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I Cry In Silence

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    I Cry

    at night i find myself crying sometimes for no reason.i cry myself to sleep most of the time and find myself always doing it when im in silence.i cannot cry in front of peopl and i cannot cry and let people know im crying. i feel weak and helpless when i cry and i hate it so much...
    cantbreakfree cantbreakfree 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 10, 2011

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    "Each day as evening starts to set,

    The ache builds in her chest.She knows that she must go to bed,And try to get some rest.She hugs her tearstained pillow close,When no one is around,She cries for one she loved and lost,And screams without a sound.Others see her in the day,And think she's doing well,But every day...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    Heh...no One Knows Me..dont You Dare Tell Me Other Wise.

    Ha there isnt a person alive whos ever seen me cry on the outside i smile and take your insults with pleasure and then dish them back to you grinning Ill go to the movies ill hang out and do stuff with you but still on the inside ill cry scream and beg for help even if you...
    Brisinger Brisinger 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 30, 2011

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    The Tinder Box

    A SOLDIER came marching along the high road: Left, rightleft, right. He had his knapsack on his back, and a sword at his side; he had been to the wars, and was now returning home. As he walked on, he met a very frightful-looking old witch in the road. Her under-lip hung quite...
    O38OO2661677 O38OO2661677 36-40 Jan 18, 2013

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    I Cry In Silence

    I cry in silence So nobody can see me cry I walk in the rain So nobody can tell how many tears fall I lock myself in my room so no one  can see my pain I scream and shout Wondering can anyone hear me But i guess not Becuase nodoby came to make my day :/ So i cry in silence To...
    Bambie98 Bambie98 18-21, F Oct 15, 2012

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    Cry

    I just crying for god. It is sometimes very hard to believe the true world, which is too brutal. I pray for god, crying out loud.
    Affiliative Affiliative 26-30 Jan 21, 2012

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    Always...

    The last time I cried in front of someone was when I was telling my mother about a co workers illness. Even then, I wasn't crying much, just a little. I find it hard to be vulnerable in front of others. It is a bit of a fear of mine. I feel like I don't even cry much when I am...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F Jun 25, 2011

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    I Used To Cry At Night

    and no one cared... they still don't care and never will care! and I don't care about them now!
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Mar 10, 2011

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    "He left her, left her to cry herself to sleep

    over him, because she still loved him. Left her to find no happiness with another, because she still wanted only him. Left her to struggle through the habit of checking for any calls or messages from him, because she still wants to talk to him. Yeah he left her, but he also...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F Jul 18

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    Hurt

    I hurt at night and when no one else is looking I hate showing my pain in public.
    xFashionChickx xFashionChickx 13-15, F Mar 14, 2011

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    Silence is a girls loudest cry,

    you can tell she's really hurt if she ignores you.
    Thatbrokengirl1 Thatbrokengirl1 16-17, F Apr 7, 2014

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    I can't always explain how I feel,

    it's weird. I just get really really sad and need to cry in a quiet, secluded place.
    Court24 Court24 22-25, F Nov 16, 2014

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    Crying On The Bus

    ok so when i cry i am like aways on the bus listing to music and it's werid i gusse music makes me cry and so when i cry you can't even hear me the only way you would be able to tellthat i was crying is if you look over and saw with your own eyes that i was crying
    kaylatheanimegirl3 kaylatheanimegirl3 18-21, F Jun 24, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I am a musician and I understand music.. Also, I strongly feel the lyrics..:) So some songs which are really sung from the soul of a singer makes me cry(not loudly and badly though...
    loverylend loverylend 26-30 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    i love when i can just cry out with my favorite gospel songs on repeat
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    So I actually tried to open up to people because you guys know how "experts" say that suffering in silence is unhealthy. *eyeroll* it was the worst decision of my life. I have just...
    Karrotpulp Karrotpulp 18-21 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I don't like people seeing me cry because I feel pathetic about it.. I always feel like if hey ask me what's wrong then I have to talk about myself then I feel like all I do is...
    NicTho NicTho 13-15, F 17 hrs ago

