Looking inwards as it all quiets down around me...
What are these feelings boiling up in me? It's like if I close my eyes I am delivered to this place, where there is a a mountain, and I am on the top..My arms outstretched, the wind on my face and smiling. It's like I am flying...
Mediocrity does kill me. One of my greatest frustrations in life is that I am constantly driven to always remain at some super level of depth and intensity. But, there are times I really don't feel like doing this. Or it seems it's just not happening.The result is I fall back...
First off, I know and can recognize when the worldly problems I have are bothering me too much, or I'm letting them bother me too much; right now they most certainly are, or I am letting them. I don't know how to let go and just be okay with things anymore.
Two of my dearest...
I was asked last night - how will I know when change has happened, when loneliness abates, when comfort within my own skin becomes me?
The collective experiences of my life reads a story about loneliness and discomfort within. I wasn't necessarily alone, but I was lonely...
They call it stormy Monday
But Tuesday's just as bad
Wednesday is worse
And Thursday's also sad.....
The eagle flies on Friday
Saturday I go out to play
Sunday I go to church
And I get down on my knees and I pray...
I pray Lord have Mercey
Lord lord lord have mercy on me
Seeking an adventure
The faerie sets out
Chasing a dream
A ghost of neither yesterday
Today is what only matters
Tentatively she treads the path
A strong tugging
But the heart is determined.
Two hearts longing and yearning...
I was 12 in Houston when a Hurricane came right into town. The eye passed over our house so we caught the highest winds of both sides of the storm. i got bored, went into the garage and found a piece of plywood, about 18 inches wide and 3 or so feet long. This was after one side...
Better if I could find the words to say
Whenever I take a choice it turns away
I’m worn, tired of my mind
I’m worn out, thinking of why
I’m always so unsure
I battle my thoughts I find I can’t explain
I’ve travelled so...