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I Could Hurt Many Lives With the Secrets I Hold

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    Oh Boy, Could I!

    hi sweets! just checking out some of the groups you started. wow, could i **** some peoples' worlds! but i know what it's like to have someone betray you. i'll carry other people's stuff to my grave.             ...
    sisipamprsboi sisipamprsboi 41-45, M 1 Response May 2, 2009

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    The Hidden Mechanics Of The World

    Since I am on the world, I wanted to know how the world worked. I think now, I know enough about it, and sometimes I think, I know to much about it. The thing is, if I tell them or not, the thoughts are leaving my head and people receive them. One of the secrets I discovered..
    ikem ikem 22-25, M Dec 28, 2011

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    Love Remains Unspoken

    for Angel memories there is only one thing to say about love and to many about hate that will turn our hearts to coals and our souls to ashes. sometimes if you looked into her eyes you could see the waves of dreams crashing on the sand and you would think it obscure that even...
    MoonFlower28 MoonFlower28 16-17, F Nov 10, 2012

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    Today I found out that whilst my ex's woman was

    away - whom he was already in a relationship with, he gave the dog to the next door neighbour whilst he was having sex with me. I remember him saying "my neighbour dog the chiwawa never stops barking !" ......they have a chiwawa dog.
    Kittyissad Kittyissad 41-45 Apr 25, 2014

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    Mainly From Employment

    I am very discrete and always will keep those secrets But in the case of past employers, through old contacts in my journalism, there are many secrets that I held but never published as basically was nothing in my interest nor interest to the actual story I was at the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 21, 2009

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    He Who Had An Affair

    If the wife of my ex-bf knew the extent of the affair he had with me, she'd dump him... How he convinced me they were over, that she was overseas and that they supposedly weren't on speaking terms (when in fact I doubt now she was overseas at all).... how he led...
    IndigoPeachblossom IndigoPeachblossom 36-40, F Mar 21, 2009

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    So Much.....inside.

      I  hold so much inside.    So many things to tell people, my sister about how her husband gave me downers when I was 14 and screwed me in my parents living room when they came to visit.  While she slept in my room he came out and F^cked me on the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 21, 2009

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    On my way to the big house

    i feel because of what i have i should be alone for the rest of my life.i have no problems with being alone forever-i plan on finding a place with a homeless shelter nearby so i can start being alone.i am going to jail on the 14nth because ive been set-up by who is now my ex-gf...
    hossboss123 hossboss123 18-21 5 Responses Feb 6, 2013

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    Oh Defintely

     so many secrets, so many worlds i could f.uck up. the list just goes on. but i will never tell them to anyone//betray anyone i knew. i have been betrayed before by a friend an that sh*t sucks! 
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    Oh I Could, Maybe I Will

    At first glance at me you would think nothing much. I wear all black, black jeans, black sweatshirt, black shoes, and a black hat. So most people think of me as an Emo which I guess I could sort of be considered, but not a cutter. I am not talking about the experiences that I...
    DevinTimes2 DevinTimes2 18-21, M Feb 2, 2013

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    Cant Say a Word

    If I told somebody I know what I know it would shatter their dreams and plans. Thats why cant say anything because its better that they don't know what I know. what i know its filled with cheating, betrayal & befriending etc..these friends hang so close to this person and...
    freeflowing freeflowing 26-30, M 2 Responses May 26, 2009

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    Strictly Confidential...

    There's something to that. If somebody trusts you like that, you honour their wishes. Simple respect in friendship is one thing I must insist on. *HUGS y'all* Bygones n all that jazz.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F Mar 22, 2009

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    Well...

    One life, I could shatter right now.  My guilty conscience has never screamed this loudly!
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 22, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I'd love to be despite to go and be told no!!! I want to be forced to hold
    livingontheedge21 livingontheedge21 18-21, T 32 mins ago

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    why would this holding the door thing offend any one? yes you can hold the door yourself but if someone else wanted to do that than you should be thankful for it. not "womeN aND...
    darklotus01 darklotus01 13-15, T 1 hr ago

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    I don't get offended.... in fact I am appreciative when anyone holds the door open for me..... it is considered common courtesy.
    ifyoucare65 ifyoucare65 46-50, F 1 hr ago

