I Choose My Own Way

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    Today it will all be over,

    no more pain, only peace and quiet. I have writtien my letters and said my good byes. It has been this way for 8 years..it ends today...
    DeniseMarie72 DeniseMarie72
    41-45, F
    Jun 21, 2015

    An Attempt!

    I am not a intelligent boy so i try my best. I like watching cartoon films, learning maths and physics... I have studied at university of technology after i graduated high school 4 months ago.In my country,If you want to earn more money and to be respected you will study...
    monkmin monkmin
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 7, 2013

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