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I Cut My Wrist, It Makes The Pain Go Away

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    Kiss The Pain Away

    I have been cutting since 5 th grade. I cut my arms a lot. But last year it was hard to cut, because I had a P.E uniform. So I cut my legs.I then met markus an ex cutter. He hadnt cut in 3 years. He told me cutting was bad and that I should stop, or he said take it slowly to stop...
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2013

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    A Little Cut

    I take the knife and watch as it slices cleany through my skin. I find that the blood I see welling up and the sting I feel for Days keeps me grounded to this world. There are times I feel nothing for so long I cannot tell if I am alive or dead And the sight of my blood and the...
    Jordangirly Jordangirly 36-40, F 6 Responses Sep 19, 2011

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    I Cut My Wrist Befor

    For me cuting wrist its a stupid thing to do , and i was saying that i will never do such thing like that , but one day i get mad and i start crying and then i cut my wrist without feel how i did it , but i feel like it makes the pain go away , by the way i cut my wrist 3 times...
    lifewheel lifewheel 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 7, 2013

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    For The Members Of This Group....

    I want you to Live, because you know what, Life is better because of you. You make things so much better for me, and I am sure for others. I know you are in a dark spot right now, and you want to give up, but please don't.   It scary, and I know that, I understand the pain...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 25, 2009

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    If I Feel Pain Then Im Alive

    I see myself in the miror but i dont know if this is my or not i touch and feel everyting but i might be lying to myself. But when i take that knife and it pearsis my skin then i begin to breath and feel the warm bload touches my skin Then the emptynes in my soul disapears and...
    BlackDame BlackDame 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 2, 2012

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    Hurt N Pain

    Ive been cutting my wrist since i was 12 i tried talking to someone and they told my mom my mom was pissed and said i was doing it for attention but trust me it wasnt tht i loved the feeling when im down ill cut myself and that sting would tk away all the pain. I have scars now...
    fkpain fkpain 26-30 1 Response Sep 15, 2012

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    Pain

    a manicured hand grips the knife tightly the silver blade reflecting the sun cold on her skin she presses it against her arm until it stings  then in a fast motion she slices her skin standing there shaking she looks at the gushing blood and feels relief an...
    xxSavvyLeaxx xxSavvyLeaxx 13-15, F Dec 24, 2009

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    Knife

    I cut. My arms and my wrists. Blood running down my arms. I feel I deserve all the pain. I've cut since 3rd Grade. When I take the blade, it runs through my skin, losing blood. I have been to the hospital twice for blood loss... Cutting eases the pain
    MewKittyCat MewKittyCat 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 17, 2013

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    This is beginning to feel like my diary.

    I write in my diary in moments exactly like this when I want to take the scissors and cut my wrist until the pain goes away. Moments that I want to cry of frustration because my family doesn't take the time to get to know me. I'm ******* angry with everyone. I want to scream at...
    Wallflower921 Wallflower921 22-25, F Dec 23, 2013

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    Pain

    Sometimes the pain inside is too much compared to the pain you feel outside so you have to even it out.
    hurtinginsideandout hurtinginsideandout 13-15, F Oct 18, 2010

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    I love lingerie and panties I mostly wear thongs and cheekies all the time and at night I'll sleep in my nittiy from VS. I ex GF got me started and I have loved it ever since.
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    I like to wear soft white underwear with lots of frills and pretty bows as they make the kitten in me purr
    Joanne0chan Joanne0chan 31-35 1 Response Jan 14

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    Why? I keep asking myself the same question every time i do this. Why do i keep cutting? It doesnt really help. Just leaves scars. I dont really feel the pain of cutting, i think...
    Nick54 Nick54 18-21, M Jan 7

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    Before I cut I would get this pain in the middle of my chest. In the time I was cutting I had no pain in my chest. I'm almost 2months clean now but I'm having that pain in my chest...
    Waterstorm Waterstorm 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    I feel empty, alone. Everyone says I'm cut but don't want to date me. Everyone says I'm not fat but no one says I'm skinny. I've been feeling like life was worthless. Suicide is on...
    bmthannah bmthannah 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 3

