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I Create My Own Unhappiness

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 172 People

    I'm Messed Up.

    I have terrible thoughts. Sometimes I wish I was being abused, or raped, so people would feel sympathy for me. I'm a sicko for thinking something so terrible, and I know this. I also wish people around me were smart enough to see me for me. Because I can't. I don't know who...
    Hippopotomus Hippopotomus 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 22, 2012

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    I hate myself. I hate how I look When I look in

    the mirror I see ugly I wouldn't change it There's nothing wrong Except me I'm ugly But it's not just my warped view It also is reality I'm not cute or nice I don't even want to be I just want to like myself I don't care what people think I care what I think people think Hate...
    Anaihsohs Anaihsohs 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    I Know

    I usually catch myself saying this whenever I'm sad. Knowing this really can make you feel better. <br>or in my case, it can make you relize that you like feeling unhappy. As weird as that sounds.
    Trixies Trixies 18-21, F Dec 11, 2007

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    Vicious Self Destructive Behaviour

    I hate being alone... For the most part, it makes me feel pathetic and miserable. Depsite this, I'm alone too often... The weird thing is that I'm not that lonely, though. I have pretty many friends and I have a lot of oppurtunities to be with my friends, i.e. I get invited to...
    procrastinator3000 procrastinator3000 18-21 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    Seeking Happiness Makes Us Unhappy.

    Demand is born out of duality: ‘I am unhappy and I must be happy’. In that very demand that I must be happy is unhappiness. When one makes an effort to be good, in that very goodness is its opposite, evil. Everything affirmed contains its own opposite, and effort to...
    shridevi shridevi 46-50, M 2 Responses Mar 5, 2008

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    How To Step Out Of Being A Victim Of Your Life And Create Your Own Happiness

    Hello my Friend, I'm Tamas Somogyi, the founder and CEO of Conscious World NOW, a coach, entrepreneur. The reason I'm here, in this life is to take my part of helping the World grow to a new level. To teach people how to create their dream life and have clarity on themselves and...
    TamasSomogyi TamasSomogyi 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 20, 2013

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    I Wish I Could Stop!

    I really make myself miserable every single day. It has become a sort of habit, to just sit down and think of all the things I'm missing or to look in the mirror and hate what I see. I keep comparing my life to the life of others. How everyone seems to have it all. They all seem...
    fantasycometrue22 fantasycometrue22 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 19, 2013

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    My Fault

    I know the reason why i am so sad and depressed is all my fault. From all the mistakes I've made, to all the things I've done, to all the things I've said. They all screwed up my life. I havent been happy in so very long. I don't know when was the last time I actually smiled...
    cementerygates cementerygates 16-18, F 4 Responses Mar 5, 2008

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    as a kid I was always upset about my home life

    but I didn't really know what about it was bothering me... I knew there was a lot of fighting and arguing but I didn't realize that more importantly there was no love or care or concern... I knew I was sad but I felt like there wasn't a legitimate reason to be so I would...
    Anaihsohs Anaihsohs 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 2

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    Yes. Thank you to whoever created this group. Seriously. I'm sorry it's not the perfect life, but it's definitely no picnic for me either. That doesn't make it ok to make me...
    trayomis trayomis 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them......Genesis 1:27 Yes, we are all created in the image of God and we are...
    sunnycaramelo sunnycaramelo 46-50, F Dec 13

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    My friend, Joe, owns and operates an Internet Radio Station that was nominated in 2014 for "Radio Station Of The Year" by the ICMA (Inspirational Country Music Association)! It is...
    sandy2915 sandy2915 56-60, M 22 hrs ago

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    Tasted like lotion Didn't arouse me I've done it before #NoShame You should try it Honestly, it's not that bad Can guys lick their own nipple? Do you think I'm weird yet? 😭
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Matter and energy. The two basic foundations of everything, and of which cannot be created, not destroyed. With their existence, you take away the existence of time. If they cannot...
    JohnBobMac JohnBobMac 16-17, T Nov 28

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    I've noticed that a lot of people are straying away from religions that they grew up in. It wasn't until a couple of years ago that I began to question and read for my own deeper...
    shanequea shanequea 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    I find it fun to create new stories on EP. It is challenging and allows me to be creative with my writing. It is a good thing to create stories for others to read. It allows them...
    Peter123 Peter123 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 25

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    Everyone's life is a puzzle slowly making one big picture when we leave. The pieces fit together as we live our lives. Everyone in it and everything we encounter is for a reason...
    R3dheadbrit18 R3dheadbrit18 18-21, F Nov 30

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    Open. I've been fantasizing about it for a little while now... And I think that I could possibly do it.... Except that I know it would destroy my wife, whom I love. I keep...
    mydreamsonly mydreamsonly 31-35, M 3 Responses Dec 5

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    well its just that i don't even know what that reason really is but i am driven but this deep desire to do something........ like change the world maybe..... i have this vision...
    GabrielEdenAriel GabrielEdenAriel 16-17, T 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It is hard to explain. I once used a video game to create music.
    socialskillstraining socialskillstraining 56-60, M 2 days ago

