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I Cut My Scrotum Open To See My Testicles

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    A Testicle Fantasy Come True

    The story you are about to read is true. Only the names have been changed to protect the person involved. I had been reading many of the stories in Eunuch Archives regarding castration, penectomy, and nullification. Realizing that most, if not all, the stories were fiction, I...
    doakman2007 doakman2007 70+, M 11 Responses Aug 30, 2010

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    I started when I was 10. And it just progressed when I got older. I started cutting bad when I was 15/16. I even had my own special cutting serrated knife I would use. I hated my...
    UnstableSammi UnstableSammi 22-25, F Aug 20

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    I had a girlfriend in high school that i found out did it and I adopted it to see what it was like as a way to understand where she was coming from and I eventually came up with my...
    graywolf558 graywolf558 26-30, M 8 hrs ago

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    Just cut my self twice on my stomach cuz I'm afraid people will start asking questions about my wrist and stuff...
    lamiavarc lamiavarc 16-17, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I cut myself today. I am so ashamed. I haven't done something like that since I was a teenager. I used to cut myself all the time when I was younger. I had some issues growing up I...
    Thinkofme Thinkofme 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 10

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    Hello. I am Bailey. I am seventeen years old. I started cutting myself when I was fourteen. The first time I did it, I used a key. I carved someone's initials into my forearm...
    Baileywelch12 Baileywelch12 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    I used to but our knifes are not strong enough. Anyway I went to the kitchen and grabbed a knife I kept moving it on my hand softly wanting to cut my self but I stopped and went...
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F Aug 8

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    Yes people u see open your ear and just listen to me I told you but you didn't listen to me all you did was just cry didn't find help form me but had to do it my out my Owen way...
    lovemariefrance lovemariefrance 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 2

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    I've never really been able to talk openly to any of my friends. They're close-minded, and are uninterested in talking about anything other then homework and gossip. I want to talk...
    Pandemonem Pandemonem 13-15, T 7 hrs ago

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    And open the browse more. Then you do the same to yours. But in your own words.
    Artz4Life Artz4Life 16-17, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    How about people actually wake up and stop ignoring things and pretending they aren't happening. I used to be open minded but now not so much. I refuse to live in lala land with...
    louisthepearl louisthepearl 22-25, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Extremely open minded in all ways possible. Nothing is to much for me. Nothing ever shocks me. Things might turn me off but nothing shocks me. I have heard some doozies. sexually...
    000SadisticBitch000 000SadisticBitch000 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I'am a complete open person to talk with, so be it regarding any thing, please do message me or add me, il shurely accept your thoughts and feeling ms 😊
    ronthesexyguy ronthesexyguy 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    I Dated a MILF with a Daughter (pics in album)- I met a MILF I had actually gone to high school with. WE met at a club later in life and caught up, eventually we began dating. She...
    clamjam1600 clamjam1600 31-35, M 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    ...hmm... i joined this group when i was on my quest for tokens which sadly i have just given up on now. *sighs* Seeing as though no matter how many i join or how much i write and...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Yes they do, but what I really love is when they sometimes have that certain look on their face, with mouth open, eyebrows raised and gazing in wide-eyed youthful curiosity. This...
    Cristofori Cristofori 41-45, M Aug 3

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    I didn't want to add this to my experiences because I don't think it's important for everyone who sees my profile to know I self-harm. But I do think it's important to open up to...
    sarahslytherin sarahslytherin 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    I use to cut deep down a line of red blood dripping out but mommy and daddy didn't give a crap about me all they did was cry but didn't tell any one for the help I need. Yes you...
    lovemariefrance lovemariefrance 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    Ever since i didn't make it with college,i was very dissapointed and i wanted to die.Actually i criticise myself in all that i do..I don't have many friends,i do a meniale job...
    costyk67 costyk67 22-25, M Aug 10

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    It was the 60th birthday of my mother in law Maria. On this occasion, we celebrated with her ​​and her husband in their home. Maria had made much trouble with lunch for her...
    Michael91142 Michael91142 70+, M 3 Responses Aug 12

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    I love cutting myself and I think cutting is great. This is of course, just an opinion coming from me. Cutting. I don't see it like it's a bad thing. Everyone says, "oh I regret...
    xrefusetosink xrefusetosink 22-25, F 10 Responses Aug 22

