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I Can't Take This

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    Between My Mother And Grandmother..

    ...I'm surprised I have a little bit of life I do. Now, don't get me wrong, I love both of them very much but I just wish they would support me. Where my mother is the one who always puts negative thoughts in my head, my grandma just says "****'em all before they **** you first...
    beautifulbaby069 beautifulbaby069 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 16, 2012

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    I didn't believe in God

    until I started having the strangest things happen to me. First they were subtle little things that could have been set up. Then they graduated to paranoia. Paranoia graduated to denial. Denial graduated to reluctant acceptance. Now there's a million subtle things that aren't...
    SeasonsinHell SeasonsinHell 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    I'm Soo Tierd Of It All...i Just Wane Close My Eyes And Never Open Them Again

    Ever cried till you passed out? I have...I do it every night...You start hyperventilating then you don't get to breath and you start shivering then it'll get all black You can't see it but i'm being tortured 24/7 by myself and no one can notice, couse i'm the only one who know's...
    littlebirdG littlebirdG 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2011

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    I Can't Take This

    I can't take this,Life,Goin' too fast,Slow down,I'm gonna crash,At this rate,I'll self destruct,I need a break.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    I Can't Take Much More

    I'm tired. I'm tired of feeling like this I'm tired of hating myself I'm tired of hating the world I'm tired of being alone I'm tired of having nothing to do I'm tired of having no one to talk to I'm tired of having no one who cares I'm tired of thinking that tomorrow will be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 29, 2011

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    Everyone Feels This Way

    There is always a time in EVERYONE'S life where they say "I can't take this!" but this doesn't really matter,because it's what you do at that moment that counts, and makes a difference in you're life.
    Ice23 Ice23 18-21 Aug 10, 2011

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    Remembering My Friends

    I wasn't the one to light the match, that started the fire to burn. Nor was I the one who bought the gun, and spent the bullet, before it was my turn. I wasn't the one to crash the bike, whilst flying 300ft. through the air. Yet you look at me for all the answers...wasn't I...
    Sharona Sharona 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2008

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    Pardon Me While I Burst Into Flames...

    Does anyone ever get sick of dealing with the crap?? Right now, I am unhappy, unsettles, discontent, restless, bored, unfulfilled, ....etc. I'm not good at hiding my feelings, but I am good at stuffing them down. I'm tired of that too. Sometimes you get so tired of the...
    ItsJustMe888 ItsJustMe888 31-35, F Mar 9, 2010

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    This Evening, Like the Rest.

    It's a bit late noe but i just can't stand these thought's popping in and out of my head so i will just write them. So all this (i will explain what "this" is later) started about 3 or 4 years ago, but i'm not sure, it may be longer. It all began when my mother went...
    aaamen aaamen 16-17 Aug 18, 2008

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    I'm Tired Of Acting Like I'm Okay When I'm Dying Inside 

    Dear God, I don't how much I can take anymore I feel so alone I feel so sad I feel like no ones cares how I feel,I feel like im not alive any more day go by am just standing I what to get out I really do but I feel I dnt got the strength to do so I wish I could just run and...
    whiterose23 whiterose23 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    I can't avoid this pain any longer. I can't hide this part of myself. Can somebody save me? Johnny please... Fill this emptiness. Make me feel whole again. Your gone. I accept this...
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    the date was march 9 when we broke up. but before it happened, i was having conversation with my girl friend. i like her and i know having conversations with her is not good, but i...
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    It's the strangest thing. I don't know what she looks like. I don't know where she lives exactly, just that it would take a plane ride to get there. We've only exchanged...
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    Been wanting to egg my neighbor's car or call a tow truck hotline cause it's an "abandoned" car. For the past five years, I have been living in a 2-floor house/apartment where my...
    cupidsbride cupidsbride 26-30, F 3 Responses May 8

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    He is a little kid!! He always "forgets" to do stuff, I think he just has selective memory! I can't stand it! On top of so many problems and baggage he comes with, why do I have to...
    Gia00 Gia00 26-30, F 1 Response May 6

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    Sometimes I wish I could cry, only the tears can't be found. I'm surrounded by a thousand screams, but I can't hear a single sound. I'm walking through a land of darkness...
    good4nothin1 good4nothin1 31-35, M 2 Responses May 5

