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I Choose to Sleep Alone Because the One I Want Is Far Away

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    I Can Almost Feel Him

    well he's not that far away only like 30 mins away but he's far away from me in a way like were no where close to being together. It's like everytime i can almost feel him he disappears. At night my mind is constanly on him dreaming about us in the future, his warm body...
    sleepingangel sleepingangel 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2009

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    I Dreamt About You Again Tonight..

    you are my whispering heart. when my soul cries your glow becomes my darkness's best friend. i have fear embedded in these old bones, a story is etched into my skeleton, i'm defying all laws of magic and science. you take this broken tale and make it into a song...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    Jason

    stars trail from the tips of my toes as i gently sew his shadow back in place, he flinches for a minute, see, touch is a foreign concept to a lost boy. man. soul. my own misguided fingertips trace his features, lacing themselves against the soft skin of his worn out face; for a...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2009

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    I Miss You More Everyday.

    Not having one to hold, but having you to hold onto. Sweet mingling of everything that just is. You leave breathless bullet holes of lust in my skin. Connecting, molding all mellow and warm, the arch of my back in the palm of your hand Kisses diminish to a tease, you sedate...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    Choke Up.

        I sat outside this morning, coffee and cigarettes swelling beneath my fingers, legs extended, wrapped in nothing more than undies and a white singlet that clung to every curve. I am the epitome of every crash and burn romantic comedy I have ever seen. I...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 23, 2009

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    Not Too Far Away Tho

                                                I sleep alone yes its...
    flourlady111 flourlady111 46-50, F 7 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    1000kms Apart

    But a connection the streches up the east coast of Australia. I'll sleep alone untill your always by my side. This is my promise to you.
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    Alone

    I sleep alone, I walk alone, I live alone...even with people all around me, I am alone.  Oddly, this gives me as much comfort as pain.  She lives, she is in my world, just far away. Comfort and pain.
    Leporid Leporid 56-60, M 3 Responses Mar 9, 2011

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    well.... sometimes I wish he was far away.... so then i could at least see him and talk to him sometimes... but where he is... I cant talk to him... well I can talk to him but he...
    Slothislife Slothislife 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 2

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    It's just so odd now. I spend many nights with my boyfriend, laying next to him and waking up to him playing with my hair. Sleeping alone is so weird because I can't sleep the...
    Sxculent Sxculent 18-21, F Feb 6

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    Far away Total solitude Skies are blue, peace resides The soul feels free, to the very depths To breathe, feel, and think Clarity is so brightly received, looking out of...
    SecretEscape SecretEscape 36-40, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    i love this guy. but we hv never met n he lives so far away. i don't even know how tats possible. but as we chat skype n call...the bond builds stronger. It has been over 3 mths...
    AyahyaMma AyahyaMma 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    It seems everyone I get along with, everyone who doesn't judge me or use me is so far away! I'd love to hang around with my friends, but they all live in the US and I'm stuck in...
    SeleneaVenette SeleneaVenette 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I like this guy. Live far away. Whenever we speak on the phone or skype, we make each other laugh. I think he's the only guy I can talk to without having a sexual convo. We did...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F Feb 2

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    I always stay up late to avoid sleeping. Sleeping gives me bad dreams that I constantly wake up from. I hate waking up at 3 am afraid and alone. I go back to sleep and it's just...
    acorn288 acorn288 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I don't get why people are so big on sleeping in the same bed. A lot of little compromises must always be made in a relationship, but why compromise on a good night's sleep in your...
    oneawkwardcactus oneawkwardcactus 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    http://youtu.be/zjbyzO9RK5w guns and roses- ain't it fun. Want to know my life right now. This song says it all.
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M Feb 21

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    I love friends in other states and cities because you can visit them and know the city better. Also you become more interesting that way. Plus who doesn't want a mysterious online...
    luciddreamstate luciddreamstate 18-21, M Feb 10

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    My best friend in all of the world...pen and paper...key board and screen....I talk, I share, but no one really understands....so I write, it is the only thing that listens...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    i have no friends and no one wans to talk to me so im really really lonely and depressed :'(
    jamesb22 jamesb22 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    Many young women today are a bit tired of the usual relationships that they have with men of their age. This is why it is no surprise nowadays that we see a lot of Younger Women...
    celinecc11 celinecc11 26-30, F Feb 2

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    Missing my best friend. All I know is ..life wouldn't still be **** if we lived in the same town...or country, at least. F U, distance!!! You can't hold us back forever >:(
    Bethstar Bethstar 26-30, F Feb 3

