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I Choose to Sleep Alone Because the One I Want Is Far Away

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 517 People

    I Can Almost Feel Him

    well he's not that far away only like 30 mins away but he's far away from me in a way like were no where close to being together. It's like everytime i can almost feel him he disappears. At night my mind is constanly on him dreaming about us in the future, his warm body...
    sleepingangel sleepingangel 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2009

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    Not Too Far Away Tho

                                                I sleep alone yes its...
    flourlady111 flourlady111 46-50, F 7 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    I Miss You More Everyday.

    Not having one to hold, but having you to hold onto. Sweet mingling of everything that just is. You leave breathless bullet holes of lust in my skin. Connecting, molding all mellow and warm, the arch of my back in the palm of your hand Kisses diminish to a tease, you sedate...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    1000kms Apart

    But a connection the streches up the east coast of Australia. I'll sleep alone untill your always by my side. This is my promise to you.
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    I Dreamt About You Again Tonight..

    you are my whispering heart. when my soul cries your glow becomes my darkness's best friend. i have fear embedded in these old bones, a story is etched into my skeleton, i'm defying all laws of magic and science. you take this broken tale and make it into a song...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    Choke Up.

        I sat outside this morning, coffee and cigarettes swelling beneath my fingers, legs extended, wrapped in nothing more than undies and a white singlet that clung to every curve. I am the epitome of every crash and burn romantic comedy I have ever seen. I...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 23, 2009

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    Alone

    I sleep alone, I walk alone, I live alone...even with people all around me, I am alone.  Oddly, this gives me as much comfort as pain.  She lives, she is in my world, just far away. Comfort and pain.
    Leporid Leporid 56-60, M 3 Responses Mar 9, 2011

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    He 4000 miles away haven't seen him in 9 months

    is it bad it annoys me when other girls complain about there boyfriend and they live 4 mins away from each other and see each other every other day and when all I can see is him on a little screen
    alexbojan alexbojan 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Jason

    stars trail from the tips of my toes as i gently sew his shadow back in place, he flinches for a minute, see, touch is a foreign concept to a lost boy. man. soul. my own misguided fingertips trace his features, lacing themselves against the soft skin of his worn out face; for a...
    Flicksy Flicksy 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2009

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    Separate beds My boyfriend is a super light sleeper and his body also twitches a lot. He tosses & turns, overheats and just can't sleep. So He sleeps in another bed. I respect...
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    So tired of this empty bed Waking up in the middle of the night alone Wanting so bad to feel the warmth of a body Laying close to me and hearing them breath So sick of turning to...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 10

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    i just want to run and keep running and not look back just run intel im free and far away from everything and everyone
    Becca1369 Becca1369 13-15, F Jan 2

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    no one wants me plz be a hero to the world and kill me msg me for my adress
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 7 hrs ago

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    realizing all of a sudden that you have lost so many important people in your life slowly is probably one of the most painfullest things ever. there were memories, insiders...
    unknownana unknownana 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    I have a good life. It's just... I really want to experience life. I want to see everything, and get away from this rut. I'm not going to though, because I would hurt the people...
    juuuuuulia37 juuuuuulia37 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    This is what I felt months ago when I had my depression. But I realized few points: 1. It is a big LIE! by Satan. Do not ever fall for it. You are not Alone. Maybe you are just too...
    codeyellow codeyellow 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    i wanna run free to a jungle or whatever just countain no one i dont know what the hell happends with me my life .. i was much happy a stom accurs and all things fed away ... it...
    Desier Desier 16-17, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I deserve no sympathy. I deserve not to love or be loved. I deserve to be alone. I've one mistakes in the past with my ex that I could never forgive myself for. I've hit her before...
    lostloveangel lostloveangel 18-21, M Jan 3

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    I am 24, male named mark. I'm looking for women 20-35. Who would leave right now for Alaska frontier or Australia. This is not one of those statements some one says but really...
    MarkymarkCSA1861 MarkymarkCSA1861 22-25, F Jan 10

