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I Choose to Sleep Alone Because the One I Want Is Far Away

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    Alone

    I sleep alone, I walk alone, I live alone...even with people all around me, I am alone.  Oddly, this gives me as much comfort as pain.  She lives, she is in my world, just far away. Comfort and pain.
    Leporid Leporid 56-60, M 3 Responses Mar 9, 2011

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    I Can Almost Feel Him

    well he's not that far away only like 30 mins away but he's far away from me in a way like were no where close to being together. It's like everytime i can almost feel him he disappears. At night my mind is constanly on him dreaming about us in the future, his warm body...
    sleepingangel sleepingangel 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2009

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    Not Too Far Away Tho

                                                I sleep alone yes its...
    flourlady111 flourlady111 46-50, F 7 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    1000kms Apart

    But a connection the streches up the east coast of Australia. I'll sleep alone untill your always by my side. This is my promise to you.
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    Jason

    stars trail from the tips of my toes as i gently sew his shadow back in place, he flinches for a minute, see, touch is a foreign concept to a lost boy. man. soul. my own misguided fingertips trace his features, lacing themselves against the soft skin of his worn out face; for a...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2009

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    I Dreamt About You Again Tonight..

    you are my whispering heart. when my soul cries your glow becomes my darkness's best friend. i have fear embedded in these old bones, a story is etched into my skeleton, i'm defying all laws of magic and science. you take this broken tale and make it into a song...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    I Miss You More Everyday.

    Not having one to hold, but having you to hold onto. Sweet mingling of everything that just is. You leave breathless bullet holes of lust in my skin. Connecting, molding all mellow and warm, the arch of my back in the palm of your hand Kisses diminish to a tease, you sedate...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    Choke Up.

        I sat outside this morning, coffee and cigarettes swelling beneath my fingers, legs extended, wrapped in nothing more than undies and a white singlet that clung to every curve. I am the epitome of every crash and burn romantic comedy I have ever seen. I...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 23, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    It all started when i was 11 i went to Guatemala to visit my family, when i met this cute kid one year older then me, we hung out a lot since he lived next door to my grandmas...
    Siomara Siomara 18-21 Jul 7

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    Over the years I've built these walls up so incredibly high so no one could figure me out. It's been like that for years. You walked right into my life and turned it upside down...
    TheCunylinguist TheCunylinguist 41-45, F Jul 2

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    i hate everything around me ,i feel so depressed and sad here i want to move as far away as possible i want to start a new life with my own choices there is so many places where i...
    opentalk opentalk 18-21, F Jul 16

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    So at the end of May of this year I was retrenched, and being a single Mom, I had no idea what to do or really where to start as there are car, school, rent payments - to mention a...
    Lisinda Lisinda 31-35, F Jul 17

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    It's always the same. They talk to me and say they'll never hate me, they'll never leave me. But within a week they're no where to be seen. No one wants to put up with me. You can...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Yes I do I want to because when I'm alone I feel like there's no one to hurt me and I can't hurt anyone. I can't trust people because I've always had people in my life that hurt me...
    Coolman1222 Coolman1222 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    I do things because I need to, I have to.. Well most of it.. I try my best in it.. I try to evaluate myself every day before I go to sleep.. I persuade my heart to forgive, to let...
    9thguy 9thguy 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    I've done some researches on what my family is really doing to me. And I've found out that I'm sort of being "human trafficked". Where my dad has all my documents and / or papers...
    Masquerade91 Masquerade91 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    I'm in love with somebody who is also my best friend. We have known each other for a year, and we have even dated before. He says he loves me too. We have a very strong...
    maddyshay maddyshay 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    So I like this guy who lives in Germany, but he's Russian. I live in Greece and he has family in my country. We started talking on Facebook because I found him by accident. He had...
    athenakats athenakats 18-21, F Jul 9

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    I shear a bed with my best female friend sometimes and I I can't sleep with out her next to me now I feel so alone and unwanted
    hornyharry123 hornyharry123 22-25, M Jul 14

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    I'm alone most days in this house. I don't have many friends because they moved away after we graduated. I am stuck here doing the same things everyday, like a robot. But unlike a...
    DiamondNikki12 DiamondNikki12 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I want to leave where I am. I am miserable here and want a new start. I would like to gather a group of people who also wish to leave. I think this will make it easier and better...
    Donnelly2 Donnelly2 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I think I should just run away I'm beg beggining to feel numb to every this just somebody teach me how to live swiftly?????
    killerinstinke killerinstinke 13-15, F 23 hrs ago

