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I Cry In Secret

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 78 People

    I'd Rather Cry Inside.

    There's something about crying in public thats not only sad and disappointing, but so embarrassing in a way. I'd hate to say that those who tear up or get emotional in front of others are considered weak, but for me, crying in front of someone makes me feel it is so. My...
    Onlyinmydreams123 Onlyinmydreams123 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2012

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    I was curled up on the sofa watching a film

    downstairs, but an advert came on, and it was that Roberta Flack song. "First time ever I saw your face" and I found myself really shutting my eyes, keeping them shut, because a tear was rolling out and I didn't want it to be noticed! I took a deep breath and quickly wiped it...
    AngelofPink AngelofPink 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    im so sick of crying. its getting to the point tears just roll down my face. i rarely ever cried in the past that showed weakness,but now im so tired of these feelings i cant...
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    I know your desires and I know about your needs.If others new all I do about you they would adore you as well as I do now.You're on this site a dark shining light.Beautiful inside...
    thebustierthebetter thebustierthebetter 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    Yep, I keep it a secret but not because I'm embarrassed or shamed or have deep secrets. I'm a really blunt guy and have no problem telling it like it is, even if it's about me. No...
    omgwut omgwut 41-45, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i would not want anyone to know the secret wild side of me that would shock everyone i know. and yes i keep this secret. no chance of ever meeting anyone so i tell the most...
    stlguy45 stlguy45 41-45, M 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I wonder if I have a secret admirer on my hands. I did the wrong thing and looked at an astrology report suggested by others. It told me that I had a secret admirer and that his...
    Holii35 Holii35 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    The person loving you the most will certainly see those Hidden Tears. No matter how hard you try to keep them a secret. So why not walk in the rain holding the hand of your loved...
    hiddentears hiddentears 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    One time in school, back before my stalking days, there was this one teacher who I REALLY hate now, but that is a different story... He was a different kinda teacher, young, most...
    MARAVELOUS MARAVELOUS 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I hate how much I cry, how I can make myself cry with a single thought. I cry because I feel bad for little meaningless things I do but I treat them like evil deeds. I cry because...
    BriarRose96 BriarRose96 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    When I was 27 I've been sexual assault, sexual harassment , and threat at work. After that incident my past flashback memories came out of the surface that I kept it in the closet...
    NDOconnor NDOconnor 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    An I'm not telling I'd rather hear your secrets only if there dirty little secret
    gavcaro gavcaro 41-45, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I always keep secrets to my friends, all my life. The last day, last monday, i told a friend my more personal secret and he don't keep it. Now all my friends know it.
    Underwe4r Underwe4r 31-35, M 3 Responses Jul 24

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    I know someone who embalmed corpses. Press sweaty breaths out of the diaphragm, fill the body with salts and preserving fluids, position them carefully. Last of all, he sewn the...
    natarisworld11 natarisworld11 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    "I mean who doesn't?" that was my response to a guy I've known since I was in diapers. He probably knows me as much as anyone who isn't me (which I guess doesn't say much.) We had...
    ACuriousAnomaly ACuriousAnomaly 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I always keep a secret. Telling someone a secret shows a great deal of trust in your friendship and I would never dishonor or disrespect that bond with someone.
    iluvgrouphugz iluvgrouphugz 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    I hate it. I wish I can cry. With such sadness in my heart I wish I can cry....but I can't. It seems that I can't cry at all these few weeks. I'm crying on the inside but not on...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    I have one dark dirty secret.I'm sure we all do, like that hit and run you did two months ago, that abortion you hid from your parents, that time when you lied on your taxes, the...
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    I love stories. And over time I learned the best stories are the ones no one tells. I'm a voiceless, faceless stranger online but I do have secrets of my own life everyone else. If...
    LastTrueGentleman LastTrueGentleman 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 19

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    It's been years. I've been keeping a secret from you and your siblings. You're a grown young man now. You're getting ready to attend College this fall. Yet, you still do not know...
    ComplicatedWounded ComplicatedWounded 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    None of my family or friends know about this site. It's completely secret so I can share my secrets and fantasies without having to face up to reality :)
    cyanide88 cyanide88 26-30, M 5 Responses Jul 17

