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I Cut My Skin When Im Angry Or Sad

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    I Hurt Myself

    I was thinking about killing myself when I was 15. I had some problems then. Fist my dog's death, later my granpa's, new school and some other typical for that age problems. I thought about cutting my skin then too but i didn't do it. Probably it was a start of my depression wich...
    lovelessbutterfly lovelessbutterfly 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 1, 2009

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    I Cut My Skin When I'm Angry Or Sad

    I don't do it often, i don't normally get really angry, but if i do, then that's what happens. Last night me and my boyfriend of a year and half got into a fight, we had been to a Halloween party and both had been drinking, but he started being really nasty when we got home...
    AnonnGirl AnonnGirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2013

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    This Is For " Bloodshot "

    My goal in life is to sell personal alarms that women can wear on them or pepper spray. In 1997 I rescued a woman from being beaten by her ex , I was on workmans comp and had the time to still help others. This person I rescued is now maaried and did not think she was going to...
    humilitea humilitea 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 27, 2011

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    Be Happy

    hey guys!!! life is short! try to be happy,im down all the time but i try to kill that! my friend told me the past is history,the future is a mystery, and now is a gift thats why they cal it the present!! lol,a little corny? i know! but i mean try laughing,laughing releases...
    krazytrinity krazytrinity 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 9, 2013

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    Im feeling down ******* down right now

    and idk if i should act strong anymore, istg the urge is so strong but i want to recover
    flamedoll flamedoll 16-17, F Sep 10

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    Only a Couple Times

    I don't do it a lot. I've only done it a couple times, when the shame and anger against myself boiled over. I do it mostly with my fingernails, but I've also done it with a broken bowl, a razor blade, and a pocket knife. It helped me deal with my pain, and it was a way of...
    oahugirl77 oahugirl77 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 10, 2008

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    I Cant Seem To Stop

    i promised my mother i would stop after she foundout but then things just got alot worse . i didnt for about a month and then something happened and i just started again and it makes me feel like everything is better for a while but then something else bad happens that makes me...
    deswaq deswaq 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 28, 2010

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    I Don't Get It, But I Do It.t.

     It just happens! I can't control it anymore! It is taking over my life! A grand total of 1 amazing awesome guy knows I cut. Alot of my time is spent trying to hide the scars! It all started with the weed eater, and now it is every night that I cut. Today blood was dripping...
    dumbblonde dumbblonde 18-21 3 Responses Sep 30, 2008

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    I Cant Stop

    i started cutting when i was 12 years old, when i was 11 my grandpa was in the hospital dying of cancer me and my mom went to go see him and when he saw me he called me every name in the book and it crushed me. i cried and asked him whats going on and he said im no granddaughter...
    daynamay daynamay 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8, 2012

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    My Life

    Hi my name is Hannah I cutt myself.I gusseI cut because of how my life has been so far. I'll start by saying my parents fought and I mean FOUGHT not "YOU NEED TO GET A JOB" but the find of fighting with fistes,guns,and hammers and not just when I was asleep...
    mytearstainsred mytearstainsred 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 11, 2008

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    Too Much.

    I think mostly for me it's a...stress reliever and makes me focus on something different. I don't do it every time I'm upset just when I can't take it anymore. Something really has to push me to the edge for it to happen. In some ways I'm ashamed of myself for it but in some ways...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 22, 2012

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    I Cut Because .......and I Havn't Stopped

    it all started when my mom got date raped or so she said i know what your thinking that might be a little insensitive but ull see why i say that latter in the story. she said she wus date raped when i was 9. i was kinda of daughter but more like a friend . she started getting...
    bloodshot bloodshot 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 18, 2008

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    The Dangers Of Parrafin Wax

    I have been doing some extensive research on candles and found that parrafin is made of  petroleum oil. So NON soy candles have this cancerous combination of TOXIC ingredients [ crude oil , animal fat  dyes , and fake fragrance ]. NON soy candles can stain your clothes , your...
    humilitea humilitea 26-30, M Feb 29, 2012

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    Bloody Path

    X Marks The Spot,But Watch Your Step It’s a Bloody Trial.It’s Known To Start Off As A Painful Dangerous Path But Soon Enough You Become So Lost On The Path You Become Numb.You Start To Adapt.It’s Your Getaway. Your Little Secret Place.
    BlackroseVsWhiterose BlackroseVsWhiterose 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 26, 2012

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    I do it just a couple of times .

    I'm not sure why I do it but it makes me feel whole . Sometimes the cuts leave scars and everyday I look at those scars to show just how alone I feel .
    VoodooBlood VoodooBlood 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    My Story

    When I was 14 I first time cutted myself. I was still in highschool and I really didn't have friends, my schoolmates were beating me and I went to school social worker almost every day. That noone liked was bad, but when in summer a bad guy did something, i couldn't stand it...
    amantedeti amantedeti 22-25, F Mar 1, 2011

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    I Do It All The Time And I Like It!

