I Choose to Sleep Alone Because the One I Want Is Far Away

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    my long distance boyfriend is coming up

    for a visit this weekend and I am so excited. this is the last time I have to say goodbye to him because in November he will be moving in with me :) <3
    Beyondie Beyondie
    22-25, F
    Oct 30, 2015


    I sleep alone, I walk alone, I live alone...even with people all around me, I am alone.  Oddly, this gives me as much comfort as pain.  She lives, she is in my world, just far away. Comfort and pain.
    Leporid Leporid
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Mar 9, 2011

    I Dreamt About You Again Tonight..

    you are my whispering heart. when my soul cries your glow becomes my darkness's best friend. i have fear embedded in these old bones, a story is etched into my skeleton, i'm defying all laws of magic and science. you take this broken tale and make it into a song...
    Flicksy Flicksy
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Aug 2, 2009

    Choke Up.

        I sat outside this morning, coffee and cigarettes swelling beneath my fingers, legs extended, wrapped in nothing more than undies and a white singlet that clung to every curve. I am the epitome of every crash and burn romantic comedy I have ever seen. I...
    Flicksy Flicksy
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jul 23, 2009

    You're exactly 1,443 miles away from me.

    It's been over a year since we've seen each other, and even though we've just recently been dating, it feels like we've been together all this time. I can't wait for the day I get to wrap my arms around you once again. We've hugged before, but it was different. Back then, you...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 10, 2016

    Not Too Far Away Tho

                                                I sleep alone yes its...
    flourlady111 flourlady111
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Jul 7, 2009


    stars trail from the tips of my toes as i gently sew his shadow back in place, he flinches for a minute, see, touch is a foreign concept to a lost boy. man. soul. my own misguided fingertips trace his features, lacing themselves against the soft skin of his worn out face; for a...
    Flicksy Flicksy
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 18, 2009

    1000kms Apart

    But a connection the streches up the east coast of Australia. I'll sleep alone untill your always by my side. This is my promise to you.
    Flicksy Flicksy
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 7, 2009

    I Miss You More Everyday.

    Not having one to hold, but having you to hold onto. Sweet mingling of everything that just is. You leave breathless bullet holes of lust in my skin. Connecting, molding all mellow and warm, the arch of my back in the palm of your hand Kisses diminish to a tease, you sedate...
    Flicksy Flicksy
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 16, 2009

    all I want is one night.

    just one night where I can fall asleep feeling his arms around me.
    submissiveboyy submissiveboyy
    18-21, T
    Jan 23, 2016

    I miss my husband his

    so far away I miss how we use to have fun I miss his kiss his touches his hugs the way he made love to me oh how I wish he could hold me in his arms I want him so much
    FAIZAhadafow FAIZAhadafow
    18-21, F
    May 16, 2015
    deleted deleted
    Apr 8, 2016

    I Can Almost Feel Him

    well he's not that far away only like 30 mins away but he's far away from me in a way like were no where close to being together. It's like everytime i can almost feel him he disappears. At night my mind is constanly on him dreaming about us in the future, his warm body...
    sleepingangel sleepingangel
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 29, 2009
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