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I Cried Today

Tears of rage, tears of pain, sadness, joy... all silent fall. 521 People

    I'm crying right now.

    It's hard talking to one of my friends because I'm reminded about how much my mom wishes I was like her, and it gets to me. I come to the point where I start to dislike her and her achievements, but I remember that my hatred isn't for her. I've never once been jealous of her...
    SPIDERLIMBS SPIDERLIMBS 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    I always feel like no one cares

    or I ruin everything ):
    Ethelqueenbear1 Ethelqueenbear1 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 17, 2014

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    I haven't cried in so long.

    ...u don't anymore. No matter how hard I cry...no matter how much I scream and beg...how much I pray...my life just continues to crumble before my very eyes.I hate to cry.I feel useless,stupid,unheard,and humiliated when I do.Why did I?! And for what did I???
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    Well this sucks...my mom is in another

    relationship....don't get me wrong, he is a nice guy, it's just now my dad will never come back:'(
    CountryBabs321 CountryBabs321 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    Sometimes I feel lonely,

    sad,ugly and unloved. Sometimes I just hate everything about myself.Sometimes I want to be like other girls..pretty and thin.I want to be loved.I want someone to hug me tight when I am sad .I want to feel special. It sucks because I know that I should not depend on a person for...
    TheQueen2809 TheQueen2809 18-21, F 9 Responses Dec 8, 2013

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    Doesn't he understand it?

    Everything he does to her, he does to the little girl inside me?
    Femmeheartsoul Femmeheartsoul 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 13, 2014

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    I found EP trying to find something to help me

    deal with this overwhelming grief of losing the man I have loved for 5 years. He and I (both married) in the typical I care about them but don't love them situations but because of life, stuck. We've been friends for almost 30 years and somehow it just became this wonderful...
    secretlove62 secretlove62 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    I was really hurt by someone today.

    I thought no one gave a ****...but I hated finding out it's true. I was really upset and right after being upset I had to do a concert for college, singing some really emotional songs...not a good idea the way I was feeling. I had to try so hard to not cry during the performance...
    Louisaxxx Louisaxxx 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 20, 2014

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    WTF, man?! .... I cried a few minutes ago

    because I want my life to get better..... but f.uck it, who needs this life anyway? .... I cried also either because of for no reason or some of the things I did good, wasn't good enough.... I feel like crying again and I'm trying to hold it in... but it's too hard. I just need...
    RappingAboutMyLife RappingAboutMyLife 16-17, M 4 Responses Jan 26

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    I cried in music today.

    The odd thing about that was that I wasn't the only one. We had a relief teacher for music and she made us learn some songs on the piano but not all of us could play the piano. In my case I could only play the treble part (right hand) but I couldn't do the left because I can't...
    InfiniteTearDrops InfiniteTearDrops 13-15, F Dec 12, 2014

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    I woke up at 2PM on Saturday

    but I didn't bother to go out of the bedroom, going downstairs and fix something up for myself because I don't want to see the faces of these ******** who looked down on me. So I just stayed in the bedroom all day. Then when I got tired around 5PM, I lay down on my bed. It was...
    Xemplefied Xemplefied 26-30, M Oct 5, 2014

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    I like routine. Sure I like change a lot,

    but I like routine too. And I'm used to seeing this one person, walk by me every afternoon, while I'm waiting for my bus to show up. And today I didn't see that person when I was waiting, and I started to think. I felt like how am I supposed to see this person every day, if we...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 3, 2014

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    No Title. Just What, I Was Feeling At The Time.

    I wish I could just run and hide, cut out the loneliness that festers inside. That constant voice, That taunting call, He just picks you up to watch you fall. He told you keep secrets you high above, without reason, without reach, what lesson was this if not yours to teach...
    Hecate574 Hecate574 18-21, F Nov 7, 2013

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    ._. Good lord. Emotional roller coaster today.