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    So there is this guy who live in Indiana, and I knew him for about 4 or 5 years, and I want to be with him, but it seems like I can only get him to talk to me once in a while. It...
    Icephoenix90 Icephoenix90 22-25, M Jul 15

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    I feel like I'm in prison or something. yes, I know my parents are just looking out for me and stuff but its like I'm a little kid to them. I'm a young woman, I can think for...
    CrownedWithLaurel CrownedWithLaurel 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    I'm always where everybody expects me to be. I want change, badly. I would like to just go off somewhere and make others wonder about me for once. Take me serious, understand how...
    strawberry38 strawberry38 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I met a guy at a concert 4 years ago. He was awesome we spent 3 days together over the weekend at the shows. When he left we exchanged emails because he lives in Canada and I live...
    Rissa1987 Rissa1987 26-30, F 21 hrs ago

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    I fell in love with the guy of my dreams. I've fought every single day to keep him, my parents hated him and nothing I did changed their minds... So he left, he went into the...
    MEGANELIZABETH716 MEGANELIZABETH716 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    There will be a time in life where you just have to accept it. I believe it's that time for me. I'm nearly 26 years old and while I'm always around people, I am alone. They don't...
    JudeLeDude JudeLeDude 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    So when I was born my mom was best friends with the family next door and around the time I was born their youngest son was born too we are the same age. We where BFF"s since birth...
    MatildaBlack MatildaBlack 13-15, F Jul 7

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    I love you babe, no matter how far we are from each other I'll always love you :D
    kieran456 kieran456 13-15, M 3 Responses Jul 20

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    I really want to move to Boston. No reason in particular, I just feel like I'm meant to be there.
    Maq98 Maq98 16-17, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    sleepy sleepyyy tryna stay awakeeeeeeeeeeee
    miszbrittneyy miszbrittneyy 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    I fell in love in Guatemala with my childhood crush . We both no each other a lot but i have a boyfriend who treats my so bad every time i try to break up with him he makes me feel...
    Siomara Siomara 18-21 1 Response Jul 8

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    8 years ago I was living with my dad in Venezuela , he was really violent , he used to hit me and my sister all the time, my mom said she send us to live with him because she was...
    Vonnefaneyte Vonnefaneyte 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I'm home alone and can do anything. Anyone up for some truth or dare?
    abbyseaney abbyseaney 16-17, T a week ago

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    I don't understand why people think it's cocky when you like your own body? Do they want you to hate it and gripe all the time? Why can't people just be happy?
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    They don't. And I mean friends, family, ect. I'm not as worried about not having boys after me or wanting to talk to me. I just want to be some bodies one person they want around...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I am extremely attracted to this wonderful girl I met on EP only to find she lives on the other side of the planet. I finally found someone to spend time with, to share my feelings...
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M 5 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Don't let me die here there must be something more
    killerinstinke killerinstinke 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I am so freaking stupid...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 9 Responses Jun 30

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    Anyone up for a chat :) clean or flirty
    murgy murgy 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 3

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    By anyone I mean women, sry dudes.
    Poopoohead17 Poopoohead17 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Why would they? I'm not nice to look at at all and when I open my mouth, everything wrong comes out or nothing at all.
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    4:27 can't sleep listening to music😴😎: 🎶🎵tyga Far Away🎶🎵....if I only he finally realized what this song was saying 😑😒
    XFallingAngelX XFallingAngelX 16-17, F Jul 16

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    I'm 20 years old virgin never had a job, i go to college and i don't know who am i. my years in elementary and middle school, and high school, and now in college, was being the shy...
    spicybuddha101 spicybuddha101 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    If you exist God, I just want to say thanks. Thanks for bringing me into this world an awkward only child that is so alone he slowly goes insane. The type of mental development...
    Unnkn0wn Unnkn0wn 22-25, M Jul 2

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    I am stronger because of all I've been through... I was 16 when everything happened. It all seemed to snowball honestly. I had been home sick with the flu. I was staying at my...
    Ginnty Ginnty 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 10