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I Can't Take This

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 97 People

    I'm Soo Tierd Of It All...i Just Wane Close My Eyes And Never Open Them Again

    Ever cried till you passed out? I have...I do it every night...You start hyperventilating then you don't get to breath and you start shivering then it'll get all black You can't see it but i'm being tortured 24/7 by myself and no one can notice, couse i'm the only one who know's...
    littlebirdG littlebirdG 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2011

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    Pardon Me While I Burst Into Flames...

    Does anyone ever get sick of dealing with the crap?? Right now, I am unhappy, unsettles, discontent, restless, bored, unfulfilled, ....etc. I'm not good at hiding my feelings, but I am good at stuffing them down. I'm tired of that too. Sometimes you get so tired of the...
    ItsJustMe888 ItsJustMe888 31-35, F Mar 9, 2010

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    I Can't Take Much More

    I'm tired. I'm tired of feeling like this I'm tired of hating myself I'm tired of hating the world I'm tired of being alone I'm tired of having nothing to do I'm tired of having no one to talk to I'm tired of having no one who cares I'm tired of thinking that tomorrow will be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 29, 2011

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    Between My Mother And Grandmother..

    ...I'm surprised I have a little bit of life I do. Now, don't get me wrong, I love both of them very much but I just wish they would support me. Where my mother is the one who always puts negative thoughts in my head, my grandma just says "****'em all before they **** you first...
    beautifulbaby069 beautifulbaby069 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 16, 2012

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    Remembering My Friends

    I wasn't the one to light the match, that started the fire to burn. Nor was I the one who bought the gun, and spent the bullet, before it was my turn. I wasn't the one to crash the bike, whilst flying 300ft. through the air. Yet you look at me for all the answers...wasn't I...
    Sharona Sharona 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2008

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    Everyone Feels This Way

    There is always a time in EVERYONE'S life where they say "I can't take this!" but this doesn't really matter,because it's what you do at that moment that counts, and makes a difference in you're life.
    Ice23 Ice23 18-21 Aug 10, 2011

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    This Evening, Like the Rest.

    It's a bit late noe but i just can't stand these thought's popping in and out of my head so i will just write them. So all this (i will explain what "this" is later) started about 3 or 4 years ago, but i'm not sure, it may be longer. It all began when my mother went...
    aaamen aaamen 16-17 Aug 18, 2008

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    I Can't Take This

    I can't take this,Life,Goin' too fast,Slow down,I'm gonna crash,At this rate,I'll self destruct,I need a break.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    I'm Tired Of Acting Like I'm Okay When I'm Dying Inside 

    Dear God, I don't how much I can take anymore I feel so alone I feel so sad I feel like no ones cares how I feel,I feel like im not alive any more day go by am just standing I what to get out I really do but I feel I dnt got the strength to do so I wish I could just run and...
    whiterose23 whiterose23 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Can't take it But it's like assigned to me By life The cosmos My own decisions both mental and relational. So I just struggle less and less to try and resist the pain and or run...
    J3didiah J3didiah 26-30, M Nov 19

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    I'm going to go insane, everybody's telling me to be the biggest person and walk away or ignore them but I ******* can't I'm trying my hardest I'm biting my tounge every single day...
    Rubyalexander Rubyalexander 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    Its hard talking to person who never understand how much you struggle. You work hard on something but we are just human. We fail sometimes. But why out of everyone, He the one...
    zeeqah zeeqah 18-21, F Nov 14

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    I left my ex because he didn't know how to keep his hands to himself finally got apartment with no furniture my kids keeping asking for us to go back cause they don't have beds...
    rochelle28 rochelle28 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 2

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    I slowly kills me I just want someone to talk to
    599gto 599gto 13-15, M Nov 14

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    It causes me panic attacks and it makes my mind drift in to a dark place where I want kill everybody. I want to scream to let it all out but when I scream I feel the same after.
    Deuz Deuz 18-21, M Nov 15

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    It's always the same thing over and over I love someone and they turn around and leave like everyone else is it just me do I need to change to be a better man am I worthy of being...
    jackdahliamurder jackdahliamurder 18-21, M Nov 19

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    Another one of my friends has passed way too soon.
    mkmoore mkmoore 16-17, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    I can't seem to find true happiness, I grew up at my grand ma place, my dad is based in Asia country, have always go to school myself, other kids come to school with their mother...
    lindadalexmonroe lindadalexmonroe 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    As I kid I had the best mommy ever. We would make cookes and play together. I always wanted to be like her. After we grew up however, my mom flipped. She divorced my dad and...
    kemmer kemmer 31-35, F Oct 31

