I Cry When I Am Mad

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    It's really hard to stay nice to people

    when most of what they do makes me hate them.
    GummiBr GummiBr
    18-21, F
    Feb 10, 2016

    My younger sister just went to college

    and left her dog, she just got, at a friend house, they are getting evicted and their dog attack her dog they took the dog to the vet and left the dog there. They just put the dog up for adoption and I am so mad at this. I want to keep the dog for myself because at age two the...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 15, 2015

    I am unable to express

    or act out in anger. I got fired from a job once because someone made up stuff about me and whined and I lost it. All I could do was pack up my stuff through a haze of white wrathy tears. I considered punching a mirror, but I could not. I considered punching her, but I could not...
    CharlotteKitten CharlotteKitten
    22-25, T
    1 Response Dec 20, 2013

    This is a trait of mine

    that I really hate. When I have things I really want to say when I am angry, I cannot get them out because of the crying. I am sure it makes me seem weak. But I cannot help it. When I think about it, anytime I try to say anything that has strong emotion behind it I cry.
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    1 Response Dec 12, 2013


    If it's you that brought the rains then I suggest you run. It's not often that I ever get that angry but I promise that when I do the best thing you can do for yourself is go away, far away!
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    Dec 18, 2010
    jacithepanda jacithepanda
    16-17, F
    Jan 16, 2015

    I hate when I do this.

    It's just like, why can't I fight these tears and actually win for once!!!!
    itsthisgirlagain itsthisgirlagain
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Jun 9, 2014

    It's hard to keep everything in my heart

    and still not be mad and not cry. Well for me i can't take anything. I get angry, don't have control over my words and there i get mad and just lets my emotions out in guilt. What should i do? I just don't know.
    deleted deleted
    Sep 14, 2015

    And that makes me madder

    and the beat goes on. Serenitree1 GOOD DAY
    Serenitree1 Serenitree1
    70+, F
    Mar 18, 2016

    I hate it. It makes me feel

    so weak in front of people. Maybe I'm already weak...
    k33024w k33024w
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 14, 2016

    If I get frustrated or mad about something I'll

    always burst into tears...lol
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 27, 2015

    I'm not one to get into arguments

    or to be angry, but when I do I usually end up crying! So when I'm angry and in an argument, I'll be yelling at someone in absolute floods of tears, it's so embarrassing hahaha
    damnflanders damnflanders
    18-21, F
    Oct 23, 2014

    I want to learn how to express my feelings

    when I'm upset by crying when I feel like it.
    zeeva70 zeeva70
    41-45, F
    Oct 17, 2015

    I Cry When I'm Angry

    It really bothers me, because it's like my tear ducts are wired to my anger fuse... when I get angry, I break down and cry, and then I can't say what I need to say, and if someone hurts me and hurts me until they push me over the edge, sometimes my pain will come out all wrong in...
    Ragelovelumos Ragelovelumos
    18-21, F
    Apr 13, 2012

    Am i mad or sthg... i use to show all ma anger

    towards him wen i go depressed or sad.. i miss beautiful old days... i wish to hav those moments again.. am with him.. v use to talk most of the time... bt still am.. alone.. lonly.. sad.. and depressed.. Will this change any day.. ? or will i continue being mad...? am i having...
    Jeniha Jeniha
    22-25, F
    Jun 12, 2015

    Every single time. I hate it.

    . I'll be so mad trying to argue with someone and I just start crying... and then they think they won.. I can't help it..
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    1 Response Sep 9, 2015

    I'm the kind of person

    who always keeps a cool and calm exterior in any situation so when I'm really angry, I'll either burst into a fit of rage when I'm alone, or hold in my raging emotions for so long I just burst into tears. I don't like looking weak and I don't like being pitied or having anyone...
    JohGrace JohGrace
    26-30, F
    May 4, 2014

    I turn into something else

    when I get angry. I don't understand why I do this but whenever I get angry I start screaming at the top of my lungs and start throwing s*** around the room and then cry right afterwards.. I need pills.....
    XIDontKnow XIDontKnow
    18-21, F
    Sep 9, 2015

    I really hate that I do this.

