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I Can't Tell My Heart That Your No Longer There

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 73 People

    It Just Won't Listen

    I heard that song Honey today by Bobby Vinton and I was overwhelmed by sadness and memories. I remembered that you had that 45 record when I was a little girl and how I would listen to it over and over again on my record player.There was just something that I always loved about...
    ayankee ayankee 46-50, F 4 Responses Nov 7, 2009

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    Because You Still Are

    Little odds and ends here in the house. Your apartment just across the way. All your things in boxes in my attic and the shed and the storage unit. I feel you pass by, I know that when I wake you are there. Even when I drive I'm haunted by your car. ...lol, I never saw the red...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F 5 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    Sadness Over A Lost Friend.

    Over the past couple of years I became really close to one of my guy friends. Definitely BFF material. My boyfriend wasn't particularly a fan of him but it was purely platonic and he was a good platform for bouncing ideas, thoughts, feelings and questions off. Since I've moved...
    HalcyonGeisha HalcyonGeisha 22-25, F Nov 27, 2009

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    It Wont Listen

    You have been gone for two years, but sometimes I still wake up from a gorgeous dream of you. Feeling out for your body... I'm quick to realise you aren't in my bed, you're not in my life... You're gone. But my heart still aches for you, and i suspect it always will. I miss...
    Tool88 Tool88 18-21, F May 10, 2010

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    Right Around The Corner....

    It seems like you should walk just around that corner and be there...but thats not possible anymore. Your gone. You've left me alone and I am nothing to you anymore.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    I Was Your's And I Still Am.

    I was your person. You weren't my dog. You had everyone you met wrapped around your paws. You took all of the pain away. You were my antidote. Now that you're gone I have nothing else to live for. These people probably think, " Ugh this is just about a dog, why is she typing...
    hunbunluvsyou hunbunluvsyou 13-15, F Sep 22, 2013

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    When I open up to someone I feel like they don't really understand me or even try to do so. That's why I've shutdown and stopped talking about my life and now I'm just sticking to...
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    She takes it slowly at first but learns that this is the person for her and that she has no need to be hesitant as she will never find out unless she takes a leap of faith...
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    Hello EP readers. I don’t know what I hope to gain from sharing all this, but I feel compelled to do so. You will probably think I’ve lost my mind by the time that you get to...
    ThePolarPanda ThePolarPanda 36-40, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I can't tell you enough, how much you can't really feel or know about me JUST by reading my experiences, reading my posts, confessions etc. I think people are too quick to judge...
    MisssValentine MisssValentine 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 13

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    ...you can't tell me who to be
    Emoheartbroken Emoheartbroken 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    everytime i drink alcohol i have weird dreams and when i wake up i can't tell what actually happened or what was in my dream.
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    I keep trying to post stories about my weekend but they keep being removed because they violate the terms :( so.. sorry everyone but I can't tell you what happened
    xoxoxoxx xoxoxoxx 18-21, F 13 Responses Nov 10

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    You are so perfect, at least for me. You don't even see it do you? You have no idea. Probably better that way, nothing can ever happen, and I wouldn't wish this on anybody. It was...
    Flakeinthewind Flakeinthewind 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Can't sleep any one out there want to chat about random ****?
    poohbug poohbug 41-45, F 5 Responses Nov 6

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    Why am I still in love with this guy every since we were in high school, sucks because he has a girlfriend, and I can't never pass from being there for him wen he gets hurt!! He...
    marinalove11 marinalove11 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 11

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    Sign Here. Torn pages of my life. Ripped to pieces in the muddy **** you smashed them into. Burnt and frail in parts never to be salvaged. A huge chunk of it is still stuck on...
    BunniesCry BunniesCry 31-35, F Nov 9

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    I would like to share my experience. Perhaps doing so will be therapeutic. Perhaps someone will comment with something helpful. If you want to be a troll and say evil things, go...
    JamesB14 JamesB14 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 24

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    Me and my boyfriend of 9 years have been living with my boyfriends parents because of the economy and the fact that he has helped his family financially in the past, bringing down...
    Anonymous8712 Anonymous8712 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 23

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    I've been in love with the same person since I was 16. I am now 23, married, and have a two year old son with my husband- he is not my soul mate. Though my life choices weren't the...
    schlagathor schlagathor 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 7

