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I Could Hurt Many Lives With the Secrets I Hold

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    There's something to that. If somebody trusts you like that, you honour their wishes. Simple respect in friendship is one thing I must insist on. *HUGS y'all* Bygones n all that jazz.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F Mar 22, 2009

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    Oh Defintely

     so many secrets, so many worlds i could f.uck up. the list just goes on. but i will never tell them to anyone//betray anyone i knew. i have been betrayed before by a friend an that sh*t sucks! 
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    Oh I Could, Maybe I Will

    At first glance at me you would think nothing much. I wear all black, black jeans, black sweatshirt, black shoes, and a black hat. So most people think of me as an Emo which I guess I could sort of be considered, but not a cutter. I am not talking about the experiences that I...
    DevinTimes2 DevinTimes2 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    He Who Had An Affair

    If the wife of my ex-bf knew the extent of the affair he had with me, she'd dump him... How he convinced me they were over, that she was overseas and that they supposedly weren't on speaking terms (when in fact I doubt now she was overseas at all).... how he led...
    Zealandia Zealandia 36-40, F Mar 21, 2009

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    Cant Say a Word

    If I told somebody I know what I know it would shatter their dreams and plans. Thats why cant say anything because its better that they don't know what I know. what i know its filled with cheating, betrayal & befriending etc..these friends hang so close to this person and...
    freeflowing freeflowing 26-30, M 2 Responses May 26, 2009

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    Love Remains Unspoken

    for Angel memories there is only one thing to say about love and to many about hate that will turn our hearts to coals and our souls to ashes. sometimes if you looked into her eyes you could see the waves of dreams crashing on the sand and you would think it obscure that even...
    MoonFlower28 MoonFlower28 16-17, F Nov 10, 2012

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    Today I found out that whilst my ex's woman was

    away - whom he was already in a relationship with, he gave the dog to the next door neighbour whilst he was having sex with me. I remember him saying "my neighbour dog the chiwawa never stops barking !" ......they have a chiwawa dog.
    Kittyissad Kittyissad 41-45 Apr 25

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    So Much.....inside.

      I  hold so much inside.    So many things to tell people, my sister about how her husband gave me downers when I was 14 and screwed me in my parents living room when they came to visit.  While she slept in my room he came out and F^cked me on the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 21, 2009

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    On my way to the big house

    i feel because of what i have i should be alone for the rest of my life.i have no problems with being alone forever-i plan on finding a place with a homeless shelter nearby so i can start being alone.i am going to jail on the 14nth because ive been set-up by who is now my ex-gf...
    hossboss123 hossboss123 18-21 5 Responses Feb 6, 2013

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    Mainly From Employment

    I am very discrete and always will keep those secrets But in the case of past employers, through old contacts in my journalism, there are many secrets that I held but never published as basically was nothing in my interest nor interest to the actual story I was at the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 21, 2009

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    Oh Boy, Could I!

    hi sweets! just checking out some of the groups you started. wow, could i **** some peoples' worlds! but i know what it's like to have someone betray you. i'll carry other people's stuff to my grave.             ...
    sisipamprsboi sisipamprsboi 41-45, M 1 Response May 2, 2009

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    Well...

    One life, I could shatter right now.  My guilty conscience has never screamed this loudly!
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 22, 2009

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    The Hidden Mechanics Of The World

    Since I am on the world, I wanted to know how the world worked. I think now, I know enough about it, and sometimes I think, I know to much about it. The thing is, if I tell them or not, the thoughts are leaving my head and people receive them. One of the secrets I discovered..
    ikem ikem 22-25, M Dec 28, 2011

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    Got a girlfriend that smokes a lot of pot all her life - she's now in her early 40's ( 5 years older than me). She's become really paranoid over the last couple of years and very...
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    My girlfriend is addicted to pot, to the point were she struggles to go a day without it, I have had some bad experiences so I personally hate to see her throw her life away to it...
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    Animal love is pure love. Unconditional and pure.
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    I am scared I feel lost in crowded places and lonely no one asks if I'm okay so I don't tell, my secrets are drawn on my arms no words or pictures to show ,but its there to show no...
    angelmistake angelmistake 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Yesterday I was doing some errands running from one place to the other. Tired and thirsty stopped at the coffee counter of a food store. Usually I buy a bottle of water and some...
    laughingsoul laughingsoul 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    My wish when I come to EP is that we could all try to be less judgmental and hurtful towards one another; that we could cultivate a sense of conviviality and make EP a place for...
    onomatopoeiaCA onomatopoeiaCA 41-45, F 10 Responses Jun 27

