I Currently Suffer From An Eating Disorder

a support group for people out there who want to express their feeling on any e.d not just anorexia 185 People

    So I wanna say that I'm recovering,

    but that would be a complete and total lie. You know some things that people say really can mess up a person. For me, all it took was my moms side of the family, and people at school to push me over the edge. I'm going to be a senior next year, and I have been this way since...
    BlondeGirlBunny BlondeGirlBunny
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 18, 2014

    It's been more than 7 years.

    I have no where to turn to. I feel so alone. Two weeks ago I asked for help. no one in my house knows this. I called my school's counselor, I graduated in 2012. but still, he is the o.ky one I can trust. I feel so ashamed that he is the only one I can call. I mean, I've been out...
    chumis chumis
    18-21, F
    Jul 7, 2015

    These past few months have been really hard.

    I thought how fat I am and currently I weigh 113 my goal is 100 but I feel like it's not enough. I want to get better I really do but I can't I feel so fat and ugly constantly. Like today someone pushed my desk and said "wow your heavy" I've only eaten a few crackers since then
    ShattertheMemories ShattertheMemories
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 17, 2014

    Hey, So I'm posting this

    because I'm really struggling and contemplating ending everything because I can't see a way out. Any advice, past experience, hope, people in the same boat etc would be much appreciated. I have had and eating disorder for 5 years now. I have also had anxiety, depression and a...
    ShellFlower119 ShellFlower119
    18-21, F
    Apr 19

    Ever since I left high schooland sadly became

    a pill addict, I've developed this sense that I will always be overweight. I'm terrified to gain a pound. It started with me running everyday and eating one sandwich a day. Then I started running a mile every night at my old high school track after I got out of work no matter...
    HollyMaria954 HollyMaria954
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 21, 2015

    I'm 16 and I weigh 95lb.

    I'm comfortable with my personality and the way I look, but my body makes me feel insecure as far as my fat thighs and lack of apparent bones such as hipbones and collarbones. I don't want to lose too much, but it seems I have to go to extremes to make any difference at all. I...
    3eblover 3eblover
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 25, 2013

    "Just 5 more lbs then I'll stop.

    ." "Thinner is better." "Nothing tastes as good as thin feels." I count calories & weigh myself, every god damn day. Sometimes I feel like anorexia has ruined relationships with people. I just want to be happy and confident again. I'm screaming on the inside and forcing smiles...
    xxcitygirlxx xxcitygirlxx
    18-21, F
    Dec 29, 2013

    I started losing a lot of weight in jr high

    and was thin but thought I was huge then. Now I am 19 and just gave birth to my daughter and I feel so fat it's killing me. I had a hard time with eating and throwing up a lot when I was younger and I want to lose weight but I need help and motivation and an Ana buddy so I can...
    Andie1821 Andie1821
    1 Response Dec 31, 2013

    I need an Ana coach to help me lose weight.

    ..AND YES I HAVE AN EATING DISORDER...I just feel like the voices in my head aren't enough... Message me please if you are available!
    OriginalJuli3 OriginalJuli3
    18-21, F
    May 5, 2015

    I stopped eating because my bf doesn't seem

    attracted or interested in me anymore.
    jemcee jemcee
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 10, 2014

    Its not anorexia, its not bullimia,

    its EDNOS. I got through with it but I'm relapsing
    nikkim143 nikkim143
    22-25, F
    Mar 24, 2014

    If you have an eating disorder.

    Just know. You're not alone. If you binge,purge,starve or whatever. I'm here to listen.
    Kailenalovesyou Kailenalovesyou
    16-17, F
    Jun 18, 2014

    I am so disgusted with myself.

    every time I look in he mirror at my body, I want to cry. I always feel the need to weigh myself no matter what. After every single food I feel disgusting and gross, and if I can purge.
    wearethekillers wearethekillers
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 15, 2015

    Anorexia Nervosa "NOS"

    I started restricting my sophomore year of high school, but because Of my mom I wasn't able to lose much weight. Consequently, when I did my suicide attempt my senior year, they diagnosed me with anorexia nervosa "not otherwise specified" because I was too fat to meet the weight...
    kdkorz10211 kdkorz10211
    22-25, T
    Oct 27, 2013
    Amanda3874 Amanda3874
    18-21, F
    Dec 17, 2015

    Please be brutally honest,

    how much weight do you think I need to lose? Opinions?
    wearethekillers wearethekillers
    18-21, F
    Jul 9, 2015

    So I struggle with anorexia

    and bulimia and I hate it I want to eat but I can't or ill feel disgusting I don't know what to do anymore and I don't wan my family to know
    ShattertheMemories ShattertheMemories
    16-17, F
    May 11, 2014
    trish4pat trish4pat
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 23, 2014

    They want and make me eat

    so I have to... Sadly I don't want to so I'm sitting here crying... I'm sorry I'm not perfect for you two..
    vyrlox vyrlox
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 6, 2014

    Ana is been my best friend

    for as long I can remember... She eat all body away pretty... Put me the hospital so many times... I wish she would just leave...
    MikeOkBurns MikeOkBurns
    16-17, M
    Aug 1, 2014

    I had and am still suffering from an eating

    disorder. I got to a very low weight and I was sick, my hair was breaking off, and I was always out of breath. I recently joined a sport a few months ago and have started to put on weight. I'm also eating a lot better. I know that it's good that I'm gaining weight but it is...
    idk013 idk013
    18-21, F
    Dec 22, 2014

    I am sufferibg from bulimia.