    I feel like the weaker person but I can't help that I'm sensitive!
    lovenicolexo lovenicolexo
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 4, 2014

    Not My Most Shining Moment.

    This happened to me at work recently, which is not the best place to lose it, especially considering where I work. Being seen as weak is dangerous. But, it's not as if I could help it. Once I get started, I can't stop, it just has to run its course. And I was upset, I suppose...
    feministkilljoy feministkilljoy
    26-30, F
    Aug 22, 2012

    I am so ******* mad. I just wanna knock your

    door down and ******* cut your **** off!
    Sen22 Sen22
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 1, 2016

    Why the hell do you have to ruin everything.

    Stay out of my life and my friends life. Would you just open your eyes already. You are beautiful you are a good friend and I have to thank you for being a good friend. But just stay out of my life.
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    Sep 8, 2015

    Crying is not a sign of weakness,

    it is a sign of strength. It is better to cry than to hurt whoever we are mad it. If you cry, I think it shows that you are strong enough to withstand the urge to hurt someone else which would be easier and quicker. --just my outlook. :)
    simplyOCD simplyOCD
    18-21, F
    Dec 6, 2014

    When I get distracted

    or mad I start to cry and then full on I just start crying and sniffling. It's awful.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 2, 2014
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    2 Responses Dec 5, 2014

    What's So Bad About It?

    Yes, I am a guy and I do cry when I'm really angry! I always hear "boys don't cry" and stuff, but well, I feel so freaking relaxed when I'm done crying. And I think that it's a better way to express your anger than breaking and destroying everything you see.. I just don't cry in...
    Sapphireyellow Sapphireyellow
    18-21, M
    Jun 9, 2012

    Because I hate being mad I try to suppress the

    feeling but as I hold it in my fists ball up and I start shaking like im going to explode. I start feeling very aggressive words fill my head and because im holding it all in it just leaves through tears and my biting my nails. My head starts hurting and I have actually blacked...
    Raptax231 Raptax231
    22-25, M
    Sep 18, 2014

    I just broke down crying today,

    not because I was sad but because I was aggravated and I feel like no one truly knows how I feel....
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    3 Responses Apr 13, 2016

    ok so my dad loves talking **** about me

    when he is in a bad mood when I'm in a good mood he tries to ruin my whole entire ******* day. So this is what happened . I live in Miami and we are doing a sf test for the district and we are stuck in one class doing nothing and we aren't being graded in anything because i don...
    babyyyelisa babyyyelisa
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 13, 2016
    lesha17x lesha17x
    22-25, F
    Apr 2, 2015

    I don't get mad often

    but when I do it consumes me. Its not so bad when I am mad at other people, just when I'm mad at myself that I lose focus, lose my cool. This time I'm not even mad at myself, I am mad at my body. Furious actually. I can hardly function. One day I can't eat, the next I can't...
    singsinshower singsinshower
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 3, 2015

    Last time me and my boyfriend talked,

    was 3 years ago when he just left and didn't say call or text me...he found out I was going to Dallas, and then he began to stalk me and my friend Tye. he texted me and he asked me who I was with, and apparently he knew it was Tye, and got mad at me for so called "cheating...
    skyde12 skyde12
    1 Response Mar 16, 2016

    Most Of The Time

    I have a habit of doing this and I’m really not sure why.. Maybe because I’m overwhelmed.. I’m the type of person who doesn’t really like engaging with conflicts... I don’t like fighting or arguing especially with my friends or my family.. But usually when it happens, I...
    jazzME jazzME
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 3, 2011

    i cry when i m alone bcoz i don't want

    that anybody can see my deepest & darkest pain
    Anjalibhasin Anjalibhasin
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2016
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