I Cried Today

Tears of rage, tears of pain, sadness, joy... all silent fall. 613 People

    My tears are falling down

    as I write this. My husband forced me again to sleep with him tonight. I don't want to be intimate with him anymore as I don't love him anymore. I begged him but he didn't listen. I love my kids more than anything else that's why I opted to stay, but I didn't expect I will be...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Jan 4, 2014

    I do that every day..

    . I'm just trying to hard for people to like me and I get pushed down all the time... I wonder why god made me cause I think he put me in the wrong place.... I just want someone to cheer me up a little...... :(
    MiniZachary MiniZachary
    13-15, M
    5 Responses Sep 10, 2014

    I don't think I cry pretty.

    It was silly. I was sitting watching heartland and Ashley called Caleb a cowboy and all of a sudden I remembered my grandpa called me that a few times back when he used to tease me about who I was gonna marry when I was a lot younger. I always said a cowboy. Then I cried like...
    katariffik katariffik
    31-35, F
    Oct 22, 2015

    EP, I'm leaving, I must be on my way The time

    is drawing near. The site is closing, I see it in your eyes. The love, my friends your fears ... But I'll be lonely without you
    rufski rufski
    36-40, M
    Apr 21

    31 years ago 31 years ago today my life

    changed That was the day when myself my sister and my pregnant mother were in a head on collision After the accident wS when the recovery and struggles began Although that was a terribly sad time for my family it brought us close together. The bond I have with my mother...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Jun 13, 2015

    I was on my way home today,

    and then I looked back and I saw my friend crying so much that she almost fell to the ground, so I went over to comfort her. She told me that she had to go home to her dads house and that she didn't want to go there, I could feel her pain and I also started to cry... People were...
    jeyhere jeyhere
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Mar 11, 2015

    I'm having a hard time today.

    I woke up crying...I wish this all would stop. My husband did tell me good morning as he sat in his chair. Didn't look at me or anything. That's normal. He sleeps there at night. Has for years. I'm not mad about it. Way past wanting him to sleep with me. I really don't care. My...
    goodnightangel goodnightangel
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Jan 4, 2014

    It takes a tough man to admit his pain.

    No one knows, but I hide away in my room when I just can't handle sht anymore and just cry. It happened today when my past wouldn't leave me alone. I remembered all the sht I've went through and what I did blindly to others. I'm so lucky for my strength and my will to push on...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 30, 2015

    One of the worst things

    that could ever happen, one experience thatll be stuck in my head until I die. It was 7 years back, my dog lucky came home! He was young! We all loved him! Finally a new member in the family After few months he grew big, evening time, me, mom and lucky were at home. There...
    Aku7879 Aku7879
    22-25, M
    Apr 17, 2015

    I'm in love with the wrong guy.

    . Its so hard to let go..
    tine23 tine23
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 2, 2015

    Today, Friday February 6th 2015,

    marked the first day I've cried since high school. I was seeing my therapist and she just hit the right spot, I guess. The session went fine, but then I just went from being happy to incredibly sad, in a matter of seconds. It was the second session with my therapist. A trained...
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Feb 6, 2015

    I always feel like no one cares

    or I ruin everything ):
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Mar 17, 2014

    My parents think if I cry

    or get angry is a choice, that I choice to leave this way so I just need to take it out of my system. Maybe is true, but I feel it and I want out yet I feel like I can't. I just don't want to wake up and witness the same thing over and over, I am done
    CrescientStar CrescientStar
    18-21, F
    Jul 15, 2015

    We'll today has been a.

    .. Interesting day.. We'll... My dad screamed at me ALL this morning. I was sick. And on the way to the health clinic we had a car accident.. My sister totaled her car... My arm keeps bleeding.. My head hurts.. I didn't go to the hospital but I don't really think I need to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 9, 2014

    So.. Someone hit a possum on my road,

    and I went to see if it was alright (it wasn't. :/) but it had babies, and only one survived, and I think I spent about an hour crying because I couldn't keep it, and take care of it.. Hahah
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 8, 2015

    WTF, man?! .... I cried a few minutes ago

    because I want my life to get better..... but f.uck it, who needs this life anyway? .... I cried also either because of for no reason or some of the things I did good, wasn't good enough.... I feel like crying again and I'm trying to hold it in... but it's too hard. I just need...
    RappingAboutMyLife RappingAboutMyLife
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Jan 26, 2015

    ....

