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I Cut My Skin When Im Angry Or Sad

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    Bloody Path

    X Marks The Spot,But Watch Your Step It’s a Bloody Trial.It’s Known To Start Off As A Painful Dangerous Path But Soon Enough You Become So Lost On The Path You Become Numb.You Start To Adapt.It’s Your Getaway. Your Little Secret Place.
    BlackroseVsWhiterose BlackroseVsWhiterose 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 26, 2012

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    Im feeling down ******* down right now

    and idk if i should act strong anymore, istg the urge is so strong but i want to recover
    saffaismail saffaismail 16-17, F Sep 10

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    My Story

    When I was 14 I first time cutted myself. I was still in highschool and I really didn't have friends, my schoolmates were beating me and I went to school social worker almost every day. That noone liked was bad, but when in summer a bad guy did something, i couldn't stand it...
    amantedeti amantedeti 22-25, F Mar 1, 2011

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    I Cant Seem To Stop

    i promised my mother i would stop after she foundout but then things just got alot worse . i didnt for about a month and then something happened and i just started again and it makes me feel like everything is better for a while but then something else bad happens that makes me...
    deswaq deswaq 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 28, 2010

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    The Dangers Of Parrafin Wax

    I have been doing some extensive research on candles and found that parrafin is made of  petroleum oil. So NON soy candles have this cancerous combination of TOXIC ingredients [ crude oil , animal fat  dyes , and fake fragrance ]. NON soy candles can stain your clothes , your...
    humilitea humilitea 26-30, M Feb 29, 2012

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    This Is For " Bloodshot "

    My goal in life is to sell personal alarms that women can wear on them or pepper spray. In 1997 I rescued a woman from being beaten by her ex , I was on workmans comp and had the time to still help others. This person I rescued is now maaried and did not think she was going to...
    humilitea humilitea 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 27, 2011

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    Too Much.

    I think mostly for me it's a...stress reliever and makes me focus on something different. I don't do it every time I'm upset just when I can't take it anymore. Something really has to push me to the edge for it to happen. In some ways I'm ashamed of myself for it but in some ways...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 22, 2012

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    I Do It All The Time And I Like It!

    Sometimes I feel like living being only for presence is too much. I hate myself. I hate everything about me. People say I am talented I can sing, dance and draw...well if I do..I don't really care all of my dreams are just gone...what to dream for when I have no one to share...
    sophietodorova sophietodorova 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2012

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    My Life

    Hi my name is Hannah I cutt myself.I gusseI cut because of how my life has been so far. I'll start by saying my parents fought and I mean FOUGHT not "YOU NEED TO GET A JOB" but the find of fighting with fistes,guns,and hammers and not just when I was asleep...
    mytearstainsred mytearstainsred 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 11, 2008

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    Be Happy

    hey guys!!! life is short! try to be happy,im down all the time but i try to kill that! my friend told me the past is history,the future is a mystery, and now is a gift thats why they cal it the present!! lol,a little corny? i know! but i mean try laughing,laughing releases...
    krazytrinity krazytrinity 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 9, 2013

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    It Makes Me Feel Better

    it all started when i was 12. i was being repetedly raped by my best friend and her uncle and i hated myself. i watched my best friends kill themselves and i wanted to feel something else. so i took a sharp knife and cut my arms. the pleasure i felt shocked me. i loved the rush...
    sebie sebie 16-17, F 6 Responses Jan 4, 2009

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    I Cant Stop

    i started cutting when i was 12 years old, when i was 11 my grandpa was in the hospital dying of cancer me and my mom went to go see him and when he saw me he called me every name in the book and it crushed me. i cried and asked him whats going on and he said im no granddaughter...
    daynamay daynamay 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8, 2012

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    Burn

    i cut and burned alot for help because i was scared to ask for it. i have third degree burns on my arms and carvings on my legs, ive been diagnosed with self mutilation and i have been clean for 2 months and 16 days. i want to do it so badly because of things with friends and...
    Yankees2 Yankees2 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2011

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    I Don't Get It, But I Do It.t.