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    i wish I didn't **** everything Up I'm just a terrible person who should die no one thinks that im actually sensitive but I am my boss made me cry today and I didn't do anything...
    bisexualboy02 bisexualboy02 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    Never in a million years would I ever admit to crying. It was literally beat into me that a man does not cry. So I didn't. I am 66 yrs now, have been on pain meds since 1993. after...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M 3 Responses Jul 17

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    I don't cry over just one thing, I hold it in long enough that when I cry, it's about a million things. And it sucks because like.. Once the tear gate is open, I just keep crying...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    It seems from time to time ,i find other women attractive .I remember being in 6th grade,and thinking how beautiful a girl was,but i never spoke of it.I see a lot of beautiful...
    1prettygirl 1prettygirl 36-40, F 13 Responses Jul 14

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    Like I do not understand why should in the first place anyone be sharing her or his secret with anyone online? Secondly, why should the person who is being shared the secret with...
    airliner2111 airliner2111 46-50, M Jul 14

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    ive always tried so hard to stay true to my feelings and to everyone i let into my life, and i always managed to keep this brave face, happy face smiling, professional appearance...
    rb47 rb47 36-40, F Jul 14

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    When I was about 10, my friends and I went to the mall to hangout. I went to the toilet, (to do my business obviously), and when I went out the toilet, these 3 guys with those...
    IAmJustMyself IAmJustMyself 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 14

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    When I was about 10, my friends and I went to the mall to hangout. I went to the toilet, (to do my business obviously), and when I went out the toilet, these 3 guys with those...
    IAmJustMyself IAmJustMyself 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I often feel my secrets inside me, stacked up like boxes inside my organs. Sometimes they ooze like some giant toxic slug, wanting badly to come out. But I also wonder if I am...
    Emeryael Emeryael 26-30, F Jul 13

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    Everyone has a secret; something they've done, wished they did, or watched someone else do - or maybe even all three. How do you remember your secret? Fondly? Fearfully? Excitedly...
    golferforepartee golferforepartee 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 13

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    When I was younger I cried a lot over little things and people made fun of me over it. I remember when my best friend turned on me and ripped me to pieces. Now I hate crying in...
    Cody1421 Cody1421 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    My purity My virginity Why doesn't anyone take it seriously Is it just a game Do I have to tame you My sacrifices My mind I feel I have lost my own mind Trying to find out why Put...
    ggbeauty2 ggbeauty2 16-17, F Jul 12

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    I like Victoria's Secret I am a single straight man who likes girls 21 years old to woman that are 70 years old age is just a Number to Me . I like to walk though Victorias...
    CharlieMontreal2015 CharlieMontreal2015 36-40, M Jul 12

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    I think we all have a secret. We strive to be an angel outwardly to the world that loves us and accepts us as we are. We all have made mistakes and learned our valuable lessons in...
    Envisioned1 Envisioned1 41-45, M Jul 12

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    I am a real and true friend. Yes I sure will keep your secret whatever it is. I would expect you to keep my secrets too.
    susanbornin1969 susanbornin1969 41-45, F 19 Responses Jul 12

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    every time something slightly triggering happens i burst into tears. Just typing this is making my eyes well up. i cry sometimes at things that are cute or sweet, but i cry a lot...
    Kosul Kosul 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    I love trading ,sharing secrets and stories with other girls my age. I'm all ears to hear your secrets! I have a few!
    RainbowWolf62 RainbowWolf62 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    I'm not a confident person but I'm confident that I'm good when it comes to keeping secret. Maybe because I experienced the betrayal from a friend so as much as possible i keep...
    PiperMcLean PiperMcLean 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    I've heard so many secrets in my life it's just become a thing I enjoy just to hear someone say " wanna hear a secret" or " can I tell you something" puts me on the edge of my seat...
    ErikRomero18 ErikRomero18 18-21, M Jul 10

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    I am crying from evening , and it's night can't stop crying. I realized I lost my heart to someone who doesn't care . Happy without me and broken my trust . I say my self I will...
    TA365 TA365 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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