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I Can't Tell My Heart That Your No Longer There

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    I Was Your's And I Still Am.

    I was your person. You weren't my dog. You had everyone you met wrapped around your paws. You took all of the pain away. You were my antidote. Now that you're gone I have nothing else to live for. These people probably think, " Ugh this is just about a dog, why is she typing...
    hunbunluvsyou hunbunluvsyou 13-15, F Sep 22, 2013

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    Right Around The Corner....

    It seems like you should walk just around that corner and be there...but thats not possible anymore. Your gone. You've left me alone and I am nothing to you anymore.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    It Wont Listen

    You have been gone for two years, but sometimes I still wake up from a gorgeous dream of you. Feeling out for your body... I'm quick to realise you aren't in my bed, you're not in my life... You're gone. But my heart still aches for you, and i suspect it always will. I miss...
    Tool88 Tool88 18-21, F May 10, 2010

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    It Just Won't Listen

    I heard that song Honey today by Bobby Vinton and I was overwhelmed by sadness and memories. I remembered that you had that 45 record when I was a little girl and how I would listen to it over and over again on my record player.There was just something that I always loved about...
    ayankee ayankee 46-50, F 4 Responses Nov 7, 2009

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    Sadness Over A Lost Friend.

    Over the past couple of years I became really close to one of my guy friends. Definitely BFF material. My boyfriend wasn't particularly a fan of him but it was purely platonic and he was a good platform for bouncing ideas, thoughts, feelings and questions off. Since I've moved...
    HalcyonGeisha HalcyonGeisha 22-25, F Nov 27, 2009

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    Because You Still Are

    Little odds and ends here in the house. Your apartment just across the way. All your things in boxes in my attic and the shed and the storage unit. I feel you pass by, I know that when I wake you are there. Even when I drive I'm haunted by your car. ...lol, I never saw the red...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F 5 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    I often suspect countless people, no matter how close or distant they are to me, of countless things. I never feel like I can quite put my guard down because of my innumerable...
    Kavka Kavka 18-21, M Apr 4

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    I've been in several circles of friends from high school to college but for some reason I often get left out. Yes, they care about me and I care about them, it's just that for some...
    1092baker 1092baker 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Happens all the time. My memories feel like dreams. So I'm not sure what is real that much. Not to mention I can't remember most of my life anyways. It doesn't matter though.
    SpilledTea SpilledTea 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    i'm not ease with girls i always wanna date girls and women, but they always say no laurent
    steack2 steack2 41-45, M 19 hrs ago

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    When I want to express my loneliness, my rage, my sorrow, my emotions, I just isolate myself. Something inside me is saying that I can't tell anyone about these wretched emotions...
    AlyssaTM AlyssaTM 16-17, F Mar 29

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    I have been with him for over three years, and his near-constant nitpicking has just kept escalating. Now, I know I'm not perfect. I'm still hanging on to the baby fat after more...
    Lovelornmother Lovelornmother 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    Have you ever had that experience where you just can't decide on your own? The times when you have to wait for what others think then later you agree with the majority? This is...
    versusapathy versusapathy 18-21, F Mar 25

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    Staring out the window this morning watching two squirrels chase each other around it occurs to me that I can't tell if this is a game or a battle to the death. Screw it I am going...
    JackisMe JackisMe 41-45, M 6 days ago

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 2

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    How do you get over it? I knew going into my marriage and my attempts to have children that there was a good chance I wouldn't be able to conceive. The doctor told me when I was...
    Dawn0421 Dawn0421 31-35, F 8 hrs ago

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    I was about to send this to a girl, who I'm madly in love with, and who is also my best friend. But I couldn't bring myself to hit send... "I've known you for about 6 years now...
    Canonomousjay Canonomousjay 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 30

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    JOHN MAYER LYRICs "Half Of My Heart" I was born in the arms of imaginary friends free to roam, made a home out of everywhere I've been then you come crashing in, like the...
    KortneeAnne KortneeAnne 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    This song has always been one of those songs that just melted my heart. Recently I actually picked up a little red dress Marilyn Monroe style. I shared this with a very good male...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F Apr 4

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    I can’t believe she’s gone. got the call at 1 am Sunday morning, a friend & coworker suddenly gone….passed away. My heart sank. We worked together all day Saturday. She...
    faith7777 faith7777 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 15

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    The title is my life. It happened 8 years ago. Wow, I can't believe it has been that long... At 7 years of marriage and 3 kids, my husband and I became roommates... I loved him but...
    swimminginemotions swimminginemotions 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 28

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    I recently joined this community in hopes to get many things off my chest, and hopefully get some positivity from anyone who’s willing to listen. My name is Zach and I’m 19...
    Zach001 Zach001 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    Meanwhile my boyfriend is in NYC for a college course schmoozing with publishers and, after one day, got a job working for a cooking website from the publisher he is staying with...
    dendroica dendroica 22-25, F Apr 15

