I cry in side so much.
When I hold in and then they over flou.
I can watch T.V. and then things I remember
my tears come out and I can not let them back in.
They come out .
And there is some time I have to go to my office.
And just let them spill and then know one is watch
I keep so much bottled up inside. If people only knew how I really felt then it might change. I cry on the inside a lot. Due to loved ones lost. I also have depression if your familiar with it then you know what can go on insides one head. The constant nagging that things are...
Where's the love you showed back then?
That you no longer send.
I'm tired of the fights.
That leaves me crying in the nights.
You once said you could see right threw me.
Can't you see my eyes begging for thee?
Dear mother of mine,
Just give me your time.
I don't want to ask...
Personally, I'm not big on crying. Its not that I don't ever feel like I want to cry....its just that I don't let myself. Truly. A crying jag for me is like five minutes tops. Its my way of dealing; I internalize until I can cope with the emotion and then let it out...usually...