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I Can't Take This Pain In My Heart

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    He broke up with me for being too quiet... He said that it was also awkward when we were together. But he was the one that made it awkward!!! He himself admitted that! He knew that...
    CrazyNinja CrazyNinja 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 22, 2013

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    Nodbody Understands How Much It Hurts - People that I have spoken to about what I have been going through this past week just don't understand. They think I'm just a hopeless...
    georget26 georget26 26-30, M Jan 18, 2013

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    I Cant Take This Life Anymore - That's it i have had it with life i just want it all to end now. I am so tired of being used, not wanted, or being good enough i cant handle it...
    babytazz1d babytazz1d 31-35, F 9 Responses Oct 20, 2012

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    Pain - wonder why my heart hurts so much from love i guess i cant get everything i want. down in wonder not to see the end. up in wonder cant see the light. wonder all around...
    Sammieangel Sammieangel 18-21, T Aug 4, 2013

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    I Cry For So Long It Hurts - There's a really long continuous story to this but I can't help but to cry when my boyfriend jumps into conclusions about my intentions. He thinks I...
    meekme meekme 22-25, F 2 Responses May 18, 2012

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    I've never talked to this about anyone, but i need to get this pain out. This guilt, this loss. Thanks for reading. I met the love of my life on September 20th, 2012. It was on...
    regrets95 regrets95 18-21, M Jan 5

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    Here I Am Today - Here I am today, after you and I went to sea and lost our ship in a blistering storm. We were forced to jump in the ice cold waters. We tried to hold on as long...
    Poker4Life Poker4Life 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 15, 2013

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    Hopelessness - Help Help Help Help Help!! Whatever is keeping me alive, should dig a hole and die. **** this! Not me,not now,not like this. Sick of crying I'm tired of trying my...
    Deepess Deepess 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20, 2013

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    I'M At My End....I Don'T Know What Else To Do... - So I have been off and on with my boyfriend (or whatever he is) for almost 4 years now. We are both in our early 20's, I have...
    2 Responses Jan 30, 2013

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    Blah - my heart is getting tighter and tighter its harder and harder to breath im so sick of people telling me not to cut, and i have cut at all for over a month and well i feel...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 18, 2011

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    The Ground Is My Pain, Its Engolfing Me - I wish i could find a way of letting go, someone reaching out a hand to help me up and say its ok.my dad glared at me, yeld and left,my...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 20, 2011

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    Why? - It's been months with no communication and because of so many schoolworks, my mind went to thinking other things. But now, I'm back where I was before. Why? Why is it so...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 20, 2013

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    I`m Afraid To Surrender.. - Every day I more and more afraid to die. Some time ago my life turned into a nightmare. Before i had money, my own business that I love very much, power...
    TheCatInBoots TheCatInBoots 51-55, F 2 Responses Oct 4, 2012

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    Cut It Out And Sew It Together - Just rip this pain from my chest, i think i would rather not be able to feel anymore compared to living in the constant pain. the person i love the...
    flyingabyss flyingabyss 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 28, 2011

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    My Soul Mate - SHE had a club foot... it required over 27 surgeries... we have ben together 20+ years... she became addicted to pain pills and then achochal .... now I cant take...
    TEMPOLTON TEMPOLTON 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 4, 2012

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    My boyfriend came home smelling like perfume and lies... I have nowhere else to live but here. I'm scared and I want to die..
    Anonimaninja Anonimaninja 22-25, F 10 Responses a week ago

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    This Boy. - This boy was the father of my child at one time until he told me to "do something about that "... I was with my friends one day and I lost my phone the next day I...
    CruelLife CruelLife 18-21, F Feb 25, 2013

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    I Hate My Weak Heart - I'm not just sad because my boyfriend felt to the marines boot camp... is more than that I had always suffer depression I'm always so insecure not that I...
    galletita14 galletita14 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2013

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    I Cant Take It Anymore. I Cant - My heart, wrenched with pain. I'm ripping myself up inside. I cried. I never do that unless I am in such tremendous emotional pain. All of my...
    sufferingmypaininsilence sufferingmypaininsilence 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 17, 2012

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    I got the best gift for Christmas, another broken heart. That's what letting someone in and trusting them will do. He told me last night that he doesn't love me, that I was a toy...
    Mell30 Mell30 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 25, 2013

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    I wish the person I love so much would just give me a chance. I'm so lost, alone. I just feel this deep darkness swelling inside, I keep searching for a light to fill it but...
    Ericknorth Ericknorth 26-30, M 4 Responses Feb 22

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    Everytime..... - No words needed....the lyrics in this song is exactly how I feel..... It doesn't fade away..the harder I try the stronger the feelings grows....
    lexuslourve lexuslourve 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 1, 2012

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    Where Do I Go From Here? - I have been divorced since January but still live with my ex. We were married for almost 20 years. In that time we split up a couple times but always...
    hotsexynurse hotsexynurse 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 6, 2012

