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I Can't Take This

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    I Can't Take This

    I can't take this,Life,Goin' too fast,Slow down,I'm gonna crash,At this rate,I'll self destruct,I need a break.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    This Evening, Like the Rest.

    It's a bit late noe but i just can't stand these thought's popping in and out of my head so i will just write them. So all this (i will explain what "this" is later) started about 3 or 4 years ago, but i'm not sure, it may be longer. It all began when my mother went...
    aaamen aaamen 16-17 Aug 18, 2008

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    Pardon Me While I Burst Into Flames...

    Does anyone ever get sick of dealing with the crap?? Right now, I am unhappy, unsettles, discontent, restless, bored, unfulfilled, ....etc. I'm not good at hiding my feelings, but I am good at stuffing them down. I'm tired of that too. Sometimes you get so tired of the...
    ItsJustMe888 ItsJustMe888 31-35, F Mar 9, 2010

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    Remembering My Friends

    I wasn't the one to light the match, that started the fire to burn. Nor was I the one who bought the gun, and spent the bullet, before it was my turn. I wasn't the one to crash the bike, whilst flying 300ft. through the air. Yet you look at me for all the answers...wasn't I...
    Sharona Sharona 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2008

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    Between My Mother And Grandmother..

    ...I'm surprised I have a little bit of life I do. Now, don't get me wrong, I love both of them very much but I just wish they would support me. Where my mother is the one who always puts negative thoughts in my head, my grandma just says "****'em all before they **** you first...
    beautifulbaby069 beautifulbaby069 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 16, 2012

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    Everyone Feels This Way

    There is always a time in EVERYONE'S life where they say "I can't take this!" but this doesn't really matter,because it's what you do at that moment that counts, and makes a difference in you're life.
    Ice23 Ice23 18-21 Aug 10, 2011

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    I Can't Take Much More

    I'm tired. I'm tired of feeling like this I'm tired of hating myself I'm tired of hating the world I'm tired of being alone I'm tired of having nothing to do I'm tired of having no one to talk to I'm tired of having no one who cares I'm tired of thinking that tomorrow will be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 29, 2011

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    I'm Tired Of Acting Like I'm Okay When I'm Dying Inside 

    Dear God, I don't how much I can take anymore I feel so alone I feel so sad I feel like no ones cares how I feel,I feel like im not alive any more day go by am just standing I what to get out I really do but I feel I dnt got the strength to do so I wish I could just run and...
    whiterose23 whiterose23 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    I'm Soo Tierd Of It All...i Just Wane Close My Eyes And Never Open Them Again

    Ever cried till you passed out? I have...I do it every night...You start hyperventilating then you don't get to breath and you start shivering then it'll get all black You can't see it but i'm being tortured 24/7 by myself and no one can notice, couse i'm the only one who know's...
    littlebirdG littlebirdG 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    The next time my heart takes more pain, I don't think I will be able to bare it... I think it would be nice in a way to just give up. What pulled you through the tough moments?
    Harper101 Harper101 16-17, F 5 Responses Feb 8

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    Gah...whenever I get a compliment it's sooo awkward and I cant accept it because if I do I feel vain and big headed and when I don't accept it people get pretty upset/angry
    JAYMO97 JAYMO97 16-17, F Feb 2

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    I'm too sick if being constantly depressed. Just when one thing goes right soon after, something goes wrong. My mother's nagging doesn't help. I feel sick... I need money, i dint...
    Aeslin Aeslin 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 4

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    My mom just passed away in Mexico. I haven't seen her in 6 years):
    mjrod19 mjrod19 13-15, F Feb 21

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    Everything bad keeps happening to me **** my life...........
    hecknope hecknope 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    It hurts bad I just randomly get heart pains.
    Marines75 Marines75 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 9

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    You notice I never gave up on you even though all you care about is yourself. I know it’s all about you, other people's thoughts and emotions don’t matter to you, right? Why...
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 2

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    I'd like to gouge out my eyes, cut off my hands, mutilate my body and damage my brain so I can stop feeling .. I can't take this... I wish people would just tell me it's ok to do...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M Feb 3

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    I just wish I could help peoples... I look around me and I see the world burning .. People killing each other people abuseing each other and starvation, I just wanna help people...
    suicidalblonde suicidalblonde 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    Get out of my system, please. I can't take this tortured feeling anymore.
    CascadingCoquette CascadingCoquette 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    What is wrong with me? I feel so empty and dark. It's like so what that I have a boyfriend. He works overnight every night and I am alone. Yes, I have somewhere to live. FOR THAT I...
    minnieadams minnieadams 26-30, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    It has been over five years now, and has taken me this long to come close to accepting it. I just don't get it though. Let me explain. About five years ago I was under lots of...
    kinkysexybabe kinkysexybabe 36-40, F 9 Responses Feb 13

