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I Cry In Secret

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    I'd Rather Cry Inside.

    There's something about crying in public thats not only sad and disappointing, but so embarrassing in a way. I'd hate to say that those who tear up or get emotional in front of others are considered weak, but for me, crying in front of someone makes me feel it is so. My...
    Onlyinmydreams123 Onlyinmydreams123 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2012

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    I was curled up on the sofa watching a film

    downstairs, but an advert came on, and it was that Roberta Flack song. "First time ever I saw your face" and I found myself really shutting my eyes, keeping them shut, because a tear was rolling out and I didn't want it to be noticed! I took a deep breath and quickly wiped it...
    AngelofPink AngelofPink 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    I don't know why guys post I'll keep your secret. Women don't share secrets with guys, they share them with their girlfriends, but they sure will listen to your secrets. Most...
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    wayyyyyy to many of them, the only person that knows pretty much knows most of them is my best friend (you could say it isn't a secret then but he hasn't old anyone and if he did...
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    I typically don't like to talk about personal things that revolve around intimacies here because that invites unwanted attention, but I thought sharing one little secret desire...
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    There are two big reasons why I don't like to cry in front of others. There are two ways people react to my tears that annoy hell out of me. I hate it when people try to fix...
    atpeacewithme atpeacewithme 31-35 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    only a couple of my close friends known, only the ones that have seen me break down and cry, or not say anything for an entire day, because I'm afraid I'll cry if I open my mouth...
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    My Nice Little Secret. So where can I start? This week he directed Annie to the Slinky aisle, but she's like 13 and he's probably 20 which makes him a good age for me. ;) He is...
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    I sold my car to escape an abusive living situation. There's a good chance I would have committed suicide if I stayed there. This was 2 years ago and I feel allot better now. But...
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    Hey everyone!!! I believe there isn't a secret in the world that should be a complete secret!!! Especially if its personal, because most secrets r secrets bc we r scared of...
    Avreich Avreich 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    Secrets are just pockets of information. They are never bad, or good - as they need context to be moral or immoral. So I treat every secret I have in the same way. I keep them, I...
    Radomguy1000 Radomguy1000 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    An old memory just came back to me.... I had a fight with my best friend in high school and we never really spoke after that fight. I was in the school newspaper office on the...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I actually love hearing people's secrets. They get to share something that's been burdening them and I get to hear the real story, something personal,or just plain crazy. I love...
    karebear92 karebear92 22-25, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I like secrets. I found EP yesterday and I know I wouldn't be allowed on here if my parents knew. I think the biggest problem will be to keep it a secret from my annoying little...
    GeorgiaAllender13 GeorgiaAllender13 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    So, if I proceed with my story I may be totally dissolving my secret... (Funny how that works!) It's OK. My secret and I were never tight friends, anyway. I am not 70 + years...
    charlieAgain charlieAgain 70+, M Aug 25

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    I never told others secrets. I'll always keep anyone's secrets :) Buddhist honor of samuria!
    kittyanthony kittyanthony 22-25, M Aug 25

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    I will not keep your secret! Tell me things that make you nervous about someone knowing and give me a little personal information and I may or may not let the secret out. You get...
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    I can't help the emotions that come over me sometimes. I just break down and cry when I'm alone in my room or when no one is home in general. I cry about the past a lot, I cry...
    OldSoulRedux OldSoulRedux 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    I have many secrets but if I told you they wouldn't be secrets anymore, would they?
    PampassClasse PampassClasse 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    Some nights I just want someone to hold my hand and let me cry. The fact that I want that makes me hate myself even more. The fact that I do any of this demonstrates a stupid...
    wanderlander wanderlander 22-25, F Aug 24

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    I hate having secrets. They eat at me and eventually I want to tell them. I can keep others secrets it's just hard for my own. I just don't like having to hide things.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 23

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    I love wearing Victoria Secrets angel bra and panty sets :) They are so confortable and erotic. I feel so excited when i put them on. I feel bad I have to cover them up with my...
    satnlacy satnlacy 22-25, T 10 Responses Aug 22

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    All the things I've told you are from my heart and soul. The things that make us whole. A secret no one else knows. How I feel in this moment... all my wishes made happen. You...
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    The worst type of crying isn't the loud and continuous wave of crying. It's the crying where you can only manage one or two tears but you still have the feeling of crying... just...
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    I have alot of secrets actually... Secret #1 I used to be a lesbian. Secret #2 I dated a hermaphrodite once. Secret #3 When I was around 16 I let my sister's dog loose to teach...
    NoGlassesNoLife NoGlassesNoLife 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    Because I have so many myself people must have been drawn to tell me theirs! For the first time in my life I have somebody that knows everything and I have no secrets from. It's...
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    No one knows. No one needs to know. I've been secretly depressed for a year now. Way too many things have been happening in my so far short life. But, I won't tell anyone...
    Ai101 Ai101 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I've been crying for months now (im lying...years) silently. oh, you could never tell by the way i carry on day to day. everything is just peachy over here (its not) today...
    surviving30 surviving30 26-30, F 6 Responses Aug 18

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    I believe crying is not a weakness. I believe that crying is going through so much you have to pour out your emotions in some way. People seeing me crying is like showing people...
    PrettyInWhite PrettyInWhite 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 16

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    It is so weird because crying makes you feel so much better and when you can't cry, it gets worse. I hardly ever get time to myself and I can never cry in front of anyone. I'm...
    Demonizer Demonizer 18-21, F Aug 16

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    i just got done crying over this song and truly im not afraid to admit it. this song spoke to me in ways i have forgeten really. when i was going through an incredibly hard time...
    dathglas dathglas 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 15

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    My secret world is a perfectly beautiful and harmonious kingdom; I am the crowned and honorable queen; My king's throne and my own are set side by side; My King delights in me, he...
    lostinlife2 lostinlife2 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    You wake each morning with sleep still in thine eyes, Tis' there in your slumber that I am truly alive I exist only because of you Inside of you and by secret dreams whole I am...
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    I know how bad it feels when you tell someone your secret and they tell everyone else. I will never tell your secret
    JulianNorwhich JulianNorwhich 18-21, M Aug 13

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    Most of the time people come to me for advice at random. that confuses me because i try my hardest to put on a 'get the f away from me' persona. its not that i dont care its just i...
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    Stop. Before you divulge any secrets in my bank...understand the following: 1) You must establish the level of secrecy 2) You must establish the consequences should a breach...
    AdviceCannon AdviceCannon 26-30, M Aug 12