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    When you said i do, it was supposed to be forever. I was never going to have to walk away from you. I was never going to know the pain of losing my lover, best friend and husband...
    icandoit13 icandoit13 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have hurt many people's feelings but I honestly could care less.
    petemacx petemacx 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It terrifies me when a guy says they like me it gives me anxiety. My ex went out with my bestfriend and she didnt care that it might hurt me. I tried to be ok and suddenly i just...
    Hope6800 Hope6800 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 1

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    I don't let many people into my life and didn't let anyone in until recently. I've kept myself secluded from friendships and even family. I have dealt with my issues by myself for...
    Jennifer337 Jennifer337 26-30, T 2 Responses Jul 9

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    You got scared. I know you. I know you're scared. When you get scared you run because you don't want to get hurt again. I'm the same way. Sorry back to my story. Our story. Maybe...
    justderek justderek 22-25, M 10 Responses Jun 29

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    So I met this girl a few weeks ago and everything I do I want to be with her. I've known about her for a while, but we didn't actually meet till a few weeks ago. She is bisexual...
    BallerNgo13 BallerNgo13 13-15, F Jul 2

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    I was sleeping in a recliner this morning because I could not get up with a bum knee I hurt real bad. Well anyway I leave the front door unlocked all the time and maybe I shouldn't...
    koltan88 koltan88 56-60 3 days ago

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    HELP!!!!!! I really really need someone's help! I have no clue what to do with my life! But my situation is very unique! I have asked parents what they did when they where like...
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 14

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    I always have those feeling that I'm not normally attracted to men, but when it comes to women I will be checking them out and loving their features more and more, I didn't hide it...
    crosszeria crosszeria 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Literally and Emotionally I am in a wonderful place in my life right now. I am happily married to a wonderful Man and living in the US with him, my two step-children and my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 22

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    Last year I had one person in my life that I trusted. I have known her since I was young and despite her being my mothers age she was my best friend and like a mom to me. I could...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 26

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    Why do I feel like this? Months ago, my boyfriend and I broke up. We had a strainful and failing relationship, a lot of it from the getgo. I was in shambles and in hell. I cried...
    ImmortalxApathy ImmortalxApathy 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    I am so alone it hurts I been With him for so long I no I said somethings and i hurt him i keep breaking up with him and instead of doing that I should have just told him how I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 25

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    When I was in 2nd year I shared and apt with a guy in the same basic course. He was a bit of a drinker and on occasion on the weekend he would indeed have far too many and on...
    gooddr gooddr 61-65 1 Response Jul 4

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    But that doesn't mean I can't see how many fingers you're holding up, geniuses Okay, maybe it does but hey these glasses are doing a good job Ten years with glasses and counting
    iiArial iiArial 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    i am a guy who lives with his grandmother - I don't know if i my tell this but sometimes it is hard for me to concentrate on my work. she constantly does things that not must do...
    TzickyT TzickyT 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 1

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    I don't know if it's weird to post more than one of these in a couple minutes but whatever. I'm a depressed and anxious 12 year old girl and I know that's extremely young and I get...
    BrokenAngelInDisguise BrokenAngelInDisguise 22-25, T 3 Responses Jun 27

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    I admit that I'm attracted to the blondies with blue eyes, even though I prefer the ones with dark hair since I'm a brunette myself. I don't know what it is, but I always seem to...
    texaschic35 texaschic35 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    I'm just so confused now. This story will probably sound annoying to some, so I would like to apologize in advance. Our story is actually odd, it is different from the stories I...
    TheUnexpectedRival TheUnexpectedRival 16-17 Jul 1

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    I doubt it, I just figure someone will tolerate me for a while at some point in my life. And I'll call it love. I don't think anyone will ever truly love me, because in weird and...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 9

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    I cut off ties with my physically and verbally abusive nuclear family. It has since been a relief to be somewhere in which I have no connection or ties to them. However I still...
    metalman27 metalman27 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    My mom always get on my nerves. I put up with her bullshit every time she complains about something. I'm always the one that has to apologize first even if I didn't do anything...
    wantingperfection wantingperfection 16-17, F 9 Responses Jul 9

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    If someone could please help me with this issue it would be greatly appreciated. he's a retaliation seeking PA, you know the one who NEVER lets tot forget about anything you've...
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    I have a 4 year old princess. She is my everything. My husband has never been a hands on father but that has just made me and her even closer. I couldn't image life without her. I...
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    I never thought this will be me, I had never understood how people couldn't get along with their mothers; someone who is meant to love you unconditionally, someone who is meant...
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    We met at an event.. A year ago .. If a year ago you would've told me that today I would've been crazy in love with that man I would've laugh at you .. And on top of that, I...
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