    You can't wait to be all by yourself because you just feel the tears are about to drop and you really don't want to look pathetic in front of people who do not care whether you cry or not, and you also don't wanna cry in front of someone who would get worried and depressed if...
    MissGaga MissGaga
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 29, 2012

    I cried today as reality set in.

    I'm an addict, I'm in pain, I am weak right now but it won't always be that way. I have to be strong and walk away from the pain pills. I've had a lot of trauma lately in all forms known to man or at least that's the way it seems. I cried today as I realized I have the...
    kshine27 kshine27
    26-30, F
    Oct 11, 2015

    I wrote him a letter

    because my mouth refused to say what my heart intensely feels. I told him many things, one of which was that if he wasn't with me the next time I came to visit him that I'd see him on the other side. Before I left, I took his face in my hands and with as much courage as I could...
    DisappearIntoSilence DisappearIntoSilence
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jul 13, 2015

    I was listening to one of my favourite coldplay

    songs, Fix You, and that did it. "High up above or down below, when you're too in love to let it go, but if you never try you'll never know, just what you're worth" and it made me cry, silently, so nobody would realise.
    AngelofPink AngelofPink
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 12, 2014

    Sometimes I feel lonely,

    sad,ugly and unloved. Sometimes I just hate everything about myself.Sometimes I want to be like other girls..pretty and thin.I want to be loved.I want someone to hug me tight when I am sad .I want to feel special. It sucks because I know that I should not depend on a person for...
    TheQueen2809 TheQueen2809
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Dec 8, 2013

    The pain was to much

    for me today . I woke up with a smile on my face ,got dressed and was ready to tackle the day ,little did I know that today would be the first time I ever cried over my friends . All my life I have been betrayed and hurt but today it was different .At first I was angry a...
    undeterminedd undeterminedd
    13-15, F
    Oct 2, 2015

    I wish that I could wake up with amnesia,

    and forget about the stupid little things...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 3, 2014

    I just got some bad news.

    My best friend told me she won't be coming back to school for our senior year. We had so many classes together and I was so excited to go back. She said her parents owe the school alot of money and they can't afford to pay the tuition. They also have to pay for her brothers...
    RoastedCycki RoastedCycki
    70+, F
    1 Response Sep 9, 2015

    I haven't cried in forever,

    but today i shut everyone out and cut them off completely. I was called cold hearted twice today and I figured I'd show them how cold hearted i can be.
    Hailey7685 Hailey7685
    13-15, F
    Apr 23, 2015

    My bestfriend committed suicide earlier

    because he was bullied, I never knew it was that bad. I feel like I could've done something, but I never did. Rest in peace, ceejay. I love you. <3
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    8 Responses Jun 23, 2015

    Today's as my last day at school

    before college in September and im moving to a college no one else is going to. This is my best friend if 11 years and the longest we have been apart is a month and I can't believe after 11 years we are parting she followed me here from my primary school and she is staying out...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 22, 2015

    No Title. Just What, I Was Feeling At The Time.

    I wish I could just run and hide, cut out the loneliness that festers inside. That constant voice, That taunting call, He just picks you up to watch you fall. He told you keep secrets you high above, without reason, without reach, what lesson was this if not yours to teach...
    Hecate574 Hecate574
    22-25, F
    Nov 7, 2013

    I've also been grieving

    since Nov. 10th, when I got a text message from a mutual friend that my secret lover/future fiance had died in his sleep. We were high school sweethearts for 1 year - back in 1972. Jump to 2001 when I found him on the original reunion website. He answered and we began to...
    lightsout57 lightsout57
    56-60, F
    Apr 3

    XxCoolStoryBroXx

    I Don't Know You.You Don't Know Me. But I Know One Thing.Your Stubborn. So Many People What To Love You And Care For You. They Want To Help And Show You That They're There For You. But You Push Them Away.You Don't Listen. Everything Goes In One Ear And Out The Other. We...
    BlackroseVsWhiterose BlackroseVsWhiterose
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 14, 2012

    I don't remember the last time I cried

    but I ended up crying today some **** up **** happens sometimes today end up being one of those sometimes ****.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 6
    therealsydster therealsydster
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 4, 2014
    therealsydster therealsydster
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 6, 2014

