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I Cut My Scrotum Open To See My Testicles

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    A Testicle Fantasy Come True

    The story you are about to read is true. Only the names have been changed to protect the person involved. I had been reading many of the stories in Eunuch Archives regarding castration, penectomy, and nullification. Realizing that most, if not all, the stories were fiction, I...
    doakman2007 doakman2007 70+, M 11 Responses Aug 30, 2010

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    At first I use to cut because everyone seemed to enjoy hurting me and I thought it'd be better if i were dead. However, i was too afraid of what my mom would do and afraid of the...
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    Here's a pic of what my arm used to look like. It's still scarred and each one of them shows a battle that I lost with myself. I still cut and I see a therapist but they do not...
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    Any one has a razor .i really need to cut myself and see my blood . I am sick of always hurting myself from inside if I can't stop myself from inside I will do it on the outside.
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    Proof reading younger siblings and cousins and nieces and nephews school work where it's open response is one of my favorite things I ever do lol. It's just so cute :P
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    I need to talk to someone and get everything off my chest, but I can't even open up about my depression, let alone self-harm and suicidal thoughts. A couple of people know about...
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    Rant. Nothing enrages me more than overemotional kids claiming to have depression social anxiety OCD or any kind of mental disorder that is self diagnosed. I'm sorry I don't fall...
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    I feel so cutty like all I wanna do are cut yaknow? Just cut away at my budy till it's all cutted up.
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    This was my first cut and it wouldn't stop bleeding for awhile. Cutting is my relief, it's my comfort and it's me.๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ”ซ
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    It's been 2 weeks. 2 damn weeks. What p--sses me off the most is that people make fun of cutters. Stfu you don't know what were going through. Yesterday i went to my art class and...
    LolaBones LolaBones 16-17, F Apr 8

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    All of the ******* ******** in this world are a big part of the reason I cut and want to kill myself so bad. Think before you speak. There is a large number of these middle-aged...
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    My balls are very average in size and the way they hang. I am envious of guys who have larger, low hanging balls. I like how they look when I see a guy getting undressed in the...
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    I asked a simple question. "How do I know when a cut needs stitches". This one is particularly deep, and I just wanted to know. Instead, I have a few ******** saying that "It's...
    BloodintheWater BloodintheWater 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 10

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    Thanks to my upbringing....I am very open minded. Always exploring new things in life and accepting differences and varieties.
    diana19 diana19 18-21, F 13 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I like to meet open minded couples and hear their stories.
    ShareHerWithMe2014 ShareHerWithMe2014 26-30, M 10 hrs ago

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    For you (many, girls), who cut yourselves. Please remember that some of us love you, care about you. ----- Food for thought (an article from Psychology Today) ----- Sax on Sex...
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    First of all, I am not a cutter, I am not suicidal, and never have been, I don't want to die. I want to live. But I am not living. I have been stuck in a unwanted role for the...
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    It's been almost a week since I cut. Monday evening it will be a week. I had a bad dream last night. I dreamed that I had cut myself on my arms. Even though I had just cut recently...
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    Don't you ever ******* question why I cut. I don't have it perfect like you think, my family doesn't give a flying ****. The only time I feel something is when I'm cutting my skin...
    BloodintheWater BloodintheWater 13-15, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Everyone needs to know it doesn't matter if your pretty or ugly people cut. We cut from our problems we can't stand to tell.. We cut because we are angels who can't stand to be...
    PrimadonnaAnnie PrimadonnaAnnie 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Today I was on my way to the office. At the red light, I stopped next to a car which there are a father and his daughter inside, the car window is opened so I can see the cute girl...
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    i started cutting about 7 weeks ago when my nan was rushed into hospital. i didn't go deep to start with i didn't feel the need to all's i wanted was to see a little bit of blood...
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