I Can't Tell My Heart That Your No Longer There

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    It Just Won't Listen

    I heard that song Honey today by Bobby Vinton and I was overwhelmed by sadness and memories. I remembered that you had that 45 record when I was a little girl and how I would listen to it over and over again on my record player.There was just something that I always loved about...
    ayankee ayankee
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Nov 7, 2009

    I Was Your's And I Still Am.

    I was your person. You weren't my dog. You had everyone you met wrapped around your paws. You took all of the pain away. You were my antidote. Now that you're gone I have nothing else to live for. These people probably think, " Ugh this is just about a dog, why is she typing...
    hunbunluvsyou hunbunluvsyou
    16-17, F
    Sep 22, 2013

    Right Around The Corner....

    It seems like you should walk just around that corner and be there...but thats not possible anymore. Your gone. You've left me alone and I am nothing to you anymore.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 14, 2009

    It Wont Listen

    You have been gone for two years, but sometimes I still wake up from a gorgeous dream of you. Feeling out for your body... I'm quick to realise you aren't in my bed, you're not in my life... You're gone. But my heart still aches for you, and i suspect it always will. I miss...
    Tool88 Tool88
    18-21, F
    May 10, 2010

    Sadness Over A Lost Friend.

    Over the past couple of years I became really close to one of my guy friends. Definitely BFF material. My boyfriend wasn't particularly a fan of him but it was purely platonic and he was a good platform for bouncing ideas, thoughts, feelings and questions off. Since I've moved...
    HalcyonGeisha HalcyonGeisha
    22-25, F
    Nov 27, 2009

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    SlipperyHawk SlipperyHawk
    13-15, M
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    CatcherInTheRai CatcherInTheRai
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    Apr 21
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    Apr 20
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    Stormeyes Stormeyes
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    Get this song out of my head. Grisi variation. I have to learn it and now I'm going to dream about that variation I swear. I also can't remind you after EP closes to positively...
    FieryWolf FieryWolf
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    Apr 19
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    LowPricesTravel LowPricesTravel
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    Apr 19
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    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
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    1 Response Apr 19
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 19
    I like this girl in my tech school but I can't tell her because she wouldn't care. She talks to a lot of guys and craziest part is we have a snapchat and we had a great convo on...
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22
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    My sleepy but I can't sleep!!!!!!!!! Someone talk to me I'm a nice person
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    1 Response Apr 18
    My sleepy but I can't sleep!!!!!!!!! Someone talk to me I'm a nice person
    Ilovepigs089 Ilovepigs089
    13-15, F
    Apr 18
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    solost17 solost17
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    1 Response Apr 17
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    iamvictorious iamvictorious
    36-40, M
    Apr 16
    I just wanted to write my good-bye before the closing. EP, has helped me up when I've felt down and connected me with caring people. I've made a lot of friends in just over a year...
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    1 Response Apr 16
    When you know you should let go and move on... How do you keep yourself busy? How do you find that drive to get up and move forward? How do you stop comparing yourself to what is...
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    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 15
    Why do I care so much for a man that's not mine. When I know that I shouldn't. My heart always speaks of you, when it should be silent. It needs to learn to let go of the things it...
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    1 Response Apr 15
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    1 Response Apr 15
    Today's my last here. Thanks to those I met and the joy you brought. If you want to stay in touch, pm your snapchat. Be cool
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 15
    I can't do it anymore guys. I don't have any friends or family anymore and I've never had a boyfriend. I sit in my room all day after school and stare at the wall while listening...
    classAteam classAteam
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 14
    Yet, I sorta do. I try and ignore the orientation of who I'm talking with, but especially when gay people message me it can make me uncomfortable. They're all good people but it's...
    dabram71 dabram71
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    10 Responses Apr 14
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    LucidxxShivery LucidxxShivery
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    Can't understand myself. Don't know what to do!
    starnulf starnulf
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    waitingfornoone waitingfornoone
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    Pixiepickle89 Pixiepickle89
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 12
    My feelings are so messy.I can't handle things day to day anymore.I am trying to cope but my heart and mind are fighting.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 12
    Why do I always go through this. You know when you really care about someone and they mean everything to you. Those people who impact your life unexpectedly. I fell in love with...
    Thelostsoulslasthope Thelostsoulslasthope
    13-15, F
    Apr 12
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    SoulMadness SoulMadness
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 12
    So has anyone found a good forum to migrate to after EP closes? One that is fairly open minded and easy going and easy to use and welcoming and busy and such? I know about...
    JoannaBe JoannaBe
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 11
    How can I stop worrying and ruminating about past mistakes? Also how can I not care when people don't accept me?
    bettyboop777 bettyboop777
    36-40, F
    Apr 11
    Message me and say hi :) we can find some common interests.
    locked125 locked125
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 11
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    stephanie751 stephanie751
    13-15, F
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    EkuV EkuV
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 10
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    26-30
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    Mossonarock Mossonarock
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    Is it wrong of me that he still crosses my mind and I allow him to? That I miss him still? That I still love and care for him though I've met a few after him? Is it wrong of me I...
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve
    26-30, F
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    LoneSouls LoneSouls
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7
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