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I Create My Own Unhappiness

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    I hate myself. I hate how I look When I look in

    the mirror I see ugly I wouldn't change it There's nothing wrong Except me I'm ugly But it's not just my warped view It also is reality I'm not cute or nice I don't even want to be I just want to like myself I don't care what people think I care what I think people think Hate...
    Anaihsohs Anaihsohs 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    I'm Messed Up.

    I have terrible thoughts. Sometimes I wish I was being abused, or raped, so people would feel sympathy for me. I'm a sicko for thinking something so terrible, and I know this. I also wish people around me were smart enough to see me for me. Because I can't. I don't know who...
    Hippopotomus Hippopotomus 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 22, 2012

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    I Know

    I usually catch myself saying this whenever I'm sad. Knowing this really can make you feel better. <br>or in my case, it can make you relize that you like feeling unhappy. As weird as that sounds.
    Trixies Trixies 18-21, F Dec 11, 2007

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    Seeking Happiness Makes Us Unhappy.

    Demand is born out of duality: ‘I am unhappy and I must be happy’. In that very demand that I must be happy is unhappiness. When one makes an effort to be good, in that very goodness is its opposite, evil. Everything affirmed contains its own opposite, and effort to...
    shridevi shridevi 46-50, M 2 Responses Mar 5, 2008

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    My Fault

    I know the reason why i am so sad and depressed is all my fault. From all the mistakes I've made, to all the things I've done, to all the things I've said. They all screwed up my life. I havent been happy in so very long. I don't know when was the last time I actually smiled...
    cementerygates cementerygates 16-18, F 4 Responses Mar 5, 2008

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    I Wish I Could Stop!

    I really make myself miserable every single day. It has become a sort of habit, to just sit down and think of all the things I'm missing or to look in the mirror and hate what I see. I keep comparing my life to the life of others. How everyone seems to have it all. They all seem...
    fantasycometrue22 fantasycometrue22 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 19, 2013

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    Vicious Self Destructive Behaviour

    I hate being alone... For the most part, it makes me feel pathetic and miserable. Depsite this, I'm alone too often... The weird thing is that I'm not that lonely, though. I have pretty many friends and I have a lot of oppurtunities to be with my friends, i.e. I get invited to...
    procrastinator3000 procrastinator3000 18-21 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    How To Step Out Of Being A Victim Of Your Life And Create Your Own Happiness

    Hello my Friend, I'm Tamas Somogyi, the founder and CEO of Conscious World NOW, a coach, entrepreneur. The reason I'm here, in this life is to take my part of helping the World grow to a new level. To teach people how to create their dream life and have clarity on themselves and...
    TamasSomogyi TamasSomogyi 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 20, 2013

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