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    It's hard for me to not cut my wrists when something bad happens, and then i feel terrible after I've cut, then it makes me want to cut even more, so here i am regretting my stupid...
    EyelessGlitch EyelessGlitch 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    I cut myself to feel pain so stop saying im suicidal though if I died while doing it would be a bonus :)
    juicy1233 juicy1233 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I started cutting when I was 14. Started off with small cuts but when my boyfriend died, I didnt just cut my wrist but all my thighs and other areas that arent visible to the naked...
    dhanieliene dhanieliene 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Do you know the feeling that you need to be strong when around your family and also maybe friends even if you worried or sad... That you can't show it? I have crps and have had...
    kristhy kristhy 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    The pain hurts so bad. Your braking inside and out. You want to cry but can't. You want to feel but can't. You want someone to notice but you don't Want them to see. You don...
    ButterflyAnnabel ButterflyAnnabel 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    My cutting has gotten worse.....I moved from my wrist to my chest from there to my belly. I use to only cut in bad situations but now I cut everything I remember something that I...
    Adridee Adridee 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I'm not sure what to do anymore. My husband has two slipped discs and sciatica and I'm slowly losing patience and compassion for him. We have been married for almost 10 years and...
    freckledlady freckledlady 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was going through a very difficult time with my best friend. She was having issues with self-hatred and suicidal thoughts and attempts that I was there to see or hear about. I...
    sociallyxawk sociallyxawk 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I stated cutting when I was 11. I still do, and I truly don't see the problem. I don't cut too deep, just enough to release inner pain.
    Theycallherelly Theycallherelly 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm fifteen. I'm a sophomore and I've been continually depressed since last summer when the first girl I legitimately fell for got really mad at me and then moved away. I just sent...
    GuiltyLover GuiltyLover 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    I'm gonna draw a picture, a picture with a twist, my paintbrush is a razor blade, the canvas is my wrist.
    stuart101 stuart101 13-15, M 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    I've always cut. I've always had that urge that wouldn't go away especially when I get hurt or life is rough. Or I'd smoke. Or I'd drink. Or all three. I don't have cigarettes or...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    Its so strange to not feel yet at the same time to feel. To not feel the normal feelings towards ppl. Yet to feel so much pain in ur souls that all u can think of is a way to stop...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F Jan 6

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    I really feel like cutting, I wanna cut away all hurt all the pain, all the sorrow, all my failures, all my screwups. I deserve to cut deep and a lot.
    rokrchik1211 rokrchik1211 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    In a world full of people who have somebody, I find it difficult to ignore the fact that I don't have anybody. Always. At first I used to think it made me a stronger person because...
    yettiluch yettiluch 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 19

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    I cut... At the age of 10... I know it sounds terrible but I can't stop... I hide my blade in a little gum container... The pain is terrible but I just won't stop! It's because I'm...
    CatsXfoodXcuts CatsXfoodXcuts 13-15 2 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    as a teenager...nothing special. though like every other teen, i was convinced no one else had felt what i felt.. i was in love but it was not returned. i didn't know how to...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    To me it helps with my suffering cause I feel like I deserve it. Lately everyone is telling me who to be and what to do. I just want to scream. It's like everything was going...
    Wantu2behappy Wantu2behappy 13-15, F 14 hrs ago

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    This depression is just becoming to extreme I can barely handle it. My thoughts just keep taking me deeper and deeper. Started cutting myself yesturday. I like it. All I can think...
    justkeepswimming89 justkeepswimming89 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    I cut but not for the reasons most people do (I don't mean that in a harsh way) but I cut because of pleasure I love pain so I cut myself for fun
    katieluvspee katieluvspee 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    To me a love of cute frilly things can apply to such hings as a say a teddy bear in a cute dress with frills on the hems or parts of the bodice in the dress. Equally it maybe that...
    Joanne0chan Joanne0chan 31-35 1 Response Jan 13

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    He always tries to make me laugh. And he's patient with me when im fussy (rarely and not rude.) His face is cute, his lips look yummi and I think he's so wonderful. And when I...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I haven't cut in 2 years and recently I've had a major urge to cut. I'm not sure why. And today I ended up scratching at my skin till I felt the pain I needed to feel.
    xxalicerosexx xxalicerosexx 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    I want to cut so badly ;( there's so much inner pain and hatred but cutting will make it stop
    AngelicVomit AngelicVomit 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 12

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    I stopped cutting my skin. I stopped a while ago.. But recently I've been doing something that isn't as bad but still not a good thing, I've been beating myself until I bruise.. It...
    Driftyftw Driftyftw 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Skin is not made for cutting, it's made to protect your body. But if you cut it, then it can't protect as well
    hallow1331 hallow1331 13-15, F Jan 15

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    It's gotten to the point where I'm done. I'm so tired of being here. I've tried to kill myself. Hell I tried two nights ago. Handful of oxycodone. It should've killed me... It was...
    painseeker16 painseeker16 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    I realize that I could go months without cutting but that doesn't mean I'm able to control it. I self harm two days ago therefore my stomach is in pain yet it put me in perspective...
    Brogann Brogann 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 5

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    I just want to release pain. Crying in shower. I wanna cut so bad.
    cutemonkey cutemonkey 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 7

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    My mother wants to cut me Out of her life because I drink every now and then she feels if I drink and I am going to do harder stuff which makes me mad I am a responsible adult she...
    freespirit4444 freespirit4444 36-40, F Jan 13

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    I hate when I ask my friend how she is doing and she says to me not so well I'm still cutting myself. It's not that I don't care It just gets really hard to hear when that is all...
    Girlinpink0075 Girlinpink0075 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 14

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