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I Choose to Sleep Alone Because the One I Want Is Far Away

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    I miss my husband his

    so far away I miss how we use to have fun I miss his kiss his touches his hugs the way he made love to me oh how I wish he could hold me in his arms I want him so much
    FAIZAhadafow FAIZAhadafow 18-21, F May 16

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    Choke Up.

        I sat outside this morning, coffee and cigarettes swelling beneath my fingers, legs extended, wrapped in nothing more than undies and a white singlet that clung to every curve. I am the epitome of every crash and burn romantic comedy I have ever seen. I...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 23, 2009

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    I Dreamt About You Again Tonight..

    you are my whispering heart. when my soul cries your glow becomes my darkness's best friend. i have fear embedded in these old bones, a story is etched into my skeleton, i'm defying all laws of magic and science. you take this broken tale and make it into a song...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    Not Too Far Away Tho

                                                I sleep alone yes its...
    flourlady111 flourlady111 46-50, F 7 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    1000kms Apart

    But a connection the streches up the east coast of Australia. I'll sleep alone untill your always by my side. This is my promise to you.
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    I Miss You More Everyday.

    Not having one to hold, but having you to hold onto. Sweet mingling of everything that just is. You leave breathless bullet holes of lust in my skin. Connecting, molding all mellow and warm, the arch of my back in the palm of your hand Kisses diminish to a tease, you sedate...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    I Can Almost Feel Him

    well he's not that far away only like 30 mins away but he's far away from me in a way like were no where close to being together. It's like everytime i can almost feel him he disappears. At night my mind is constanly on him dreaming about us in the future, his warm body...
    sleepingangel sleepingangel 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2009

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    Alone

    I sleep alone, I walk alone, I live alone...even with people all around me, I am alone.  Oddly, this gives me as much comfort as pain.  She lives, she is in my world, just far away. Comfort and pain.
    Leporid Leporid 56-60, M 3 Responses Mar 9, 2011

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    Jason

    stars trail from the tips of my toes as i gently sew his shadow back in place, he flinches for a minute, see, touch is a foreign concept to a lost boy. man. soul. my own misguided fingertips trace his features, lacing themselves against the soft skin of his worn out face; for a...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2009

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