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I Choke Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 50 People

    I Choke Myself.

    Its in no way a sexual thing. Its a "I need to ******* calm down" thing. I started doing it in my teens where in panicy situations when my music wasnt able to drown out bad thoughts id take my head phones and wrap the cord around my neck to just apply a little bit of pressure. I...
    LennonLover LennonLover
    26-30, F
    5 Responses May 3, 2012

    I Am Killing My Brain.

    I know i am. I've been doing this since adolescence. My mind no longer works. Please don't do this.
    Tabledrawer Tabledrawer
    31-35, M
    Dec 8, 2012

    I Choke Myself To Calm Down

    When I get really depressed or stressed or angry I choke myself to calm down, It's not a sex thing at all, it's just like a weird release, I know it's not 'normal' but I went through a stage of cutting myself and it's better than doing that.
    Usernamesaredumb Usernamesaredumb
    26-30, F
    Jul 27, 2013

    Im Addicted

    i've been doing it 2 years ago and it's ruining my life , i do it everywhere i can't stop i do it about 100 times a day , i don't know how to stop , my neck looks horrible , my brain is starting to die , i don't understand thing quickly , i don't know how to complete my life like...
    yasserell yasserell
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Aug 21, 2013

    I Do It Myself

    i choke myself sometimes til my eyes turn red and my face starts turning blue. i once put rubber snakes around my neck, i tied 12 socks around my neck, i used scarves, karate belts (very effective) i had a hard collar neck brace and i have a soft neck brace and i put both of them...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Aug 9, 2011

    I Choke Myself Too

    I have been choking myself for a while now, I really like the sensation of this, it's like a release, but I do it until I feel ill. This is the first time I have ever looked into this as I've just seen it as something I do and never thought too much about it. I recently spent...
    doowzil doowzil
    26-30, F
    Sep 15, 2012

    It's Not Healthy, But I Do It.

    The few minutes of relaxation and isolation from reality from choking myself seem much better than facing reality and keeping a healthy neck.
    ForeverApril2011 ForeverApril2011
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 11, 2012

    It Just Helps

    I know it's not healthy and probably not safe at all but it just makes me feel better, I use a leather belt and just don't let go until I get dizzy, it's like a release and also like a punishment for being so **** at life
    Usernamesaredumb Usernamesaredumb
    26-30, F
    Jul 27, 2013

    8 Years With Little To No Side Effects

    I feel so emberassed that i have an addiction to choking myself. I put my thumb and index finger on both of the artaries of my neck and push down for about 7 to 10 seconds then release them. I dont even really get a buzz its nore of a habit you kno? I need help stoping this cause...
    jettblaze jettblaze
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 21, 2013

    Choking Pleasure

    In my room there is a ventilation window in which a rope hangs . If this rope is tied around my neck and i sit down there will be a slight strangle of my throat such that i can breadth hardly and i can't gulp anything . At night when all were asleep and switched of the light and...
    neckfetishmy neckfetishmy
    22-25, M
    Feb 17, 2013

    Latest Chock

    After reading more stories in EP i went to the bathroom . I tied a towel in the shape of 'o' around the ceiling . I placed my head in the tied towel . I done all this by standing on a stool. i took off my legs from the stool with the support of my neck on the towel. suddenly my...
    neckfetishmy neckfetishmy
    22-25, M
    May 4, 2012

    Seek Help For Choking Addiction

    Hey all, I hope this message finds you well. I work with a documentary television program that profiles uncommon behaviors and addictions. It's a self-reflective series that likes to shed light on less common issues. The great thing about this series is that we are able to...
    tvcasting tvcasting
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 16, 2012
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