I Currently Struggle With Life and Living Daily

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    At this point in life it's just hard to be

    happy anymore. All my life consist of now is struggle, drama, sadness, school, and pain. I haven't been happy in months and anything thing that does bring me happiness, or takes my mind off things is shortly lived. I Don't really have no one to talk to because I just feel like...
    BlueMoonx BlueMoonx
    18-21, F
    Jan 10, 2015

    The Tough Times

    I guess, right now, things just seem confusing and i could get lost in the dark clouds... But I'm not losing hope. Things are gonna clear up. There are just some days that I feel down...melancholic... But otherwise, I know it's gonna be fine. Things just can't be perfect all...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass
    18-21, F
    Feb 1, 2009

    Into More Pieces Than My Heart Was Made Of.

    Does it break my heart? Of course. Every moment of every day, into more pieces than my heart was made of. I never thought of myself as quiet, much less silent. I never thought about things at all. Everything changed, and that distance wedged itself between me and my happiness. It...
    MissJessicurr MissJessicurr
    18-21, F
    Oct 17, 2012

    Living Life On Stress

    It seems like the only way I can make it through a day is totally making mysef stressed out and angry. I don't think there has been a day that has gone by where I am happy go lucky person in about a year. This has difinately had its toll on my family and me both physically and...
    mixedmutt53 mixedmutt53
    36-40
    May 14, 2012

    Life And Living...with Chronic Disease...

    Some would tell you I have been ill for most of my life...I say that is not true! I live with chronic disease, and when I tell anyone what that is, they either have a piteous look or ask me if I have trouble going to the bathroom...I have kidney disease...the clinical term would...
    missruthie missruthie
    56-60, F
    Oct 20, 2012

    No Motivation Whatsoever

    I'm being treated for depression and ADHD, but either my meds don't work properly or I don't take them correctly, I cannot drag myself out of bed on the weekends. I suffer just to get up and make it to work, but that's about it. I have to force myself to do everything, including...
    AnnaLovesCoffee AnnaLovesCoffee
    36-40, F
    May 4, 2009

    I Think We All Do At Times....

    I think we all do at times. We would not be human with human emotions if we did not. Life is a struggle and it is up to us how we cope with it.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 2, 2009

    Ill Equipped

    I'm ill equipped to live in this confusing world.
    cyberkitty cyberkitty
    18-21
    8 Responses Mar 5, 2009

    That's Always a Good Qu...

    That's always a good question. And a hard one for me. Sure I struggle. Money's tight. I never have what I want. But I always have what I  need. My emotions run wild at times after abuse and a divorce. Raising three children is a *****. But they always know I love...
    hisfallenangel hisfallenangel
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 1, 2009

    Taking A Shower Almost Killed Me But Now I Have Clean Mania!

    okay. so after five weeks of just washing up and not having a nice shower,i got myself in there. that's the toughest part...getting myself in there...after that,it's not so bad. apparently,though,i ate too much sugar with not enough protein and my blood sugar crashed after i got...
    deeaqua deeaqua
    51-55, F
    1 Response Dec 6, 2010

    ...

    Even when I get a day off, even when I'm being left completely to my own devices, for some reason, I always feel stressed. No matter what I do, I feel harried, and/or just plain interrupted. If kiddo, fiance, roomie, dog, or cat don't interrupt me, then I'll interrupt myself. I...
    iFortiTude iFortiTude
    31-35
    Mar 5, 2009

    You Can't Feel In The Future Tense .

    I've been so up in the air for the past year emotionally and everything came to a climax in recent months that set in motion a decision that i should have made a long time ago . I never thought i would actually kick my boyfriend or anyone out of my house but i did because he...
    zoso77 zoso77
    31-35, F
    Jan 26, 2010

    I'm Just So Tired

    My shakespeare club just found out that we have to do a show on Thursday... A show we last performed a month ago that no one remembers. On top of that, the time slot we've been given is ten minutes longer than the show. I have to deal with this because my best friend, the...
    someguywithakatana someguywithakatana
    16-17
    Mar 23, 2010

    Lift the Load Please.

    It is a struggle to go through the motions of a life.  It is exhausting.  My days last forever because I don't sleep much.  How do you move forward?  I am stuck.
    Freestanding Freestanding
    56-60, F
    5 Responses Sep 19, 2007

    I Feel Like An Addict

     I know that being addicted to drugs and being addicted to mental inflictions has it's differences in effects but they have their similarities as well. Instead of trying to stay sober, you try to stay sane. Although both addictions cause a lot of damage physically...
    HCTS HCTS
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 19, 2010

    Disappointment

    I go to sleep praying to never wake. I wake to disappointment. This life is so heavy. I know God is supposed to be there, but where?
    angelwings1998 angelwings1998
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Sep 19, 2009

    I

    currently i live my life as a dream..wot ever i do, wot ever i say, it doesn't matter. i lean on people who only seem to make me feel bad, i want the people who r no longer around. everyday is a fog of meaningless words. the need to keep everyone else happy even tho i no they...
    fatgirl25 fatgirl25
    22-25, F
    Sep 19, 2009

    I'm not living, I'm existing,

    and I'm just barely existing. I really haven't changed much from birth to now. As far back as I can recall, I was always avoidant, dumb, and alone. Those problems I've had for so long, after all these years, still stand in the way of my life, the way I wanted to live it. I...
    astateofdisarray astateofdisarray
    18-21, F
    Jun 30, 2015

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