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I Cut My Wrist, It Makes The Pain Go Away

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    Pain

    a manicured hand grips the knife tightly the silver blade reflecting the sun cold on her skin she presses it against her arm until it stings  then in a fast motion she slices her skin standing there shaking she looks at the gushing blood and feels relief an...
    xxSavvyLeaxx xxSavvyLeaxx 13-15, F Dec 24, 2009

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    Knife

    I cut. My arms and my wrists. Blood running down my arms. I feel I deserve all the pain. I've cut since 3rd Grade. When I take the blade, it runs through my skin, losing blood. I have been to the hospital twice for blood loss... Cutting eases the pain
    MewKittyCat MewKittyCat 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 17, 2013

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    I Cut My Wrist Befor

    For me cuting wrist its a stupid thing to do , and i was saying that i will never do such thing like that , but one day i get mad and i start crying and then i cut my wrist without feel how i did it , but i feel like it makes the pain go away , by the way i cut my wrist 3 times...
    lifewheel lifewheel 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 7, 2013

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    Kiss The Pain Away

    I have been cutting since 5 th grade. I cut my arms a lot. But last year it was hard to cut, because I had a P.E uniform. So I cut my legs.I then met markus an ex cutter. He hadnt cut in 3 years. He told me cutting was bad and that I should stop, or he said take it slowly to stop...
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2013

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    For The Members Of This Group....

    I want you to Live, because you know what, Life is better because of you. You make things so much better for me, and I am sure for others. I know you are in a dark spot right now, and you want to give up, but please don't.   It scary, and I know that, I understand the pain...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 25, 2009

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    A Little Cut

    I take the knife and watch as it slices cleany through my skin. I find that the blood I see welling up and the sting I feel for Days keeps me grounded to this world. There are times I feel nothing for so long I cannot tell if I am alive or dead And the sight of my blood and the...
    Jordangirly Jordangirly 36-40, F 6 Responses Sep 19, 2011

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    If I Feel Pain Then Im Alive

    I see myself in the miror but i dont know if this is my or not i touch and feel everyting but i might be lying to myself. But when i take that knife and it pearsis my skin then i begin to breath and feel the warm bload touches my skin Then the emptynes in my soul disapears and...
    BlackDame BlackDame 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 2, 2012

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    Pain

    Sometimes the pain inside is too much compared to the pain you feel outside so you have to even it out.
    hurtinginsideandout hurtinginsideandout 13-15, F Oct 18, 2010

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    This is beginning to feel like my diary.

    I write in my diary in moments exactly like this when I want to take the scissors and cut my wrist until the pain goes away. Moments that I want to cry of frustration because my family doesn't take the time to get to know me. I'm ******* angry with everyone. I want to scream at...
    Wallflower921 Wallflower921 22-25, F Dec 23, 2013

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    Hurt N Pain

    Ive been cutting my wrist since i was 12 i tried talking to someone and they told my mom my mom was pissed and said i was doing it for attention but trust me it wasnt tht i loved the feeling when im down ill cut myself and that sting would tk away all the pain. I have scars now...
    fkpain fkpain 26-30 1 Response Sep 15, 2012

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    I have new cuts and old scars they all tell a story of the depression I went through and the sadness that was almost every day . Sometimes I would be weeks, days clean . My...
    Heyitsjalenn Heyitsjalenn 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    I started cutting at age 12. id cut to numb the pain, to feel something, to calm my rage, it just depended on the situation. I finally quit at age 27. for 3 yrs I was cut free...
    wickedlilangel69 wickedlilangel69 31-35, F Nov 29

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    I'm not proud of it. But I would be lying if I said I didn't. I have and still do since the 7th grade. At first I told myself it was to help others which at the time it was. I...
    skylerGrace skylerGrace 13-15, F Nov 29

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    About a month ago, my beautiful girlfriend and I got married. It was the best day of my life. I am 29 and Sophie is 26. My new wife, Sophie has always disliked the way she looks...
    nigelhemfield nigelhemfield 26-30, M Nov 30

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    I'm a little worried.... I used to cut myself when I was around 18 or so , I accidentally cut myself and I liked the feeling. I began cutting because I liked the feeling and was...
    Honee86 Honee86 26-30, F 19 hrs ago

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    Just a moment of only being able to feel pain physically is what I look for. Emotional pain is a lot to take and it hurts so much for so long. I have no control over it and can't...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    Daily and no, I'm not over exaggerating or being over dramatic. I'm actually in pain daily. Eye/Head pain from past surgeries Wrist/Hand from Carpal Tunnel Legs/Knees from...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 4 Responses Nov 27