     It just happens! I can't control it anymore! It is taking over my life! A grand total of 1 amazing awesome guy knows I cut. Alot of my time is spent trying to hide the scars! It all started with the weed eater, and now it is every night that I cut. Today blood was dripping...
    dumbblonde dumbblonde 18-21 3 Responses Sep 30, 2008

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    I do it just a couple of times .

    I'm not sure why I do it but it makes me feel whole . Sometimes the cuts leave scars and everyday I look at those scars to show just how alone I feel .
    VoodooBlood VoodooBlood 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    I Hurt Myself

    I was thinking about killing myself when I was 15. I had some problems then. Fist my dog's death, later my granpa's, new school and some other typical for that age problems. I thought about cutting my skin then too but i didn't do it. Probably it was a start of my depression wich...
    lovelessbutterfly lovelessbutterfly 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 1, 2009

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    I Cut Because .......and I Havn't Stopped

    it all started when my mom got date raped or so she said i know what your thinking that might be a little insensitive but ull see why i say that latter in the story. she said she wus date raped when i was 9. i was kinda of daughter but more like a friend . she started getting...
    bloodshot bloodshot 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 18, 2008

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    I Cut My Skin When I'm Angry Or Sad

    I don't do it often, i don't normally get really angry, but if i do, then that's what happens. Last night me and my boyfriend of a year and half got into a fight, we had been to a Halloween party and both had been drinking, but he started being really nasty when we got home...
    AnonnGirl AnonnGirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2013

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    Rush

    why... why must one slice with a razor feel so good? :'( i need help... why because thats what i rezort to... i say just one slice but it ends up being more... iam losing everyone to be in control... idk y i do this to myself i need help
    mearoundme mearoundme 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2013

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    I Started Because

    i did so at first because i was completly deppressed, my friends had gone completly against me, and i hated it, and cutting was the only pain that i could control. i wasnt doing it to kill but just to have a distraction in away. i stopped for a while but recently started.... idk...
    highonanimeXD highonanimeXD 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 19, 2009

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    I don't cut just because I'm sad

    or mad, because I am depressed... I just want to die! And I'm still alive because suicide is a sin and I don't think I have the guts to point a gun on my head, my grandpa fought to not get a bullet in his head. I don't think I have the guts to put a knife through me, because I...
    ollirtsixela ollirtsixela 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 21, 2013

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    When Its All to Much

    i feel the need to punnish myself, i like to cut deep into my arm legs and body, i call this faceing the consiquences. when friends hate me i go cut myself i use to right what was bothering me on my stomach now its a whole new story, im not proud of this, but when i dont do it i...
    fallenchild fallenchild 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 30, 2008

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    I wanna cut so bad but there's nothing to cut

    with like wtf he doesn't even ******* care about me he cares about ugh I jae every ******* thing
    adoreeceleste adoreeceleste 16-17, F Feb 11

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    Only a Couple Times

    I don't do it a lot. I've only done it a couple times, when the shame and anger against myself boiled over. I do it mostly with my fingernails, but I've also done it with a broken bowl, a razor blade, and a pocket knife. It helped me deal with my pain, and it was a way of...
    oahugirl77 oahugirl77 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 10, 2008

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    I Do

    When I bottom out, I do cut myself. Its a high the feeling I get when the blade slides across my skin and the beautiful bright red blood comes gushing down my skin. For a brief moment, I know something beautiful can come from me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 25, 2013

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    I could really use a hug right now..so sad. I'm just being over dramatic probably but I really hate being a girl rn..well just for this week ..next week I'll be a happy teenager...
    aliy14 aliy14 13-15, F Aug 21

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    Please hug me or just give me virtual hugs that would help
    saffaismail saffaismail 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    I started when I was 10. And it just progressed when I got older. I started cutting bad when I was 15/16. I even had my own special cutting serrated knife I would use. I hated my...
    UnstableSammi UnstableSammi 22-25, F Aug 20

