I Cant Take This Much Longer

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    I was about three years old

    and I meet this guy at school . . .we use to sit beside eachother on the bus and I told my mom about him and some how she knew his parents so we started hanging out when we were about five , he was extremely shy and it sucked but one day I asked him who he liked , hoping he...
    Makayla246 Makayla246
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 14, 2015

    I Feel Like I Am Trapped

    I have struggled to be who I am for some time now. I am tired of pretending to be what others think I should be. I am tired of the people in my life trying to make be what they want instead of just accepting me for who I am. I don't know how much longer I can deal with them.I...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise
    41-45, T
    Nov 28, 2012

    I Just Can't.

    I don't know how long I can hold on. I thought I'd be strong enough till it was needed. I don't think so now. I mean, there's a frigging limit to everything, damn it! What the hell am I waiting for? What if my life just turns out to be one long episode of a pathetic longing for...
    frootiee frootiee
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Nov 14, 2011

    When She Goes Away.

    My daughter came to visit this weekend. She's around 12 and a half years old and every time she gets to come visit it's like Cristmas and all the other holidays rolled into one. I get so exited when I know she's coming and when she finaly gets here we have great time. We like a...
    sinbad7277 sinbad7277
    36-40, M
    1 Response Mar 7, 2011


    A few months back my land lord died. At first my roommate and I didnt think his wife would sell the house but I just found out today that she has changed her mind and is now planning on selling it. I have no idea what I'm going to do or were I'm going to go. I only make minimume...
    sinbad7277 sinbad7277
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Sep 1, 2011

    I just am ready to snap now!

    !! Ive dealt with this issue long enough and now its at its worse and its not fair. Its as if the way I feel was trying to warn me that I'm going to suffer unless I act. Idw to suffer. Was trying to be patient. That is not working. I feel like such of strange person for not...
    ador802 ador802
    22-25, M
    Aug 19, 2014

    Do you ever have those moments

    where you just want to give up because the pain's just too much on your heart? Where you just want your heart to stop and your lungs to give out so you don't have to feel anymore? That's me. Everyday now it seems like. I miss him. **** I miss him :/ The one thing that meant the...
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17
    18-21, F
    Nov 2, 2014

    Over Welmed

    Honestly I dont even know were to start. Everything is piling up on top of itself. I feel like I cant go on like this but I have no hopes of this getting any better. It's like I'm always waiting for the next thing to break and here lately I'm afraid it might be me. My life is a...
    sinbad7277 sinbad7277
    36-40, M
    5 Responses Sep 29, 2010

    Giving Up.

    I came to a relization the other day. I finaly admitted to myself that that I would never be in love or even have sex ever again. This relization has left me feeling dead inside. Now that theres no hope left each day feels like a pointless waist. Tonight when I go home I'll stick...
    sinbad7277 sinbad7277
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Jan 4, 2011

    I've got no gf, only painful memories of being

    rejected, slapped and looked down upon. I've got no friends, only painful memories of being bullied, beaten down and tortured. I've got no family, only a man and a woman who invest in me so that when they get older, I can return it to them, multiplied. I've got nothing. Well...
    ChrisFerguson ChrisFerguson
    18-21, M
    Sep 7, 2015

    I Just Want To Flee

    For the past year or so, its been my responsibility to shoulder the burden of my family. I have been and still am expected to be good at everything that is thrown my way and I'm never supposed to complain or fall behind (not my strong points). I think I've done pretty good job...
    4vrUnique 4vrUnique
    17 Responses Oct 21, 2010

    This year has been absolutely awful

    and I keep hearing from people that "it'll get better", but it just seems like every time something starts to get even remotely better, the universe is like "oh you thought we were serioussss?" and my world just crashes into an even darker place. I keep trying to believe that...
    dirtybb dirtybb
    22-25, F
    Aug 19, 2015
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