and to want to seek death. By most measures doing well. I'm 25, I'm educated, and have a good job that I enjoy. Still, since childhood, I've had suicidal thoughts. I'm pretty sure I'm either incredibly weak or that I have some sort of personality disorder. I'm really social so...
I've wept and cried so many times
The only thing that is left is a smile from time to time
I wanna scream, I can't take it anymore
People don't understand, they make my heart sore
There's just so much pressure
Sometimes too much peer pressure
Oh, Lord, take me away
To a place...
EVERY WEEK.I WOULD NOT DO IT, I HAVE TO STICK AROUND I AM NEEDED.BUT SADLY ,THE THOUGHT OF ESCAPING THE PAIN OFTHE DESOLATION OF LONELINESS,THE INCESSANT TUMULT,THE EMOTIONAL/PHYSICAL MALAISE IS SOMETIMES EXTREMELY ALLURING.
i believe in reincarnation so for this reason and the beliefs of such i cannot commit suicide because that means i haven't learned the lesson i came here to learn this time. however, sometimes i feel so off of my path that the only way to correct anything is to hit the " do...