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    I used to think that despite all my depression and anxiety and thoughts of suicide, I never thought I would cut. I would get sad, I would get angry, I would feel so alone and cold...
    bandfreak26 bandfreak26 13-15, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Last night I feel pathetic and was about to cry again...so I stopped myself. Ran to grab my pocket knife it's so much better than scissors. With little pressure on the knife I...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 11 Responses Sep 10

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    Sharp Thoughts By Kassidy Voelker And Tristan Rethman We cut into our skin because we're angry, we're sad, we're hurtin we're trying to hide it but We're lost and we're broken. We...
    ImNotReallyFine ImNotReallyFine 13-15, M Aug 29

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    He didn't speak to me for the whole of yesterday but now he's finally replied. I could even see he was on Facebook yesterday which makes it even more upsetting that he couldn't...
    cranberriess cranberriess 18-21, F 34 mins ago

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    You hurt. It's so emotional. You're sad, angry, lost, hopeless, lonely, and afraid. There's no solution but as you're lying on your bed crying you wish it would just stop. You've...
    CaptainBenza CaptainBenza 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 8

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    Before I start, just want to say that nobody has to read this. I'm just venting a bit, and this will probably be long and boring, and the last thing I want to do is bore anybody...
    NinaBunny NinaBunny 70+, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    The first time i cut my self I was 12 years old. My mother had just had one of her best "motherly moments" of my childhood. She shoved me against the sharp counter leaving a long...
    mst529 mst529 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 3

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    There is this girl i met few months back, it feels like it was an angel sent from heaven because i just saw her sitting alone and i then chatted with her and fell in love with her...
    JamesLovato JamesLovato 18-21, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    The sensation with the procedure is often described as similar to the feeling of the incredibly hot rubber band flicking in opposition to the skin.  The sensation only lasts for...
    Meljbr26d Meljbr26d 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 31

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    Benitakey Benitakey 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 31

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    The first time I cut was at the end of July. My mom and I were fighting because we had just gotten back from a psychiatrist visit. She wanted me to go on Zoloft for GAD and chronic...
    bandfreak26 bandfreak26 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    I have tried really hard to stop cutting. Over the past couple years it has become somewhat of an addiction for me. Whenever I was upset, angry or just feeling anything I didn't...
    RubyTuesday413 RubyTuesday413 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 29

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    I'm sorry, I hate being here. But I need to get some things off my chest before I do something stupid. I am 67 days clean, and I don't want to reset the number, but I know I...
    ReesesPeaces ReesesPeaces 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    It's been so long since I've seen scarlet drops hit the bathroom floor , sometimes salty tears to follow pursuit, as the mirror spat insults that nobody can hear but one can feel...
    Lyka77 Lyka77 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    Lillafyq Lillafyq 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 31

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    It's been a few days and this anger seems to stay. Mainly because I'm angry at ignorant people who make false informations travel fast, and they grow like weeds. They don't want to...
    AyanasSight AyanasSight 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    Nooooo I go back to school on Monday! Woe is me, lol. Just when I was finally getting a hang of this strange "relaxing" thing too, lol. I suppose with my summer coming to an end, I...
    Drag0nMaster Drag0nMaster 18-21, F Aug 21

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    I am a 19 year old male and a sadist and I had a very submissive girlfriend. When we had sex I found myself getting more pleasure from me choking her, watching her struggle to...
    scream0 scream0 18-21, M Sep 7

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    I don't know what's wrong with me but whenever someone cuts me off in a conversation or is just plain rude I cannot stand it and I just end up blowing, I just want to tell them...
    maddieXxx maddieXxx 16-17, F Aug 22

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    ...hmm... i joined this group when i was on my quest for tokens which sadly i have just given up on now. *sighs* Seeing as though no matter how many i join or how much i write and...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 28

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    I I am shaking, I can't even type correctly. Thank god for auto correct. I've been so good lately but I guess I realized everything at once and it was too much to handle. I have a...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    I just started cutting. I started cutting on September 5, 2014. I hate that date because it's the same date that my dad dad just a different year. I started have flashbacks of my...
    Catlover24680 Catlover24680 13-15, F 5 Responses Sep 7

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