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I Cried Today

Tears of rage, tears of pain, sadness, joy... all silent fall. 575 People

    One of the worst things

    that could ever happen, one experience thatll be stuck in my head until I die. It was 7 years back, my dog lucky came home! He was young! We all loved him! Finally a new member in the family After few months he grew big, evening time, me, mom and lucky were at home. There...
    Aku7879 Aku7879 22-25, M Apr 17

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    So after my mom told me

    that they lost the heart beat of my sister-in-laws baby, my dad left work and took me and my sister up to the hospital, normally if someone said that they kept the dead baby in the room for everyone to see, I'd think they were crazy, but now that i experienced it, it feels...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 29 Responses Jan 6

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    So this morning I wrote thy letter out too my

    dad...and I burnt it...the pain is deep inside of me...and I cried...I cried for an hour...my mom heard me and came in and saw me crying...I told what I had done and she started too cry as well....the hard part is...I don't cry..tears kept coming down my face and I couldn't stop...
    SexySam93 SexySam93 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    I just needed to let it out

    and oh boy did it ever. Maybe I needed to. I just don't know what comes next. I don't understand what I should do. I am at a loss for words and actions... I will continue doing what I can. Maybe things will get better I just don't know anymore. . .
    LastofmyPeople LastofmyPeople 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 25

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    My Married Lover Died Suddenly

    He and I, both married, met and our relationship developed. Both looking for a long term relationship outside of our marriage in order to make our lives more bearable. Neither of us could leave our situation due to many circumstances. We were involved for almost 8 years. It...
    Smilingnylady57 Smilingnylady57 61-65, F 17 Responses May 13, 2011

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    We'll today has been a.

    .. Interesting day.. We'll... My dad screamed at me ALL this morning. I was sick. And on the way to the health clinic we had a car accident.. My sister totaled her car... My arm keeps bleeding.. My head hurts.. I didn't go to the hospital but I don't really think I need to...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 9, 2014

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    I wish that I could wake up with amnesia,

    and forget about the stupid little things...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 3, 2014

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    I was really hurt by someone today.

    I thought no one gave a ****...but I hated finding out it's true. I was really upset and right after being upset I had to do a concert for college, singing some really emotional songs...not a good idea the way I was feeling. I had to try so hard to not cry during the performance...
    Louisaxxx Louisaxxx 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 20, 2014

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    I Am Not Worthy Of Love.

    I thought it could over but i'm praying now..I am still...shedding my tears each night thinking about our past.(my ex of 3 years=my first love) I write to express myself.I write poems,lyrics....and sing my song..all about my feelings.. My ex left me 4 months ago.I was living in...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 17, 2013

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    I found EP trying to find something to help me

    deal with this overwhelming grief of losing the man I have loved for 5 years. He and I (both married) in the typical I care about them but don't love them situations but because of life, stuck. We've been friends for almost 30 years and somehow it just became this wonderful...
    secretlove62 secretlove62 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    ._. Good lord. Emotional roller coaster today.

    My boyfriend just joined EP and he found out a bunch of **** I didn't tell him before about myself. I still have my secrets but I still feel violated.. In a way. Because EP was kinda my safe haven for the longest time. And I'm finding it hard to breathe now... And I've been...
    kittykattt6918 kittykattt6918 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 23, 2014

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    My bestfriend committed suicide earlier

    because he was bullied, I never knew it was that bad. I feel like I could've done something, but I never did. Rest in peace, ceejay. I love you. <3
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 10 Responses 6 days ago

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    i saw dead pigs hanging in a van

    when i left school for lunch. no one seemed to understand why i teared up. not until later, when i told my crush about it and she was so sad too, and she rubbed my arm to comfort me. sometimes it feels like she's the only person who gets me.
    em11111 em11111 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    I Wept

    for hours today...only on person knew that i was and for what? he wasnt there to comfort me. either way nobody could. because i did it to myself. its a culmination of anger, hurt, frustration, confusion, and fear. and love, but that was one tear out of hundreds.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 3, 2010

