I have thought about it. I have imagined it in my mind. I won't do it, I am strong, but the thoughts are hard to deal with. I used to cope with this a lot. I am in pain now and I just want to feel in charge of it. I want to in ways punish myself and inflict pain upon myself. I...
Shut your eyes tight,
Tell yourself it's all alright.
Clench your fists in till they feel as if they could burst,
You remember the time you had to do this first.
You're eyes soon reach their fill,
Soon after you're tears begin to spill.
Brace yourself for what's yet to come...
If they knew someone who cuts they would say that we are attention seekers or we're creepy or just in a growing up stage where teenagers are just confused. Like really?? If we want attention, we wouldn't hide when we cut, or if this is like some part of growing up we wouldn't be...
You cover your arms
In painful art
I know you're hurt
I'm here to help
Your screams were unheard
But there was something I felt
Your words touched me
Your cries worried me
I'll hold your hand
I'll always be here
I want to see you smile
She paints a pretty picture
but this picture has a twist
you see.. her paintbrush is a razor
and her canvas is her wrist
she paints her pretty picture
in a color thats blood red
while using her sharp painbrush
she ends up finally dead
her pretty pictures fading
The Rules are:
1. When you feel like you want to cut, take a marker, pen, or sharpies and draw a butterfly on your arm or hand.
2. Name the butterfly after a loved one, or someone that really wants you to get better.
3. You must let the butterfly fade naturally. NO scrubbing it...
When I see the scars on my body I think, "What have I done?". I think of I have to always wear bracelets. Or that people will judge me if they see. Will anyone love me? I'm so broken. 3 months clean, but I'm scared of triggers.
I'm so annoying. I'm expendable to all my friends. In my darkest hour everyone leaves me.
The razor offered sanctity, if only for a few seconds. But I dragged the time out, going deeper, turning the single cut into a gaping hole until I'd been working on the cut for half an hour...
He drew pictures that nobody saw,
He was most artistic late at night,
In the bathroom out of sight,
He kept a secret no one knew.
His drawings were different, no paper or pen,
But needed a bandage now and again.
We stood by the river under the stars,
He rolled up his...
help people but it is really hard whenever i do it myself but i cant stop i don't want other people doing it because it is really hard to stop and i tried to do it a min ago but it is really hard whenever you dont got no blind or nothing that you use with you...
and asked what was on my arm and I just said marker.... But he didn't believe me and he kept asking to see my arm but I ran upstairs.. He didn't care I guess so why should I? I feel like it's not hurting anyone so.... Plus my arm is messed up so there is no point in stopping.. I...
when I was thirteen. My relationship with my family was crumbling, and the bullying got worse. I did it almost everyday, and I still do it, but not as much.
I was trying to quit for a while, but one particularly bad incident happened and I couldn't control myself. Now I only...
I went further than ever. I've never been so deep at so many places, and I'm scared. The cuts on my thighs are almost black with depth and dried blood. I've cleaned them, but they still burn as hell.
I just want to escape my body right now. I want to fall asleep and not wake up...
and I stopped at McDonalds to get a smoothie, I went through the drive through and when I reached out to grab my smoothie from the guy he must have seen my cuts because he hesitated, then said, "you don't know me, but can you promise me you won't cut tonight?" and I could feel...
She’s emo? You’d cut too, if you’ve been through what she has. She’s anorexic? You’d be too, if everyone called you fat everyday. She’s a *****? She made one mistake that cost her, her reputation. She’s a showoff? Her parents abused her, & she’s never heard of...
Rauthaupt about me cutting cause she found out about me trying to kill myself and it was serious so my dad knows about stuff and me and this guy Ryan and how I'm getting bullied sometimes and **** like that but my mom is gonna find out later
I try to stay clean for a while but the longest has been two weeks. I'm tormented at school by people who called themselves my friend. I don't know how to trust people so I trust the blades and scars because they are guaranteed to stay for a lifetime
as a reminder for you to stay strong. Today I celebrate 1year going without self harm. I've had the thought to along with suicidal thoughts and still do. I've been through a lot trough out my life. Message me if you need someone to talk to or comfort you. I will never judge you...
. I wanted to stay clean for my birthday. But I just can't. I broke every promise I made, I told myself repetitively that I was better than that, that I am stronger. I am not.. I can't tell my friend, she'll shun me and just.. This is the most dumbest thing I've done. It makes me...
that nobody saw
He was most artistic late at night
In the bathroom out of sight
He kept a secret no one knew
He didn't tell a soul and his gallery grew
His drawings were different
No paper or pen
But needed a bandage now and again
We stood by the river under the stars
"People always want to know what it feels like, so I’ll tell you: there’s a sting when you first slice, and then your heart speeds up when you see the blood, because you know you’ve done something you shouldn’t have, and yet you’ve gotten away with it. Then you sort of...
so bad?? i dont understand. it not like im dying by doing it. they heal and theres really no harm done except a scar unless ur like me. some of need it to feel or somthing else. back off people im not sick so stop saying i need to get better -.-
Little Boy: Are you an angel?
Little Boy: My mum told me that those who have marked wrists are angels.
Me: I'm not an angel
Little Boy: Of course you are. Mum said that only angels harm themselves because they don't like life on Earth. This world is destroying them...
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I just can't seem to stop, and I don't really want to anyways. I need it to make it through the day. No one in my life even suspects that I could do this to myself. They all think I'm this happy little girl. I wish they could see past that, but whatever. It's better for them to...
You’re beautiful. I may not know you, but I do know that you were brought into the world for a reason. Nothing can change that. You have strengths people admire you for. Your smile makes other people smile. You’re a unique individual. Smart, talented, kind hearted...
came close but couldn't. I just wanted to say that cutting does nothing besides the rush you get from it, it's only temporary, like alcohol and drugs etc. the reason you're cutting is still their afterwards. Hopefully one day you'll be able to put that razor down and be able to...