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I Cry Sometimes When I Am Alone

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    In the last month I turned 18 I lost mi grandfather n I killed mi mom n I sent my brother to a mental instution When I was 2 mi mom use to lock me in the bath room wen she would go out when I was 4-9 she would allow men to rape for money from 10 till bout a month ago she tour...
    Slowsuicide Slowsuicide 18-21, F May 29, 2013

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    Sometimes I just lay on my back in a dark room,

    motionless and completely silent. I stare at the dark ceiling and feel how the tears crawl down my temples and travel further down into my ears. It makes me feel a little bit relieved. There's even something magical and beautiful about the moment. I am alone with myself and I...
    OpenlyHonestly OpenlyHonestly 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Sorry

    Im sorry to anyone i ever hurt. I didnt mean to . And i do like my friends on here i care about them. Im dumb
    princescherryblossum princescherryblossum 16-17, F Oct 27, 2013

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    Crying

    I hate to cry but seems like anymore thts all i do.
    princescherryblossum princescherryblossum 16-17, F Nov 17, 2013

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    Forever night. Forever night,

    & I'm cold & in pain. Hold me tight, don't look in disdain. Forever night,they all tried to warn me. They were right, cause now I'm torn but none will see. Forever night, we coulda had it all, Look at it in the light, we'd both have to fall. Forever night, things will always...
    Mikuarikashi Mikuarikashi 13-15, M Feb 18

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    Tears, Fears, And Smiles From Miles Away

    As I hear his words through the phone, I am amazed at how well he can so accurately read the life of this woman a world away from him. Sometimes I get lost in a maze of tears because I know that no other man will ever be able to do the same from up close.  But as quickly as the...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 9 Responses Jun 6, 2012

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    A Winner When Young And A Loser When Getting Older

    When young, whatever I do is always right and never be wrong. Everybody will say you are absolutely right eventhough it is wrong because they wanted to win your friendships. When you are getting older, whatever I...
    Josephinewong62 Josephinewong62 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2012

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    I Miss You And I Can't Change It

    There are just days when certain situations I face bring tears to my eyes. It is not often but every now and then I just cry about what has happen to me This morning was just a point I missed a special person and I wanted to see my Maya so bad but it would be too complicated to...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2012

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    If you lie to yourself enough,

    you can trick yourself into feeling anything.
    Mikuarikashi Mikuarikashi 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    You Can Understand You Better

    It’s okay to cry. Sometimes when people cry it is a sign of healing Sometimes people that are strong cries when they are alone This to me says they are stronger! Sometimes if you cry around people you are misunderstood Sometimes you don’t feel like explaining what you are...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 2, 2012

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    Sometimes.....

    I am content with my life, have to be, I have no other choice. But the "could of, should of, would of" thoughts are always ready to pop up any chance they can get when I have time for self reflection........ Sometimes I feel like this life is just not long enough to get...
    silentwellofsorrow silentwellofsorrow 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2012

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    well I just did this not just sometimes for the past 6 months. I cried for pain with my physical condition, joys, laughters, sorrow, depression, anger. But it really helps when you...
    elgie09 elgie09 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Feeling stressed and pushed too far past my boundaries. I have a lot of work to do in preparation for an exam I have tomorrow but I'm very scared. This is one of the hardest...
    Shiznitone Shiznitone 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 29

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    I've been away from my boyfriend for a week now and I still will be for 9 months. I have no idea what to do with myself but cry all the time.
    samcozz22 samcozz22 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    Pfft. I feel like I need to cry allot this week but can't. I cried yesterday. It wasn't enough.
    Sourminds Sourminds 18-21, F Jun 30

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    Sometimes you can't hold it back anymore. All the emotions you have inside you can't be hold back no longer. The pain, the anger, the loneliness...whatever the hell one is feeling...
    tobias32 tobias32 22-25, M Jul 3

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    I guess that's a moment like now. Is it so cruel to miss my mother? To hear her songs to me, temporarily stabs me. To such an extent, the tears just can't stop. At this point, I...
    thattoughgirlDanny thattoughgirlDanny 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 6

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    I cried today; it was Iike a dam broke. My OCD is driving me up the wall and I don't know what do. I feel like it will be the death of me.
    LikeAPrayer LikeAPrayer 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    This birthday All I want Are answers Is that too much to ask for? Will you tell me you love me? Will you even speak to me?
    prettybr0wneyes prettybr0wneyes 16-17, F Jul 19

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    I love the feel of my freshly shaved *****!
    3Lia 3Lia 41-45, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I want friends, to laugh with to have fun with. My friends seem to only care about there significant other. before they had boyfriends we'd always hang out, and there would never...
    lsm92 lsm92 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 1

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    All my classmates have friends,while I don't have any I always eat lunch alone watching others with their friends.teachers also abuse me.I cry sometimes all night alone.
    simrans simrans 13-15, M Jul 2

