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I Can't Take This

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    I Can't Take Much More

    I'm tired. I'm tired of feeling like this I'm tired of hating myself I'm tired of hating the world I'm tired of being alone I'm tired of having nothing to do I'm tired of having no one to talk to I'm tired of having no one who cares I'm tired of thinking that tomorrow will be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 29, 2011

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    I'm Tired Of Acting Like I'm Okay When I'm Dying Inside 

    Dear God, I don't how much I can take anymore I feel so alone I feel so sad I feel like no ones cares how I feel,I feel like im not alive any more day go by am just standing I what to get out I really do but I feel I dnt got the strength to do so I wish I could just run and...
    whiterose23 whiterose23 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    This Evening, Like the Rest.

    It's a bit late noe but i just can't stand these thought's popping in and out of my head so i will just write them. So all this (i will explain what "this" is later) started about 3 or 4 years ago, but i'm not sure, it may be longer. It all began when my mother went...
    aaamen aaamen 16-17 Aug 18, 2008

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    Everyone Feels This Way

    There is always a time in EVERYONE'S life where they say "I can't take this!" but this doesn't really matter,because it's what you do at that moment that counts, and makes a difference in you're life.
    Ice23 Ice23 18-21 Aug 10, 2011

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    Between My Mother And Grandmother..

    ...I'm surprised I have a little bit of life I do. Now, don't get me wrong, I love both of them very much but I just wish they would support me. Where my mother is the one who always puts negative thoughts in my head, my grandma just says "****'em all before they **** you first...
    beautifulbaby069 beautifulbaby069 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 16, 2012

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    I Can't Take This

    I can't take this,Life,Goin' too fast,Slow down,I'm gonna crash,At this rate,I'll self destruct,I need a break.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    Pardon Me While I Burst Into Flames...

    Does anyone ever get sick of dealing with the crap?? Right now, I am unhappy, unsettles, discontent, restless, bored, unfulfilled, ....etc. I'm not good at hiding my feelings, but I am good at stuffing them down. I'm tired of that too. Sometimes you get so tired of the...
    ItsJustMe888 ItsJustMe888 31-35, F Mar 9, 2010

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    Remembering My Friends

    I wasn't the one to light the match, that started the fire to burn. Nor was I the one who bought the gun, and spent the bullet, before it was my turn. I wasn't the one to crash the bike, whilst flying 300ft. through the air. Yet you look at me for all the answers...wasn't I...
    Sharona Sharona 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2008

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    I'm Soo Tierd Of It All...i Just Wane Close My Eyes And Never Open Them Again

    Ever cried till you passed out? I have...I do it every night...You start hyperventilating then you don't get to breath and you start shivering then it'll get all black You can't see it but i'm being tortured 24/7 by myself and no one can notice, couse i'm the only one who know's...
    littlebirdG littlebirdG 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2011

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    I'm so ready to move out, I been ready since middle school, I can't take anymore
    millionaire15 millionaire15 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 29

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    I can't believe I'm saying this but I can't stop thinking about my ex. For some reason, I think about him constantly including the memories and the whole "we should get back...
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