I really woke up in a fantastic mood today. I have got to stop allowing my hubby to tear me down every day.
I never used to be this person, and I really hate her. She is spineless worthless, and couldn't make a decision to save her...
Ever since i can remember, ive been sad! not randomly but from others and things. like my mom hits me sometimes, but i cant call for child abuse or whatever cuz thats not how it goes in my country. im the middle child, so she hates me the most. My dads never there he has alot of...
But not always about sad things. I cried when my form class won the rugby tournement, I cried when some of the boys got mugged, I cried when one of my sixth formers got into ST Martins. I cried when I sat in the park earlier and just took in the beauty of the place.
I still cry every day. Not as much as before.
Yeah - I hurt, and have some decisions to sort out and I still can't do it -- I don't want to do it.
But I can't focus sometimes, and I can't concentrate.
It's not as bad as it was, but...
I cry every day
and so what?
because I don't change it
Women should never EVER depend on men
men ALWAYS let you down
you hurt me so bad
I don't forgive you
you had my heart one day
and now - I take it back
for every man...
Sometimes at the end of the day and I'm getting in bed I all of a sudden feel so overwhelmed that I cry. I can't really put my finger on what's bothering me though. It's weird. I also cry because I think of people I miss who are gone for various...