    My boyfriend just joined EP and he found out a bunch of **** I didn't tell him before about myself. I still have my secrets but I still feel violated.. In a way. Because EP was kinda my safe haven for the longest time. And I'm finding it hard to breathe now... And I've been...
    kittykattt6918 kittykattt6918 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 23, 2014

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    It was a bad situation today.

    I know many people have it worse than me but i just couldnt take it anymore. I cried today and i was scared to cry while crying cause of who and what my mother is and does
    AustinmMurdock AustinmMurdock 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 25, 2014

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    We'll today has been a.

    .. Interesting day.. We'll... My dad screamed at me ALL this morning. I was sick. And on the way to the health clinic we had a car accident.. My sister totaled her car... My arm keeps bleeding.. My head hurts.. I didn't go to the hospital but I don't really think I need to...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 9, 2014

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    As I spoke to my friend in the UK.

    His mother died yesterday. I haven't lost a parent yet, but I imagine how scared and sad I will feel someday. (Let's hope I don't know for many years) I cried with him and wished I could give him a hug. Appreciate those you love before they're gone. Make sure they have no doubt...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 16, 2014

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    I Am Not Worthy Of Love.

    I thought it could over but i'm praying now..I am still...shedding my tears each night thinking about our past.(my ex of 3 years=my first love) I write to express myself.I write poems,lyrics....and sing my song..all about my feelings.. My ex left me 4 months ago.I was living in...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 17, 2013

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 14, 2014

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    I do that every day..

    . I'm just trying to hard for people to like me and I get pushed down all the time... I wonder why god made me cause I think he put me in the wrong place.... I just want someone to cheer me up a little...... :(
    MiniZachary MiniZachary 13-15, M 5 Responses Sep 10, 2014

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    Sunrise13 Sunrise13 36-40, F Sep 13, 2014

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    ....

    You can't wait to be all by yourself because you just feel the tears are about to drop and you really don't want to look pathetic in front of people who do not care whether you cry or not, and you also don't wanna cry in front of someone who would get worried and depressed if...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 29, 2012

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    So after my mom told me

    that they lost the heart beat of my sister-in-laws baby, my dad left work and took me and my sister up to the hospital, normally if someone said that they kept the dead baby in the room for everyone to see, I'd think they were crazy, but now that i experienced it, it feels...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 35 Responses Jan 6

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    pxthetic pxthetic 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    Today, Friday February 6th 2015,

    marked the first day I've cried since high school. I was seeing my therapist and she just hit the right spot, I guess. The session went fine, but then I just went from being happy to incredibly sad, in a matter of seconds. It was the second session with my therapist. A trained...
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M 4 Responses Feb 6

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    I was just looking in the mirror

    and looking at my face... I have a problem with acne you see and it's pretty bad. I try to keep my head held high but it's difficult if you don't feel you look 100% or you keep thinking about it or what other people will think about it. It just annoys me so much. I really want...
    musicislife00 musicislife00 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 6, 2014

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    Yes. They crying is becoming more

    and more consistent as the days go by, something I'm not to fond about. Life is just to stressful, and to hard for me to deal with and handle. The smallest things are starting to set me off. And I hate it, because I hate crying, and most of all I hate when someone asks, "what's...
    Blissfulkissofdeath Blissfulkissofdeath 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 20, 2014

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    Nothin Out Of The Norm

    I just cried after talking to him... Thoughts of the past and possible future brought them because I am so unsure of myself.  But they werent really sad tears...got just a little tearful. 
    nitid nitid 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2010

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    pxthetic pxthetic 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2014

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    I was listening to one of my favourite coldplay

    songs, Fix You, and that did it. "High up above or down below, when you're too in love to let it go, but if you never try you'll never know, just what you're worth" and it made me cry, silently, so nobody would realise.
    AngelofPink AngelofPink 70+, F 1 Response Apr 12, 2014

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    I'm one huge mess :/

    if it wasn't for my meds and all the distractions, I'd be crying everyday.
    MadNocturnes MadNocturnes 18-21, F Dec 22, 2014

