I Crave Depth of Soul and Intensity of Experience

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    Portishead- THREADS Better if I could find the words to say Whenever I take a choice it turns away I’m worn, tired of my mind I’m worn out, thinking of why I’m always so unsure I battle my thoughts I find I can’t explain I’ve travelled so...
    hoping2live hoping2live
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 23, 2010

    Bursting With Psychedelic Urges

    Looking inwards as it all quiets down around me... What are these feelings boiling up in me? It's like if I close my eyes I am delivered to this place, where there is a a mountain, and I am on the top..My arms outstretched, the wind on my face and smiling. It's like I am flying...
    hoping2live hoping2live
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 12, 2010

    Mediocrity Kills Me

    Mediocrity does kill me. One of my greatest frustrations in life is that I am constantly driven to always remain at some super level of depth and intensity. But, there are times I really don't feel like doing this. Or it seems it's just not happening.The result is I fall back...
    deleted deleted
    Sep 20, 2010

    Faeries Don't Cry

    Seeking an adventure The faerie sets out Chasing a dream A ghost of neither yesterday Nor tomorrow Today is what only matters Tentatively she treads the path A strong tugging Curiosity beckoning Unknown possibilities But the heart is determined. Two hearts longing and yearning...
    Sylphy Sylphy
    41-45, F
    23 Responses Jul 13, 2010

    Sometimes, when it seems your wings have

    suddenly and unexpectedly been clipped, maybe, just maybe, there's more to learn by staying where you are. Maybe not.
    Femmeheartsoul Femmeheartsoul
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Mar 5, 2014

    High Risk Behavior

    I was 12 in Houston when a Hurricane came right into town. The eye passed over our house so we caught the highest winds of both sides of the storm. i got bored, went into the garage and found a piece of plywood, about 18 inches wide and 3 or so feet long. This was after one side...
    rmichaels rmichaels
    56-60, M
    Jul 19, 2010

    ...but I Don't Know How To Get It.

    First off, I know and can recognize when the worldly problems I have are bothering me too much, or I'm letting them bother me too much; right now they most certainly are, or I am letting them. I don't know how to let go and just be okay with things anymore. Two of my dearest...
    spacehyena spacehyena
    18-21, F
    Apr 7, 2012

    I crave depth of soul

    and intensity of experience between myself and some pancakes right now.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 26, 2016

    Finding Me

    I was asked last night - how will I know when change has happened, when loneliness abates, when comfort within my own skin becomes me? The collective experiences of my life reads a story about loneliness and discomfort within. I wasn't necessarily alone, but I was lonely...
    Lucidblue Lucidblue
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Mar 17, 2011

    Stormy Monday Blues.........

    They call it stormy Monday But Tuesday's just as bad Wednesday is worse And Thursday's also sad..... The eagle flies on Friday Saturday I go out to play Sunday I go to church And I get down on my knees and I pray... I pray Lord have Mercey Lord lord lord have mercy on me I'm...
    Kathieredart Kathieredart
    56-60, F
    Feb 13, 2012

    And I love this meme.

    I'm starving for connection on a deep level.
    Femmeheartsoul Femmeheartsoul
    41-45, F
    Apr 10, 2014
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