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    XxCoolStoryBroXx

    I Don't Know You.You Don't Know Me. But I Know One Thing.Your Stubborn. So Many People What To Love You And Care For You. They Want To Help And Show You That They're There For You. But You Push Them Away.You Don't Listen. Everything Goes In One Ear And Out The Other. We...
    BlackroseVsWhiterose BlackroseVsWhiterose 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 14, 2012

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    I haven't shown extreme emotional feelings

    since the earlier day's of the last year before high school. I decided that it would not be in my best interest or help anyone by becoming emotional. In some cases by not showing. any emotional feelings will greatly disarm. the person or people that seek to create trouble...
    gerold60 gerold60 56-60, M 6 days ago

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    I cried in music today.

    The odd thing about that was that I wasn't the only one. We had a relief teacher for music and she made us learn some songs on the piano but not all of us could play the piano. In my case I could only play the treble part (right hand) but I couldn't do the left because I can't...
    KooKooky KooKooky 13-15, F Dec 12, 2014

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    I'm crying right now.

    It's hard talking to one of my friends because I'm reminded about how much my mom wishes I was like her, and it gets to me. I come to the point where I start to dislike her and her achievements, but I remember that my hatred isn't for her. I've never once been jealous of her...
    SPIDERLIMBS SPIDERLIMBS 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    Don't ask me if I'm ok

    because I'm not. Don't ask me why because I don't know:(
    angee01 angee01 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 2

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    31 years ago 31 years ago today my life

    changed That was the day when myself my sister and my pregnant mother were in a head on collision After the accident wS when the recovery and struggles began Although that was a terribly sad time for my family it brought us close together. The bond I have with my mother...
    Farmmaid Farmmaid 36-40, F 7 Responses Jun 13

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    I couldn't help the pain of

    when Johnny & Dally died in the outsiders
    CindyisBored CindyisBored 13-15, F Apr 14

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    pxthetic pxthetic 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    Today, Friday February 6th 2015,

    marked the first day I've cried since high school. I was seeing my therapist and she just hit the right spot, I guess. The session went fine, but then I just went from being happy to incredibly sad, in a matter of seconds. It was the second session with my therapist. A trained...
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 6

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    WTF, man?! .... I cried a few minutes ago

    because I want my life to get better..... but f.uck it, who needs this life anyway? .... I cried also either because of for no reason or some of the things I did good, wasn't good enough.... I feel like crying again and I'm trying to hold it in... but it's too hard. I just need...
    RappingAboutMyLife RappingAboutMyLife 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 26

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    It takes a tough man to admit his pain.

    No one knows, but I hide away in my room when I just can't handle sht anymore and just cry. It happened today when my past wouldn't leave me alone. I remembered all the sht I've went through and what I did blindly to others. I'm so lucky for my strength and my will to push on...
    TheOriginalKevo TheOriginalKevo 16-17, M May 30

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    So.. Someone hit a possum on my road,

    and I went to see if it was alright (it wasn't. :/) but it had babies, and only one survived, and I think I spent about an hour crying because I couldn't keep it, and take care of it.. Hahah
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F May 8

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    My tears are falling down

    as I write this. My husband forced me again to sleep with him tonight. I don't want to be intimate with him anymore as I don't love him anymore. I begged him but he didn't listen. I love my kids more than anything else that's why I opted to stay, but I didn't expect I will be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 4, 2014

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    No Title. Just What, I Was Feeling At The Time.

    I wish I could just run and hide, cut out the loneliness that festers inside. That constant voice, That taunting call, He just picks you up to watch you fall. He told you keep secrets you high above, without reason, without reach, what lesson was this if not yours to teach...
    Hecate574 Hecate574 22-25, F Nov 7, 2013

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    ....