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    This life is too hard. Why did God give me this path? I can't take this. I'm so mad. NOTHING I ever truly want happens. I have so many f*cking dreams, but every day I pray and get...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    I can't even cook toast right :/ lol. I burn eggs, toast, my ramen noodles, and yeah. Oh! But I can make frozen pizza sometimes.. I just can't take it out of the oven, cause I don...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Let me start with I have a problem. I'm only 19 and I have always been drawn to older women that have a strong personality. I went to job corps and Miss Maria was my 3rd shift...
    patriotslover21 patriotslover21 26-30, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    So I'm just up thinking and writing away everything I'm feeling. I'm gonna have to get up and a few hours because I'm going to the mountains. I can't wait.
    Itsnotareligion Itsnotareligion 22-25, F 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    :( I can't. Noo. NUUUUUUUUUUU. What should i do.. :'(
    Orsas Orsas 13-15, F 18 hrs ago

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    My aunt has spectacular cleavage. That's a thought I'm glad my family can't read.
    JessicaXbunny JessicaXbunny 18-21, F 9 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    My parents have fought since I was very young, since I was in kindergarten to be specific. At the start, it was very bad. There would be endless screaming and shouting and would...
    changeisempowerment changeisempowerment 13-15, F Nov 18

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    She takes it slowly at first but learns that this is the person for her and that she has no need to be hesitant as she will never find out unless she takes a leap of faith...
    darnit05 darnit05 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    Sign Here. Torn pages of my life. Ripped to pieces in the muddy **** you smashed them into. Burnt and frail in parts never to be salvaged. A huge chunk of it is still stuck on...
    BunniesCry BunniesCry 31-35, F Nov 9

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    I'm going to be glad today that my boyfriend's mom can't read my thoughts. I haven't said two words to her since Sunday and now I have to drive her an hour each way just to go pick...
    flutterby1979 flutterby1979 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    I know that I most likely have depression, but I literally can't ask for help no matter how hard a try. It's like I can't scream "Help me!" because every time I try I can't seem to...
    bloomingheart bloomingheart 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    I wouldn't consider this "home". I often feel like saying I want to go home when I'm technically already here. I live in Washington with my grandparents but I long for the day when...
    Unicorn1039 Unicorn1039 16-17, F Oct 28

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    Hello EP readers. I don’t know what I hope to gain from sharing all this, but I feel compelled to do so. You will probably think I’ve lost my mind by the time that you get to...
    ThePolarPanda ThePolarPanda 36-40, M 1 Response Nov 18

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    I have been trying to break up with this man for the last three years. I had a very unstable home life growing up and it took me about 6 years of on and off school with full time...
    vrose004 vrose004 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've been in love with the same person since I was 16. I am now 23, married, and have a two year old son with my husband- he is not my soul mate. Though my life choices weren't the...
    schlagathor schlagathor 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 7

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    The thing is... our situation isn't good. We can't be more than friends, our situation wont let us. But we love each other, I love him, he loves me... deeply. We spend as much...
    Nyah27 Nyah27 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 18

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    She was my twin's first love. That was the last thing he was talking to me about before he died, he was telling me how much he liked her. We were fifteen. She was a bit younger...
    michalb michalb 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 20

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    Well this goes out to multiple people XD There are just so many gorgeous people out there with great hearts and tons of talent. I would love to date them all, but unfortunately I...
    MiZShortiiE MiZShortiiE 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Hey guys. I need help & advice. So i have a boyfriend, he is amazing, he loves me very much and he cares for me like crazy. We had been together for 8 months, but a person got in...
    iSimplyWish iSimplyWish 26-30, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Well, I appreciated all the responses from others in the same situation. It helped a bit and there was some good advice. I wish I could say I was cured on my unrequited love, but...
    Tryingtobefriends Tryingtobefriends 46-50, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    No more coverage. A take a wack of meds. I can't afford them. They tell you not to quit them cold turkey but what choice do I have?
    absolom absolom 41-45 Oct 28

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    I am in love with my boss and she doesn't know it. She knows that I like her, due to the flowers and cards that I bought her, but I later found out that she had a boyfriend. I feel...
    marques30s marques30s 31-35, M Oct 30

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    To be precise, I can't accept it when it's given more than it's worth. I accept organized religion when it is put where it belongs: in history books, with mythology and sociology...
    FryyM FryyM 22-25, M Nov 15

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    I go completely blind without my glasses, and I find it funny lol. I think it's interesting and funny how I can see perfectly with them; then I lift them up and everything becomes...
    XxDorkyBoyxX XxDorkyBoyxX 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Yep...totally explains me..and honestly it disturbs me. I'm usually just the guy looking for a good time and want to have fun and nothing to serious but lately there is a someone...
    mikew4358 mikew4358 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Have you ever had this secret that you have to hide because you're too ashamed? Or you're just so tired of being strong that you can't hide it anymore? Well that's me, And here's...
    Jessica427 Jessica427 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 16

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