First off, I know and can recognize when the worldly problems I have are bothering me too much, or I'm letting them bother me too much; right now they most certainly are, or I am letting them. I don't know how to let go and just be okay with things anymore.
Two of my dearest...
They call it stormy Monday
But Tuesday's just as bad
Wednesday is worse
And Thursday's also sad.....
The eagle flies on Friday
Saturday I go out to play
Sunday I go to church
And I get down on my knees and I pray...
I pray Lord have Mercey
Lord lord lord have mercy on me
Seeking an adventure
The faerie sets out
Chasing a dream
A ghost of neither yesterday
Today is what only matters
Tentatively she treads the path
A strong tugging
But the heart is determined.
Two hearts longing and yearning...
I was 12 in Houston when a Hurricane came right into town. The eye passed over our house so we caught the highest winds of both sides of the storm. i got bored, went into the garage and found a piece of plywood, about 18 inches wide and 3 or so feet long. This was after one side...
Mediocrity does kill me. One of my greatest frustrations in life is that I am constantly driven to always remain at some super level of depth and intensity. But, there are times I really don't feel like doing this. Or it seems it's just not happening.The result is I fall back...
Looking inwards as it all quiets down around me...
What are these feelings boiling up in me? It's like if I close my eyes I am delivered to this place, where there is a a mountain, and I am on the top..My arms outstretched, the wind on my face and smiling. It's like I am flying...
I was asked last night - how will I know when change has happened, when loneliness abates, when comfort within my own skin becomes me?
The collective experiences of my life reads a story about loneliness and discomfort within. I wasn't necessarily alone, but I was lonely...
Better if I could find the words to say
Whenever I take a choice it turns away
I’m worn, tired of my mind
I’m worn out, thinking of why
I’m always so unsure
I battle my thoughts I find I can’t explain
I’ve travelled so...