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    i just saw him and already i miss him so. bleh how did i end up here.. i was only looking for a friend and he became much more then that within seconds of talking. He has one of...
    learellie learellie 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    "But you can't shut everyone out. I mean you have to have someone to love... someone to hold on to... someone..."
    TheUltimateCrazyCatLady TheUltimateCrazyCatLady 22-25, F 5 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    How does one get so attached to someone online? We started out as friends and I truly trusted you. You insisted you were not like the rest. I wish we never spoke-- even though I...
    LilMsSubmissive LilMsSubmissive 36-40, F 9 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Some hands i simply melt into like touch poetry. Other hands have a personality of their own soft and squishy like warm bread, fragrantly out of an oven, reinventing comfort and...
    Strawberrygiggles Strawberrygiggles 46-50, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    This is most likely my final and last post on EP. My body burns and aches because all the pain I'm holding in. I feel like if i don't let it out somewhere, I'm going to crumble...
    Krchan2 Krchan2 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    Some of the most profound people I've come across have been on the interent. Many of us tend to let our loose ends show a bit more. In a way, we a bit feel less vulnerable.
    naturesxwanderess1 naturesxwanderess1 26-30, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Perhaps at this point in your life you are not happy, you may feel like dying, you may be depressed or lonely, maybe someone you were with broke your heart and nothing can take...
    Joysummers Joysummers 31-35, M 12 hrs ago

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    Before you judge me, I'm not planning on doing anything about it. I love my wife ( her sister ) with whom I have 3 beautiful kids and we do have a wonderful intimate life. The...
    lonelysaddude lonelysaddude 36-40, M 23 hrs ago

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    For anyone who deals drugs, it will likely not end well. I thought this was common sense, but I guess some people think they're invincible and it won't happen to them. I guess it...
    kico4 kico4 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    This time it has borrowed deep inside me. there are friends I have here that I love, they are my dearest friends, they help me conquer my problems at times and I have tried to help...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    You pushed me down into the sadness I can surrender no truth down into this barren waste of a desert a wanderer, cast itself alone I begged you with no certain circumstance To...
    AmazingPoet AmazingPoet 41-45, M 3 days ago

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    I hide away in fairy tales and fantasies... Procrastinating reality... Avoiding a heavy fate. There is so many horrible things that could happen in my future... And all because i...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    We met on an advice site similar to this one 4 years ago this month. We've cared and had serious feelings for one another this whole time but timing has never been on our side. I...
    GuitarGirl19 GuitarGirl19 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    (LONG RAMBLING AHEAD) I met my boyfriend in September 2014 when the game Destiny came out. I was on facebook looking for a group to do my first ever raid with and he was one of the...
    Rosethewolf Rosethewolf 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    dreams that evaporate with the rising sun. those moments in time, snatched between sleep and waking. the dream where i could hold you. where i did not feel the weight of my many...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    This note compares the lives depicted in two movies featuring a strong female protagonist, each of whom has an experience that has been thrust upon her against her will. In each...
    Freeelectron Freeelectron 51-55, M 6 days ago

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    My memory for years is not good at all but i will just say around 1990 I took a good job with a construction company and my best friend for around twenty years was the boss of the...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M a week ago

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    I'm in love with him,we've been go through this hard time for the past two years,i love him more than I've ever loved a man.he's special he loved his wife,but he loves me too.we...
    Sallina71 Sallina71 26-30 2 Responses Feb 4

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    When I was going to the sixth grade. I was forced into a private school. After hearing what they had to say. seeing how they acted. Even at 11 I was able to see through their lies...
    danielguer33 danielguer33 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 2

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    I like finding the moral edge of everything. Where is the line. Sometimes it is simply so I can define it for other, I have no desire to get close to it. But other times I want to...
    ShadowStarDancer1 ShadowStarDancer1 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    I'm just fed up with my family. My little sister got sucked in by drugs when she turned 18 and has been living like a ****, sleeping around, and acting like the victim with...
    Fealda Fealda 22-25, F Feb 1

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    I like finding the moral edge of everything. Where is the line. Sometimes it is simply so I can define it for other, I have no desire to get close to it. But other times I want to...
    ShadowStarDancer ShadowStarDancer 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    Most days I’m ok. I mean sure, just like always you do cross my mind, but today I really miss you. I came so close to sending you a message telling you so, but I know it’ll...
    jackflash3300 jackflash3300 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 31

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    So you've just had a run-in with a friend. YOU'RE hurt, THEY'RE hurt...the whole thing is just a MESS! How do I handle that? Calmly ask your friend if they would mind if the two of...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F Jan 30

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    My Girlfriend had BPD. Over the past few months, her disorder has become increasingly more difficult. I have been fed up for at least a few weeks. I think being "stuck" together...
    hopefullyRD hopefullyRD 36-40, M 3 Responses Jan 30

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