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I Can't Take This Pain In My Heart

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    I don't know how we survive.

    There is so much pain. Everywhere. And we are so alone. More than anything in the world I just want to be held right now. And I am alone. I feel like I always will be.
    EternalVexOfTheLogicalMind EternalVexOfTheLogicalMind 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    10 months ago, My wife told me she didnt love

    me anymore and this week she told me it is over. This has been the worst year of my life
    umpreferee umpreferee 41-45, M 2 Responses Oct 4, 2014

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    I love someone who doesn't love me back.

    It hurts everyday, I've felt like this for 3 years.
    DanielleMaree DanielleMaree 26-30, F 5 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    i'm loosing hope. Hope of being myself one-day.

    . I can't take this anymore. feels like sinking.
    leftaalone leftaalone 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 7

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    There are numerous older men in the world

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    alisoncc11 alisoncc11 26-30, F Mar 5

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    The next time my heart takes more pain,

    I don't think I will be able to bare it... I think it would be nice in a way to just give up. What pulled you through the tough moments?
    Harper101 Harper101 16-17, F 5 Responses Feb 8

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    There's only one person

    that can make this pain go away, and he won't do a ******* thing. I've asked and asked and asked and he looks at me and says "shh, don't think about it and you'll be ok". But I can't stop thinking about it, he doesn't understand, that every night I lay alone, while he holds her...
    xxxjulieann xxxjulieann 18-21, F Jun 27, 2014

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    LisamBlore LisamBlore 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    Its hard talking to person

    who never understand how much you struggle. You work hard on something but we are just human. We fail sometimes. But why out of everyone, He the one that are so close to us keep making it worse. As a student I got good grades on certain papers. But why never he compliment me on...
    ZykhaG ZykhaG 18-21, F Nov 14, 2014

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    Pain

    wonder why my heart hurts so much from love i guess i cant get everything i want. down in wonder not to see the end. up in wonder cant see the light. wonder all around in my darkness. i been in this mood since you went away oh to it the death of you you wont come back oh...
    Sammieangel Sammieangel 18-21, T Aug 4, 2013

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    The right girl will leave you

    for the wrong reasons.The Wong guy will leave for the right reasons .There's no equal of the unwanted they form a group of misfits of everything they stood for and now are sitting down uneasy. They used to fight for everything there using words now they chose a new weapon a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 5

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    life can change but my heart will never be

    healed its damaged in so many ways even how hard I try or people try its still Brocken and won't be mended . my life has been so hard I have been through things that will not be mended as have destroyed me to the skeleton. if anyone that's bisexual and is a girl I think u might...
    LisamBlore LisamBlore 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    I said i loved him back

    but i guess it is wrong, he walked away.
    Nikkixjansen Nikkixjansen 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    I can't do it anymore.

    I wanted to be strong. I don't want to guilt him. I didn't guilt him last time. He came back on his own. I only left him two messages, neither pressuring nor unpleasant. Only supportive and loving and understanding. I can't keep going like this. This is in no way to guilt him...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 3, 2014

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    rodeeko rodeeko 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 2

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    It continues to hurt no matter what I do.

    Does it help that the other knows what they did was wrong and has promised not to do it again? How do you get past the pain and anger? Forgiveness has been given. But the mind can't forget nor does the heart with this cringing pain. "Heartache" isn't a metamorphic term. It isn...
    tir3dw0man tir3dw0man 31-35, F Mar 8

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    Love Me, Before It's Too Late.

    It's hurting, and nobody can help. It keeps getting worse, and nothing can stop it. It's killing me inside, and nobody realises. It's crippling my happiness, and no one takes my problem seriously. I love, but nobody ever loved me back in the way I need. I help so many save/mend...
    DGSteele DGSteele 22-25, M 1 Response May 16, 2012

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    Mouho Mouho 22-25, M Mar 23

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    It's gotten to the point

    where I'm done. I'm so tired of being here. I've tried to kill myself. Hell I tried two nights ago. Handful of oxycodone. It should've killed me... It was enough to.. I don't understand why I'm not dead. Am i just meant to be in pain forever? To live with only the purpose of...
    painseeker16 painseeker16 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 2

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    It causes me panic attacks

    and it makes my mind drift in to a dark place where I want kill everybody. I want to scream to let it all out but when I scream I feel the same after.
    Deuz Deuz 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 15, 2014

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    I give up with everything

    and I'm ending my life
    LisamBlore LisamBlore 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 3

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    599gto 599gto 13-15, M Nov 14, 2014

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    The Ground Is My Pain, Its Engolfing Me

    I wish i could find a way of letting go, someone reaching out a hand to help me up and say its ok.my dad glared at me, yeld and left,my mum laughed and kicked dirt in my face,my sister ran away from me,my aunt and uncle just fret,my friends stay a while around but sooner or later...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 20, 2011

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    It feels like I'm so gonna get myself out of

    this desperation. Those daydreams, wishes, hopes. I'm tired of asking about the future. I'm honestly tired of looking for a guy who will like me and struggle for me - it's like 'oh you should have been dreaming, *****'. I'm tired of pretending that fun is being in this crowd. I...
    throatygirl throatygirl 18-21, F Jan 22, 2014

