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I Choose to Sleep Alone Because the One I Want Is Far Away

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    I Can Almost Feel Him

    well he's not that far away only like 30 mins away but he's far away from me in a way like were no where close to being together. It's like everytime i can almost feel him he disappears. At night my mind is constanly on him dreaming about us in the future, his warm body...
    sleepingangel sleepingangel 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2009

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    1000kms Apart

    But a connection the streches up the east coast of Australia. I'll sleep alone untill your always by my side. This is my promise to you.
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    I Dreamt About You Again Tonight..

    you are my whispering heart. when my soul cries your glow becomes my darkness's best friend. i have fear embedded in these old bones, a story is etched into my skeleton, i'm defying all laws of magic and science. you take this broken tale and make it into a song...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    Alone

    I sleep alone, I walk alone, I live alone...even with people all around me, I am alone.  Oddly, this gives me as much comfort as pain.  She lives, she is in my world, just far away. Comfort and pain.
    Leporid Leporid 56-60, M 3 Responses Mar 9, 2011

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    Choke Up.

        I sat outside this morning, coffee and cigarettes swelling beneath my fingers, legs extended, wrapped in nothing more than undies and a white singlet that clung to every curve. I am the epitome of every crash and burn romantic comedy I have ever seen. I...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 23, 2009

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    I Miss You More Everyday.

    Not having one to hold, but having you to hold onto. Sweet mingling of everything that just is. You leave breathless bullet holes of lust in my skin. Connecting, molding all mellow and warm, the arch of my back in the palm of your hand Kisses diminish to a tease, you sedate...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    Not Too Far Away Tho

                                                I sleep alone yes its...
    flourlady111 flourlady111 46-50, F 7 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    I miss my husband his

    so far away I miss how we use to have fun I miss his kiss his touches his hugs the way he made love to me oh how I wish he could hold me in his arms I want him so much
    FAIZAhadafow FAIZAhadafow 18-21, F May 16

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    Jason

    stars trail from the tips of my toes as i gently sew his shadow back in place, he flinches for a minute, see, touch is a foreign concept to a lost boy. man. soul. my own misguided fingertips trace his features, lacing themselves against the soft skin of his worn out face; for a...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2009

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    F 14 in Ohio who wants another or group to join her in running away. Message me for details
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    I feel like that that no one wants to love me I don't know why I'm a good guy I've never hit a woman or cheated but it seems like women just don't want a nice guy
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    How is it that no matter what happens, I come out wrong? My response is always the wrong one? whatever I say is the wrong thing? I always seem to be wrong. I don't know how I ended...
    1wishfulthinking 1wishfulthinking 41-45, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    No one cares to reach to me
    hppyismee hppyismee 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    Agh hurumf I need advice..
    Trblackjesus Trblackjesus 16-17, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I can't sleep tomorrow school starts for my kids, intermediate and junior high. Every first day of school I would drop my kids off and go have coffee with my mom. I have been doing...
    Missingyou81 Missingyou81 31-35, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    The man I love is in Morocco...I need him here with me :( I guess distance means it's not meant to be
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    It's funny how stress becomes so much that your instinct to run kicks in. Sometimes just want to run to the other side of the world and reinvent myself.
    Dobesir Dobesir 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Why do I want to be with M so bad? Is it because I really love her? Or is it just because I want something back that's been lost? Is this sadness even about her, or is about being...
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    Someone can ask me why I resent you so much but it's emotions that I've battled with for years. I know you didn't want me even when I was in my mothers womb... Then you brought us...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    Am I the only one that people don't get when it comes to this? A lot of people have been calling me to go out with them and I always refuse because I want to be alone for some time...
    geeklane geeklane 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    Every Thursday I am forced to go food shopping with my Fake Mother, a woman who is not even my real Mother. She is currently collecting my Social Security money from a disability...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    HeSetsMeOnFireAhh HeSetsMeOnFireAhh 36-40, F Aug 18

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    || Let's clear one thing up before I go into my story.... I am 21 and I do not want to become a mom right now nor the next 4 years. Why? Because my life is out of control right now...
    Loquesoy Loquesoy 18-21, F 7 Responses Aug 16

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    I have a rabbit and a blanket that I sleep with.. I used to have my boyfriend as well but we broke up so its just me again.. I get scared when I sleep alone and having my rabbit...
    Victoriaa95 Victoriaa95 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your love which both a tragedy and a remedy.. Your love that breathed me true colour of the dawn.. Your love that destroyed all...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 2 Responses Aug 15

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    ah...coming back to this group after I have left it long ago, but I do feel so alone, basically because almost everybody I love is far away, my siblings, my best friend, even my ex...
    Betruebnis Betruebnis 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 15

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    nudejersey nudejersey 41-45 Aug 13

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    Because, why not? Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. Answer: "the context and the suspected intention. She must" ... Wow. Speaking of context, where...
    Whobody Whobody 16-17, M Aug 13

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    Powerlesss Powerlesss 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    This morning I waved my boyfriend off to work and decided to try and get back to sleep, bad idea..I opened my eyes and looked to my left and tried to turn over, at that point I...
    paulalkayexo paulalkayexo 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 11

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