    I don't have body image issues. This was a trained behavior. I feel like I walk a tight rope trying not to slip . I feel the urge to purge all the time but I haven't in a long time and I don't wanna slip back into that. I may be hurting myself still because I either binge eat or...
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 1, 2014

    My antidepressant causes me to eat more.

    The mood stabilizer can help with weight loss. And then my anxiety/night meds increase appetite. Since two increase my appetite(anti depressant & mood stabilizer). They can over power & just take the opposite to lessen it worse than it is. And the anxiety/night meds help the...
    Kailenalovesyou Kailenalovesyou
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 1, 2014


    Im 17 in my last year at 6th form, i started suffering from panik attacks therefore i felt like i had lost control over my life and decided to take it back by controlling my diet excessively before i realised i wasnt in control of my diet anymre and id plunged in2 anorexia, it...
    heatherX heatherX
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Nov 12, 2008

    Would love to chat to people

    who have had eating disorder been abused these two things destroyed my relationship
    trish4pat trish4pat
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 24, 2014

    I've been feeling horrible about my weight

    lately today I even though about carving the word fat into my own skin I absolutely hate my body and all my friends are pretty and skinny compared to me
    ShattertheMemories ShattertheMemories
    16-17, F
    May 6, 2014

    i have eating disorder.

    .i consume diet pills everyday..my friends always make fun of me.they saod i have chubby cheeks. i have a lot of fatty all over my body..i can"t stop remember my friends words..they said fat.fat..fat..**** it that stupid words. i wish i dont care about those words..but i cant..i...
    myselfhere myselfhere
    22-25, F
    Sep 5, 2015
    suemagoo86 suemagoo86
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 11, 2014

    Everyone thought I was happy.

    Now that they know im not they try to help. They cant help me anymore. They shouldn't even try.
    brokenfeelings brokenfeelings
    18-21, F
    Jul 22, 2015

    I have given up everything to become nothing;

    as small as possible. And even though I know that I'll never reach the goal, I still keep trying. "I swear", I tell myself "I'll be happy once I hit 100 pounds". I was crazy. Not happy, but regardless of that, I was smaller. The voices softly congratulated me and then scolded me...
    BecomingPerfect88 BecomingPerfect88
    18-21, F
    Jun 18, 2014

    I was wondering if anyone

    who struggles with an eating disorder would like to email me and we can talk about our experiences. I am currently not getting medical help, because I do not want it. I often think about killing myself and I abuse laxatives and diuretics and I only eat certain things a day that...
    enchanted101 enchanted101
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 30, 2014
    ThisPaganChild ThisPaganChild
    18-21, F
    Apr 8

    My Eating Disorder

    I started from just losing weight the normal way by eating less and started going to the gym did it all healthy!..I was 9 and a half stone and got down to 8 and was so proud off my self and everyone kept telling me how good I looked so I keepet losing more by cuting out meals...
    Charlotte9513 Charlotte9513
    Nov 2, 2013

    This is my story.. I'm sixteen

    and I live in a small town... I'm choosing not to say where... Let's just say. I'm ANOREXIC. Yep you read that... So all I need from you is advice on how to be skinny, ana buddy's , please don't put me down
    anagirl1234 anagirl1234
    16-17, F
    1 Response Oct 26, 2014

    Hey you can call me cristhine.

    Well lately i've been struggling with my body image because i don't feel skiny enough. I'm around 158 cm tall and 49-50 kg. My friends never want to help me because they think i'm getting sick because i wanna loose weight but honestly i think that if i loose weight i'll be more...
    Cristhine Cristhine
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 1, 2013

    I have suffered from an eating disorder

    for most of my life. I am 23 now. Anorexia developed in me when I was 10, by the time I was 15 it was severe and included bits of bulimia. I entered treatment at a week after my 16th birthday. I was in the hospital being refed with a feeding tube for about 3months and was then...
    Mslip Mslip
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 17, 2014

    Having an eating disorder is

    so hard, as soon as you start to recover and actually feel better about yourself there's always one thing that triggers you and knocks you down from where you started . I don't think I'll ever love myself at this rate .
    somewhatbored somewhatbored
    18-21, F
    Jun 26, 2014

    I stay up at night, trying DESPERATELY to sleep,

    but I can't. I'm either too hungry or too distracted about all of the food I ate that day to sleep. I'm always tired and always miserable. I just want to be thin and happy.
    BecomingPerfect88 BecomingPerfect88
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 17, 2014

    I have bulimia and lately it's been really bad.

    I'm supposed to be going to see friends and the guy I like on Friday, but the skin around my mouth is breaking out REALLY BAD since I've been purging so much. I don't even have acne but I look like I do right now and I'm so embarrassed because I don't know how to cover it up :(
    kendrameow kendrameow
    22-25, F
    Jan 21

    If anyone needs an Ana buddy I'm here.

    Cuz tomorrow I'm starting the abc diet. So excited! If anyone wants to join me I can be your Ana buddy.
    Kailenalovesyou Kailenalovesyou
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jun 18, 2014
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