am
my relationship is falling apart and i am the one to blame even though i try so hard to make things right it isn't enough, just the simplest things isn't right like i am a burden...
I don't care about anything anymore! I just want to die, I can't handle the suicidal thought or cutting urges I'm done.. I will never be good enough so why do I need to live
It's sad that we can never be who we want to be because of judgemental people
I know right! I mean trying to be someone else or something you're not or just mimicking in general is a bloody waste of useful, productive energy and time.
People need to learn that gays are people too! Just because I like guys doesn't mean I'm trying to wipe out the human race! Open up your eyes people!
Trust me, I have tried to be so many other people. The only time I was ever happy was when I could actually be my crazy, quirky self around the people that love me.
My stomach feels horrible.
The coffee is all I had left to enjoy really.