I felt like it was very necessary to relive so stress die to certain situations. My leg bled a lot and it sent me to a frenzy when I couldn't feel. I couldn't physically feel pain in my leg until the next morning I know I shouldn't but I can't stop
to all the cutters and self harmers like myself too let's all try this idea. When you feel the urge to harm yourself close your eyes an count to 10 or as high as you need until it goes away an just focus in counting. I'm going to try this as well. Spread the word to others. We...
and cut myself, I cry a little bit. I guess that's kinda normal but I wish I didn't sometimes. I wish the times where I have no emotion was different. People are always telling me to stop cutting because it's hurting me. But truth is I'm hurting myself just as much as everybody...
I just can't seem to stop, and I don't really want to anyways. I need it to make it through the day. No one in my life even suspects that I could do this to myself. They all think I'm this happy little girl. I wish they could see past that, but whatever. It's better for them to...
"People always want to know what it feels like, so I’ll tell you: there’s a sting when you first slice, and then your heart speeds up when you see the blood, because you know you’ve done something you shouldn’t have, and yet you’ve gotten away with it. Then you sort of...
so bad?? i dont understand. it not like im dying by doing it. they heal and theres really no harm done except a scar unless ur like me. some of need it to feel or somthing else. back off people im not sick so stop saying i need to get better -.-
I cut my self....
Its like a drug..
it gets you to a place of peace..
a place where you don't think about you're problems..
a place where you think of the future..
a fealing of numness....
a fealing of no fealing....
but most of all it gets you away from youre self....
When I see the scars on my body I think, "What have I done?". I think of I have to always wear bracelets. Or that people will judge me if they see. Will anyone love me? I'm so broken. 3 months clean, but I'm scared of triggers.
and counting; I mean, yes I still struggle with temptations to harm myself because the urges will always be there but I'm trying my best to overcome selfharm and give others hope that, they too can do it and overcome it no matter what... It just requires time to go back and love...
The Rules are:
1. When you feel like you want to cut, take a marker, pen, or sharpies and draw a butterfly on your arm or hand.
2. Name the butterfly after a loved one, or someone that really wants you to get better.
3. You must let the butterfly fade naturally. NO scrubbing it...
that nobody saw
He was most artistic late at night
In the bathroom out of sight
He kept a secret no one knew
He didn't tell a soul and his gallery grew
His drawings were different
No paper or pen
But needed a bandage now and again
We stood by the river under the stars
You cover your arms
In painful art
I know you're hurt
I'm here to help
Your screams were unheard
But there was something I felt
Your words touched me
Your cries worried me
I'll hold your hand
I'll always be here
I want to see you smile
He drew pictures that nobody saw,
He was most artistic late at night,
In the bathroom out of sight,
He kept a secret no one knew.
His drawings were different, no paper or pen,
But needed a bandage now and again.
We stood by the river under the stars,
He rolled up his...
Just a piece of it. I cut a heartagram into my wrist around the vein because I'm not suicidal, and stop my wrist, my hounder has many cuts and a perfectly cut cross, I have a huge scar still healing cause I cut until I saw white. 3 cuts was from a dare, she was right my blood is...
I try to stay clean for a while but the longest has been two weeks. I'm tormented at school by people who called themselves my friend. I don't know how to trust people so I trust the blades and scars because they are guaranteed to stay for a lifetime
You’re beautiful. I may not know you, but I do know that you were brought into the world for a reason. Nothing can change that. You have strengths people admire you for. Your smile makes other people smile. You’re a unique individual. Smart, talented, kind hearted...
and I was hanging out 3 other friends
Two cut themselves too
So one of them asked if she was still doing it and she said she thinks she's done
Then he asked me and I hadn't heard what he said so I asked the girl next to me
She then went to ask me if I was still "slicing"
I went further than ever. I've never been so deep at so many places, and I'm scared. The cuts on my thighs are almost black with depth and dried blood. I've cleaned them, but they still burn as hell.
I just want to escape my body right now. I want to fall asleep and not wake up...
Rauthaupt about me cutting cause she found out about me trying to kill myself and it was serious so my dad knows about stuff and me and this guy Ryan and how I'm getting bullied sometimes and **** like that but my mom is gonna find out later
so quickly. I didn't know that when a cut bleeds so fast the blood comes out so thick that it immediately looks black. I didn't know that when it pools on the floor it ends up feeling more rubbery than liquidy. I didn't know that it doesn't wash so easily down the drain. I didn...
Little Boy: Are you an angel?
Little Boy: My mum told me that those who have marked wrists are angels.
Me: I'm not an angel
Little Boy: Of course you are. Mum said that only angels harm themselves because they don't like life on Earth. This world is destroying them...
i wrote this poem thinking it would help me. i wrote it 89 days ago. it's helped me a lot. maybe it can help other people too. stay clean, you don't deserve the hurt, head up <3
just put down that blade,
looking down, watching your cuts bleed.
tears slowly well up in your...
She’s emo? You’d cut too, if you’ve been through what she has. She’s anorexic? You’d be too, if everyone called you fat everyday. She’s a *****? She made one mistake that cost her, her reputation. She’s a showoff? Her parents abused her, & she’s never heard of...
I've been cutting myself for 3 years now! Did some ****! I hate my self, i want to be perfect.. Need to loose weight! Need support! I need to become anorexic for my own good, it's the only control I can have in my life, if I cut myself deeper, if I eat, if I make myself throw up...
Shut your eyes tight,
Tell yourself it's all alright.
Clench your fists in till they feel as if they could burst,
You remember the time you had to do this first.
You're eyes soon reach their fill,
Soon after you're tears begin to spill.
Brace yourself for what's yet to come...
and I stopped at McDonalds to get a smoothie, I went through the drive through and when I reached out to grab my smoothie from the guy he must have seen my cuts because he hesitated, then said, "you don't know me, but can you promise me you won't cut tonight?" and I could feel...
and talks about me cutting myself to everyone. It bothers me so much. My dad had to buy razors to take off some wallpaper and my mom said "you can't leave razors out around jill". I hate her so much. She's the reason I have a ****** life. I can't wait Until she dies
Drip. Drip.The water is clear.And now it’s red.She’s all alone.Now she’s dead.Drip. Drip.Covered in blood.There’s no skin left.See her bones?Look, she’s dead.Drip. Drip.She starved herself.She always bled.She’s beautiful.But she’s dead.Drip. Drip.She’s so young.So...
I'm so annoying. I'm expendable to all my friends. In my darkest hour everyone leaves me.
The razor offered sanctity, if only for a few seconds. But I dragged the time out, going deeper, turning the single cut into a gaping hole until I'd been working on the cut for half an hour...
Almost two years ago I fell into serious depression. I was crying myself to sleep every other night and I believed that no one cared for me. Not too many people know what it feels like when not a single soul gives a damn about you. Doesn't feel very good ... I had extremely...