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I Cut My Wrist, It Makes The Pain Go Away

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    I cut. My arms and my wrists. Blood running down my arms. I feel I deserve all the pain. I've cut since 3rd Grade. When I take the blade, it runs through my skin, losing blood. I have been to the hospital twice for blood loss... Cutting eases the pain
    MewKittyCat MewKittyCat 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 17, 2013

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    This is beginning to feel like my diary.

    I write in my diary in moments exactly like this when I want to take the scissors and cut my wrist until the pain goes away. Moments that I want to cry of frustration because my family doesn't take the time to get to know me. I'm ******* angry with everyone. I want to scream at...
    Wallflower921 Wallflower921 22-25, F Dec 23, 2013

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    Kiss The Pain Away

    I have been cutting since 5 th grade. I cut my arms a lot. But last year it was hard to cut, because I had a P.E uniform. So I cut my legs.I then met markus an ex cutter. He hadnt cut in 3 years. He told me cutting was bad and that I should stop, or he said take it slowly to stop...
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2013

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    A Little Cut

    I take the knife and watch as it slices cleany through my skin. I find that the blood I see welling up and the sting I feel for Days keeps me grounded to this world. There are times I feel nothing for so long I cannot tell if I am alive or dead And the sight of my blood and the...
    Jordangirly Jordangirly 36-40, F 6 Responses Sep 19, 2011

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    Hurt N Pain

    Ive been cutting my wrist since i was 12 i tried talking to someone and they told my mom my mom was pissed and said i was doing it for attention but trust me it wasnt tht i loved the feeling when im down ill cut myself and that sting would tk away all the pain. I have scars now...
    fkpain fkpain 26-30 1 Response Sep 15, 2012

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    If I Feel Pain Then Im Alive

    I see myself in the miror but i dont know if this is my or not i touch and feel everyting but i might be lying to myself. But when i take that knife and it pearsis my skin then i begin to breath and feel the warm bload touches my skin Then the emptynes in my soul disapears and...
    BlackDame BlackDame 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 2, 2012

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    Pain

    Sometimes the pain inside is too much compared to the pain you feel outside so you have to even it out.
    hurtinginsideandout hurtinginsideandout 13-15, F Oct 18, 2010

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    Pain

    a manicured hand grips the knife tightly the silver blade reflecting the sun cold on her skin she presses it against her arm until it stings  then in a fast motion she slices her skin standing there shaking she looks at the gushing blood and feels relief an...
    xxSavvyLeaxx xxSavvyLeaxx 13-15, F Dec 24, 2009

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    For The Members Of This Group....

    I want you to Live, because you know what, Life is better because of you. You make things so much better for me, and I am sure for others. I know you are in a dark spot right now, and you want to give up, but please don't.   It scary, and I know that, I understand the pain...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 25, 2009

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    I Cut My Wrist Befor

    For me cuting wrist its a stupid thing to do , and i was saying that i will never do such thing like that , but one day i get mad and i start crying and then i cut my wrist without feel how i did it , but i feel like it makes the pain go away , by the way i cut my wrist 3 times...
    lifewheel lifewheel 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 7, 2013

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    I will be honest , I never thought I would get to the point , feeling so low , so completely alone that I would start cutting . But the first time I did it , I don't know how to...
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    I like it it's a good stress reliever I know it's not good to do but it makes me feel important when I cut I feel no pain
    faith1015 faith1015 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    I give you notes of what to do but you don't... I think I know why I selfishly ask you to kiss the marks on my wrist but... They aren't really there are they? They're cheep...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    My stomach is covered in red lines My hands sliced and diced My wrist "scraped" and "clawed" My thighs riddled with cuts And I wish I good feel better That you could heal me That...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    It's happened again. 4 on each wrist. Oy vey. I was doing so well. I hadn't cut for like 5 months or so. And now I've done it again. At least i don't feel the urge to anymore...
    Snow1353 Snow1353 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I used to think my life was filled with pain. Once upon a time, I believed that all of my problems were going to kill me. The pain of heartbreak- my boyfriend falling for somebody...
    itsaggggthang itsaggggthang 26-30, F Mar 8

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    Cutting used to give me some sort of gratification. Some strange form of exquisitely painful pleasure. I would watch the blood slowly flow out of my arms or wrists, I would have a...
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    I fell at work 4 days ago , the pain in my back is so bad I just cry yesterday I couldn't even get out of bed the pain was so much I was sick and had a high fever ,not on person...
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    So much for being clean for 4 months. It all started when I was 11 because my dad was abusive. I cut a lot in the month of November 2014 because I was sexually assaulted on...
    CrystalViolet7 CrystalViolet7 13-15, F Mar 12

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    Screw pretending to be happy. This is EP. I can be as depressing and miserable as I want. I can't stand this. I want to slash my arm open but I can't because I have to pretend to...
    kaleidoscopic21 kaleidoscopic21 13-15, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I started having a panic attack before and at the beginning of second today... It was so bad I could barely speak... And no one noticed. I use pain as an outlet. I tried so hard to...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    it erases all the dark feelings in my body and just leaves the light feelings the dark feelings come back but then I just cut myself again seeing the blood knowing I deserved this...
    ashleysokolik ashleysokolik 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 1

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    If you gradually cut deeper each time do you think you'll eventually reach the bone? And when you reach the bone do you think that would feel better? Would the pain go away then...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    Cut the bull and be true to yourself! Cut the cow that makes u lie about reality! Cut the sheep that makes u think others care! And..cut the mouse that ruins your day because you...
    Shewolfiie69 Shewolfiie69 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 8

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    So it's been almost a year and part of me has been thinking about doing this for days. And I don't think I sabotaged myself I just think I'm going to break again things are getting...
    WhoseMe WhoseMe 18-21, F Mar 9

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    So yeah, me first experience on this site. I am one hell of a insecure girl. It started when I was 12, I had alot of friends but still alot of people called me a pig, or just fat...
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    Cutting is my addiction and I am being honest. I am addicted to hurting myself so When I get heartbroken or whatever, I don't complain anymore. I mean What's the point. I am a...
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    I have cut myself before and i felt good. I am not proud but this is the truth. I am not a masochist. Deep inside of me there is a huge pain. When i cut myself i forget 'the' pain...
    michaniel michaniel 16-17, T 5 days ago

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    There's no pain anymore, I cut and there's no pain, the blood runs down my arm and it's cold, there's no warmth. where do I go to feel??
    crabspanner crabspanner 36-40, M Mar 4

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    I haven't cut in a year and a half. My scars are massive and they'll never go away. I wish they would. At the time I was cutting I didn't care about the scars it would leave. I...
    Lemons2000 Lemons2000 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    When my mom passed away a couple months ago, I decided to cut off my hair in honor of her, as it is traditional in my culture. (American Indian) It was scary because I've had long...
    sinsoftheflesh sinsoftheflesh 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    smm11 smm11 46-50, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I Have to say it!!!! I Love feeling Pain! I Feel so alive And angry with Pain on me... Push my finger into my eyes, small cuts, acid in my face (on work once....) i feel sooooooo...
    Mysorrow Mysorrow 18-21, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Feeling numb. Sometimes the pain becomes too much bear. It's one thing to be hurting, but it's another thing when it interferes with your everyday functioning in life. You know...
    peachtree24 peachtree24 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 7

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