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    Have you ever had this secret that you have to hide because you're too ashamed? Or you're just so tired of being strong that you can't hide it anymore? Well that's me, And here's...
    Jessica427 Jessica427 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I don't know how much longer I can hold on to acting nice. I'm tired of acting nice to this guy. I used to date this guy. I stopped talking to everyone for him. I had all his...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm going to be glad today that my boyfriend's mom can't read my thoughts. I haven't said two words to her since Sunday and now I have to drive her an hour each way just to go pick...
    flutterby1979 flutterby1979 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    As I kid I had the best mommy ever. We would make cookes and play together. I always wanted to be like her. After we grew up however, my mom flipped. She divorced my dad and...
    kemmer kemmer 31-35, F Oct 31

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    She was my twin's first love. That was the last thing he was talking to me about before he died, he was telling me how much he liked her. We were fifteen. She was a bit older. Now...
    michalb michalb 41-45, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    When you're online, you present yourself as you want. Noone is totally real. You're not telling people that your hair isn't brushed perfectly every day, or that you get snippy...
    SamSomething SamSomething 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 29

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    So.. I'm having the hardest time getting over this and I need help.. advice.. anything. my boyfriend and I have been together for about a year. we met online while I was away at...
    mparks7 mparks7 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Well this goes out to multiple people XD There are just so many gorgeous people out there with great hearts and tons of talent. I would love to date them all, but unfortunately I...
    MiZShortiiE MiZShortiiE 18-21, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I have so much on my mind. Im constantly thinking. I have a messy sleeping schedule and I barely sleep anyways. I hate sleeping. It makes the next day come faster. So I don't sleep...
    LifeOnAThread LifeOnAThread 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 2

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    The more i try to stop thinking of you, the more my heart wants what it cant have. Too many years have gone by and i can't bring myself to stop these feelings i have for you. I...
    solongago2 solongago2 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 2

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    Hello people from EP! Well, I don't know were to start. My parents are getting divorce and I just don't know how to deal with it. I feel like I'm falling apart and this is all too...
    Daris21 Daris21 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 26

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    More of me venting than anything else... I do not celebrate holidays or my birthday or any other such holidays. It isn't that I am dull and boring, but I find it extremely...
    duhibrokeit duhibrokeit 31-35, M Nov 9

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    I love this woman so much. I am currently helping her. She has two children. She is doing everything to improve her life. She says, we are found family. However, I can't help feel...
    BlaiddDrwg05 BlaiddDrwg05 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 11

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    I love And like flowers very much.and for me its a nice feeling looking on them.its such a lovely feeling having those pretty flowers on my hands..and smelling its fragrance.. I...
    Missingyoulove Missingyoulove 26-30, F Nov 6

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    Here's another 10 that I absolutely can't live without.. 1. Beat your heart out by the Distillers. 2. Santa Monica by Everclear. 3. Promise by Eve6 4. Semi charmed life by third...
    NoRegretsAndNoRemorse NoRegretsAndNoRemorse 22-25, F Nov 8

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    I always find it hard to sleep. I'm really tired but I just can't sleep.
    sunflowerpet sunflowerpet 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    I've purposely just posted a picture of myself with my headscarf, because i've noticed how i've been complemented on my looks without my headscarf on however as soon as its on i...
    sidraa sidraa 16-17, F Oct 24

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    I can't cook. I would burn down your home. I'm the type of girl who would order food and buy ton of books and tools. Have you come over and feed you what I brought. I wouldn't tell...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 2

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    All the time, I cry when I'm alone, everyone thinks I'm ok because I can hide it, no one knows how much pain or how ill i really am inside, I have sacrificed so much to be where I...
    lloydieboi14 lloydieboi14 18-21, M a week ago

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    I can't go through life very much longer feeling this alone all the time.
    TheNateAust TheNateAust 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Would it make any difference if I said I loved you? Because I do, and no physical distance or social barriers are going to change that. The only thing that matters is what...
    hacky2012 hacky2012 18-21, F Oct 24

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    I did it again. I pushed her away again, when she was close to letting me back into her world. Why do I feel like I am too much for her? Why do I feel like I am too much of a mess...
    aainfamous aainfamous 22-25, F Oct 31

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    I recently had a cheating streak, I went too far and fell in love with another man and when he did not feel the same I isolated myself, in doing so my ex-boyfriend found out and...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 2

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    I am happy to say since I've met my new boyfriend all my troubles have gone from the cheating exs to the rape, it has all gone I love him so much, no matter what problem I have...
    mparker7789 mparker7789 22-25, M Nov 4

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