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    Im sitting here in a room full of people yet i feel so alone. music is playing and all i want to do is cry. i wanna go to sleep and never wake up again. MAKE IT STOP!!
    forevermyalways forevermyalways 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Not emotionally prepared for tomorrow. A person who is extremely close to me is moving away. They aren't moving extremely far, but it's still several hours away. This person has...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I loved you with everything that I had. My heart, my mind, my body, my soul. I wanted you to have it all. I've never felt that way about anyone else. I never WANT to feel that way...
    Curlatte3845 Curlatte3845 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    There are two big reasons why I don't like to cry in front of others. There are two ways people react to my tears that annoy hell out of me. I hate it when people try to fix...
    atpeacewithme atpeacewithme 31-35 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Sorry i cried Jake. I know i promised not to cry when i think about you but its just so hard. I miss you so much. I really want to visit you right now but mom would be furious if i...
    sabrinabryn sabrinabryn 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I don't like people seeing me cry because they act like they and fix it when they can't. it makes me feel worse to let someone see me cry. To me its showing them that I am weak.
    PinkyChristina PinkyChristina 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    It's a normal thing all people do, yet I feel like I must hide it. I don't want to admit I am hurting or broken. I don't want to become vunerable infront of anyone. I don't want to...
    Shyness03 Shyness03 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Everyone else is asleep and I am soaking up the silence! I should be sleeping to but these moments are so rare in a house full of kids...
    Rscfm04 Rscfm04 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    people's singing good singing allways makes me cry i remember when i was in school through the whole of school i would cry during assembly whenever people would sing on stage or if...
    Sumptous Sumptous 18-21, F a week ago

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    An old memory just came back to me.... I had a fight with my best friend in high school and we never really spoke after that fight. I was in the school newspaper office on the...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    i care about you guys but sometimes i need someone to just be there for me when i am hurting.... i hate to say this....but i miss you tamara...you turned out to be such a &itch...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    A bad mistake I learned! Letting others see you cry. It is a shame to be in hurt and your emotions get the best of you and you cry and some plugged mind person reading you. Seeing...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F 7 Responses Aug 25

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    You can argue anyway you want. You can say what I am going through is my fault. And you can say that my parents are in the wrong. But either way I can't help but to cry. So far...
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    I can't help the emotions that come over me sometimes. I just break down and cry when I'm alone in my room or when no one is home in general. I cry about the past a lot, I cry...
    OldSoulRedux OldSoulRedux 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    When I was 10 years old, and even to this day, I dreaded crying in front of others. I would always find ways to keep in my tears because I hated crying. I live with three boys so...
    vicks4eva vicks4eva 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    Usually only movies where the main character or one of the main characters dies. I just cry so hard and can't hold back he tears. I cry most at films where animals die, for example...
    footlongcharlie footlongcharlie 22-25, M Aug 22

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    especially during trying to go to sleep. i need to have the tv on, keep the timer on n watch something low just to drowned out my thoughts or else i'll never go to sleep. pure...
    FierceHolo FierceHolo 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    The worst type of crying isn't the loud and continuous wave of crying. It's the crying where you can only manage one or two tears but you still have the feeling of crying... just...
    emslife emslife 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I'm not in pain. I'm not angry. I'm not pregnant. I'm not hungry. I'm not tired. I'm not scared. I'm not happy. I'm not upset. For some reason, no matter what the situation, I just...
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I'll admit it. I cry periodically. Crying, to me, is the first step to solving a problem in a non-violent way, as long as you have every intention to act on whatever emotionally...
    33person 33person 18-21, M Aug 19

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    I try not to cry in front of people because I'm self conscious of how I sound and look. I don't know why I'm like this but I wish I could be held by somebody and be comfortable...
    wavy02jpeg wavy02jpeg 16-17, F Aug 19

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    A lot of stuff just happened and is happening to me right now..My family is against me right now. And they are judging me and picking at me. Everyone is looking down on me right...
    Cwdoyle Cwdoyle 13-15 4 Responses Aug 18

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    I don't ever feel the need to cry. Nor do I really get sad. When something sad happens, i have to fake sadness. Except for one time when my dog died. That is really the only thing...
    Bubba48260 Bubba48260 13-15, F Aug 17

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    That's why I've learned how to cry in silence I just feel the tears rolling down my cheeks!!! :(..
    Divine82 Divine82 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    I believe crying is not a weakness. I believe that crying is going through so much you have to pour out your emotions in some way. People seeing me crying is like showing people...
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