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    Sleeping with me is like sleeping on a bed of nails, something will be poking you all damn night ;)
    TheVisualist TheVisualist 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    anyone in usa wann run away let's team up
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M Jan 16

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    If all goes well and everything plays smoothly, then I won't be here by the end of the summer... But I doubt everything will go smoothly... Because nothing goes right with me...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    I had a few best friends but then they moved away, one to Colorado and one to Japan. We have drifted apart now and when they are in town they don't even reach out to me.
    funnyquirky funnyquirky 36-40, M Jan 7

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    This is why I sleep with my dog on the bed, she often moves to put her head on the pillow and curl up with me ☺️ otherwise I had the cold, loneliness of an empty bed 😔
    Markybubbb Markybubbb 18-21, M Jan 10

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    Many nights (like tonight) I avoid going to bed because it is empty and cold, like my love life. Divorced: dumped from her house, her life, her kids and her desire for someone else...
    brknheart2 brknheart2 61-65, M 1 Response Jan 13

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    I want to go someplace where they don't even know my face. I want to move away from my past and let it rot.
    sweetiebomb sweetiebomb 22-25 Jan 16

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    Mostly can't get to sleep at all unless my Husband is in the bed with me.
    NPMEE NPMEE 31-35, F Jan 18

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    Is there some kind of clause in the EP membership rules that I didn't see? Because there seems to be a rule that says, if you find someone on EP that you connect with, they must be...
    SinCitySinDee SinCitySinDee 66-70, M 6 Responses a week ago

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    Dear you, I may be thousands of miles away but you're still in my thoughts... slw
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F Jan 6

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    I love the rain. The shards of broken glass on the pavement and the metallic gloss of the city. The bruised sky and the melancholy. A pained clarity is evoked and the vertigo is...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 11

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    I honestly feel like there isn't one person who would miss me. I just want there to be someone to love me that I can love. but there isn't. I feel lost. empty. I want someone to be...
    neverlandscars neverlandscars 18-21, F Jan 17

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    For now, this would have to do: I'll lay on my side hugging my pillow tight and imagine (and panic) on how I'm going to give you tje best hug when I pick you up from the airport...
    Alyeskaa Alyeskaa 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    Last night my mom told me "**** your feelings" over and over after she asked how I feel about the situation. I just don't know how to feel anymore now that I know even the woman...
    Vickypearl Vickypearl 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I noticed that people never talk to me unless they want a favor. it's like they can never talk me or like my photos on instagram. and when I ask them too they say their busy but...
    Sladetgx57 Sladetgx57 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    One day, this will all end. And I will greet death as an old friend and leave this rotting husk we call life behind. I don't care if there is a heaven or hell or nothing after this...
    coleslayer coleslayer 26-30 1 Response Jan 19

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    I want di ck pics and I will give you a pic in return
    dickpicksonly dickpicksonly 22-25, F 9 Responses Jan 10

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    i want to chat and have a little bit of fun;)
    abab23 abab23 18-21, M Jan 17

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    I'm just tired of everything. Tired of waking up everyday wishing I'd stayed asleep. Going through the days using every bit of my strength just to fake it to make it. I AM TIRED...
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    Wish i had someone i loved to cuddle with me. Get me through these cold nights
    candywave candywave 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    Everyone I find awesome seems to be in a different country than me D; Y u do dis life? 😂💔✌
    AlexisOwO AlexisOwO 16-17, F 14 Responses Jan 18

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    i met a girl online..fell inlove with her.. but it seems like she's a catfish..i don't know what to do.. :/
    xyxyran xyxyran 26-30, T 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    "Sometimes its not that someone doesnt care about you, it is just that you care too much about them. Sometimes its not that someone is ignoring you, it is just that you have too...
    rainsnducks rainsnducks 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    would any girls like to trade? I have pics of myself and my girl if you would like to trade
    Eli7563 Eli7563 18-21, M Jan 18

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    Message me please cx mostly into girls
    toridg7 toridg7 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Message me? I like younger and older women, younger guys
    wimforlife wimforlife 18-21, M 5 days ago

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