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    My Soul Mate

    SHE had a club foot... it required over 27 surgeries... we have ben together 20+ years... she became addicted to pain pills and then achochal .... now I cant take the abuse of her being drunk... and have to leave... it hurts so bad, why can she just quit and be my wife again??? I...
    TEMPOLTON TEMPOLTON 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 4, 2012

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    I Cry For So Long It Hurts

    There's a really long continuous story to this but I can't help but to cry when my boyfriend jumps into conclusions about my intentions. He thinks I wake up wanting to start a fight or that I approach him knowing I'm going to start one. Well after he starts to yell at me and...
    meekme meekme 22-25, F 2 Responses May 18, 2012

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    My Mother Doest Trust Me 😪😭 I Love That

    Women So This Really Hurts Me 😔
    WhyMhe WhyMhe 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 4, 2014

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    I Cant Take This Life Anymore

    That's it i have had it with life i just want it all to end now. I am so tired of being used, not wanted, or being good enough i cant handle it anymore i have done nothing but try to find someone who would just want me but all men are just plan ******** to see something good in...
    babytazz1d babytazz1d 31-35, F 9 Responses Oct 20, 2012

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    I fell so quickly and lost it

    even more quickly
    Nothingspecial4 Nothingspecial4 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2013

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    I wanna die then reborn

    and be different and a better life in total
    LisamBlore LisamBlore 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    LisamBlore LisamBlore 13-15, F Jan 11

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    Marines75 Marines75 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 9

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    She's killing me. I've never felt

    so alone. And this time I'm done forgiving her. I just wanna die. She hurts me atleast once a week and I'm starting to wonder if our friendship even means anything to her anymore ':(
    y0ur3b3au1fu1 y0ur3b3au1fu1 13-15, F Jun 27, 2014

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    To Accept Things I Cannot Change

    I hit some lows every once in a while. For the last few months, I've just been stressed, but okay. Sure, there was a roller coaster of emotions regarding how I felt for someone, but right now, it's alright, everything is just "dandy." I wouldn't say I'm depressed. Being home is...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F May 31, 2012

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    Welcome To My Life

     http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLl1NDwMJpsDo you ever feel like breaking down?Do you ever feel out of place?Like somehow you just don't belongAnd no one understands youDo you ever wanna runaway?Do you lock yourself in your room?With the radio on turned up so loudThat no one...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2011

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    I'm starting to push away my friends just

    so the pain of leaving them won't be as bad, yet I find myself in even more pain as I see them in our group chats asking where I am and I don't response. It grows every time I avoid them in the hallways at school. Next year I'll be skipping a grade and they'll be behind me and...
    Nightfang109 Nightfang109 13-15, M 4 Responses Oct 4, 2014

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    LisamBlore LisamBlore 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    My current boyfriend makes me miss my ex

    boyfriend. That's not right, and I have such a heavy heart. I don't know what to do.... I am so sad...
    KrisMiss KrisMiss 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 6, 2014

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    The Rejection.

    I've just been rejected by an ungrateful cockroach.. oh the life on earth so miserable Oh. The. Pain. There's no point to life now... oh the needle in my heart hurts like a needle through the heart (okay I'm terrible at poems) Who can mend this petite heart of mine oh....
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Feb 25, 2013

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    Can't take it But it's like assigned to me By

    life The cosmos My own decisions both mental and relational. So I just struggle less and less to try and resist the pain and or run from it And just try to instead run into it. So far 7.8 years ongoing It's been helping wonderfully.
    J3didiah J3didiah 26-30, M Nov 19, 2014

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    Where Do I Go From Here?

    I have been divorced since January but still live with my ex. We were married for almost 20 years. In that time we split up a couple times but always got back together. I am moving out of the house at the beginning of the month and am more than ready. He actually has found a...
    hotsexynurse hotsexynurse 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 6, 2012

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    Hopelessness

    Help Help Help Help Help!! Whatever is keeping me alive, should dig a hole and die. **** this! Not me,not now,not like this. Sick of crying I'm tired of trying my heart is crying Yeah I'm smiling but inside I'm dying I feel hopeless. My heart is killing me. But I can't do...
    Deepess Deepess 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20, 2013

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    5 Things I Need to Say to You But I Can’t 1.

    I hurt you, yes; I will accept that and take ownership of that. But you, you hurt me more than I ever could. It was incredible how you did it, I never knew you could be so vindictive and bitter like your mother. 2. I wish I did not love you anymore, because in doing so no matter...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Painful

    Do you ever feel like you are walking through life watching everyone else live? Standing in line waiting to get on the ride but the ride never arrives. Waking up each morning and the first thought in your head is more sleep. Walking through the motions like an empty capsule...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses May 12, 2011

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    I need an explanation.

    . how can I move to another chapter and just let it all go . I deserve to know the truth. I need to hear the reason behind . I need to know what's real thing in all the lies .
    panda05 panda05 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2014

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    alisoncc11 alisoncc11 26-30, F Mar 5

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