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    you might as well be on the moon. 🌘
    MissRage MissRage 18-21, F Feb 9

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    I wish my ep friends lived closer to me... We would be able to get together for a coffee...lunch or dinner. We would be able to chat face to face and not rely on ep... slw
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F Feb 10

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    I'm not fat,but fat people should just be treated equally as everyone else and not looked down upon on.
    Maddhatter131 Maddhatter131 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 7

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    If I were the last girl on earth guys would go homosexual before they even think of considering me.
    reesespeices reesespeices 18-21, F Feb 7

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    I have friends and people say I'm cute but at the end of the day no guy has ever made a move to try and date me I just don't know what to do about that it's starting to make me...
    bemmie bemmie 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    email me for fun at adamprice150@gmail.com
    dirtyyoungster dirtyyoungster 18-21, M Feb 10

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    Anyone wanna exchange pics
    Jmm110 Jmm110 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    The Princess and Her Adventures with her Knight Once upon a time in a kingdom very far away, there lived a beautiful, blonde and intelligent princess. She was raised by her...
    princess0541 princess0541 26-30, F Feb 22

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    I wish she was contious enough to see he wasn't for her I wish that she loved me more than him I wish that she wouldn't put me in delicate situations I wish that this relationship...
    elior elior 18-21, T Feb 5

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    Omg, I thought that I was the only one who felt this way. I too grew up in Bklyn,NY and still have family there, but now as a parent it's not the same . I remember living...
    0intimacy 0intimacy 46-50, F 5 Responses Feb 17

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    This is a letter for my counselor. I see her tomorrow. Blood drips from my wrists. But I feel no pain. No physical pain anyway. It only temporarily numbs my emotional pain. The...
    kellezia kellezia 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    I ****** up. I'm ******* up. I'm continuing to **** up. And I don't know how to change. I've held a steady job now (and I'm actually doing pretty well) but my grades are in the...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    I'm planning on dropping my current life and starting over in a tiny town in the Canadian wilderness. I'm burned out by life. I have to go away if I'm going to preserve myself...
    Undeadly Undeadly 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    But I struggle to see that anything is really worth it. WARNING: DEPRESSING STORY AHEAD, WISHING FOR POSITIVITY IN ANSWERS PLEASE ;) I mean, on the plus, I see a guy at work...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    The thing is, it is a fact, not just a feeling. I am alone. My friends & family are far away. I don't know a soul here to do anything or even just nothing with. I am alone with...
    gypsystar gypsystar 46-50, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    1. I don't sleep with pillows. I will ball a blanket up and use it before I use a pillow 2. I won't leave the house without earrings, chap stick, & gum 3. I'm not actually a...
    BeautySpeaks BeautySpeaks 18-21, F Feb 9

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    These are the lyrics of a song I wrote about my relationship with a woman I met here on EP. She wrote many many stories on EP and it was only through those stories and a lot of...
    bornfem bornfem 56-60 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Ive been feeling alone a lot these days. I don't have many friends, I have a tiny family, and single. I met a guy on here a while ago that I love but he lives so far away. He's...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F Feb 4

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    As far back as I can remember I have always showed an interest in doing female things. It all started when I was really young (about 3rd or 4th grade, he was a grade older than me...
    katielove43 katielove43 18-21, T 1 Response Feb 18

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    I wish I could die right now. I swear it's the only way I can be happy. I have read these lines some where- "perhaps all pleasures are just reliefs". I want an immediate relief...
    blasphemy666 blasphemy666 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    1) I'm 22 but I don't know how to grow up. 2) I like dogs way more than people. 3) Three weeks ago I went to the SPCA and fell in love with a dog, adopted her, and thirty minutes...
    mradaroni mradaroni 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Quite a challenge! Here it goes: 1. laughing, 2. being kind to others, 3. forgiving, 4. spending time with my daughter, 5. skiing, 6. enjoying the sun of a winter day up in the...
    Archou Archou 36-40, F Feb 13

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    My husband doesn't seem to care. Always preoccupied with his hobbies and interests. Always boasting on social media about his successes, but his posts are never about me or the...
    Alone1980 Alone1980 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I feel alone. Not because I don't have anyone around. No. I have a lot of friends, a boyfriend, and a huge family. I feel alone because I don't know anyone like me. Like, not many...
    LostandFading LostandFading 18-21, F 4 Responses 8 hrs ago

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