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    I felt badly depressed today,

    I was about cut myself again but I didn't. I'm so proud of me:")
    InutileSuicide InutileSuicide 16-17, F 11 Responses Oct 24, 2014

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    I do it... multiple times a week.

    I can't tell anyone because, either they are too busy or don't have time for me, I told my mom I need a therapist, but she just passes it off. I feel like I don't have a place anymore. I told my best friend and she called me a freak, she doesn't understand, cutting is what keeps...
    SadisticallyInsane SadisticallyInsane 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Hey everyone just like probably everyone here I

    cut myself aswell just lonely and looking for people of any gender even trans to talk to. I'm a pretty big nerd
    Chaospi2 Chaospi2 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    Hiya, i'm gavin, I like to help people with

    depression/self-harm, so if you want a friend you can message me
    GavinP GavinP 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    MrPoolofsouls MrPoolofsouls 36-40, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Dear whoever is reading this,

    You’re beautiful. I may not know you, but I do know that you were brought into the world for a reason. Nothing can change that. You have strengths people admire you for. Your smile makes other people smile. You’re a unique individual. Smart, talented, kind hearted...
    smilemore123 smilemore123 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 6, 2013

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    Away From Youre Self

    I cut my self.... Its like a drug.. it gets you to a place of peace.. a place where you don't think about you're problems.. a place where you think of the future.. a fealing of numness.... a fealing of no fealing.... but most of all it gets you away from youre self....
    yme73 yme73 16-17, M 23 Responses Apr 28, 2009

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    I don't because they would find out,

    I don't want to keep it a secret. But there's no one to lie to anymore, because no one really cares to find out.
    missmalky missmalky 18-21, T 2 days ago

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    After my parents found out

    that I cut, I felt so sad and frustrated. I didn't feel like a weight just dropped off my shoulders bit instead it felt like more was piled on. I felt this way for 3 month. One day I decided that I couldn't take it anymore. I cut. I.felt so relieved after that. I want to control...
    yummythedrummer yummythedrummer 13-15, F 7 Responses Mar 30

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    Been clean since 6-27-14 .

    -. It's only been 2days but I'm hoping to keep it that way
    Waterstorm Waterstorm 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    I knew a boy who liked to draw He drew pictures

    that nobody saw He was most artistic late at night In the bathroom out of sight He kept a secret no one knew He didn't tell a soul and his gallery grew His drawings were different No paper or pen But needed a bandage now and again We stood by the river under the stars He...
    beautifulgirl09 beautifulgirl09 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 26, 2014

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    I was driving home today

    and I stopped at McDonalds to get a smoothie, I went through the drive through and when I reached out to grab my smoothie from the guy he must have seen my cuts because he hesitated, then said, "you don't know me, but can you promise me you won't cut tonight?" and I could feel...
    nornorrr nornorrr 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 31, 2014

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    I Cut Myself Because...

    I like the sight of my own blood, I like to know that I'm only numb inside, to defy my parents as in when my parents anger me, which they do often, I cut to make myself feel like they can't control what I do, to do things I know would **** them off. My mom probably...
    bookclub bookclub 13-15, F 19 Responses Sep 27, 2009

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    Hey guys I'd like to post this

    as a reminder for you to stay strong. Today I celebrate 1year going without self harm. I've had the thought to along with suicidal thoughts and still do. I've been through a lot trough out my life. Message me if you need someone to talk to or comfort you. I will never judge you...
    Darktitan Darktitan 18-21, M 9 Responses Dec 11, 2013

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    I hate the people who visit this experience

    topic and start commenting on everyone's story things like "don't give in to the urge" or "this isn't the answer" or "please don't do this to yourself". clearly they don't understand the struggle. I wish they'd all just stop. we're trying here. we're venting. we don't need any...
    missmalky missmalky 18-21, T 2 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    Clean

    I've been clean well over two months now but most things set me off wanting to cut again but I haven't so, woohoo I guess.
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Jul 21, 2013

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    Just realised I'm half a year clean!

    Waw that's an achievement right?
    DeadGhost123 DeadGhost123 13-15, M 11 Responses Feb 21

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    so i'm 89 days clean.

    i wrote this poem thinking it would help me. i wrote it 89 days ago. it's helped me a lot. maybe it can help other people too. stay clean, you don't deserve the hurt, head up <3 just put down that blade, looking down, watching your cuts bleed. tears slowly well up in your...
    18butterfly 18butterfly 18-21, F 8 Responses Feb 10, 2014

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    Boys dont self harm..

    . yea right. about 3 percent do... Im out of the 3 percent.... horrible childhood and still horrible now. You were suppose to die at birth i keep telling myself. Im going to be completely honest. Im a very bad self-harmer... like one of the worst ones. I cant survive about 3...
    InfiniteZero InfiniteZero 13-15, M 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    I cut.... again a couple hours ago right

    after I got in a huge arguement that got really heated... it just reminded me of how worthless i really am. and I had been clean for weeks better than I had ever done but I ****** it up like everything else wish i could just flick the lights off
    Corneredblades Corneredblades 13-15, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Everyone wants me to buy scar cream

    but I actually like my scars. They remind me to stay strong, but my family thinks it's weird. Is it?
    DelaneyJade DelaneyJade 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I never thought a razor blade would comfort me

    more than people could. That I find myself cutting deep enough that blood is on my finger tips. I never thought I'd cut hateful words in to my skin. I never thought that I'd do this... But I did. And I do.
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 5

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    I want to feel accepted

    for who I am. I feel like I'm not good enough sometimes. I hate myself. I hate my body. Sometimes I ask myself how can someone love a person that ruined their selves with scars.
    Darcy220 Darcy220 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    Today, I'm going to share my story with you.