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    The first time I cut was at the end of July. My mom and I were fighting because we had just gotten back from a psychiatrist visit. She wanted me to go on Zoloft for GAD and chronic...
    bandfreak26 bandfreak26 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    Well I am struggling with cutting and the urges to cut recently and now it's to the point where the moment a bad event happens it triggers the urge or a small sting of the urge and...
    DWIA DWIA 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Sharp Thoughts By Kassidy Voelker And Tristan Rethman We cut into our skin because we're angry, we're sad, we're hurtin we're trying to hide it but We're lost and we're broken. We...
    ImNotReallyFine ImNotReallyFine 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    I've been clean for so long, probably a few months but I have the need to do it again. But I'm scared... What if I cut to deep? Or where should I cut to make sure my mom doesn't...
    anonymouschicky anonymouschicky 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    Being open minded? I really don't buy into the I'm open mind bunch. I'm open to new ideas that could help others out as a whole. Make things better for everyone, not just a few...
    KawaiiDemon KawaiiDemon 18-21 Aug 22

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    So it happened on Friday I got in trouble about two weeks ago because I was being "disrespectful" or whatever so this teacher I hate sent me to another teacher on my team to talk...
    DarkSecrets13 DarkSecrets13 13-15, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I was driving home today and I stopped at McDonalds to get a smoothie, I went through the drive through and when I reached out to grab my smoothie from the guy he must have seen my...
    nornorrr nornorrr 16-17, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    So it happened on Friday I got in trouble about two weeks ago because I was being "disrespectful" or whatever so this teacher I hate sent me to another teacher on my team to talk...
    DarkSecrets13 DarkSecrets13 13-15, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I just slipped up and cut again. The thing is it wasn't enough because my blade was too dull to get it deep so I still have that feeling in my chest that only goes away when I cut...
    AllTimeJessica AllTimeJessica 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 5

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    The first time I cut, I promised I wouldn't do it again. So I didn't do it for a few months....then I did it again because I was mad at myself for making stupid decisions. Then...
    BVNG BVNG 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    I was 15 when i first cut myself, i was under pressured, there was this one girl, a friend of mine, she was 14 and she cuts. I asked her what she felt when she cut, she said...
    saffaismail saffaismail 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    I used to do it for crap reasons- I thought I'd be 'interesting', I thought this guy would love me back. But after a while, after I stopped and then relapsed, I started loving it...
    HorizonHeart HorizonHeart 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 18

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    I don't understand it myself as I don't see what I am doing wrong, however whenever I speak my mind or act like myself it means I'm going to argue with my partner. I don't quiet...
    Lightandshadows Lightandshadows 31-35, M 2 hrs ago

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    Well...I used to cut with my unscrewed pencil sharpener. I would cut my thighs and scrape the words softly "cut the fat" , my parents believe that I over-eat and eat all of the...
    genesisramos13 genesisramos13 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    I went swimming for the first time in months yesterday. I went with one of my friends who knows I cut so I didn't feel like there would be a problem. When we got there everyone...
    DontCallMeSunshine DontCallMeSunshine 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 5

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    I just want to rip my arms open I want to watch the blood run down my arms I want to feel the pain I hate this life sometimes I really do
    baileyzook baileyzook 13-15, F Aug 5

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    I haven't cut in a while till today... I always seem to cut again when i get really mad or sad it sucks.
    Marbz5 Marbz5 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 6

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    It was not my intention to show anybody but it happened.... actually there was nothing different then any other days... i came from office late... due to lots of work, i was very...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 10

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    Doesn't this suck.. First time I cut , I promised myself I would never do it again.. I just got really upset one day & cut again.. It soon became a habit.. When I get angry ? I cut...
    Morganperez114 Morganperez114 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 11

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    I've started to cut as a coping mechanism/punishment for things that I felt I did wrong. Being overly sensitive to strong emotions, cutting also felt a like a fitting distraction...
    Amaluna Amaluna 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I really like this guy...( I'm in the closet btw) He's nice, funny, cute and I'm so comfortable being around him. I flirt with him and he flirts back to me (I think) bc onetime we...
    abelive06 abelive06 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 19

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    -TRIGGER WARNING- People ask me why I cut automatically thinking it's attempted suicide or will lead to it..NO! I don't cut because I want to die, I cut because I'm trying to stay...
    XSimplyXSuicideX XSimplyXSuicideX 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    I had close to a month clean up until a week ago now I'm cutting everyday and feel like there is no escape things are just so chaotic right now and it seems like cutting the only...
    homewardbound1990 homewardbound1990 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I sometimes cut my self just because I like the look of blood and on rare occasions because I want to feel physical pain instead of the emotional pain I bottle up inside all the...
    Brok3nSoul Brok3nSoul 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 23

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    Has anyone ever covered a scar with a tattoo. There are many different opinions out there but it seems it can be done. The scars will still be there but if the artist is good then...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    My scars are years old. Still affect me though. Some people notice them, some people ignore them. I feel ashamed sometimes in public, hoping nobody sees. My entire left forearm...
    CJCA CJCA 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago