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I Choose to Sleep Alone Because the One I Want Is Far Away

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    I Dreamt About You Again Tonight..

    you are my whispering heart. when my soul cries your glow becomes my darkness's best friend. i have fear embedded in these old bones, a story is etched into my skeleton, i'm defying all laws of magic and science. you take this broken tale and make it into a song...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    Choke Up.

        I sat outside this morning, coffee and cigarettes swelling beneath my fingers, legs extended, wrapped in nothing more than undies and a white singlet that clung to every curve. I am the epitome of every crash and burn romantic comedy I have ever seen. I...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 23, 2009

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    I Can Almost Feel Him

    well he's not that far away only like 30 mins away but he's far away from me in a way like were no where close to being together. It's like everytime i can almost feel him he disappears. At night my mind is constanly on him dreaming about us in the future, his warm body...
    sleepingangel sleepingangel 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2009

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    Not Too Far Away Tho

                                                I sleep alone yes its...
    flourlady111 flourlady111 46-50, F 7 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    Jason

    stars trail from the tips of my toes as i gently sew his shadow back in place, he flinches for a minute, see, touch is a foreign concept to a lost boy. man. soul. my own misguided fingertips trace his features, lacing themselves against the soft skin of his worn out face; for a...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2009

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    1000kms Apart

    But a connection the streches up the east coast of Australia. I'll sleep alone untill your always by my side. This is my promise to you.
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    Alone

    I sleep alone, I walk alone, I live alone...even with people all around me, I am alone.  Oddly, this gives me as much comfort as pain.  She lives, she is in my world, just far away. Comfort and pain.
    Leporid Leporid 56-60, M 3 Responses Mar 9, 2011

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    I Miss You More Everyday.

    Not having one to hold, but having you to hold onto. Sweet mingling of everything that just is. You leave breathless bullet holes of lust in my skin. Connecting, molding all mellow and warm, the arch of my back in the palm of your hand Kisses diminish to a tease, you sedate...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    I want run away from everything and everyone. I want to leave in a quiet, peaceful place, read books, go out alone, drink coffee, listen to good music, be in bed all day, and be...
    bar206 bar206 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    I hate the life I live. If I could run away and live in the wild, far far away, it would be for the best.
    Music4Us Music4Us 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I just sit downstairs sometimes because I think, I don't even know what i think. It's not nice to be in my mothers company. If she ever is home all she does is play games on her...
    KidAgony KidAgony 18-21, F Sep 11

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    It’s strange that no one on EP has shared any similar experience. I am pretty sure there are many guys out there who were sent to boarding school. Girls, however, are very rarely...
    Kurecca Kurecca 22-25, M Sep 4

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    Sometimes I want leave and lead an adventurous life but am afraid to leave my mother alone. But I'm also afraid if I leave my experiences here would repeat where ever I go.
    Gian422 Gian422 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 13

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    Sounds like this could be bad but I want to go for it. Just send me a nude message and I'll send one back!
    cbrXX cbrXX 31-35, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    But, I'll probably have to get used to it. I have a new job that will require me to do a lot of travelling. Right now, I'm in big hotel room with two big beds and one little ole...
    ACraigNewman ACraigNewman 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 2

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    Oh unfortunately im too lazy to run aways ! But i want to do too
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    Life can just be too much sometimes. I am not trying to be a big baby, I would usually tell someone whining like I am to "suck it up and put your big girl panties on", but I am at...
    Brokentlk Brokentlk 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm tired of the life I live... I want to run away and start fresh...
    MindOfManyThoughts MindOfManyThoughts 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I live in America and the guy I like is now in Australia. Every day, we talk on skype or something, but I wish he was here with me or I was there with him. It's also really hard to...
    sanoflake sanoflake 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    I some times want to run and see what the world has to offer
    Gian422 Gian422 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    My job causes me to spend 3-4 days, including the weekend, in a hotel almost 300 miles from my significant other. I hate sleeping without him.
    belongelsewhere belongelsewhere 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I want to move to a new country and start all over again!!!
    bar206 bar206 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Over 5 men have asked me today alone.
    LittleStain LittleStain 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 18

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    All I want is to have some fun
    bud24 bud24 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    We were only together for 4 months. He's still the one I would go back to in a heart beat.
    makelovenotwarcraft makelovenotwarcraft 18-21, F Sep 2

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    I am hoping to find one nice mature woman for a mutually agreeable and satisfying relationship in the Philadelphia metropolitan area.
    donaldsterling donaldsterling 51-55, M Sep 18

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    I'm a guy that's well endowed and i like to show off. And if u like then send one back
    TexomaHornDog TexomaHornDog 18-21, M Sep 4

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    Massage me if you want to play
    Leighton4 Leighton4 18-21, M Sep 14

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    This is what I would love to do in my dreams and start all over again!
    xgirlyx xgirlyx 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    Aw, the bunnies are so cute!
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    I am in love with you baby... Can't stop thinking about you Joey 😍
    silvermoon9619 silvermoon9619 18-21, F Sep 2

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    I'm gonna leave my family soon to live with my boyfriend. My family doesn't know anything about it and I'm really scared to just leave and go To him. I actually don't know what to...
    manall123 manall123 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    When I listen to a song with my headphones on and I have a crush on the lead singer, I like it when I'm laying in bed so it feels like he's laying right next to me or behind me...
    Court24 Court24 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    It annoys me when people ask me to give them a photo and when I say no they throw a tantrum like a 5 year old and accuse me of being a guy. Where their logic is in that I have no...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 18

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    Lookin to swap and rate each other 1-10. I'm blonde guy. Very cute very hard. Message me
    TexomaHornDog TexomaHornDog 18-21, M Sep 4

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    Please forgive me if this post is extraordinarily long. I'm well aware that anyone out there shouldn't be asked to sit through this, but I would really appreciate it if someone did...
    jojo2450 jojo2450 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 4

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    Pushing People Away.Why do we push people away when it is against our nature as social creatures to do this? No one really prefers to be alone deep down yet at times we isolate...
    angelicsmiles angelicsmiles 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 9

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    I moved to a new school where I can't relate to people. I live in an apartment type dorms where I have 7 roommates, including the one I share the room with. 4 of the girls play...
    LonelyCollegeGirl LonelyCollegeGirl 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    What if you are just different then others? You see things then most other people do, the interests you have are not very common. You're age does not reflect how you behave and...
    TheChosenOne32 TheChosenOne32 22-25, M Sep 9

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    I constantly feel so lonely, out of place. I am almost always alone, my few close friends live far away and have their own lives, while mine stays the same. I have no one to hold...
    Pakalnute Pakalnute 22-25, F 9 Responses Sep 6

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    i had this friend that was always there for me no matter what but then one day everything changed when she told me that she was in love with me and wanted to be with me i wanted to...
    sky452 sky452 18-21, F Sep 12

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    I sent this to my mother figure a few weeks back. I push thru suicide for her. I don't want her hurt. But I'm starting to feel this way again. Am I wrong for feeling this way...
    anonymouss2014 anonymouss2014 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    I am a firm believer that you should never say "I love you" unless you mean it. When I said those three words to him it wasn't in a romantic loving way, I didn't say some little...
    victoriagalanis victoriagalanis 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I hate it, I hate this feeling so much. Don't call me or text me, I do not want to speak to you. There is nothing to "work out" when everything has already been said. Hearing your...
    illiy illiy 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    I just like this guy so much. I love every single thing about him, and I know he may not be the most handsome guy in the world, but he is just perfect to me. I like him so much it...
    xdropsofjupiter xdropsofjupiter 18-21, F Sep 8

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    I'm not being funny, I know I'm ugly and I'm fat, but I am kind, I am compassionate and caring. I will always be there for a friend, and should I get a boyfriend I will always...
    goldenlord52 goldenlord52 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 17

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    No one really wanted to be alone and yet most of us live in such a way that ends up making us feel exactly like that. We push the people who cares about us the most and embrace...
    yiskah yiskah 18-21 Sep 5

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    I am not a person that gets easily depressed and lonely. People call me happy and cheerful, someone who can brighten their day and I think that I have this ability to stay...
    mayapii mayapii 18-21, F 2 Responses