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I Cut My Scrotum Open To See My Testicles

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    A Testicle Fantasy Come True

    The story you are about to read is true. Only the names have been changed to protect the person involved. I had been reading many of the stories in Eunuch Archives regarding castration, penectomy, and nullification. Realizing that most, if not all, the stories were fiction, I...
    doakman2007 doakman2007 70+, M 11 Responses Aug 30, 2010

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