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I Cut My Scrotum Open To See My Testicles

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    A Testicle Fantasy Come True

    The story you are about to read is true. Only the names have been changed to protect the person involved. I had been reading many of the stories in Eunuch Archives regarding castration, penectomy, and nullification. Realizing that most, if not all, the stories were fiction, I...
    doakman2007 doakman2007 70+, M 11 Responses Aug 30, 2010

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    I started when I was 10. And it just progressed when I got older. I started cutting bad when I was 15/16. I even had my own special cutting serrated knife I would use. I hated my...
    UnstableSammi UnstableSammi 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I cut myself today. I am so ashamed. I haven't done something like that since I was a teenager. I used to cut myself all the time when I was younger. I had some issues growing up I...
    Thinkofme Thinkofme 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 10

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    Hello. I am Bailey. I am seventeen years old. I started cutting myself when I was fourteen. The first time I did it, I used a key. I carved someone's initials into my forearm...
    Baileywelch12 Baileywelch12 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I used to but our knifes are not strong enough. Anyway I went to the kitchen and grabbed a knife I kept moving it on my hand softly wanting to cut my self but I stopped and went...
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F Aug 8

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    I love my cuts like children
    MatchIntoWater MatchIntoWater 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    Yes people u see open your ear and just listen to me I told you but you didn't listen to me all you did was just cry didn't find help form me but had to do it my out my Owen way...
    lovemariefrance lovemariefrance 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 2

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    It's weird how really open minded I really am when I look back at all the things in my life I accepted for what they were/are and it didn't bother me. But the biggest benefit of...
    Pmiller3 Pmiller3 26-30, M Jul 31

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    I had arranged to cut a neighbor friend's hair last night. She likes it long (well past her shoulders). Her husband has been asking her to cut it shorter and fancied seeing her...
    OSHfan OSHfan 41-45, M Jul 31

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    I see a family counselor regarding my mental health and have opened up to her. First time undergoing therapy and I find it helpful.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 12 hrs ago

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    My wife, my two year old son and I visited our friends. They had become parents a little more than three months ago of a sweet little daughter named Michelle. Previously...
    Michael91142 Michael91142 70+, M 6 Responses Jul 29

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    My brother's dog was chewing on a metal can. I had to get it away from him or he may cut himself. Well I was the one that god cut. Think I should go to the ER?
    Shaun32 Shaun32 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 30

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    Yes they do, but what I really love is when they sometimes have that certain look on their face, with mouth open, eyebrows raised and gazing in wide-eyed youthful curiosity. This...
    Cristofori Cristofori 41-45, M Aug 3

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    I didn't want to add this to my experiences because I don't think it's important for everyone who sees my profile to know I self-harm. But I do think it's important to open up to...
    sarahslytherin sarahslytherin 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    Ever since i didn't make it with college,i was very dissapointed and i wanted to die.Actually i criticise myself in all that i do..I don't have many friends,i do a meniale job...
    costyk67 costyk67 22-25, M Aug 10

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    It was the 60th birthday of my mother in law Maria. On this occasion, we celebrated with her ​​and her husband in their home. Maria had made much trouble with lunch for her...
    Michael91142 Michael91142 70+, M 3 Responses Aug 12

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    I think my mom is or was figuring it out. It started a bit over a month ago when we went to a water park, my one piece bathing suit showed my thighs, and I forgot about the swim...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I don't usually cut myself. I'm not a cutter. But I hurt my mom again, and it's not right I know but I should've controlled myself, not felt angry. I have a lot of problems with my...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 29

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    I use to cut deep down a line of red blood dripping out but mommy and daddy didn't give a crap about me all they did was cry but didn't tell any one for the help I need. Yes you...
    lovemariefrance lovemariefrance 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    I've been clean for so long, probably a few months but I have the need to do it again. But I'm scared... What if I cut to deep? Or where should I cut to make sure my mom doesn't...
    anonymouschicky anonymouschicky 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I went to this work interview and was asked some questions which resulted me saying "i dont know why my supervisors kept giving me lots of work compared to my collegues" The tot...
    Chiscuit Chiscuit 26-30, F 11 hrs ago

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    I just slipped up and cut again. The thing is it wasn't enough because my blade was too dull to get it deep so I still have that feeling in my chest that only goes away when I cut...
    AllTimeJessica AllTimeJessica 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 5

