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I Crave Change

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    Scared

    I use to think i needed change..i needed something to give me a new perspective..but the more things change the more i'm scared... i'm scared of losing myself..my family..,my friends...change is a wonderful thing..a beautiful thing..but God i'm scared to death...of commitment and...
    RocknRose RocknRose 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 14, 2008

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    I Constantly Need New Things

    It's mostly small things, but I find myself constantly needing to change my appearance or my surroundings. I can never be satisfied with what I have. I often am dying my hair, or buying new clothes, or completely re-arranging my bedroom, I can't be happy where I am. It even slips...
    CountYourBlessings CountYourBlessings 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 8, 2008

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    Need It

    I crave change. I think thats why I am so bored and downtrodden right now. i love experiencing new things and embarking on new adventures. I am stuck in this extra long chapter in my life right now. I am longing to move on to chapter 2.
    goldie25 goldie25 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 13, 2008

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    I'm Craving Change

    I'm craving change,Like never before,The new me,Forever changing,Movin' on,Enjoying life.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 9, 2012

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    What the Hell Is Wrong With Me?

    I always thought the day I found my significant other..the day i found myself planning my wedding and looking forward to my children...that i would ..well that I would feel some satisfaction..that I would find comfort in these things..instead I crave the change... i have been...
    RocknRose RocknRose 26-30, F 5 Responses May 7, 2008

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    Craving Change

    You know I really crave change... i need it...and i live in a very stable life... its continuous..without interruption, and exceptionally structured by a very well kept personal organisor...nothing is left to chance..i'll plan dinner out days in advance... i'll plan doctor...
    RocknRose RocknRose 26-30, F Sep 8, 2007

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    I Crave Change Like A Drug

    I get restless when my life is too uninterrupted. I get what my friends have coined as "the itch to go." It scratches at my skin, chips away at my serenity and overwhelms my thoughts like a drug addiction. I fight it, distract myself with projects, stay stagnant until I feel I'm...
    Sahara007 Sahara007 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2012

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    I can't change the fact my "mother" is insane and trying to get rid of me. I can't change my past. I can't change that I was attacked and raped. I can't change that destroyed my...
    sluggo111 sluggo111 16-17, M 5 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Everything changes, every second. Embrace change and realize it happens for a reason. It won’t always be obvious at first, but in the end it will be worth it. What you have...
    lovelifexox lovelifexox 41-45, F 5 hrs ago

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    "Cognitive distortions are at the core of what many cognitive-behavioral and other kinds of therapists try and help a person learn to change in psychotherapy. By learning to...
    Aimee17 Aimee17 36-40, F 3 hrs ago

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    I think its time to change my life for the better. And it all begins how? In my head! Change ur thinking and u will be changed!
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I thrive on it. I get bored easily doing the same thing, over and over again ! I crave variety and do well with change. I'm a chameleon.
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F Jul 5

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    I woke up today with a strong mentality today. I have always complained about being overweight and whatnot and well today will/is the day that I'm going to change my life and my...
    beyondthebluesea beyondthebluesea 18-21, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    She changed my life for the worse and the better. The worse because she mentally and emotionally ruined me by stringing me along and leaving me to be an obsessive, jealous...
    emiveritas emiveritas 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    This is a thought. I need to make this thought reality. This was the worst period in my life. I was just lost and confused. I didn't have any purpose. I saw inspiring movies, but...
    TheAverageIdiot TheAverageIdiot 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 10

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    Is it not amazing that our soul craves love in the same way that our body craves food. As a body slowly withers without food, the flame in our soul extinguishes without love.
    jpenc jpenc 46-50, M 1 Response a week ago

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    My boyfriend and I were together for nearly 10 years. He was the first and only man I've ever loved, and the first man to ever tell me he loved me. Shortly after exchanging those...
    iknowmykingdomawaits iknowmykingdomawaits 26-30, F 16 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    When Im 20 because I hate who I am and how I grew up. I tried to accept myself but I cant. After I complete college and able to make money. I will first change my birthplace and...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M 8 hrs ago

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    Recently on EP , I have met a girl who is the best person I have ever known , I can tell her anything , she helps me overcome soo much and I am so grateful that I met her , I know...
    Theworldismyhell Theworldismyhell 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    I struggle with this all the time...I am trying to accept that my parents are not the people I want them to be and they never will be. This is not going to change. I will never be...
    StoneWall77 StoneWall77 36-40, F 5 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    People come and go in your life but sometimes you meet one or two people that stand apart from the rest. They really leave an impression on you. You learn from them, you are amazed...
    StoneWall77 StoneWall77 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    The thing about being young in the lifestyle is that you have to grow up fast. Manipulation and being preyed on by many. The more promiscuous and open you are, the more interesting...
    MissMasque MissMasque 13-15, F Jun 28