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    I put alot into my relationship with my ex and I got nothing out. I'm talking physically, mentally and emotionally. I've realised that's why I have this feeling of i can't be...
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Since our mother passed away about four and a half years ago, our older sister has completely lost interest in myself and younger sister. We didn't keep in touch much before mum...
    Purplelady2 Purplelady2 61-65, F Feb 11

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    I can't stand being with my boyfriend any longer, but I don't know if I can leave him...I'm too afraid to let go. So this is our story: We're at a long distance relationship...
    Bitterlove Bitterlove 16-17, F Feb 10

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    They Started Yesterday Morning~ All day yesterday I kept getting yelled at by everyone... I was dealing with T yelling, about this and that... And trying to keep up with...
    PrincessKimmie PrincessKimmie 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 14

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    I'm kind of glad people can't read my thoughts sometimes. I just find learning about certain things, or doing research on certain things, that "normal" people wouldn't really find...
    LostandFading LostandFading 18-21, F 18 Responses 1 day ago

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    Hi, I'm Joanna. I'm 26 years old and I live in the USA. I can't have any pets. First of all, I wouldn't be that good of a pet owner. Owning a pet requires a lot of responsibility...
    joannaher123 joannaher123 26-30 12 hrs ago

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    It has to be completely dark when I want to sleep, I even cover my eyes with a black shirt or so when I want to take a nap during the day. My sleeping habit sucks, I wake up too...
    rainygirl1992 rainygirl1992 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    I've had many friendships that I cherished very much that I just had to walk away from because it was all take and no give. It's not that I expect everyone to drop everything and...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    I wouldn't have friends; I'd only have enemies instead. Or, on the other hand, what exceedingly few friends I would have would be 100% genuine. I think. Jesus might be my friend...
    DeGustibus DeGustibus 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    And I want to tell her, but she's going through a lot right now (Work stress, three deaths in her family in the last month and she can't afford to fly home to see them, and other...
    kikikoko80 kikikoko80 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    My thoughts electrocute my brain. They buzz around and around, my head throbs with from the tension. I can't concentrate, I can't sleep. These thoughts they take over my life...
    busybrain busybrain 26-30, F Feb 17

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    I feel like the depression is crushing me. Like its sitting on my chest and crushing the air out of my lungs and making every breath painful and not worth it. And when I take deep...
    Insanity444 Insanity444 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I've only opened up to one person before. And it completely screwed me over. I'm very cautious when it comes to giving my heart to someone. I called it love but she called it a...
    daybyday1x1 daybyday1x1 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Please please, I don't wanna live anymore. Today was a terrible day, and I wish I could just delete everything from my memory that happened (actually not only today, but this whole...
    ABACDEE ABACDEE 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    I Can't, I just can't no matter how much I try! I am feeling so lifeless, I can't cry or laugh or have fun or get bored or feel. I can just study and feel a few feelings which I...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 10

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    I'll be frank. I. Can't. Remember. My. Childhood. At. All. Sure there are bits and pieces of memories (such as losing my best friend and stealing) that's still somewhat fresh in...
    AoRagdoll AoRagdoll 13-15, F Feb 14

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    It feels good to type everything down here.. I have been keeping everything to myself and it is getting harder to manage but I am sure that I can seek advises from other persons...
    Zenalia Zenalia 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Just warning, this might get slightly long. So, I am a 13 year old girl. (Please don't judge me by my age). I have always been kind of "boyish" or however you want to call it. I...
    Wildheart919 Wildheart919 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 6

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    You've pushed me to my breaking point. You try to control my life and I'm tired of it. If that's the way you are now I don't want to imagine the way you will be when we are married...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F Feb 6

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    Need help/advice! Here's my story: My mom and dad split up before I was born, so I never really saw much of my dad or his side of the family growing up. When I was about 17, my dad...
    Italy21 Italy21 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    How many of us on this app are true introverts and don't even know it. I say this because I myself learned about this about a year ago with the help of some new friends. For the...
    diamondgirl07 diamondgirl07 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 8

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    No matter how hard I try I can't bring myself to honestly confide in another person. I feel as if they will judge me, or that they think they can no longer view me as someone they...
    FirstSnowFall FirstSnowFall 18-21, F Feb 8

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    Summer is going to be so much fun this year. I'm going to do a lot. Hopefully I will make my state cheerleading squad again. If I don't I'm probably just going to spend most my...
    CheerleaderEm CheerleaderEm 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 16

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    Nobody wants to read or hear negative thoughts or messages. Can't tell friends, family and can't post on social networks. Who do I tell? No one. It's hard to keep everything to...
    alone03 alone03 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 17

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    I'm so ready to throw in the towel, wave a white surrender flag. Nothing I do ever works out and all I do is sit around feeling sorry for myself. I want to die every day, I am no...
    brokenandlost brokenandlost 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 21

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