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I Can't Tell My Heart That Your No Longer There

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    It Wont Listen

    You have been gone for two years, but sometimes I still wake up from a gorgeous dream of you. Feeling out for your body... I'm quick to realise you aren't in my bed, you're not in my life... You're gone. But my heart still aches for you, and i suspect it always will. I miss...
    Tool88 Tool88 18-21, F May 10, 2010

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    Right Around The Corner....

    It seems like you should walk just around that corner and be there...but thats not possible anymore. Your gone. You've left me alone and I am nothing to you anymore.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    I Was Your's And I Still Am.

    I was your person. You weren't my dog. You had everyone you met wrapped around your paws. You took all of the pain away. You were my antidote. Now that you're gone I have nothing else to live for. These people probably think, " Ugh this is just about a dog, why is she typing...
    hunbunluvsyou hunbunluvsyou 13-15, F Sep 22, 2013

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    Sadness Over A Lost Friend.

    Over the past couple of years I became really close to one of my guy friends. Definitely BFF material. My boyfriend wasn't particularly a fan of him but it was purely platonic and he was a good platform for bouncing ideas, thoughts, feelings and questions off. Since I've moved...
    HalcyonGeisha HalcyonGeisha 22-25, F Nov 27, 2009

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    Because You Still Are

    Little odds and ends here in the house. Your apartment just across the way. All your things in boxes in my attic and the shed and the storage unit. I feel you pass by, I know that when I wake you are there. Even when I drive I'm haunted by your car. ...lol, I never saw the red...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F 5 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    It Just Won't Listen

    I heard that song Honey today by Bobby Vinton and I was overwhelmed by sadness and memories. I remembered that you had that 45 record when I was a little girl and how I would listen to it over and over again on my record player.There was just something that I always loved about...
    ayankee ayankee 46-50, F 4 Responses Nov 7, 2009

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    Yes, its quite offen that I can't tell people who are really close to me that they are hurting me ... just because I wouldn't want them to be hurt by my saying so.
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    Want to cry so much ,,, i feel very deep hurt inside me i just can't tell anyone or complain to any person ,, cause i'm sure they won't understand me
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    I really am glad people can't read my thoughts. There are times that I get annoyed at the smallest thing. It's like the presence of people or having them talk to me bothers me...
    honestyreality honestyreality 22-25, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    So I have had some seriously ****** up dreams before. Like even though no one knows who I am on this i can't even write them down. Lately when I am in the car with my Mum, i get...
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    Good times last forever. The good memories never leave. You never leave. The bad memories never leave either. I cant sleep, I cant breathe and my heart feels like its going to...
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    Before telling you my story, I wanna ask you something... Is there someone who you just can't get over? Someone who's broken your heart and you just can't mend it? 3 years ago I...
    vinylvanilla vinylvanilla 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I love this site! I knew in theory that there were people with my problem, but had never met any of them. Like others here, I don't know what is wrong with me. I do my best, but...
    chazman48 chazman48 46-50, M Jul 12

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    There is too much I feel, much I want to say. I feel hurt and I can't show how deeply only with expressing I can give a glimpse. I try to treat those around me with respect and...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F Jul 1

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    Sometimes I wonder how I feel about you, Scared of these feelings because it's still new I catch myself thinking of the best way to share, Hoping you'll return my confession...
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    ECrierie ECrierie 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm 21 and I cling to everything I can remember, which isn't much of a good thing... I remember heart break, physical agony, emotional torture, and memories that I wish I could...
    Christuh Christuh 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    He's not here. He's in a different place. He doesn't message me or call me. It's been two months since I last saw him. There was something there. I feel deep inside my heart that...
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    It's a sin to be straight. It's unnatural. It's disgusting. God hates you. You'll burn in hell. You can change it. It's just a phase. It's a sickness. We can pray it way. You like...
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    He has shown many times he hates. He is never wrong its always my fault. Why if he hates me and I do nothing right or to his satisfaction, why he keeps hurting instead of letting...
    wonderMe07 wonderMe07 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I can't stop thinking about you. Not even something as cliché as your smile... I just can't stop thinking about you, as a person, how you acted, how you laughed, how you'd tell me...
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    My mind is always running way ahead of conversations wondering about the what and why. I look around and notice the differences which makes us unique . I wonder about their...
    nomorei nomorei 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 27

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    Idk if this was a compliment... But yesterday I was at my cousins hotel party and me & most of the fam were on the bed (like 6 or 7) .. We're all girls. & this boy starts...
    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I dated a girl all throughout high school. We started dating Freshman year (her sophomore year) and we dated up until she went off to college. I left her after she had been at...
    whoknows2014 whoknows2014 22-25, M 31 mins ago

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    The worst feeling in the world is when you can't love someone else because your heart still belongs to the one who broke it.
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    I do not understand why in the the world I care so much about you. Its my confession or like a diary entry... My last post. I hope you find it and see for yourself. Oh man. I know...
    foryoureyesonly1983 foryoureyesonly1983 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    There's only one person that can make this pain go away, and he won't do a ******* thing. I've asked and asked and asked and he looks at me and says "shh, don't think about it and...
    xxxjulieann xxxjulieann 18-21, F Jun 27

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    I haven't heard from her in over a year. It seemed like I had forgotten her over that long period of time. But then out of the blue I get this message from her saying that she...
    YouDaOne23 YouDaOne23 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    At the moment I only have one person I trust, but I can't express how I really feel. Like if I'm sad, which is all the time. Depression. I just tell him that I don't feel good, to...
    stef17 stef17 16-17, F Jun 30

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    ...but take no action to change the situation. I cannot stand complacent, scary, doubters that are not empowered enought to TRY to make a situation better. Don't complain about...
    LacieStCloud LacieStCloud 46-50, F Jul 13

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    I'm gay and it's hard enough to find people where I live, I found a guy or he found me on the computer and it was a long distance relationship, which I knew would be terrible in...
    EricRadliffe EricRadliffe 18-21, M 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I am 43 and still don't know what I want to do job wise. I have tried lots of jobs and also quit them, mainly all office jobs. I suffer from anxiety, worry about what people think...
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    This is the fourth night this is happening. I wake up feeling light headed, can't breathe, and can't feel my heart beat or I can feel it getting weaker. I seriously don't know...
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    Ren10 Ren10 13-15, F Jul 13

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    MsInked511 MsInked511 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    if I had no music I'd most likely end up Killing my self when I am 100% done I either turn the music so loud u can hear it all the way down the block or put them so loud I can't...
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    As I open my eyes, I look to see if you're there....seeing you is always a great start to my day. The day gets better as it goes along. The random messages I receive always puts a...
    SweetHawaiianHoney SweetHawaiianHoney 36-40, F 21 hrs ago

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    Basically when I'm mad you should thank Jesus that you can't hear what I'm thinking
    tajjonez tajjonez 13-15, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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