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    But it feels impossible. Been a 12 stepper for 25 years. Learned it there. Was told learn acceptance and tolerance. Worked on both. No mastery was found...
    converted converted 46-50, M 3 Responses Jun 30

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    Oily Hair? It is nothing about "I crave submission". But I am a subbie and I want to share this beauty secret with other subbie sis. Well, I don't know why these past 2 weeks, I...
    SwanLake78 SwanLake78 36-40, F 6 Responses Jun 24

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    We all have those secret fantasies eh? Mine is pretty much to be overpowered, dominated, pinned to a wall/desk, etc. It doesn't even have to be in a sexual context. I admire men...
    StephFred StephFred 18-21, F 12 Responses Jul 6

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    A big hug to all the ladies out there who crave a hug And to the guys 'hi5' lol :)
    Anth1290 Anth1290 22-25, M Jul 16

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    I was trying to find a group that would best fit my "story" and this one seemed to fit well. Although I am married, I am lonely and crave intimacy....yes. Actually this has been a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    I like placing ads on Craigslist to find guys to service. I am trying to find a black boyfriend. I crave black men & I will not rest until I find a good black man that I can share...
    Majestone69 Majestone69 46-50, M 1 day ago

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    I use to selfharm. I had 10 scars underneath a purple bracelet that I never take off. I have been treating my scars for 3 years, today I realized that only 8 are still visible...
    SaphiraJane SaphiraJane 16-17, F 8 Responses Jun 29

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    Seems like lately a lot has been changing in my life. Friends that I thought would always be there for me are nowhere to be seen. I find myself colder, caring less about people and...
    boringlyawesome boringlyawesome 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    Their are people out there that wish they could share. Their happiness with others and there is also the type of people when they aren't. They just want to make who makes them...
    beachboy14u beachboy14u 18-21, T 1 Response Jul 15

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    This world has to change, there are so many awful things in the world, so much pain, hatred, despair, and suffering, it has to change. I think I was born to change the world, I've...
    Nix0 Nix0 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    It isn't the easiest thing to do, it's definitely a learning process. There's a lot of things i wish i could change, especially my past but...i can't and i need to accept that and...
    WistfulSigh WistfulSigh 70+, F 7 Responses Jul 16

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    I had one that changed my life forever...it was a bad thing that became a good thing. it was rocky, chaotic, full of misunderstandings...... It was the most impacting of all...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Jul 16

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    I picked wushu over volleyball. It's been couple of years that I had been a varsity in volleyball and it's just two years that I practiced wushu. I'm not a volleyball varsity but a...
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 16-17, F Jun 28

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    When i look back on my life i see how much i have changed but the drastic change happened the day i lost my mum. Nothing can prepare you for something like that, i use to think to...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Jun 29

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    I was forced to change my life a year ago now that the dust has settled, I want to now initiate MY OWN change in my life; I just don't know where to start! Any suggestion? Every...
    kmdickerson5 kmdickerson5 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    Sometimes I look life through a filter of perfection...how things should be.A supportive family,friends and happy kids around,living a peaceful life full of feelings and deep...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 5

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    You have to take chances if you think its the right thing to do. Always do what you want to do and never do what others think you should do. Rather live saying, “I can’t...
    lovingRIZA lovingRIZA 51-55, F Jun 25

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    I want to change myself. I want the old me back How happy I used to be.. Even after trying hard I never succeed.. My stupid mistakes have gotten even more bad now. Dad by day I am...
    AnjaliBhandari AnjaliBhandari 13-15, F Jun 28

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    A few days ago I met a new friend who shone a ray of light and showed me a path back to my humanity, and hopefully redemption. I am beginning that journey, I am talking those first...
    DarkBarbarian DarkBarbarian 41-45, M 4 Responses Jun 29

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    I change my username every once in a while. But I always keep one part of my username the same. As of right now, my username is ForgottenCelestria as I am always forgotten. But...
    ForgottenCelestria ForgottenCelestria 16-17, F Jun 30

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    In two short hours i will be on my way to the doctors. This is not a check up, this is a life changing choice. Once i go there is no going back. I will be getting an abortion. YES...
    imlostonhowtofeel imlostonhowtofeel 18-21, F Jul 1

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    A smile is a wonderful thing. A person stopped me today in Starbucks and said they just wanted to thank me. For what I asked somewhat surprised. Well they replied I see you here...
    bjf102 bjf102 66-70 2 Responses Jul 1

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    "Change your thoughts and you change your world." ~Norman Vincent Peale
    lovingRIZA lovingRIZA 51-55, F Jul 3

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    But... My biggest struggle is to accept that there is anything i cannot change, if i want that change enough!
    yulico yulico 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    This can be the year that everything changed for the better. Sometimes in order to grow and for us to reach our full potential we have to let go. So learn from the past, let go of...
    Aly00cat Aly00cat 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    I can't change my past. But I feel like my past is changing me.. I am trying not to let my past define myself. But I feel it's hard to sometimes...