Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Can't Take This Pain In My Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 1,360 People

    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Dowandup Dowandup 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 2

    Your Response

    Cancel

    my ex boyfriend hurt me

    so deeply. its like he took a knife and put it into my heart! and I sow him just now, I wanted to share this with my best friend but he was like if you need someone to cheer you up I'm not the place!
    anonymous1anonymous7 anonymous1anonymous7 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 10

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I wanna die then reborn

    and be different and a better life in total
    LisamBlore LisamBlore 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    rodeeko rodeeko 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 2

    Your Response

    Cancel

    5 Things I Need to Say to You But I Can’t 1.

    I hurt you, yes; I will accept that and take ownership of that. But you, you hurt me more than I ever could. It was incredible how you did it, I never knew you could be so vindictive and bitter like your mother. 2. I wish I did not love you anymore, because in doing so no matter...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 26-30, F 1 Response May 28

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Painful

    Do you ever feel like you are walking through life watching everyone else live? Standing in line waiting to get on the ride but the ride never arrives. Waking up each morning and the first thought in your head is more sleep. Walking through the motions like an empty capsule...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses May 12, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    i'm loosing hope. Hope of being myself one-day.

    . I can't take this anymore. feels like sinking.
    leftaalone leftaalone 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    LisamBlore LisamBlore 16-17, F Jan 11

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I give up with everything

    and I'm ending my life
    LisamBlore LisamBlore 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 3

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I fell so quickly and lost it

    even more quickly
    Nothingspecial4 Nothingspecial4 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Krieks Krieks 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    LisamBlore LisamBlore 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 10

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I miss him so much already,

    its completely insane.... I thought I was lonely before but now.... Its so much harder
    EclecticDay EclecticDay 22-25, F Jun 11

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Cry For So Long It Hurts

    There's a really long continuous story to this but I can't help but to cry when my boyfriend jumps into conclusions about my intentions. He thinks I wake up wanting to start a fight or that I approach him knowing I'm going to start one. Well after he starts to yell at me and...
    meekme meekme 22-25, F 2 Responses May 18, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Other people don't appreciate what I have done

    for them, I can ignore since they are just an outsider. However, if they are my family members, I......
    Beanyy25 Beanyy25 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 9

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I don't know how we survive.

    There is so much pain. Everywhere. And we are so alone. More than anything in the world I just want to be held right now. And I am alone. I feel like I always will be.
    EternalVexOfTheLogicalMind EternalVexOfTheLogicalMind 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The Rejection.

    I've just been rejected by an ungrateful cockroach.. oh the life on earth so miserable Oh. The. Pain. There's no point to life now... oh the needle in my heart hurts like a needle through the heart (okay I'm terrible at poems) Who can mend this petite heart of mine oh....
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Feb 25, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    "She tried to stay strong,

    but the pain was too much. A smile, so lovely, you wouldn't believe it was fake. The pressure to be perfect was just too much to take. Behind her happy act, she was so deeply sad. She help onto hope with everything that she had. Her skin was covered in thick lines of red. The...
    Ana104 Ana104 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 10

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Hopelessness

    Help Help Help Help Help!! Whatever is keeping me alive, should dig a hole and die. **** this! Not me,not now,not like this. Sick of crying I'm tired of trying my heart is crying Yeah I'm smiling but inside I'm dying I feel hopeless. My heart is killing me. But I can't do...
    Deepess Deepess 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Crying myself to sleep every night.

    I have an unborn child inside of me and I don't know if I'm aborting it, having it or putting it up for adoption. When I think about aborting it my stomach churns. Because I see it. I'll come home alone after an exprience where nurses try to stop me from remembering the...
    vvhixx vvhixx 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 11

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I can't do it anymore.

    I wanted to be strong. I don't want to guilt him. I didn't guilt him last time. He came back on his own. I only left him two messages, neither pressuring nor unpleasant. Only supportive and loving and understanding. I can't keep going like this. This is in no way to guilt him...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 3, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    There's only one person

    that can make this pain go away, and he won't do a ******* thing. I've asked and asked and asked and he looks at me and says "shh, don't think about it and you'll be ok". But I can't stop thinking about it, he doesn't understand, that every night I lay alone, while he holds her...
    xxxjulieann xxxjulieann 18-21, F Jun 27, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Marines75 Marines75 13-15, M 4 Responses Feb 9

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Cant Take This Life Anymore

    That's it i have had it with life i just want it all to end now. I am so tired of being used, not wanted, or being good enough i cant handle it anymore i have done nothing but try to find someone who would just want me but all men are just plan ******** to see something good in...
    babytazz1d babytazz1d 31-35, F 9 Responses Oct 20, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel
    kittylulu13 kittylulu13 18-21, F Aug 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Mouho Mouho 22-25, M Mar 23