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    My tears are falling down

    as I write this. My husband forced me again to sleep with him tonight. I don't want to be intimate with him anymore as I don't love him anymore. I begged him but he didn't listen. I love my kids more than anything else that's why I opted to stay, but I didn't expect I will be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 4, 2014

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    I Wept

    for hours today...only on person knew that i was and for what? he wasnt there to comfort me. either way nobody could. because i did it to myself. its a culmination of anger, hurt, frustration, confusion, and fear. and love, but that was one tear out of hundreds.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 3, 2010

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    its bin a few days since he found out about my

    cheating ..and its not getting better..its like he will never get over it..wen will this all end. I am starting to feel like its all too much for me, and its so selfish of me for making this all about me.i just want it to be over already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!it makes me so sad that...
    mancia mancia 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2014

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    This one person. Just 1 ******* PERSON!

    Makes me more sad then all the bullies, or my family. Just this 1 guy... Ugh
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 3, 2014

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    I'm having a hard time today.

    I woke up crying...I wish this all would stop. My husband did tell me good morning as he sat in his chair. Didn't look at me or anything. That's normal. He sleeps there at night. Has for years. I'm not mad about it. Way past wanting him to sleep with me. I really don't care. My...
    goodnightangel goodnightangel 36-40, F 6 Responses Jan 4, 2014

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    I cried a river today,

    my best friend , my sister ....I miss her to death..
    moko212 moko212 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 4, 2014

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    My Married Lover Died Suddenly

    He and I, both married, met and our relationship developed. Both looking for a long term relationship outside of our marriage in order to make our lives more bearable. Neither of us could leave our situation due to many circumstances. We were involved for almost 8 years. It...
    Smilingnylady57 Smilingnylady57 61-65, F 17 Responses May 13, 2011

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    I'm losing it, I'm losing my ******* mind.

    I don't know what's going on anymore. I'm ******* retarded. I hate myself so much
    XxFuckYouxX XxFuckYouxX 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 18, 2014

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    My grandpa is dying.and I don't know how to

    feel about it, the more the days go by the worse it gets, just a week ago I was sitting watching tv with him ;(
    maryamtssn24 maryamtssn24 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2014

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    Look At The Stars, I'Ll Kiss You Again, Between The Bars.

    what to do when you can not help but drown in your own sorrow. Time slows down for no one, i am just here moping around, hate being home alone, nothing to distract me. all i have here is a bottle of wine and my elliott smith.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 14, 2013

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    I cried after best friend let my other friend

    steal my seat at my favourite *i sit der every day* over dramatic yes how long did i cry *rest of the day*
    Kitry Kitry 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 21, 2014

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    XxCoolStoryBroXx

    I Don't Know You.You Don't Know Me. But I Know One Thing.Your Stubborn. So Many People What To Love You And Care For You. They Want To Help And Show You That They're There For You. But You Push Them Away.You Don't Listen. Everything Goes In One Ear And Out The Other. We...
    BlackroseVsWhiterose BlackroseVsWhiterose 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 14, 2012

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    Loving someone who cannot stand

    for you. for someone who wants you to be hidden is more painful than anything else in the world. But leaving him is much painful because even you knew he wants you to be hidden you keep on loving him the way he is... but one day i wake up tell myself this love is going nowhere...
    myleslus myleslus 22-25, F Jan 29

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    I wish that I could wake up with amnesia,

    and forget about the stupid little things...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 3, 2014

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    Don't ask me if I'm ok

    because I'm not. Don't ask me why because I don't know:(
    angee01 angee01 16-17, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Sometimes you just have to cry n give in to

    self pitty because whatever way you slice it life isn't wat you hoped for. Today is one of those days. I no it could be worse. But it's hard being positive n sometimes you just have to recognise life's pretty rough n it's not your fault. I'll wipe my tears n start battling...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 22, 2014

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