    You can't wait to be all by yourself because you just feel the tears are about to drop and you really don't want to look pathetic in front of people who do not care whether you cry or not, and you also don't wanna cry in front of someone who would get worried and depressed if...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 29, 2012

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    Loving someone who cannot stand

    for you. for someone who wants you to be hidden is more painful than anything else in the world. But leaving him is much painful because even you knew he wants you to be hidden you keep on loving him the way he is... but one day i wake up tell myself this love is going nowhere...
    myleslus myleslus 22-25, F Jan 29

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    pxthetic pxthetic 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2014

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    Sometimes I feel lonely,

    sad,ugly and unloved. Sometimes I just hate everything about myself.Sometimes I want to be like other girls..pretty and thin.I want to be loved.I want someone to hug me tight when I am sad .I want to feel special. It sucks because I know that I should not depend on a person for...
    TheQueen2809 TheQueen2809 18-21, F 9 Responses Dec 8, 2013

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    I do that every day..

    . I'm just trying to hard for people to like me and I get pushed down all the time... I wonder why god made me cause I think he put me in the wrong place.... I just want someone to cheer me up a little...... :(
    MiniZachary MiniZachary 13-15, M 6 Responses Sep 10, 2014

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    I always feel like no one cares

    or I ruin everything ):
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Mar 17, 2014

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    I haven't cried in so long.

    ...u don't anymore. No matter how hard I cry...no matter how much I scream and beg...how much I pray...my life just continues to crumble before my very eyes.I hate to cry.I feel useless,stupid,unheard,and humiliated when I do.Why did I?! And for what did I???
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I work a lot with people in nursing homes.

    Many of my patients suffer from Alzheimer's and dementia.I provided a custom manual wheelchair for a woman today with Alzheimer's. She was so happy when her shiny red new wheelchair showed up. Then she called me a poo poo head. She yelled at me for a moment complaining about the...
    texaspilot texaspilot 46-50, M 20 Responses 5 days ago

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    What should i do.. My dad made me feel horrible

    because i smoke marijuana. He told me he is dissapointed in me and that i am a bad influence to my younger brother. He told me i was scum. I listened to everything he had to say and said nothing. Me & my dad have always had a close bond. The moment he told me he no longer...
    Cali310 Cali310 18-21, M Mar 18

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    I was listening to one of my favourite coldplay

    songs, Fix You, and that did it. "High up above or down below, when you're too in love to let it go, but if you never try you'll never know, just what you're worth" and it made me cry, silently, so nobody would realise.
    AngelofPink AngelofPink 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 12, 2014

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    My life was different back then.

    I didn't know sadness After the thirteenth of June so very long ago was when it began The dynamics of my family changed We got stronger and yet still sad We were all rearranged Ii worked and studies to get strong I spent hourless days in therapy I wanted to belong...
    Farmmaid Farmmaid 36-40, F 5 Responses Mar 9

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    Doesn't he understand it?

    Everything he does to her, he does to the little girl inside me?
    Femmeheartsoul Femmeheartsoul 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 13, 2014

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    I haven't cried in forever,

    but today i shut everyone out and cut them off completely. I was called cold hearted twice today and I figured I'd show them how cold hearted i can be.
    Hailey7685 Hailey7685 13-15, F Apr 23

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    Finally after 2 weeks of not being able to cry,

    I was able to today. I think that I was in denial about the whole situation and tried to let go of things, but today I just couldn't hold it in anymore. I'm so mad at you and yet I want you back in my life. I feel so torn. I keep having these realistic dreams about you and I...
    11scorpio11 11scorpio11 22-25, F May 24

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    I'm having a hard time today.

    I woke up crying...I wish this all would stop. My husband did tell me good morning as he sat in his chair. Didn't look at me or anything. That's normal. He sleeps there at night. Has for years. I'm not mad about it. Way past wanting him to sleep with me. I really don't care. My...
    goodnightangel goodnightangel 36-40, F 5 Responses Jan 4, 2014

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    Today's as my last day at school

    before college in September and im moving to a college no one else is going to. This is my best friend if 11 years and the longest we have been apart is a month and I can't believe after 11 years we are parting she followed me here from my primary school and she is staying out...
    Ridingtonewyork Ridingtonewyork 16-17, F 5 Responses May 22

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    I was on my way home today,

    and then I looked back and I saw my friend crying so much that she almost fell to the ground, so I went over to comfort her. She told me that she had to go home to her dads house and that she didn't want to go there, I could feel her pain and I also started to cry... People were...
    jeyhere jeyhere 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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