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    I don't do this for attention....I'm in so much pain I can't stop it or make it go away it's like I don't even know how to explain it...but all I feel is pain and I cut myself and...
    Youareallbeautiful Youareallbeautiful 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    I can't UNLOVE you, as much as I want to, as hard as I try, as much as you don't and never did deserve it and as much suffering and despair as it causes me, I should hate you. I do...
    fukubus fukubus 41-45, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I was an ex cutter, but I started again on Thursday and I already have 15 cuts. My best friend is trying to help me stop again but it's not helping, when I cut I don't feel the...
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I just cut... I can't stop crying... I just need all the pain to disappear.. The memories to go away
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F 7 Responses Dec 2

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    Daniel664g3bzi Daniel664g3bzi 31-35, M Dec 6

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    Yep, i cut myself again today... Thanksgiving was the first time i cut in a while so it felt good to do it again. Its like one you get addicted to cutting, you build a tolerance...
    Nick54 Nick54 18-21, M Nov 28

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    I have the knife. I have the urge. I'm going to cut and I'm going to cut deep. I'm going to watch the blood pour and feel physical pain. And I will NOT feel any emotional pain.
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F Dec 6

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    I just started cutting and to be honest I find the pain addicting and it is such a great pain reliever. What is the best thing to cut with?
    macygracey macygracey 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I just got done cutting my arms... I dont know why but i've always had this thing where if my arms have a blank spot, or a spot where my scars were fading i would cut untill my...
    Nick54 Nick54 18-21, M Dec 9

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    I havent in months but over the last few weeks I have thought about it. I have imagined it in my mind. I won't do it, I am strong, but the thoughts are hard to deal with. I used to...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    We all want this. But never put yourself in this situation, one a day a boy comes in your life loves u unconditionally he will cry with u he'll makes u laugh makes u mad makes u...
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F Nov 29

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    Hi, I'm a 19 year old dude and i... wait Let me start with this... Sept. 4th, 2013 I was riding my moped (not wearing a helmet) through the center of my home town when I was hit...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 9

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    I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I...
    turnerup turnerup 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 19

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    it's really annoying when ppl make a joke out of cutting....you don't know how to respond to people who make fun of it...:( I used to cut for a year and then it stopped but...
    skullmo skullmo 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    I found a way to have the same amount of pain and it's nearly invisible. And it last longer because you can keep digging in the same spot. You make a blister on your hand and peel...
    wolfieblue wolfieblue 18-21, F Nov 26

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    I began cutting again to punish myself. Its strange how it isnt for me anymore but its the only way to make something right I can never make right. Something which brought me peace...
    ChangingFaces5 ChangingFaces5 22-25 1 Response Nov 28

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    I wish i could just start again. I mean it hasn't been that long since i've last done it. My thighs, my hips, my wrists. Covered in scars. Once i just got so desperate for a...
    xxbangbangxx xxbangbangxx 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 29

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    Its horrible, but it hurts SO much. Therefore i cut consentrate the pain another place. It hurts inside me everytime, but i have to do it so i can keep control...
    Pot1023 Pot1023 13-15, M Dec 3

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    Custom-made orthopaedic shoes are not meant simply for the seniors among us. With a hectic schedule and the ones?s dependence on style has often led these to make poor choices so...
    Joshua588q3edi Joshua588q3edi 31-35, M Dec 6

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    Today I picked up the sharp exacto knife I hide in my room under my desk. It's so shiny and new, nice and sharp. I brought it to my skin, lightly touching my forearm and pushed...
    ToBeAnOtaku101 ToBeAnOtaku101 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I dropped my paintbrush and i started to paint with my hands. It felt sooo good painting my structured wall. I could feel my fingers getting a bit numb and it just felt weird. It...
    orcaliber orcaliber 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I no longer have the blades I used to use... I need ideas on what I could use... I haven't cut in a while... And I really need to... The pain is too much right now... I need ideas...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 25

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    I think tomorrow will be that day... The day for relapse... With actual cuts and new scars... Start out fresh... I'm thinking a long cut right up the forearm... Close to maximum...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    I cut my dreadlocks off a few weeks ago. I miss them, but my fiancee likes the change. I did it for her after she told me she missed me and couldn't wait to run her fingers through...
    CinimonGypsy CinimonGypsy 41-45 1 Response Dec 3

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    I cut myself. I cut when I'm sad and lonely. I don't want to feel numb anymore. The pain helps me feel and watching the blood pour eases the discomfort. Got stitches last week cuz...
    hopeless678 hopeless678 18-21, F Dec 4

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    I cut myself last night and it felt amazing. It felt so good to not only feel the pain but to see the scars form and the droplets of blood. I didn't stop cutting until I saw the...
    AutumnCarielle AutumnCarielle 22-25, F Dec 7

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    I cut myself again last night. Im so pissed off at myself, because i try to help so many with their problems i forget about my own. To and try to get them to stop. Makes me feel...
    Nick54 Nick54 18-21, M Dec 8

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