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I Currently Struggle With Life and Living Daily

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    Ill Equipped

    I'm ill equipped to live in this confusing world.
    cyberkitty cyberkitty 18-21 8 Responses Mar 5, 2009

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    Living Life On Stress

    It seems like the only way I can make it through a day is totally making mysef stressed out and angry. I don't think there has been a day that has gone by where I am happy go lucky person in about a year. This has difinately had its toll on my family and me both physically and...
    mixedmutt53 mixedmutt53 36-40 May 14, 2012

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    Disappointment

    I go to sleep praying to never wake. I wake to disappointment. This life is so heavy. I know God is supposed to be there, but where?
    angelwings1998 angelwings1998 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 19, 2009

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    At this point in life it's just hard to be

    happy anymore. All my life consist of now is struggle, drama, sadness, school, and pain. I haven't been happy in months and anything thing that does bring me happiness, or takes my mind off things is shortly lived. I Don't really have no one to talk to because I just feel like...
    AngelWithoutWingsx AngelWithoutWingsx 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 10

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    I Think We All Do At Times....

    I think we all do at times. We would not be human with human emotions if we did not. Life is a struggle and it is up to us how we cope with it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 2, 2009

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    currently i live my life as a dream..wot ever i do, wot ever i say, it doesn't matter. i lean on people who only seem to make me feel bad, i want the people who r no longer around. everyday is a fog of meaningless words. the need to keep everyone else happy even tho i no they...
    fatgirl25 fatgirl25 22-25, F Sep 19, 2009

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    That's Always a Good Qu...

    That's always a good question. And a hard one for me. Sure I struggle. Money's tight. I never have what I want. But I always have what I  need. My emotions run wild at times after abuse and a divorce. Raising three children is a *****. But they always know I love...
    hisfallenangel hisfallenangel 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 1, 2009

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    No Motivation Whatsoever

    I'm being treated for depression and ADHD, but either my meds don't work properly or I don't take them correctly, I cannot drag myself out of bed on the weekends. I suffer just to get up and make it to work, but that's about it. I have to force myself to do everything, including...
    AnnaLovesCoffee AnnaLovesCoffee 36-40, F May 4, 2009

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    Depression

    I have very little energy and motivation because of my depression. I am classed as high functioning but people don't seem to understand just how much effort it takes to survive and get through the daily tasks of living. Even brushing my teeth can be a huge task.
    vivalagloria vivalagloria 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 25, 2008

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    Lift the Load Please.

    It is a struggle to go through the motions of a life.  It is exhausting.  My days last forever because I don't sleep much.  How do you move forward?  I am stuck.
    Freestanding Freestanding 51-55, F 5 Responses Sep 19, 2007

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    Into More Pieces Than My Heart Was Made Of.

    Does it break my heart? Of course. Every moment of every day, into more pieces than my heart was made of. I never thought of myself as quiet, much less silent. I never thought about things at all. Everything changed, and that distance wedged itself between me and my happiness. It...
    MissJessicurr MissJessicurr 18-21, F Oct 17, 2012

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    Even when I get a day off, even when I'm being left completely to my own devices, for some reason, I always feel stressed. No matter what I do, I feel harried, and/or just plain interrupted. If kiddo, fiance, roomie, dog, or cat don't interrupt me, then I'll interrupt myself. I...
    iFortiTude iFortiTude 31-35 Mar 5, 2009

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    I Feel Like An Addict

     I know that being addicted to drugs and being addicted to mental inflictions has it's differences in effects but they have their similarities as well. Instead of trying to stay sober, you try to stay sane. Although both addictions cause a lot of damage physically...
    HCTS HCTS 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 19, 2010

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    Life And Living...with Chronic Disease...

    Some would tell you I have been ill for most of my life...I say that is not true! I live with chronic disease, and when I tell anyone what that is, they either have a piteous look or ask me if I have trouble going to the bathroom...I have kidney disease...the clinical term would...
    missruthie missruthie 56-60, F Oct 20, 2012

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    Taking A Shower Almost Killed Me But Now I Have Clean Mania!

    okay. so after five weeks of just washing up and not having a nice shower,i got myself in there. that's the toughest part...getting myself in there...after that,it's not so bad. apparently,though,i ate too much sugar with not enough protein and my blood sugar crashed after i got...
    deeaqua deeaqua 51-55, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2010

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    I'm Just So Tired

    My shakespeare club just found out that we have to do a show on Thursday... A show we last performed a month ago that no one remembers. On top of that, the time slot we've been given is ten minutes longer than the show. I have to deal with this because my best friend, the...
    someguywithakatana someguywithakatana 16-17 Mar 23, 2010

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    I'm okay living with imperfect people

    and an imperfect life. We're human we can't explore without mistakes, and I'm okay with difficult people, or at least I try. ;)
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M Sep 24, 2014

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    The Tough Times

    I guess, right now, things just seem confusing and i could get lost in the dark clouds... But I'm not losing hope. Things are gonna clear up. There are just some days that I feel down...melancholic... But otherwise, I know it's gonna be fine. Things just can't be perfect all...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F Feb 1, 2009

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    You Can't Feel In The Future Tense .

    I've been so up in the air for the past year emotionally and everything came to a climax in recent months that set in motion a decision that i should have made a long time ago . I never thought i would actually kick my boyfriend or anyone out of my house but i did because he...
    zoso77 zoso77 31-35, F Jan 26, 2010

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    Euthanize Me!

