I Can't Take This Pain In My Heart

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    I Cant Take This Life Anymore

    That's it i have had it with life i just want it all to end now. I am so tired of being used, not wanted, or being good enough i cant handle it anymore i have done nothing but try to find someone who would just want me but all men are just plan ******** to see something good in...
    babytazz1d babytazz1d
    31-35, F
    7 Responses Oct 20, 2012


    Do you ever feel like you are walking through life watching everyone else live? Standing in line waiting to get on the ride but the ride never arrives. Waking up each morning and the first thought in your head is more sleep. Walking through the motions like an empty capsule...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses May 12, 2011

    The next time my heart takes more pain,

    I don't think I will be able to bare it... I think it would be nice in a way to just give up. What pulled you through the tough moments?
    Harper101 Harper101
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Feb 8, 2015

    It continues to hurt no matter what I do.

    Does it help that the other knows what they did was wrong and has promised not to do it again? How do you get past the pain and anger? Forgiveness has been given. But the mind can't forget nor does the heart with this cringing pain. "Heartache" isn't a metamorphic term. It isn...
    tir3dw0man tir3dw0man
    36-40, F
    Mar 8, 2015

    Some days I feel the tidal wave of sadness

    engulf me. I feel that if I were to just give in, let myself roll out one tear that I would never be able to stop. I'd cry endlessly. I'd cry for things that matter, I'd cry for things that don't matter. I'd cry continuously until I created an ocean with my tears. When I...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 17, 2015

    A Haunting II.

    With all of hustle and bustle that has been going I've managed to honor the small pact I've made to myself for the most part. It may appear to some that it is totally idiotic or uncalled for and that it is high time to let bygones be bygones. That...
    FightingPhoenix FightingPhoenix
    46-50, M
    Aug 9, 2015

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    tammyccaa tammyccaa
    26-30, F
    Dec 17, 2015

    I'm starting to push away my friends just

    so the pain of leaving them won't be as bad, yet I find myself in even more pain as I see them in our group chats asking where I am and I don't response. It grows every time I avoid them in the hallways at school. Next year I'll be skipping a grade and they'll be behind me and...
    Nightfang109 Nightfang109
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Oct 4, 2014

    my ex boyfriend hurt me

    so deeply. its like he took a knife and put it into my heart! and I sow him just now, I wanted to share this with my best friend but he was like if you need someone to cheer you up I'm not the place!
    anonymous1anonymous7 anonymous1anonymous7
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 10, 2015
    kittylulu13 kittylulu13
    18-21, F
    Aug 10, 2015

    I'm really sensitive.

    I get emotionally attached to men too quickly and too easily. And I don't even know why. Everytime someone puts me down, the only word that comes to my mind is "unwanted". That makes my heart hurts to feel about it. And it needs a long time to take the pain away. But... I mostly...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Aug 10, 2015

    Crying myself to sleep every night.

    I have an unborn child inside of me and I don't know if I'm aborting it, having it or putting it up for adoption. When I think about aborting it my stomach churns. Because I see it. I'll come home alone after an exprience where nurses try to stop me from remembering the...
    vvhixx vvhixx
    18-21, F
    Aug 11, 2015


    wonder why my heart hurts so much from love i guess i cant get everything i want. down in wonder not to see the end. up in wonder cant see the light. wonder all around in my darkness. i been in this mood since you went away oh to it the death of you you wont come back oh...
    Sammieangel Sammieangel
    18-21, T
    Aug 4, 2013

    They say why don't u eat more.

    I think and ask in mind, why don't you look behind my fake smile deep into my heart and see for yourself. Too many unknowns, too much ambiguity, way too much pain. A an eternity of fight between breaking point and optimism. What is it that you know other than my fake smile...
    msb2015 msb2015
    26-30, M
    1 Response Oct 28, 2015
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Aug 10, 2015

     "Be careful because butterflies can be wasps.

    When your stomach flutters and your hand shakes and your cheeks flush, sometimes it’s not love. It’s pain." - a.r.
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 25, 2015

    I could fill the oceans with the tears I've

    cried Or cover the entire earth with blankets of failed tries Countless times what I thought was truth became a lie Everything is falling apart, and I'm sick of asking why It gets so bad, to the point where I just want to die But all of this is nothing compared to the pain of...
    JaylenTho1 JaylenTho1
    18-21, F
    Feb 17, 2016

    I miss him so much already,

    its completely insane.... I thought I was lonely before but now.... Its so much harder
    EclecticDay EclecticDay
    22-25, F
    Jun 11, 2015

    My current boyfriend makes me miss my ex

    boyfriend. That's not right, and I have such a heavy heart. I don't know what to do.... I am so sad...
    KrisMiss KrisMiss
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Sep 6, 2014

    Its hard talking to person

    who never understand how much you struggle. You work hard on something but we are just human. We fail sometimes. But why out of everyone, He the one that are so close to us keep making it worse. As a student I got good grades on certain papers. But why never he compliment me on...
    ZykhaG ZykhaG
    18-21, F
    Nov 14, 2014

    Love, anger, regret, stupidity,

    jealousy, annoyed, sad, hurt, just so so so much pain, sometimes it's like a physical pain in my heart and chest and can't breathe. Crying so hard and long that I can't breathe and feel dizzy. There isn't anything that I can do to change or fix what I am feeling. I am the reason...
    WentAway WentAway
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 8, 2016
    Marines75 Marines75
    13-15, M
    4 Responses Feb 9, 2015

    I Cry For So Long It Hurts

    There's a really long continuous story to this but I can't help but to cry when my boyfriend jumps into conclusions about my intentions. He thinks I wake up wanting to start a fight or that I approach him knowing I'm going to start one. Well after he starts to yell at me and...
    meekme meekme
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 18, 2012

    My husband has an anger problem.