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    The first time I cut, I promised I wouldn't do it again. So I didn't do it for a few months....then I did it again because I was mad at myself for making stupid decisions. Then...
    BVNG BVNG 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    I was 15 when i first cut myself, i was under pressured, there was this one girl, a friend of mine, she was 14 and she cuts. I asked her what she felt when she cut, she said...
    saffaismail saffaismail 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    I used to do it for crap reasons- I thought I'd be 'interesting', I thought this guy would love me back. But after a while, after I stopped and then relapsed, I started loving it...
    HorizonHeart HorizonHeart 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    A parachute is like a mind if it is not open it doesn't work
    kwill754 kwill754 16-17, M 5 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I did my first cut when I was 13 years old. I don't even know why I did it. And I really regret that first cut. Because now, 5 years later, I still cut. When I don't cut, I self...
    TRexMadness TRexMadness 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I have recently had a falling out with my mother in law - She cursed me out and almost hit me. She is dead to me as far as I'm concerned. My husband is not cutting her out of his...
    CantGEToverit CantGEToverit 31-35 3 Responses Jul 22

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    Do I??? I don't see that in myself well no wait I do SOMETIMES! But, when I am walking and I see my reflection from a glass window from a store, I just see ugliness... But, when I...
    Mini42301 Mini42301 13-15, F Jul 23

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    What if in my past relationship we went through some hell... Feelings were hurt and needs were not met in a time of a lot of personal stress. Now one of us is trying to get it back...
    fight2staypositive fight2staypositive 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    I feel that I might be able to reach more people with my story then doing this individual. For those of you that know me on this site when I say that I get this I GET THIS. I...
    mlcockrell mlcockrell 36-40, M Jul 30

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    I cut myself today. And I think I cut too deep because I can see the flesh and stuff. It's the only way for me to forget about stuff temporarily.
    greenflapper greenflapper 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 31

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    Once I was in a small local store trying on clothes. I needed a new swim suit so I was in the changing room trying some on completely naked. I found one that I liked and i was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 31

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    Well...I used to cut with my unscrewed pencil sharpener. I would cut my thighs and scrape the words softly "cut the fat" , my parents believe that I over-eat and eat all of the...
    genesisramos13 genesisramos13 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    I went swimming for the first time in months yesterday. I went with one of my friends who knows I cut so I didn't feel like there would be a problem. When we got there everyone...
    DontCallMeSunshine DontCallMeSunshine 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 5

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    I just want to rip my arms open I want to watch the blood run down my arms I want to feel the pain I hate this life sometimes I really do
    baileyzook baileyzook 13-15, F Aug 5

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    I haven't cut in a while till today... I always seem to cut again when i get really mad or sad it sucks.
    Marbz5 Marbz5 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 6

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    It was not my intention to show anybody but it happened.... actually there was nothing different then any other days... i came from office late... due to lots of work, i was very...
    nudylisa nudylisa 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    Doesn't this suck.. First time I cut , I promised myself I would never do it again.. I just got really upset one day & cut again.. It soon became a habit.. When I get angry ? I cut...
    Morganperez114 Morganperez114 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    I've started to cut as a coping mechanism/punishment for things that I felt I did wrong. Being overly sensitive to strong emotions, cutting also felt a like a fitting distraction...
    analiza17 analiza17 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I really like this guy...( I'm in the closet btw) He's nice, funny, cute and I'm so comfortable being around him. I flirt with him and he flirts back to me (I think) bc onetime we...
    abelive06 abelive06 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    -TRIGGER WARNING- People ask me why I cut automatically thinking it's attempted suicide or will lead to it..NO! I don't cut because I want to die, I cut because I'm trying to stay...
    XxbixtchybellaxX XxbixtchybellaxX 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Feeling like I want to cut so bad sitting hear scratching my arm start racking my brain all I want to do is cut iv been thinking about it non stop I'm going insane. the feeling of...
    Ripjr Ripjr 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    Hes left me. Its been a while since iv cut but iv cut myself to bits this time. I tried to feel anything but the pain of being unloved. I feel pathetic, used, unlovable, and...
    Stiggyb Stiggyb 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 22

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    So its been fcking months since I did this sh!t but few hours ago I cut again. Cut my wrist. Haven't cut since early march. Idk why just life again I think. 1 of those down days...
    OKPunk OKPunk 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 29

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    I'm slowly frustrating not only her but myself by questioning.questioning if she truelly loves me questioning if she is truelly genuine in all she is.and never getting answers so...
    heartlessK heartlessK 31-35 Jul 30

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