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    Literally. I haven't slept in days and all I can think about is her. She never leaves my mind. I wish I hadn't left her, I can't stop worrying. I mean she has tons of friends. She...
    wtfJason wtfJason 16-17, M 4 Responses May 7

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    I'm in love with my ex n I know I can't have him anymore that hurts I feel useless because I couldn't help him I wish that he would come and there could be a us again but I...
    angie314 angie314 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I find it almost amazing but sickeningly sad that the picture of perfection is always just an illusion. I can't believe that people would put up with a pretence, being dead inside...
    Unchanged Unchanged 31-35, F Apr 22

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    That happens when you haven't done anything productive in days... I wasn't in school from Wednesday, and I don't see it getting better. I'm going to the doctor tomorrow, but I don...
    BMTH99 BMTH99 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 26

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    Every day, I've been struggling, I hold out hope for a better tomorrow, and I try my best to make other's happy, I try to live a life without strife, drama, or reckless abandon. I...
    Edg3Runn3r Edg3Runn3r 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 26

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    Fake people... Why?... You know people will love you for you, right? Saying this I guess I should tell everyone, my biological name isn't Bleu. It's Cali. But I choose to go by...
    bbybleu bbybleu 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    So basically we got together when I was 18 and he was 22. I was lonely and young and hurting from being recently dumped and he made me feel good. Looking back on it it wasn't that...
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    Mostly I'm happy just bopping along as I am, but every once in a while I have a day like this where I just can't seem to be satisfied with myself. I look in the mirror and all I...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 30

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    It happened three weeks ago.. I was at my job late because I had to close the shop. A man came up and asked if we were open (while I was locking the front door). I told him no and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 3

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    I'm tired. At the age of 31, I'm tired. I don't mean physically and I know others will know what I do mean. I can't meet people anymore, and frankly I tried too much for too...
    warriorpoet99 warriorpoet99 31-35, M May 4

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    I can't date a smoker. Smokers are Sloppy. They always leave their smoke trays everywhere. If I'm home and you decide to smoke go outside or go by the window. I hate the smell of...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    I can't stop overthinking whenever I get depressed, nervous, and scared. Every negative things comes into my mind, but I can stop by listening to music, playing games, talking to...
    iiAmethystii iiAmethystii 13-15, F 2 Responses May 4

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    She's far away and I'm anchored by love and responsibilities. I can't go to her and for her to come to me would break her. She is so connected and bolstered by her family and the...
    ausofbounds ausofbounds 41-45, M May 7

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    I have a really, really, really bad habit of calling ppl in the middle of the night when I can't sleep. I feel so bad afterwards bc it's extremely rude to disturb someone's sleep...
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    I met you in 8th grade, you were new and very quiet. For some reason I just couldn't keep my eyes off of you, I was drawn to you, I was attracted to you. I would try talking to you...
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    Abusive alcoholic father died last year. Mother is alone now and calls and gives me guilt trips because I don't go to see her. I'm sorry. I can't bring myself to go to her house...
    KeepnTheFaith KeepnTheFaith 51-55 May 9

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    Tv ****** me off with their interpretations of love stories. I try every chance I can to see the guy I love. Just to see him, maybe say hello. But it never works out right. Tv...
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    Oh, Kitty. Ever since you stopped being my best friend, I've been trying to convince myself that I don't care for you anymore. It's hard. Sometimes I succeed--but ultimately, I...
    Snow1353 Snow1353 18-21, F May 10

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    My mom and I just had a disagreement yesterday. She always thinks the worst of me because I would often disagree with the way she does things or when I'd point out her bad attitude...
    ComplicatedWounded ComplicatedWounded 26-30, F 1 Response May 10

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    don't come smiling at me!! we both know you can't stand me and I can't stand you! in this situations I tend to back off and stay quiet because if I spoke to the person I really...
    crazy4love crazy4love 22-25, F 1 Response May 11

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    I met her. I liked her. I wanted her. I love her. I can't have her. She met me. She liked me. She didn't want me. She doesn't love me. She can have me. Its stupid i know. It's...
    classykitty classykitty 16-17, F 1 Response May 11

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    So there's this guy, let's call him... Joe (because his name is Joe) and I am in love with him. Maybe its not even love. Maybe I'm just infatuated. But I can't stop thinking about...
    ShesSimplyKenny ShesSimplyKenny 18-21, F 2 Responses May 13

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