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    I haven't cried in almost a decade. Over these seven or eight years I've lost dear friends, lost my mother and father, had my heart broken several times, been in many therapy...
    OneHowlToTheMoon OneHowlToTheMoon 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have a boyfriend thay absolutely loves me and I professed a love that its not entirely there. I do love him with my heart but im not quite in love with him as I am my ex. Its a...
    sabedoria sabedoria 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    God I try. I try all the time. And I focus on my goals too. And I try to focus on other people. Some are charming I suppose. And nice. They're not you though. All I think about it...
    lunaloves lunaloves 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    To be honest, I just can't stand seeing happy couples being luvy in public these days. Not that I hate luv, it's just been a hard few years. Earlier I posted bout me not trusting...
    HottRoddTX HottRoddTX 26-30, M Mar 27

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    It still lingers you know, your kiss. I could even still feel your lip kissing every part of my body. And whenever I feel the kiss, my heart would beat so fast and I would feel...
    Mininyaa Mininyaa 18-21, F Apr 6

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    I just don't know anymore. I feel so stupid. He has a girlfriend now. I thought we could just be friends. But his actions say all sorts of different things. People tell me...
    sandraphoenix sandraphoenix 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I find it challenging to be honest with my family because I am different from them and I think differently than them. I know that my family judges atheists, and political liberals...
    Growlin Growlin 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    I first this girl (Tori) on the bus I always thought she was beautiful but I never had the guts to go and talk to her. I guess this was partly because she was surrounded by her...
    larybobjinkin larybobjinkin 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 8

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    i cant have him anymore all because i didn't want him to know about the scars ,the lies and the secretes ive been hiding.... i don't have the one thing that made me want to get up...
    JeSt0099 JeSt0099 13-15, F 16 hrs ago

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    i cant have him anymore all because i didn't want him to know about the scars ,the lies and the secretes ive been hiding.... i don't have the one thing that made me want to get up...
    JeSt0099 JeSt0099 13-15, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    “Cut” “Do it.” “No one cares” “You’re pathetic” “Slice your wrist. You deserve it.” “No one can save you.” “No one truly loves you so just do it...
    NoWordsToSpeak NoWordsToSpeak 13-15, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I don't think I can forgive my husband for the way that he acted when my father got sick and passed away from prostate cancer after a 10 year battle against it. My dad was pretty...
    idk8 idk8 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    We were talking about it in class today, and it just ****** me of that some people can't see that love is love! No matter what! They tell you to be honest and true to yourself...
    MsLouise MsLouise 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 25

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    I'm really struggling at the moment to find a reason to keep on living or to look to the future. I split from my ex a while ago but we have been on and off since. We have a...
    isthereanypoint isthereanypoint 26-30 Apr 8

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    I was on the phone with a friend today. We've known for a very long time. I think she's the only one I "talk" to regularly. And when I say that, I mean, have on the phone. I don't...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm 186 lbs and my goal is to get back to the 140 lbs I was 4 years ago. Since then, I've met a great guy who cooks amazing food, and eventually I started taking second helpings...
    aspenhaze aspenhaze 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    being cheated on wasn't the part that pissed me off the most though. it's more of my attitude towards people & finding it hard to trust anyone afterwards. after being cheated on...
    corona135 corona135 22-25 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Or like when they say they are going to do something and don't do it, or vice versa. My mother in law has this problem and it annoys the crap out of me. She's always complaining to...
    AjLeePunk AjLeePunk 22-25, F Mar 25

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    I can't take my life anymore... I've been through so much since I was a little girl and every time I try to be happy it gets screwed up. I lost the love of my life because he fell...
    xxersabooxx xxersabooxx 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    I can't totally help you if you don't want my help or if your don't try to make this forced forced friendship work work ~_~ As my favorite band of old time Paparoach says in my...
    SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 18-21 Mar 29

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    i don't know what makes me keep listening yiruma playlist. it makes me cry everytime i listen to it. it's like i've been put in a box and i couldn't breath. My heart seems been...
    PuremaidenXacs PuremaidenXacs 18-21, F Apr 4

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    Ever since I can remember my parents have been fighting with each other. I can't stand it when they do. My father always gets defensive and over dramatic and says horrible things...
    RachelRosieanne RachelRosieanne 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I can't be with someone I love. My heart is so broken. I do not know how I can move on. We have been through tough times together for almost five years. Now we are apart. We do...
    kitt321 kitt321 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    So I've started talking to someone else.. He is not taken and I have a feeling that he likes me back... I definitely like him but I am still stuck on my MM. There is just something...
    Bellllaaaxox Bellllaaaxox 18-21, F a week ago

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    Sometimes I close my eyes and drift back to my childhood days, And call to mind those old sweet times then wander through the haze. Back to a place of carefree life in happy...
    Bonnie1934 Bonnie1934 56-60, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am a very open person, and you usually have to literally be trying to get on my bad side in order to do it... My Mother-in-Law manages it spectacularly. I have never met such a...
    gladmadhatter gladmadhatter 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I hate when my mom tells me that I'm getting fat like I don't already know it. I mean I own a mirror. And I buy my clothes. I know I'm fat and it's annoying when she says it like I...
    ImNotAFake ImNotAFake 16-17, F 2 days ago

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