I Crave a Certain Amount of Chaos In My Life

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    Can You Really Choose?

    I can't isolate myself from humanity.  Humanity is chaotic.  I'm addicted to people and their chaotic mess of fixations, fears, boundaries, discoveries, dreams, weaknesses, quirks, ideals, convictions, complaints, emotions, conspiracies, efforts, attractions, mannerisms...
    EolianDeparting EolianDeparting
    1 Response Feb 10, 2009

    Messy Maelstrom

    Everybody thinks my life is **** but I’m quite happy with it.  Everybody thinks I must be fooling myself (hiding from myself using stealth!).  Misery is just round the corner.  One day I’ll catch my eye in a mirror and know it, instantly: In a flash of inspiration I’ll...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan
    Apr 17, 2011

    I'm Just Realizing It

    Even though I feel like I'm going to lose my mind when my life becomes very chaotic, I recently realized that I'm bored when everything is going well for me. I definitely don't think that's a good character trait, and I'm hopeful that I can change it now that I'm aware of it.
    bootifuldisaster bootifuldisaster
    31-35, F
    Jul 8, 2012

    Life Is Boring Without It

    You never know how much chaos you live in until it's gone then it drives you insane...so I have to have some in order to feel comfortable, otherwise I get a little paranoid wondering why it's so calm and I'm fixing to get floored by something unexpectedly lol
    GoldieMtZion GoldieMtZion
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 9, 2008
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