I Could Hurt Many Lives With the Secrets I Hold

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    Cant Say a Word

    If I told somebody I know what I know it would shatter their dreams and plans. Thats why cant say anything because its better that they don't know what I know. what i know its filled with cheating, betrayal & befriending etc..these friends hang so close to this person and...
    freeflowing freeflowing
    26-30, M
    2 Responses May 26, 2009

    Love Remains Unspoken

    for Angel memories there is only one thing to say about love and to many about hate that will turn our hearts to coals and our souls to ashes. sometimes if you looked into her eyes you could see the waves of dreams crashing on the sand and you would think it obscure that even...
    MoonFlower28 MoonFlower28
    16-17, F
    Nov 10, 2012

    Well...

    One life, I could shatter right now.  My guilty conscience has never screamed this loudly!
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 22, 2009

    Strictly Confidential...

    There's something to that. If somebody trusts you like that, you honour their wishes. Simple respect in friendship is one thing I must insist on. *HUGS y'all* Bygones n all that jazz.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
    31-35, F
    Mar 22, 2009

    The Hidden Mechanics Of The World

    Since I am on the world, I wanted to know how the world worked. I think now, I know enough about it, and sometimes I think, I know to much about it. The thing is, if I tell them or not, the thoughts are leaving my head and people receive them. One of the secrets I discovered..
    ikem ikem
    22-25, M
    Dec 28, 2011

    On my way to the big house

    i feel because of what i have i should be alone for the rest of my life.i have no problems with being alone forever-i plan on finding a place with a homeless shelter nearby so i can start being alone.i am going to jail on the 14nth because ive been set-up by who is now my ex-gf...
    hossboss123 hossboss123
    18-21
    5 Responses Feb 6, 2013

    Oh Defintely

     so many secrets, so many worlds i could f.uck up. the list just goes on. but i will never tell them to anyone//betray anyone i knew. i have been betrayed before by a friend an that sh*t sucks! 
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 2, 2009

    Today I found out that whilst my ex's woman was

    away - whom he was already in a relationship with, he gave the dog to the next door neighbour whilst he was having sex with me. I remember him saying "my neighbour dog the chiwawa never stops barking !" ......they have a chiwawa dog.
    Kittyissad Kittyissad
    41-45
    Apr 25, 2014

    Oh Boy, Could I!

    hi sweets! just checking out some of the groups you started. wow, could i **** some peoples' worlds! but i know what it's like to have someone betray you. i'll carry other people's stuff to my grave.             ...
    sisipamprsboi sisipamprsboi
    41-45, M
    1 Response May 2, 2009

    He Who Had An Affair

    If the wife of my ex-bf knew the extent of the affair he had with me, she'd dump him... How he convinced me they were over, that she was overseas and that they supposedly weren't on speaking terms (when in fact I doubt now she was overseas at all).... how he led...
    IndigoPeachblossom IndigoPeachblossom
    36-40, F
    Mar 21, 2009

    Oh I Could, Maybe I Will

    At first glance at me you would think nothing much. I wear all black, black jeans, black sweatshirt, black shoes, and a black hat. So most people think of me as an Emo which I guess I could sort of be considered, but not a cutter. I am not talking about the experiences that I...
    DevinTimes2 DevinTimes2
    18-21, M
    Feb 2, 2013

    Mainly From Employment

    I am very discrete and always will keep those secrets But in the case of past employers, through old contacts in my journalism, there are many secrets that I held but never published as basically was nothing in my interest nor interest to the actual story I was at the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 21, 2009

    So Much.....inside.

      I  hold so much inside.    So many things to tell people, my sister about how her husband gave me downers when I was 14 and screwed me in my parents living room when they came to visit.  While she slept in my room he came out and F^cked me on the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Mar 21, 2009

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