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I Cut My Wrist, It Makes The Pain Go Away

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    I cut. My arms and my wrists. Blood running down my arms. I feel I deserve all the pain. I've cut since 3rd Grade. When I take the blade, it runs through my skin, losing blood. I have been to the hospital twice for blood loss... Cutting eases the pain
    MewKittyCat MewKittyCat 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 17, 2013

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    This is beginning to feel like my diary.

    I write in my diary in moments exactly like this when I want to take the scissors and cut my wrist until the pain goes away. Moments that I want to cry of frustration because my family doesn't take the time to get to know me. I'm ******* angry with everyone. I want to scream at...
    Wallflower921 Wallflower921 18-21, F Dec 23, 2013

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    Hurt N Pain

    Ive been cutting my wrist since i was 12 i tried talking to someone and they told my mom my mom was pissed and said i was doing it for attention but trust me it wasnt tht i loved the feeling when im down ill cut myself and that sting would tk away all the pain. I have scars now...
    fkpain fkpain 26-30 1 Response Sep 15, 2012

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    A Little Cut

    I take the knife and watch as it slices cleany through my skin. I find that the blood I see welling up and the sting I feel for Days keeps me grounded to this world. There are times I feel nothing for so long I cannot tell if I am alive or dead And the sight of my blood and the...
    Jordangirly Jordangirly 36-40, F 6 Responses Sep 19, 2011

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    If I Feel Pain Then Im Alive

    I see myself in the miror but i dont know if this is my or not i touch and feel everyting but i might be lying to myself. But when i take that knife and it pearsis my skin then i begin to breath and feel the warm bload touches my skin Then the emptynes in my soul disapears and...
    BlackDame BlackDame 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 2, 2012

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    For The Members Of This Group....

    I want you to Live, because you know what, Life is better because of you. You make things so much better for me, and I am sure for others. I know you are in a dark spot right now, and you want to give up, but please don't.   It scary, and I know that, I understand the pain...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 25, 2009

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    I Cut My Wrist Befor

    For me cuting wrist its a stupid thing to do , and i was saying that i will never do such thing like that , but one day i get mad and i start crying and then i cut my wrist without feel how i did it , but i feel like it makes the pain go away , by the way i cut my wrist 3 times...
    lifewheel lifewheel 16-17, F Jul 7, 2013

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    Kiss The Pain Away

    I have been cutting since 5 th grade. I cut my arms a lot. But last year it was hard to cut, because I had a P.E uniform. So I cut my legs.I then met markus an ex cutter. He hadnt cut in 3 years. He told me cutting was bad and that I should stop, or he said take it slowly to stop...
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2013

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