    :) Almost two years ago I fell into serious depression. I was crying myself to sleep every other night and I believed that no one cared for me. Not too many people know what it feels like when not a single soul gives a damn about you. Doesn't feel very good ... I had extremely...
    tamnialler tamnialler 16-17, F 15 Responses Mar 3, 2014

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    I knew a boy who liked to draw,

    He drew pictures that nobody saw, He was most artistic late at night, In the bathroom out of sight, He kept a secret no one knew. His drawings were different, no paper or pen, But needed a bandage now and again. We stood by the river under the stars, He rolled up his...
    Pettifogger Pettifogger 16-17, M 6 Responses Mar 4, 2014

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    alice123422 alice123422 13-15, F 5 Responses Oct 29, 2014

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    another failed attempt

    because of a dull knife
    kaitlynn56 kaitlynn56 18-21, F Jun 25

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    I'm spiraling downwards again.

    But it's all happening way too fast. When I started I promised myself I would stay at my hip where I could hide it easily and I would never go deeper than a careful scratch. I feel like I'm just too far gone now. I know I need help, but I know it's unattainable. I'm alone. I...
    mirrorimage99 mirrorimage99 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    24 hours without cutting

    and I really want to but I promised my bf I wouldn't anymore and it is hard not too
    kaitlynn56 kaitlynn56 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Rip Isabelle

    Drip. Drip.The water is clear.And now it’s red.She’s all alone.Now she’s dead.Drip. Drip.Covered in blood.There’s no skin left.See her bones?Look, she’s dead.Drip. Drip.She starved herself.She always bled.She’s beautiful.But she’s dead.Drip. Drip.She’s so young.So...
    somethingbecomingnothing somethingbecomingnothing 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    Handle With Care

    "People always want to know what it feels like, so I’ll tell you: there’s a sting when you first slice, and then your heart speeds up when you see the blood, because you know you’ve done something you shouldn’t have, and yet you’ve gotten away with it. Then you sort of...
    somethingbecomingnothing somethingbecomingnothing 18-21, F 8 Responses Feb 13, 2012

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    yesterday i cut my wrist .

    .it was the first for a really long time ..i felt so much pain and broken so i cut ...but this time i took it to a really new level ...my cuts used to be shallow but now its deep ...besides i did for the first time 3 cuts on my thigh ! i really want to stop ! its not a good thing...
    yuush yuush 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm trying not too but without school

    and my friends to distract me from my own thoughts it's getting harder to resist the urges **** I actually want school to be back so I'm stuck at home alone with my thoughts
    bloodofcour bloodofcour 16-17, M 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    toxicpastels toxicpastels 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    I'm a failure to life.

    Why am i still around? So many times i should of died, why do i survive every time.
    jazakar01 jazakar01 16-17, M Jun 25

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    I think me mom knows about my cutting

    though I'm not entirely sure yet, I knows doctor talked to her about some stuff but I don't know how much of it she said... Still the first thing she said when we left the doctors office was; "did you just need to make me aware of yourself, get my attention?" I'm still shocked...
    Bikiexd Bikiexd 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    pdogshotu pdogshotu 18-21, F 15 Responses Sep 30, 2014

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    bhenn21 bhenn21 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Are You An Angel?

    Little Boy: Are you an angel? Me: What? Little Boy: My mum told me that those who have marked wrists are angels. Me: I'm not an angel Little Boy: Of course you are. Mum said that only angels harm themselves because they don't like life on Earth. This world is destroying them...
    BlurredBeyondTheStarsx BlurredBeyondTheStarsx 70+ 5 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    Sitting in my dark room.

    . while blood just keep dripping.. still.. it hurts.. my mind, my heart, everything... someone help me
    mozaq mozaq 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Cutters are wonderful people.

    I love you all. I see and share your pain.
    styxc styxc 22-25, M 23 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    I am scared to death

    for the moment someone(especially my family) sees my cuts and scars. I want to stop but I can't. I want help but I don't think I'm ready. It's like a drug that I can't let go of. Someday maybe...
    Justsilence00 Justsilence00 26-30, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    The Butterfly Project.

    The Rules are: 1. When you feel like you want to cut, take a marker, pen, or sharpies and draw a butterfly on your arm or hand. 2. Name the butterfly after a loved one, or someone that really wants you to get better. 3. You must let the butterfly fade naturally. NO scrubbing it...
    somethingbecomingnothing somethingbecomingnothing 18-21, F 21 Responses Dec 15, 2011

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    I sometimes wish that I have never done this

    shiet in my life .... *cried*
    gaybottomsocal99 gaybottomsocal99 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    When I cut I don't feel fear,

    I don't feel sadness. I feel the satisfaction of deserving it a way of punishing myself for looking the way I do. Being the person I am. For making people see me, just by going to school, I hate having such punishment on those people. Cutting is my escape.
    loveyourselmore loveyourselmore 16-17, F 10 hrs ago

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    I've been 76 days selfharm-free

    and counting; I mean, yes I still struggle with temptations to harm myself because the urges will always be there but I'm trying my best to overcome selfharm and give others hope that, they too can do it and overcome it no matter what... It just requires time to go back and love...
    Angelanorexic Angelanorexic 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 26, 2014

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    Hey it could be worse,

    I could be an alcoholic and take drugs but I don't because I know my family needs me.