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I Cry Every Day

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 46 People

    I Just Want To Be Happy!

    Ever since i can remember, ive been sad! not randomly but from others and things. like my mom hits me sometimes, but i cant call for child abuse or whatever cuz thats not how it goes in my country. im the middle child, so she hates me the most. My dads never there he has alot of...
    bloodtears bloodtears 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 9, 2012

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    I'll Never Give This to You

    I do I cry every day and so what?  nothing changes because  I don't change it Women should never EVER depend on men men ALWAYS let you down you hurt me so bad I don't forgive you you had my heart one day and now - I take it back for every man...
    MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72 36-40, F 8 Responses Nov 30, 2008

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    I Know - It's Good Stress Relief Though

    I still cry every day.  Not as much as before.  Yeah - I hurt, and have some decisions to sort out and I still can't do it -- I don't want to do it. But I can't focus sometimes, and I can't concentrate. It's not as bad as it was, but...
    MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 3, 2008

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    I'm Really Happy, But ...

    There is something on my mind that I am working out again. As soon as I think it is settled  - it pops
    MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 26, 2009

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    And Today Is No Different

    I really woke up in a fantastic mood today.  I have got to stop allowing my hubby to tear me down every day.   I never used to be this person, and I really hate her.  She is spineless worthless, and couldn't make a decision to save her...
    MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2008

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    Because

    Sometimes at the end of the day and I'm getting in bed I all of a sudden feel so overwhelmed that I cry.  I can't really put my finger on what's bothering me though.  It's weird.  I also cry because I think of people I miss who are gone for various...
    yoyy yoyy 26-30, F 7 Responses Dec 15, 2008

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    Not Every Day...

    I cry alot... Not every day... Every few days.
    drcynic drcynic 26-30, M 4 Responses Feb 26, 2009

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    I Do

    But not always about sad things. I cried when my form class won the rugby tournement, I cried when some of the boys got mugged, I cried when one of my sixth formers got into ST Martins. I cried when I sat in the park earlier and just took in the beauty of the place. Im a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 11, 2008

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    I Know Why ...

    I just can't work things through fast enough. I can take the right actions ... but the emotions are seriously killing me -- I can't do this.
    MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 22, 2009

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    I just started back cutting again, I'm just not strong enough to deal with all this pain inside me and it's killing me inside. I'm back to my sad old self, I have my sleepless...
    SweetcakesJr SweetcakesJr 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    I'm in therapy, but I"m still so sad. Basically I come from an abusive family and they really used me and broke me down. Now, I'm so sad. I wake up and first think I do is cry...
    bublebeez bublebeez 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    most days bring new challenging experiences in to my life. it is a struggle to face the world everyday feeling like a failure. it is even harder when folks look up to you are a...
    tsnuggles tsnuggles 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    This group name made me laugh a bit when I saw it. Not because people's stories and everything. But because it's true. Since the day we were born we started dying. So yes, everyday...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    The day I stop learning will be the day I die, and that won't be by choice (or at least, that's the plan!). If you open your eyes and mind, the world is full of information you...
    jahosijhs jahosijhs 26-30, M Jan 1

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    I just have the hardest time with faith. Some days I just think things will be ok. Most time I think things are what they are hopeless. I want to sleep. I am annoyed some days when...
    Nurse68 Nurse68 41-45, F Jan 4

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    Had this down on my list for a while, but I'm actually trying to do it some days now.I've set myself 3 litres a day. That's 5.3 pints (or confusingly 6.3 pints if you're in the US...
    WineTilTheGoldenEvening WineTilTheGoldenEvening 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 24

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    about to burn a kush joint right now. everyone have an awesome day. love from the chi
    a1geekysteezy a1geekysteezy 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I'm starting to be only attracted to females and good friends with males with each day going by:)
    lizmcfee lizmcfee 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    My mother has bipolar and sometimes admits it. Most of the time she won't. Two days ago she threatened to kill herself if I didn't give into her demands. She puts herself in...
    rudereplica rudereplica 31-35, F Jan 7

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    I just am…. it is so strange. The other day I was even watching football!
    Diginator Diginator 70+, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    Today was just another Sunday. It was unusually cold for Texas, and the pitter-patter of rain could be heard outside of my window. As I listened to the rain, I rolled over in bed...
    TheWhimsicalHeart TheWhimsicalHeart 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 11

