I Cut My Skin When Im Angry Or Sad

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    I do it just a couple of times .

    I'm not sure why I do it but it makes me feel whole . Sometimes the cuts leave scars and everyday I look at those scars to show just how alone I feel .
    VoodooBlood VoodooBlood
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 28, 2014

    Only a Couple Times

    I don't do it a lot. I've only done it a couple times, when the shame and anger against myself boiled over. I do it mostly with my fingernails, but I've also done it with a broken bowl, a razor blade, and a pocket knife. It helped me deal with my pain, and it was a way of...
    oahugirl77 oahugirl77
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 10, 2008

    The Dangers Of Parrafin Wax

    I have been doing some extensive research on candles and found that parrafin is made of  petroleum oil. So NON soy candles have this cancerous combination of TOXIC ingredients [ crude oil , animal fat  dyes , and fake fragrance ]. NON soy candles can stain your clothes , your...
    humilitea humilitea
    26-30, M
    Feb 29, 2012

    My Life

    Hi my name is Hannah I cutt myself.I gusseI cut because of how my life has been so far. I'll start by saying my parents fought and I mean FOUGHT not "YOU NEED TO GET A JOB" but the find of fighting with fistes,guns,and hammers and not just when I was asleep...
    mytearstainsred mytearstainsred
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 11, 2008

    I do it because I deserve it,

    and because I'm waiting to cut too deep...
    Ann1983 Ann1983
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 24, 2015

    I don't cut just because I'm sad

    or mad, because I am depressed... I just want to die! And I'm still alive because suicide is a sin and I don't think I have the guts to point a gun on my head, my grandpa fought to not get a bullet in his head. I don't think I have the guts to put a knife through me, because I...
    ollirtsixela ollirtsixela
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Dec 21, 2013

    I Do It All The Time And I Like It!

    Sometimes I feel like living being only for presence is too much. I hate myself. I hate everything about me. People say I am talented I can sing, dance and draw...well if I do..I don't really care all of my dreams are just gone...what to dream for when I have no one to share...
    sophietodorova sophietodorova
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 22, 2012

    I Do

    When I bottom out, I do cut myself. Its a high the feeling I get when the blade slides across my skin and the beautiful bright red blood comes gushing down my skin. For a brief moment, I know something beautiful can come from me.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 25, 2013

    Bloody Path

    X Marks The Spot,But Watch Your Step It’s a Bloody Trial.It’s Known To Start Off As A Painful Dangerous Path But Soon Enough You Become So Lost On The Path You Become Numb.You Start To Adapt.It’s Your Getaway. Your Little Secret Place.
    BlackroseVsWhiterose BlackroseVsWhiterose
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 26, 2012

    I constantly contemplate death.

    . I feel like a freak and I feel so horrible for being sad
    justthatteen justthatteen
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Aug 1, 2015

    I first started cutting

    when I was 11 I think... My parents have been fighting for 7 years now and I was badly bullied. So I guess that's what started it. I had the idea of cutting from a friend who was 2 years older than me and she had cuts on her wrists and I asked what happened and she said she was...
    Miagrace55 Miagrace55
    16-17, F
    Aug 21, 2015

    I cut myself when im sad

    because it gives me the feeling of being relieved. Although not completely.
    Annaambrose Annaambrose
    16-17
    1 Response Jan 12, 2015

    I Cant Stop

    i started cutting when i was 12 years old, when i was 11 my grandpa was in the hospital dying of cancer me and my mom went to go see him and when he saw me he called me every name in the book and it crushed me. i cried and asked him whats going on and he said im no granddaughter...
    daynamay daynamay
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 8, 2012

    I wanna cut so bad but there's nothing to cut

    with like wtf he doesn't even ******* care about me he cares about ugh I jae every ******* thing
    adoreeceleste adoreeceleste
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 11, 2014

    I cut when I'm angry

    or sad I don't have any scars I'm just waiting for me to accidentally cut to deep and leave a scar
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Mar 23, 2015

    I Cant Seem To Stop

    i promised my mother i would stop after she foundout but then things just got alot worse . i didnt for about a month and then something happened and i just started again and it makes me feel like everything is better for a while but then something else bad happens that makes me...
    deswaq deswaq
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Sep 28, 2010

    I Hurt Myself

    I was thinking about killing myself when I was 15. I had some problems then. Fist my dog's death, later my granpa's, new school and some other typical for that age problems. I thought about cutting my skin then too but i didn't do it. Probably it was a start of my depression wich...
    lovelessbutterfly lovelessbutterfly
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Oct 1, 2009

    I Started Because

    i did so at first because i was completly deppressed, my friends had gone completly against me, and i hated it, and cutting was the only pain that i could control. i wasnt doing it to kill but just to have a distraction in away. i stopped for a while but recently started.... idk...
    highonanimeXD highonanimeXD
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jan 19, 2009

    Be Happy

    hey guys!!! life is short! try to be happy,im down all the time but i try to kill that! my friend told me the past is history,the future is a mystery, and now is a gift thats why they cal it the present!! lol,a little corny? i know! but i mean try laughing,laughing releases...
    krazytrinity krazytrinity
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jan 9, 2013

    Too Much.