    Sometimes I feel like living being only for presence is too much. I hate myself. I hate everything about me. People say I am talented I can sing, dance and draw...well if I do..I don't really care all of my dreams are just gone...what to dream for when I have no one to share...
    sophietodorova sophietodorova 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2012

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    I Started Because

    i did so at first because i was completly deppressed, my friends had gone completly against me, and i hated it, and cutting was the only pain that i could control. i wasnt doing it to kill but just to have a distraction in away. i stopped for a while but recently started.... idk...
    highonanimeXD highonanimeXD 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 19, 2009

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    Burn

    i cut and burned alot for help because i was scared to ask for it. i have third degree burns on my arms and carvings on my legs, ive been diagnosed with self mutilation and i have been clean for 2 months and 16 days. i want to do it so badly because of things with friends and...
    Yankees2 Yankees2 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2011

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    It Makes Me Feel Better

    it all started when i was 12. i was being repetedly raped by my best friend and her uncle and i hated myself. i watched my best friends kill themselves and i wanted to feel something else. so i took a sharp knife and cut my arms. the pleasure i felt shocked me. i loved the rush...
    sebie sebie 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 4, 2009

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    I don't cut just because I'm sad

    or mad, because I am depressed... I just want to die! And I'm still alive because suicide is a sin and I don't think I have the guts to point a gun on my head, my grandpa fought to not get a bullet in his head. I don't think I have the guts to put a knife through me, because I...
    ollirtsixela ollirtsixela 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 21, 2013

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    I Do

    When I bottom out, I do cut myself. Its a high the feeling I get when the blade slides across my skin and the beautiful bright red blood comes gushing down my skin. For a brief moment, I know something beautiful can come from me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 25, 2013

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    I wanna cut so bad but there's nothing to cut

    with like wtf he doesn't even ******* care about me he cares about ugh I jae every ******* thing
    adoreeceleste adoreeceleste 16-17, F Feb 11

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    When Its All to Much

    i feel the need to punnish myself, i like to cut deep into my arm legs and body, i call this faceing the consiquences. when friends hate me i go cut myself i use to right what was bothering me on my stomach now its a whole new story, im not proud of this, but when i dont do it i...
    fallenchild fallenchild 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 30, 2008

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    Rush

    why... why must one slice with a razor feel so good? :'( i need help... why because thats what i rezort to... i say just one slice but it ends up being more... iam losing everyone to be in control... idk y i do this to myself i need help
    mearoundme mearoundme 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2013

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    Yep, i cut myself again today... Thanksgiving was the first time i cut in a while so it felt good to do it again. Its like one you get addicted to cutting, you build a tolerance...
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    Comprehending what to look for in a very moisturizer will help you prevent these high-priced errors so you do not destruction your skin." They concur the "substantial SPF" is "very...
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    Anthony6913uep8 Anthony6913uep8 31-35, M Dec 8

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    Have you ever had one of those days where you just felt extremely sad? You see that you are not where you are in your life and realize that you really haven't accomplished anything...
    trina1012000 trina1012000 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    I tried to cut myself when I was 12. Because of a puny, funny reason; I was not able to study all of the subjects for the supposed final exams tomorrow that day. I was so...
    dakilangdreamer dakilangdreamer 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    I've never cut myself, came close but couldn't. I just wanted to say that cutting does nothing besides the rush you get from it, it's only temporary, like alcohol and drugs etc...
    daniebravo daniebravo 18-21, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    The first time I skinny dipped was for a challenge. Long back story...I went to a summer camp for a few years. I started going there when I was 12 (age group was 12 to 16). This...
    maryjoyjoy maryjoyjoy 22-25, F 14 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Ethan5814bpc4 Ethan5814bpc4 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 8

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    Containing this air that fills my lungs, trying to breathe and calm down. There is much building inside I cannot control much longer. A rage of fury, fire uncontrolled in which I...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've wanted to cut so bad for a few days now. I've had the blade right against my skin. So today I finally did it. I wanted to cut by my wrists so bad, I wanted to bleed. But...
    tangledx22 tangledx22 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    This afternoon, I cut her initial E into the front of my upper right thigh, in her writing style. I’m hoping I’ve cut myself deeply enough so the scar will be permanently...
    vinvicau vinvicau 66-70, M 17 hrs ago

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    went to court today....i was there and my ex was there....something happened today that was totally unexpected, the judge let him go home which is means to be happy right? it is...
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    I just got done cutting my arms... I dont know why but i've always had this thing where if my arms have a blank spot, or a spot where my scars were fading i would cut untill my...
    Nick54 Nick54 18-21, M Dec 9

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    If I'm frustrated or angry or sad, it really helps. It's like I can vent all that emotion into a few cuts and then I feel better almost automatically. I get this feeling of...
    Mannz Mannz 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 24

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    I got to know my dad cheated on my mother. I'm a person when Soemthing bad happens to me I just don't react I lock the feelings in my heart but as the time goes it hair escapes...
    Busexx Busexx 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 18

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