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    I made a deal. 3x a day. Morning, afternoon, and night. Try it if you only do it one or two times. That third makes all the difference
    NewBeginnings5 NewBeginnings5 22-25 2 Responses Jan 14

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    I don't wear girdles everyday, but I often wear an OBG to hold up my nylons under my male clothing at work. In colder weather I ofter wear a LLPG
    CindyCD478 CindyCD478 41-45, T 8 Responses Jan 16

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    This pretty much wraps up my days...pic inside
    NewBeginnings5 NewBeginnings5 22-25 Jan 24

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    This should be a compulsory subject in school!!!!! The pleasure derived from this activity cannot be adequately expressed in words. In my youth once a day was not enough.
    willylover1 willylover1 61-65, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hero by Enrique Iglesias. I wish you would come be my favorite goofball again, cause there's been a hole in my heart for months without you. Or at least give me some closure.
    theartistt theartistt 16-17, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Today I decided to ask my housemate to pay me the gas money she promised when I drove her to her Christmas Party in the pouring rain. It was about three weeks ago and she said she...
    melymay melymay 22-25, F Jan 1

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    I always felt if you're not learning, you're stagnating.
    SnowCrow SnowCrow 31-35, M Jan 5

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    House Cleaning!! Got TONS of undies, still with very serviceable life left in them, to go to a good home - all kinds from basic FTL's to some great colored Honors bikinis that...
    billytex1 billytex1 61-65, M Jan 10

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    One again. I dumped something on me this morning waking me up and instead of hearing ,"are you okay". I hear,"great going." It just proves to me how much my family cares about...
    kpfoster1985 kpfoster1985 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    I have worn white briefs exclusively since I was a boy. I am 51 now. First I do when I get home from work is to ***** down to my briefs for the remainder of the evening. It was...
    bottom63 bottom63 51-55, M Jan 13

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    I do. it's true. no one feels worse than you. you think. you're dead. I'm alive only in my head. I sink. sink deep. silently as I think. alone. my throne. my blood turns a light...
    debonaireash debonaireash 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Well the name sorta explains it all
    idkanythinganymore idkanythinganymore 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Still wear them don't like it hanging loose while doing sports
    whitietighties whitietighties 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've been dehydrated my whole life. My body doesn't tell me I need to drink until my mouth is so dry it's difficult to taste. I'm pretty sure my body fails to release whatever the...
    Twichl Twichl 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I cant bear all this why am i the 1???the pple i loved @EP now turn their backs on me ...i give u my love and trust bt what happened??....
    Benshee Benshee 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I need sex I'm done using my hand I need a boy that lives in California near Napa and that would let me **** him. I want a boy that would let me rim him. I really love sex. Even...
    brosky144 brosky144 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    Not too long ago, I read my first article on maladaptive daydreaming and immediately realized that it was the "quirk" in my brain that I'd never exactly found a fitting term for...
    shemeantyonoharm991 shemeantyonoharm991 22-25, F Jan 1

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    I've never been happy to be here and even as a child never saw the point of it all. But still worked everyday to further my career, I'm a very successful mechanic an have done so...
    Pleaseletmebestone Pleaseletmebestone 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    And its getting worse, I know people are going through the same thing I am but well.... I made my own fantasy world and I go to it every day its mostly involves anime because I...
    pinkkitten100 pinkkitten100 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 9

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    Day 4-A Song That Makes You Sad- Wish You Well by Katie HerzigShortly after my grandfather passed away I really connected with this song. He passed away in my arms and it was the...
    kallea78 kallea78 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    I try. But I am not perfect. Its hard to be kind when you fight me every day. I heard of that rumor, you spread about me. Thought I would hate you for it? Yeah well here is my...
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge 16-17, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    Ever feel like you sabotage yourself? I've fought depression my entire life. I'm at my lowest point now. Married, but I've never felt so alone. Being lonely increases the...
    AngelaNix AngelaNix 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 23

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    I am brave, but would you know? You just sit their on your little phone, I am home but you don't care if I'm anywhere, would you know if I am sick or depressed? No all you care...
    Reay2002 Reay2002 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    A base temperature of 12.5C is not unheard of for your well-insulated developing, specifically 1 with intermittent heating in which the heating is switched on and off to fit...
    Jamys726n0sm9 Jamys726n0sm9 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    In every day and Every minute I feel More dead than I felt Some seconds ago Every day I feel dead Because every day I'm Being murdered by My thoughts
    louisemalika louisemalika 16-17, F 6 days ago