    I think mostly for me it's a...stress reliever and makes me focus on something different. I don't do it every time I'm upset just when I can't take it anymore. Something really has to push me to the edge for it to happen. In some ways I'm ashamed of myself for it but in some ways...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 22, 2012

    I'm really eger to cut my wrists

    when I'm at school. I'm sick of all the bullying and teachers harrasing me. I just want to end it all. please help me, last week I got caught jacking off in the custodial office and the vice principal walked in and took pictures and every otger day he makes me watch him spank...
    PuffyCunt PuffyCunt
    31-35, T
    Nov 11, 2015

    Im feeling down ******* down right now

    and idk if i should act strong anymore, istg the urge is so strong but i want to recover
    flamedoll flamedoll
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 10, 2014

    This Is For " Bloodshot "

    My goal in life is to sell personal alarms that women can wear on them or pepper spray. In 1997 I rescued a woman from being beaten by her ex , I was on workmans comp and had the time to still help others. This person I rescued is now maaried and did not think she was going to...
    humilitea humilitea
    26-30, M
    Sep 27, 2011

    When Its All to Much

    i feel the need to punnish myself, i like to cut deep into my arm legs and body, i call this faceing the consiquences. when friends hate me i go cut myself i use to right what was bothering me on my stomach now its a whole new story, im not proud of this, but when i dont do it i...
    fallenchild fallenchild
    16-17, M
    1 Response Aug 30, 2008

    It Makes Me Feel Better

    it all started when i was 12. i was being repetedly raped by my best friend and her uncle and i hated myself. i watched my best friends kill themselves and i wanted to feel something else. so i took a sharp knife and cut my arms. the pleasure i felt shocked me. i loved the rush...
    sebie sebie
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Jan 4, 2009
    XxToxicKissesxX XxToxicKissesxX
    13-15, F
    1 Response Aug 2, 2015

    I Cut My Skin When I'm Angry Or Sad

    I don't do it often, i don't normally get really angry, but if i do, then that's what happens. Last night me and my boyfriend of a year and half got into a fight, we had been to a Halloween party and both had been drinking, but he started being really nasty when we got home...
    AnonnGirl AnonnGirl
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Nov 1, 2013

    I Don't Get It, But I Do It.t.

     It just happens! I can't control it anymore! It is taking over my life! A grand total of 1 amazing awesome guy knows I cut. Alot of my time is spent trying to hide the scars! It all started with the weed eater, and now it is every night that I cut. Today blood was dripping...
    dumbblonde dumbblonde
    18-21
    3 Responses Sep 30, 2008

    Burn

    i cut and burned alot for help because i was scared to ask for it. i have third degree burns on my arms and carvings on my legs, ive been diagnosed with self mutilation and i have been clean for 2 months and 16 days. i want to do it so badly because of things with friends and...
    Yankees2 Yankees2
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 16, 2011

    Sometimes feeling pain is the only way to

    remind yourself that you're alive
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 3, 2015

    Rush

    why... why must one slice with a razor feel so good? :'( i need help... why because thats what i rezort to... i say just one slice but it ends up being more... iam losing everyone to be in control... idk y i do this to myself i need help
    mearoundme mearoundme
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Feb 9, 2013

    I'm tired of being angry

    and sad. I just want to be happy.
    FromAPoorDesign FromAPoorDesign
    16-17, F
    Aug 26, 2015

    I Cut Because .......and I Havn't Stopped

    it all started when my mom got date raped or so she said i know what your thinking that might be a little insensitive but ull see why i say that latter in the story. she said she wus date raped when i was 9. i was kinda of daughter but more like a friend . she started getting...
    bloodshot bloodshot
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Oct 18, 2008

    I have been though a lot in my life

    and that's bad to say when I'm only 13, but its true. My mother left my dad when I was 2, I didn't get to see my dad again till I was about 10. My mother has been in and out of jail my whole life, actually right now she is in jail. My whole life my mother has abused me and I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 8, 2015

    My Story

    When I was 14 I first time cutted myself. I was still in highschool and I really didn't have friends, my schoolmates were beating me and I went to school social worker almost every day. That noone liked was bad, but when in summer a bad guy did something, i couldn't stand it...
    amantedeti amantedeti
    22-25, F
    Mar 1, 2011

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