mentally i need to stay numb.
with little support and no sleep,
how can i think so clearly?
im not ready to lay my head down..
keeping myself moving.
destroying this body you see before you.
dull this sense of realization.
make me blind like the rest.
.. If I thought they even cared. I'm doing better for myself, that's all that really matters. I'm finally accepting this. Moving on has never felt so good. My body is thanking me with energy I thought I had lost. Love yourself because no one else could do better. Seriously.