    I'm really passive and soft. But little things will turn him into this mean raging man. The rest of the time he's super affectionate. Often inappropriately so in public. If I don't feel super kissy because I'm tired or stressed from school or busy working on something, he can...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 2, 2015

    "She tried to stay strong,

    but the pain was too much. A smile, so lovely, you wouldn't believe it was fake. The pressure to be perfect was just too much to take. Behind her happy act, she was so deeply sad. She help onto hope with everything that she had. Her skin was covered in thick lines of red. The...
    Ana104 Ana104
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 10, 2015

    I'm still getting over the lonelyness off a

    rough breakup and a girl who I thought was my closest friend ditched me. So not only did I love a boyfriend, I lost a best friend and my other best friend is slowly fading away. Needless to say ive been feeling lonely and it's rough going into my senior year of high scchool
    Amandapanda61 Amandapanda61
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 10, 2015

    I don't know how we survive.

    There is so much pain. Everywhere. And we are so alone. More than anything in the world I just want to be held right now. And I am alone. I feel like I always will be.
    EternalVexOfTheLogicalMind EternalVexOfTheLogicalMind
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Dec 30, 2014

    The Rejection.

    I've just been rejected by an ungrateful cockroach.. oh the life on earth so miserable Oh. The. Pain. There's no point to life now... oh the needle in my heart hurts like a needle through the heart (okay I'm terrible at poems) Who can mend this petite heart of mine oh....
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Feb 25, 2013

    my ex boyfriend hurt me

    so deeply. its like he took a knife and put it into my heart! and I sow him just now, I wanted to share this with my best friend but he was like if you need someone to cheer you up I'm not the place!
    anonymous1anonymous7 anonymous1anonymous7
    16-17, F
    Aug 10, 2015

    I fell so quickly and lost it

    even more quickly
    Nothingspecial4 Nothingspecial4
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 7, 2013

    The right girl will leave you

    for the wrong reasons.The Wong guy will leave for the right reasons .There's no equal of the unwanted they form a group of misfits of everything they stood for and now are sitting down uneasy. They used to fight for everything there using words now they chose a new weapon a...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 5, 2015

    I'm not who you are looking for.

    Stop looking so deep into my eyes as if you will find it in there. She's not there, that girl you want isn't there. This broken and bruised body is what I am. It's beautiful in its disastrous manner but it isn't the clean and pristine one you once knew. My bones cackle with...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 17, 2015

    Other people don't appreciate what I have done

    for them, I can ignore since they are just an outsider. However, if they are my family members, I......
    SadBeany SadBeany
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 9, 2015

    5 Things I Need to Say to You But I Can’t 1.

    I hurt you, yes; I will accept that and take ownership of that. But you, you hurt me more than I ever could. It was incredible how you did it, I never knew you could be so vindictive and bitter like your mother. 2. I wish I did not love you anymore, because in doing so no matter...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 28, 2015
    Mouho Mouho
    26-30, M
    Mar 23, 2015

    I need an explanation.

    . how can I move to another chapter and just let it all go . I deserve to know the truth. I need to hear the reason behind . I need to know what's real thing in all the lies .
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Feb 22, 2014

    If you still care about me don't ever let me

    know. If you don't care for me anymore don't ever let me know. I rather keep you in my memories where you are always kind and sweet. I rather keep you far away from me where you couldn't possibly see me and I could never brush past you. Love, my one and only, I know you are over...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 28, 2015

    You're There, But You're Not.

    I was with you today. You were there, but you weren't. I looked at you as you were gazing off into the distance. A minute passes and I realised I was doing the same. You get closer and shivers run down my spine. You whisper into my ear, ''what are you thinking?''.. I look...
    AbbieEva AbbieEva
    18-21, F
    Dec 31, 2012
    Hesmyvampireking Hesmyvampireking
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Sep 13, 2015

    My Soul Mate

    SHE had a club foot... it required over 27 surgeries... we have ben together 20+ years... she became addicted to pain pills and then achochal .... now I cant take the abuse of her being drunk... and have to leave... it hurts so bad, why can she just quit and be my wife again??? I...
    41-45, M
    1 Response Apr 4, 2012

    It's gotten to the point

    where I'm done. I'm so tired of being here. I've tried to kill myself. Hell I tried two nights ago. Handful of oxycodone. It should've killed me... It was enough to.. I don't understand why I'm not dead. Am i just meant to be in pain forever? To live with only the purpose of...
    painseeker16 painseeker16
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jan 2, 2015

    I have a heavy weight on my heart

    and I really need to express it. Three of my close friends know but I don't wish to burden them with how deeply this has effected me. My husband knows as well and he is also grieving. We talk about it however I don't wish to cry cry cry with the small amount of time we have...
    Lexx42 Lexx42
    18-21, F
    Sep 22, 2015

    Tonight's just one of those nights

    when the pain and sadness just wants to engulf my heart...
    painseeker16 painseeker16
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 27, 2015


    Help Help Help Help Help!! Whatever is keeping me alive, should dig a hole and die. **** this! Not me,not now,not like this. Sick of crying I'm tired of trying my heart is crying Yeah I'm smiling but inside I'm dying I feel hopeless. My heart is killing me. But I can't do...
    Deepess Deepess
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 20, 2013
    Krieks Krieks
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Aug 10, 2015
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