      People always give me a weird look when I try to explain myself in the context of public surviving. Maybe I have a very cynical look on life but if I had been a puppy instead of a human child, I would definately have been put-down for not having any survival skills as...
    Dormantdrakon Dormantdrakon 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 20, 2010

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    I feel I'm disorganized and careless. I also lack confidence and overthink too much. I can't commit to anything fully, and I often get told I don't pay attention. I often question...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M Feb 16

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    Ever since I was born things were really **** for me..im now 19 and it's getting worse well for starters I've never told this to anyone but when I was 10 years old i ended up being...
    Imacrazybiatch Imacrazybiatch 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    Another night alone and that's ok . :-)
    snowmoon123 snowmoon123 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    So many people struggle with their body image, I don't think many people can say they are truly happy with what they look like. I envy people who can. In an age were a lot of...
    Superficialsaint Superficialsaint 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    ive always struggled with being incredibly insecure about my body. one day i couldnt take it anymore and cut my thighs. ive been clean for about four days, but im always...
    anotherfailure anotherfailure 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    This is an journal entry I wrote back in September of 2014 but I felt I should share it on here. Day 1 12 September 2014 Today is day 1 of my journey to overcome...
    benforce benforce 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 31

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    None of u know this and it might seem stupid to some but I have struggles with to much loss. Last year I lost my great grandma. She ment so much to me. I cried for months. I lost...
    kpfoster1985 kpfoster1985 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 9

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    Although I do not think about it ceaselessly, body image is something I ponder from time to time. Before I hit puberty, I was very skinny and underweight which made me extremely...
    Deedle81 Deedle81 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I struggle with being an adult college student, trying to raise my children, be good son (failed that today), be good for my fiancee, etc. My sense of self-worth is hindering me. I...
    MollyToni MollyToni 41-45 Jan 28

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    I struggle with an addiction that's pretty overwhelming yet embarrassing... I have tried to overcome it but unfortunately I can't
    yourxworstxblessing yourxworstxblessing 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 18

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    3 years ago new life was breathed in me through the birth of my niece. Before that I was so miserable and hurt after a difficult relationship. Life had become so repetitive and...
    bleuoiseau bleuoiseau 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    I am in love with life. I have depression issues, more than some people, less than others. This does not stop me from trying to live my life to the fullest. This life was meant to...
    stupendusdude stupendusdude 46-50 7 Responses Feb 17

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    I am not really sure why, but I just am. I've seen all kinds of people and travelled to different parts of the world. I know what it's like to be poor and also what it's like to be...
    SiriusJT SiriusJT 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    In this post, I want to share why and how I have finally stopped my video game addiction. First of all let me introduce myself, I am a normal student in a state university and...
    rayx123 rayx123 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Its hard to even feel like living
    johnny437 johnny437 13-15, M Feb 12

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    I get sad at remembering how excited I use to be by life, everything was an adventure or magical, I saw beauty in all kinds of unexpected places and people that weren't deemed...
    Alwaysundecided Alwaysundecided 22-25, F Feb 11

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    Well I did and now i am healed and it was the hardest most terrible thing i have ever gone through and i thought it would never end but through a lot of hard work it did. i want...
    anniebomb anniebomb 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    I can't handle my drink and have had some bad experiences while being drunk. So I'm trying my best to be more sensible. When I'm out with friends it's constantly on my mind to make...
    Mollybonnie Mollybonnie 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I just feel like my life is over. I feel like I have failed and there's nothing more I can do. I feel ashamed. I'm tired of feeling this way, I'm fu3kin tired of it. I feel so much...
    Thefightingangel Thefightingangel 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Its so crazy because I've always been very athletic and skinny. 5'8 130lbs... but I still struggle! For a long time it was because I had small breast, but I recently got them done...
    KenziY KenziY 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I have been anorexic, bulimic for 3 years and at one point I hit rock bottom and was in a mental institution and since I wasn't able to go to my room after eating I resorted to...
    AwkwardMango AwkwardMango 13-15, T 2 Responses Feb 17

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    ******* hate it when these thoughts run rapidly in my mind. These urges and risks to harm myself are so high. It's been months since my last cut. The sudden sharp pain of reality...
    SuicidalSilence SuicidalSilence 13-15 Feb 18

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    There I said it, I'm addicted to food and I can't stop. When I try to kick the addiction sometimes it works for a few days, even maybe a week but then when I feel an overwhelming...
    TheHogwartzJanitor TheHogwartzJanitor 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Something isn't right, but I don't know what it is. I want to ask my psychology professor to diagnose me, but I'm afraid to. I can't just look in a DSM and diagnose myself, it...
    MollyToni MollyToni 41-45 1 Response Jan 28

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    I'm always switching it up. Someday I'll stop eating period. Maybe breakfast. Some chocolate too keep me calm. Then I'll just drink water and call it a day. I've been back at it...
    IvyRed15 IvyRed15 16-17, F Jan 29

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    when i was 17 I was put in an intensive care unit for youth witch specialized in depression physios and many other mental health issues when the doctor asked me what are you in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 4

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    after I had left the hospital my past had caught up with me my so called friends abondoned me and shunned my for leaving them How could i tell them that i coulden't do drugs with...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 5

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    Im struggling with having a mature body.. Its doesnt fit on my age.. I got a lot of attention and i like to cry from having big boobs.. People always thought that im 18 or 19 which...
    mrsalpacino mrsalpacino 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 7