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    Please join this world and be anyone, anything you choose. There is but one rule, you must stay within the format. Ravens your aim is to secure or destroy the flag of your enemy...
    ProfessorDrew ProfessorDrew 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 21

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    If a female friend or acquaintance - no matter what age or what she looked like, came to me and said "look I'd like you to know that my marriage has been sexless for 20 years and I...
    Elcoman115 Elcoman115 51-55, M 1 Response Dec 2

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    I want to create a safe community. I will start by talking and listening and being with safe people. From this group, safety begins.
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M Dec 3

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    So, you have a new two button BMW remote for 96 e36 and how to get it programmed to your car? Several years ago, every time I need to do this I had to go to the dealer or...
    aliceuer aliceuer 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 11

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    At Christmas, I like to create traditions and add to them over time. I always have turkey, mashed potatoes and yams, broccoli-wild rice-cheddar- mushroom casserole. Cranberry...
    Dotbar Dotbar 51-55, F a week ago

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    I'm not crying my eyes out everyday but I am quite sad and lonely on a daily basis. Today, I had to take my mother to wash clothes at a laundromat and I always tell her to just...
    moonstruckdelight moonstruckdelight 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    Last April I started out a forum with someone even though I am its actual owner and founder. Since I do not see much of these kinds of forums, the original intent was to develop...
    Ic3Queen Ic3Queen 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    Seriously! at my age my friends are always teasing me for being single, their words are "When are you going to sentence yourself to life imprisonment" and i am just trying to joke...
    ShadesofWhite67 ShadesofWhite67 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    It wasn't until the other day when me and my cousin were talking about all the weapons we own that we realized just how many we actually have. It's kind of ridiculous. I own about...
    HypoallergenicUnicorn HypoallergenicUnicorn 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 24

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    I have several dream cars... Lancia Fulvia (to begin with) Lotus Esprit Turbo (series 3) Alfa Romeo Spider Duetto (first or second spider series) Volvo P1800 Land Rover Defender...
    Feringer Feringer 18-21 1 Response Dec 3

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    I struggle on my own, yet I have been on my own for most of my life. Even when surrounded by some "friends" I feel alone, there are only two or three people that I don't feel alone...
    ciaranjh337 ciaranjh337 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    So my hub watches football on Saturdays. I wasn't home most of the day. We had dinner and the one game was over. He got up and left the room. My daughter and I changed the channel...
    sunnygrlamy sunnygrlamy 36-40, F 6 Responses Dec 6

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    I am the most critical person in my own life. At times I am my own worst enemy.
    SunshineH316 SunshineH316 22-25, F Dec 6

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    I'm 14 and have shared a room with my little brother for 6 years and there's a spare room in our flat that my dad keeps his computer in and he could keep it in his room but I'm...
    FoxFan64 FoxFan64 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    I fall under my own fears and dreads. They say before you reach redemption you must fall under darkness. I feel if I were to reach redemption the thing I'd be having an absolution...
    DexterPyro DexterPyro 13-15, M Nov 21

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    I wish I could shop for my own. I want to have a woman sales lady help me and even ask her a question or 2 about her panties
    BiggiePanties BiggiePanties 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 21

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    It was my father's until he died. He loved it and would often wear it. My father acquired it sometime around the early 2000's. He died suffering dementia and internal organ...
    StannisBaratheon StannisBaratheon 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 22

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    I started my own law firm in the EU not so long ago. Things are ok for now, but it takes a lot of time to build a client portfolio. I finished the website but I still have a lot of...
    IndicinaJuris IndicinaJuris 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    When I was a kid, I used to record my own radio shows.
    SunshineOverClouds SunshineOverClouds 26-30, F Nov 23

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    I touch my own boobs and it makes me feel realllllly horny
    lucymcalfyx lucymcalfyx 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 23

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    If you're interested in a light plane which is worth a second appear and is exceptional in flying, you could look at a Piper Saratoga that is an incredible plane to have. Owning...
    edward324 edward324 22-25, M Nov 27

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    I am a very strong female with my own opinion. My philosophy is if you are afraid of my answer then don't ask the question. This is regarding anything not just one or two topics...
    oldernudistwifeandmom oldernudistwifeandmom 51-55, F Nov 27

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    People who laugh so hard at their own jokes that they can’t even finish the joke because they’re laughing so hard are my favorite kind of people.
    ChiakiSevenSeas ChiakiSevenSeas 16-17, F Nov 27

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    A couple of boys were making fun of me today. They were joking around with each other and directing their jokes at me. I kept saying in my head that I should stop them and stand up...
    idkwbu idkwbu 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 27

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    To me all children are no different, from my own child,they are the best gifts,the Lord gave to us.
    momonsite momonsite 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    I was raised Roman Catholic, my husband had baptist / Roman Catholic influences growing up. I guess you could say we've leaned towards Christianity, but don't have any faith in the...
    Mythriel Mythriel 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 28

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