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It's gotten to the point

    where I'm done. I'm so tired of being here. I've tried to kill myself. Hell I tried two nights ago. Handful of oxycodone. It should've killed me... It was enough to.. I don't understand why I'm not dead. Am i just meant to be in pain forever? To live with only the purpose of...
    painseeker16 painseeker16 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 2

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It feels like I'm so gonna get myself out of

    this desperation. Those daydreams, wishes, hopes. I'm tired of asking about the future. I'm honestly tired of looking for a guy who will like me and struggle for me - it's like 'oh you should have been dreaming, *****'. I'm tired of pretending that fun is being in this crowd. I...
    throatygirl throatygirl 18-21, F Jan 22, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm starting to push away my friends just

    so the pain of leaving them won't be as bad, yet I find myself in even more pain as I see them in our group chats asking where I am and I don't response. It grows every time I avoid them in the hallways at school. Next year I'll be skipping a grade and they'll be behind me and...
    Nightfang109 Nightfang109 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 4, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It continues to hurt no matter what I do.

    Does it help that the other knows what they did was wrong and has promised not to do it again? How do you get past the pain and anger? Forgiveness has been given. But the mind can't forget nor does the heart with this cringing pain. "Heartache" isn't a metamorphic term. It isn...
    tir3dw0man tir3dw0man 31-35, F Mar 8

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm still getting over the lonelyness off a

    rough breakup and a girl who I thought was my closest friend ditched me. So not only did I love a boyfriend, I lost a best friend and my other best friend is slowly fading away. Needless to say ive been feeling lonely and it's rough going into my senior year of high scchool
    Amandapanda61 Amandapanda61 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 10

    Your Response

    Cancel

    You're There, But You're Not.

    I was with you today. You were there, but you weren't. I looked at you as you were gazing off into the distance. A minute passes and I realised I was doing the same. You get closer and shivers run down my spine. You whisper into my ear, ''what are you thinking?''.. I look...
    AbbieEva AbbieEva 16-17, F Dec 31, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    my ex boyfriend hurt me

    so deeply. its like he took a knife and put it into my heart! and I sow him just now, I wanted to share this with my best friend but he was like if you need someone to cheer you up I'm not the place!
    anonymous1anonymous7 anonymous1anonymous7 13-15, F Aug 10

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm really sensitive.

    I get emotionally attached to men too quickly and too easily. And I don't even know why. Everytime someone puts me down, the only word that comes to my mind is "unwanted". That makes my heart hurts to feel about it. And it needs a long time to take the pain away. But... I mostly...
    evewalter evewalter 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 10

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Pain

    wonder why my heart hurts so much from love i guess i cant get everything i want. down in wonder not to see the end. up in wonder cant see the light. wonder all around in my darkness. i been in this mood since you went away oh to it the death of you you wont come back oh...
    Sammieangel Sammieangel 18-21, T Aug 4, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

     "Be careful because butterflies can be wasps.

    When your stomach flutters and your hand shakes and your cheeks flush, sometimes it’s not love. It’s pain." - a.r.
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 25

    Your Response

    Cancel

    A Haunting II.

    With all of hustle and bustle that has been going I've managed to honor the small pact I've made to myself for the most part. It may appear to some that it is totally idiotic or uncalled for and that it is high time to let bygones be bygones. That...
    FightingPhoenix FightingPhoenix 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 9

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I need an explanation.

    . how can I move to another chapter and just let it all go . I deserve to know the truth. I need to hear the reason behind . I need to know what's real thing in all the lies .
    panda05 panda05 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    If you still care about me don't ever let me

    know. If you don't care for me anymore don't ever let me know. I rather keep you in my memories where you are always kind and sweet. I rather keep you far away from me where you couldn't possibly see me and I could never brush past you. Love, my one and only, I know you are over...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My Soul Mate

    SHE had a club foot... it required over 27 surgeries... we have ben together 20+ years... she became addicted to pain pills and then achochal .... now I cant take the abuse of her being drunk... and have to leave... it hurts so bad, why can she just quit and be my wife again??? I...
    TEMPOLTON TEMPOLTON 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 4, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The right girl will leave you

    for the wrong reasons.The Wong guy will leave for the right reasons .There's no equal of the unwanted they form a group of misfits of everything they stood for and now are sitting down uneasy. They used to fight for everything there using words now they chose a new weapon a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 5

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The next time my heart takes more pain,

    I don't think I will be able to bare it... I think it would be nice in a way to just give up. What pulled you through the tough moments?
    Harper101 Harper101 16-17, F 5 Responses Feb 8

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I said i loved him back

    but i guess it is wrong, he walked away.
    Nikkixjansen Nikkixjansen 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 5

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My current boyfriend makes me miss my ex

    boyfriend. That's not right, and I have such a heavy heart. I don't know what to do.... I am so sad...
    KrisMiss KrisMiss 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 6, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    alisoncc11 alisoncc11 26-30, F Mar 5