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I Can't Tell My Heart That Your No Longer There

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 72 People

    I Was Your's And I Still Am.

    I was your person. You weren't my dog. You had everyone you met wrapped around your paws. You took all of the pain away. You were my antidote. Now that you're gone I have nothing else to live for. These people probably think, " Ugh this is just about a dog, why is she typing...
    hunbunluvsyou hunbunluvsyou 13-15, F Sep 22, 2013

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    Because You Still Are

    Little odds and ends here in the house. Your apartment just across the way. All your things in boxes in my attic and the shed and the storage unit. I feel you pass by, I know that when I wake you are there. Even when I drive I'm haunted by your car. ...lol, I never saw the red...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F 5 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    It Just Won't Listen

    I heard that song Honey today by Bobby Vinton and I was overwhelmed by sadness and memories. I remembered that you had that 45 record when I was a little girl and how I would listen to it over and over again on my record player.There was just something that I always loved about...
    ayankee ayankee 46-50, F 4 Responses Nov 7, 2009

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    Right Around The Corner....

    It seems like you should walk just around that corner and be there...but thats not possible anymore. Your gone. You've left me alone and I am nothing to you anymore.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    Sadness Over A Lost Friend.

    Over the past couple of years I became really close to one of my guy friends. Definitely BFF material. My boyfriend wasn't particularly a fan of him but it was purely platonic and he was a good platform for bouncing ideas, thoughts, feelings and questions off. Since I've moved...
    HalcyonGeisha HalcyonGeisha 22-25, F Nov 27, 2009

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    It Wont Listen

    You have been gone for two years, but sometimes I still wake up from a gorgeous dream of you. Feeling out for your body... I'm quick to realise you aren't in my bed, you're not in my life... You're gone. But my heart still aches for you, and i suspect it always will. I miss...
    Tool88 Tool88 18-21, F May 10, 2010

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    How do I explain something that I can’t even understand myself? Deep down inside me where no one can see I feel blue , all alone relentlessly trying to fix up a heart that’s...
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