    I just finished a book about a tragic love

    affair. I was surprised as tears ran down my face. I could barely read the words through the tears. I live a good book that fills you with emotion.
    Justbeingme71 Justbeingme71
    41-45, F
    Aug 18, 2015

    I feel like something I need was a very

    tangible possibility... and it just became a long lost pipe dream.
    Anemoneblande Anemoneblande
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 21, 2015

    So after my mom told me

    that they lost the heart beat of my sister-in-laws baby, my dad left work and took me and my sister up to the hospital, normally if someone said that they kept the dead baby in the room for everyone to see, I'd think they were crazy, but now that i experienced it, it feels...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    26 Responses Jan 6, 2015

    My sister died 7 years ago -

    and I miss her so much. Most of the time I just get on with my life. But today - the anniversary of her death - I'm in pieces.
    Smudgedout Smudgedout
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Apr 6
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 20, 2015

    I had a bad day yesterday.

    Well, more like a bad week. Yesterday was the worst though. For starters my older sister is on bad terms with my dad and someone has to take me swimming everyday. My sister didn't wanna take me so my dad did. He was having a bad day so he was kinda mean. Then at swimming, I hit...
    Hellogemlittl Hellogemlittl
    13-15, F
    Feb 26

    My mom had a dream where a man told her to do

    things well because she doesnt have a long life. She said that she hugged the man, and told him that she loved him and she felt happy and peaceful like if the man were Jesus. Months before she also had a dream where she asked a man in her dream "when will the world end" and the...
    jesseniab jesseniab
    16-17, F
    Oct 30, 2015

    I couldn't help the pain of

    when Johnny & Dally died in the outsiders
    CindyisBored CindyisBored
    13-15, F
    Apr 14, 2015

    I've watched a lot pass me by these last six

    years. My first and deepest love of my life, and crush, Michael, turn me down because he is straight, say farewell when we graduated, watched him get engaged on facebook, then married, and now today announce the coming of their first kid. I liked his post and commented on his...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 23, 2015

    I watched Good Will Hunting,

    and in the moment when Robin Williams finally gets threw to him, I cried. Couldn't remember that the movie had this impact on me.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 13, 2015

    Don't ask me if I'm ok

    because I'm not. Don't ask me why because I don't know:(
    angee01 angee01
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 2, 2015

    My life was different back then.

    I didn't know sadness After the thirteenth of June so very long ago was when it began The dynamics of my family changed We got stronger and yet still sad We were all rearranged Ii worked and studies to get strong I spent hourless days in therapy I wanted to belong...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 9, 2015

    If a remembered black is

    so the color of a mortal mans death,...then why??? And just as any emptysoul the shell of a given mans mirrored was and is known and found quite lacking And would a blacked out imagined hell, be concealed by white? Non color is the absence of all life from which the...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter
    41-45
    Dec 20, 2015

    I work a lot with people in nursing homes.

    Many of my patients suffer from Alzheimer's and dementia.I provided a custom manual wheelchair for a woman today with Alzheimer's. She was so happy when her shiny red new wheelchair showed up. Then she called me a poo poo head. She yelled at me for a moment complaining about the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    15 Responses Jun 24, 2015

    Finally after 2 weeks of not being able to cry,

    I was able to today. I think that I was in denial about the whole situation and tried to let go of things, but today I just couldn't hold it in anymore. I'm so mad at you and yet I want you back in my life. I feel so torn. I keep having these realistic dreams about you and I...
    11scorpio11 11scorpio11
    22-25, F
    May 24, 2015

    I was really hurt by someone today.

    I thought no one gave a ****...but I hated finding out it's true. I was really upset and right after being upset I had to do a concert for college, singing some really emotional songs...not a good idea the way I was feeling. I had to try so hard to not cry during the performance...
    Louisaxxx Louisaxxx
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 20, 2014

    I haven't shown extreme emotional feelings

    since the earlier day's of the last year before high school. I decided that it would not be in my best interest or help anyone by becoming emotional. In some cases by not showing. any emotional feelings will greatly disarm. the person or people that seek to create trouble...
    gerold60 gerold60
    61-65, M
    Jun 23, 2015
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