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    I Just Want To Be Happy!

    Ever since i can remember, ive been sad! not randomly but from others and things. like my mom hits me sometimes, but i cant call for child abuse or whatever cuz thats not how it goes in my country. im the middle child, so she hates me the most. My dads never there he has alot of...
    bloodtears bloodtears 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 9, 2012

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    And Today Is No Different

    I really woke up in a fantastic mood today.  I have got to stop allowing my hubby to tear me down every day.   I never used to be this person, and I really hate her.  She is spineless worthless, and couldn't make a decision to save her...
    MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2008

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    I'm Really Happy, But ...

    There is something on my mind that I am working out again. As soon as I think it is settled  - it pops
    MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 26, 2009

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    I'll Never Give This to You

    I do I cry every day and so what?  nothing changes because  I don't change it Women should never EVER depend on men men ALWAYS let you down you hurt me so bad I don't forgive you you had my heart one day and now - I take it back for every man...
    MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72 36-40, F 8 Responses Nov 30, 2008

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    Because

    Sometimes at the end of the day and I'm getting in bed I all of a sudden feel so overwhelmed that I cry.  I can't really put my finger on what's bothering me though.  It's weird.  I also cry because I think of people I miss who are gone for various...
    yoyy yoyy 26-30, F 7 Responses Dec 15, 2008

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    I Know - It's Good Stress Relief Though

    I still cry every day.  Not as much as before.  Yeah - I hurt, and have some decisions to sort out and I still can't do it -- I don't want to do it. But I can't focus sometimes, and I can't concentrate. It's not as bad as it was, but...
    MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 3, 2008

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    I Do

    But not always about sad things. I cried when my form class won the rugby tournement, I cried when some of the boys got mugged, I cried when one of my sixth formers got into ST Martins. I cried when I sat in the park earlier and just took in the beauty of the place. Im a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 11, 2008

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    I Know Why ...

    I just can't work things through fast enough. I can take the right actions ... but the emotions are seriously killing me -- I can't do this.
    MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 22, 2009

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    Not Every Day...

    I cry alot... Not every day... Every few days.
    drcynic drcynic 26-30, M 4 Responses Feb 26, 2009

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