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    The Rejection. - I've just been rejected by an ungrateful cockroach.. oh the life on earth so miserable Oh. The. Pain. There's no point to life now... oh the needle in my heart...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Feb 25, 2013

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    I'm done with these nightmares. Can't handle any more tears. It hurts too much. I'm done. I wanted to believe things would get better but they won't. It'll only get worse. I need...
    Anonimaninja Anonimaninja 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    So Much Pain ... - It seems I'm always doing something wrong and end up hurting people.  Everybody screws up something and go on with life like nothing happened and everyone has...
    montroy montroy 56-60, F 1 Response Nov 8, 2011

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    Today Was The Final And Bitter End- How Do I Make The Pain Stop? - For those who have followed my story before you might already know, but for those who haven't in a nutshell, I...
    georget26 georget26 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    The past year has been rough on me. I feel like I've lost so much. The other night I posted on this site when I was having a moment of sadness and many left encouraging messages...
    Mell30 Mell30 31-35, F Dec 29, 2013

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    Answer Me. - Today I sit within the pits of my dark, confined mind, Today I spit out the remaining bits that my love has left behind. I spot the blood stains upon the floor, I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 4, 2013

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    Story Of My Life. - I may not have all the answers, I may not understand how everyone feels, but all I know is that my heart aches for everyone & everything around me. People...
    dorkage dorkage 22-25, M 1 Response May 15, 2013

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    I'm not strong enough. It's hurts too much and too often. I want to feel nothing
    kristinaloo kristinaloo 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I guess I'm meant to be alone because yet another broken heart around Christmas. I think I'll stay to myself now. It really hurts! The pain is worse because I let him in and...
    Mell30 Mell30 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 19, 2013

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    To Accept Things I Cannot Change - I hit some lows every once in a while. For the last few months, I've just been stressed, but okay. Sure, there was a roller coaster of emotions...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F May 31, 2012

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    I need an explanation.. how can I move to another chapter and just let it all go . I deserve to know the truth. I need to hear the reason behind . I need to know what's real thing...
    panda05 panda05 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 22

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    Pain Like No Other - I was a boy in a school I was used as a toy to get to others nobody like me truly until I met the perfect girl she had short reddish brownish hair it was 3 in...
    thedevil12443 thedevil12443 13-15, M Aug 23, 2013

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    Painful - Do you ever feel like you are walking through life watching everyone else live? Standing in line waiting to get on the ride but the ride never arrives. Waking up each...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses May 12, 2011

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    I Love Him, But.. - I love you but you just don't seem to understand how much you hurt me at times. I love you but you can never see where I'm coming from. I love you but I'm...
    AbbieEva AbbieEva 16-17, F Oct 13, 2013

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    Why - My bf told me he thinks our relationship is almost over. I hav nower 2 go and its so hard to think of walking away. Im going thru a bad tym and he acts selfish.I get an ache...
    Tk03 Tk03 26-30, F Jun 11, 2010

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    You're There, But You're Not. - I was with you today. You were there, but you weren't. I looked at you as you were gazing off into the distance. A minute passes and I realised I...
    AbbieEva AbbieEva 16-17, F Dec 31, 2012

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    Final Goodbye - I have to start at the beginning. When I met J, I was in a dying marriage. I had met him and he was new and exciting. I was smitten from day one. I felt that we...
    heartbrokenandlonely heartbrokenandlonely 31-35 1 Response Feb 27, 2013

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    It feels like I'm so gonna get myself out of this desperation. Those daydreams, wishes, hopes. I'm tired of asking about the future. I'm honestly tired of looking for a guy who...
    throatygirl throatygirl 16-17, F Jan 22

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    Love Me, Before It's Too Late. - It's hurting, and nobody can help. It keeps getting worse, and nothing can stop it. It's killing me inside, and nobody realises. It's crippling my...
    DGSteele DGSteele 22-25, M 1 Response May 16, 2012

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    I fell so quickly and lost it even more quickly
    Nothingspecial4 Nothingspecial4 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2013

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    :( - I feel so lonely. My heart is breaking and nobody cares oh no no no no nobody cares.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 4, 2013

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    Yeah... - I really wish, someone would just take the heart from my chest, that sounds less painful, that what it feels like right now, with every beat, it just hurts more and more...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 7, 2011

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    So depressed... He doesn't see me. I'm nothing. My boyfriend doesn't notice me or appreciate me nor does he even care about how I feel at all. He's purposely trying to break me...
    Anonimaninja Anonimaninja 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    Her - My future causes me to have strange feelings, feigns that I've never felt before ever in my life. Sometimes I'm scared of them because I don't know how to handle them to well...
    HazelEyedWolf HazelEyedWolf 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2013

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    Welcome To My Life -  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLl1NDwMJpsDo you ever feel like breaking down?Do you ever feel out of place?Like somehow you just don't belongAnd no one...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2011

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