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    Sometimes when I feel down, hopeless, or sad, I just want to go to the person who knows me better than anyone else..and just ask for their shoulder to cry on. And that's it..
    elenanicole elenanicole 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I usually pretend that I'm happy so that others don't become upset or sad. I hold back my tears so that others can smile.I hate crying sometimes because I always feel so vulnerable...
    Smileeboo Smileeboo 16-17, F Jul 2

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    July 17th is my birthday and today is the 15th. I'd drink and cry all day...But I can't. The man I live with is on holidays...who knows what he'll be doing. I was going to just...
    MsBlueDreamer MsBlueDreamer 41-45, F Jul 15

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    No matter how nature built us, making us needing company, we are also made to discover ourselves and ponder on certain things that many times, they cannot be shared with anyone but...
    DestinyAuthor DestinyAuthor 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    Sometimes having alone time can be therapeutic, but if that alone time exceeds 1 week depression starts to set in :(
    justEexisting justEexisting 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    That is one thing I wish I could change about myself. I have tried to improve on this, but I still feel that I'm not very good at verbalizing how I feel at times. I need to improve...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    Sometimes when I'm having abandoned day or just not feeling happy I'm mean to my bf afterwards I say I'm sorry and he forgive me cause he understands that I have a bit of a anger...
    Awsomdude14 Awsomdude14 13-15, M Jul 17

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    Especially right now. So much going on in my life and sometimes when I hold it all in for too long, I lash out! Why am I like this? I hate myself for this
    Laserbeam18 Laserbeam18 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Sometimes when I'm in public I feel like everyone is looking at me. If makes me feel like I have to pretend. Maybe it's the anxiety but I get nervous when I feel like people are...
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I hate it when my mom has a boyfriend. She's always loving on him and putting him first. She acts like me and my sister don't even exist sometimes. When he's around she ignores us...
    KylieWise19 KylieWise19 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    Basically, when I'm just trying to be calm and ask questions you know I like to ask loads of questions and do not want to get into any debates or anything like that.. or I am just...
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    It happens through times when i watch a movie and see a kid cry or a woman cry. i never take it as a weakness as tears get out of my eye and slip on my cheek and i can't stop it. I...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M 4 hrs ago

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    These last two,years have taught me to be strong from outside but to be a very weakling from inside. no matter what you do for others,,no matter how much problems you face to make...
    divich420 divich420 18-21, M 10 hrs ago

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    Most days I just feel like I could scream at the top of my lungs forever or cry until all my tears came out. I want to feel happy but it just won't happen
    shadowsoldier09 shadowsoldier09 22-25, F 5 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    i think everybody is antisocial sometimes, we all need our own time alone , to relax and think about things , there's nothing wrong with it ... Right?
    nati900 nati900 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I woke up and not one person was home I felt so lonely no one is texting me back and I'm scared for some odd reason I like being alone but I like being alone when people are...
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Like I feel lost ,alone in a huge desert with not a single bus or person in site that would help. I'm living in an area where there's no buses trains , we have cabs & van services...
    uglyman0712 uglyman0712 22-25, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I am so lonely. Too lonely and so sick. No one can help me. I wish I were dead. I wish I have cancer or heart attack. I live by myself for 14 years. My husband always in another...
    jackieLu jackieLu 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I sometimes say im fine or ok even when I not at all ok because I don't like to bother others with my problems because they have their own personal problems
    Rach1544 Rach1544 16-17, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Most of the time I would rather just grab a blanket and watch TV or go for a walk or something alone. I make plans with friends, and then when they near I dread doing them and hope...
    cwazysegal cwazysegal 31-35 1 Response Jul 10

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    Whatever I do/try, I cannot keep a lasting relationship with people, friends OR boyfriends. This one guy started texting me a few weeks ago and he'd call me beautiful, tell me I'm...
    shlumbug shlumbug 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    The only time You see me doing something awkward is when you catch me staring at your feet especially when your a guy. I love men feet. I don't why. Don't judge me
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I'm so alone...no one understands what I'm going through or they don't care what I'm going through all I do is cry every night and feel empty inside..the pain is always going to be...
    MissButterfly007 MissButterfly007 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    Honestly I just don't know anymore every time I try to be positive on life things just go bad again. Every since 7th grade things haven't been all that but things didn't really get...
    XFallingAngelX XFallingAngelX 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I don't really know what I'm scared of. Maybe everything. I feel I'm not normal. I never talked to anyone about my feelings. When I wanna cry, I do so without anyone seeing or...
    Momadebesoon Momadebesoon 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    i burst into tears most of the time.... some times in my prayers and some time in washroom alone because i don't like crying in front of anyone... i know if i will cry in front of...
    brokenangelia brokenangelia 26-30, F Jul 17

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