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I Cut My Wrist, It Makes The Pain Go Away

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    For The Members Of This Group.... - I want you to Live, because you know what, Life is better because of you. You make things so much better for me, and I am sure for others. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 25, 2009

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    This is beginning to feel like my diary. I write in my diary in moments exactly like this when I want to take the scissors and cut my wrist until the pain goes away. Moments that I...
    Wallflower921 Wallflower921 18-21, F Dec 23, 2013

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    A Little Cut - I take the knife and watch as it slices cleany through my skin. I find that the blood I see welling up and the sting I feel for Days keeps me grounded to this world...
    Jordangirly Jordangirly 36-40, F 6 Responses Sep 19, 2011

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    Knife - I cut. My arms and my wrists. Blood running down my arms. I feel I deserve all the pain. I've cut since 3rd Grade. When I take the blade, it runs through my skin, losing...
    MewKittyCat MewKittyCat 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 17, 2013

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    If I Feel Pain Then Im Alive - I see myself in the miror but i dont know if this is my or not i touch and feel everyting but i might be lying to myself. But when i take that knife...
    BlackDame BlackDame 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 2, 2012

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    Kiss The Pain Away - I have been cutting since 5 th grade. I cut my arms a lot. But last year it was hard to cut, because I had a P.E uniform. So I cut my legs.I then met markus an...
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2013

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    Hurt N Pain - Ive been cutting my wrist since i was 12 i tried talking to someone and they told my mom my mom was pissed and said i was doing it for attention but trust me it wasnt...
    fkpain fkpain 26-30 1 Response Sep 15, 2012

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    I Cut My Wrist Befor - For me cuting wrist its a stupid thing to do , and i was saying that i will never do such thing like that , but one day i get mad and i start crying and...
    lifewheel lifewheel 16-17, F Jul 7, 2013

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    Ahhhhhhh my wrist! Sorry for complaining but fu*ck!!!! I felt like screaming when I woke up, but I didn't so I needed to let it out silently. please kick in soon pain meds so I...
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    It's been 2 weeks. 2 damn weeks. What p--sses me off the most is that people make fun of cutters. Stfu you don't know what were going through. Yesterday i went to my art class and...
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    .....I cut myself for the first time about 3 weeks ago.... It stung. I remember the night so clearly. I was depressed because I found out my crush had sex with another girl when I...
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    I want to cut. To be honest it's been months since the last time. I've been happy in a good place. But then, life ******* throws you a curve ball & shatters EVERYTHING. When I have...
    Wallflower921 Wallflower921 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    ........Why....is this the only way to stop the pain?.....
    BlackRosesTurnBlue BlackRosesTurnBlue 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I 'paint' many designs, depending what my emotions are at that time. I love the crimson red 'paint' and the feeling of my 'paintbrush' painting designs on my 'canvas'. For a few...
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    30 years ago Yes .. I'm sure people wonder why a 46 year old guy would join this group. As a teen I had (probably still do) a mass of tangled emotions with no way to let them out...
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    Why do I cut? I cut because it provides a control over my pain. It hurts but I find a center point In that pain. I breathe it in and it feels good. The red seeps out and the more I...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 13 hrs ago

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    People don't take cutters seriously. If they knew someone who cuts they would say that we are attention seekers or we're creepy or just in a growing up stage where teenagers are...
    vhientie vhientie 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    Everybody shows their pain in different ways mine happens to be cutting myself. And when people say its stupid it just makes me cut more because they dont understand that it's the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I'm 25 now and I've been cutting myself off and on since I was 9. The song pain by three days grace best sums it up. I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. I have had a rough...
    dacraww dacraww 22-25, M Apr 9

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    I wish my body would give me a break. I am so sick of constantly being in pain. Don't get me wrong, I know that there are many more people with worse conditions than myself but I...
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    Sometimes I just wanna pack up my clothes, get in my car and drive till I'm far away and no one knows me, has any expectations of me.... I'd kind of like to disappear. Life with no...
    astarael0 astarael0 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    I sat on my bed with pain relievers in my right hand and my razor blades in my left. I'm crying debating whether or not to do this. I know what I'm doing is dangerous, but I need...
    sarah81199 sarah81199 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Well, with all my cuts and diagnosis of Major Depressive Disorder, the Air Force recruiter said there's no way I'd be able to join the Air Force at all, let alone apply for the Air...
    BloodintheWater BloodintheWater 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    but I haven't done it or considered it since I was 16. I found out that it didn't really take away the pain and it was too hard to hide. I think there are better ways to deal with...
    AKimball AKimball 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    My name’s John, and on January 2nd, 2014, I met the guy of my dreams. Yes, I said guy. Yes, I am gay. I’ve told quite a few people but haven’t really got around to...
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    Someone asked me today why people cut themselves it was a question on here and this was my response. Cuz you experience so much pain. That you can't even keep it in any more. And...
    sleepingolipiercedthebronx sleepingolipiercedthebronx 13-15, F 6 Responses Mar 29

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    ashabash97 ashabash97 16-17, F Apr 8

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    Urgh I can't get it to stop bleeding. *sigh*. I probably shouldn't have cut so deep....but unless I cut really deep I can't feel the pain, I'm so used to it, cutting feels numb now...
    Josephineong Josephineong 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    People hurt me on purpose. People know I cut at school. They point and laugh at me. It would get so bad they would grab my arm laugh at me push me down. My bestfriend/ex bf broke...
    PrimadonnaAnnie PrimadonnaAnnie 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I am sick of cutting myself. Will not fall back into my ways. Besides the fact that these scars are hideous and that cuts are painful, I'm tired of being weak. if i keep doing so i...
    TealMarie TealMarie 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I just cut. Right now. It wouldn't be the first time. I'm finding it gets easier. I don't know what others would think about this but I do know that they might now even care...
    silentlyhurtingeveryday silentlyhurtingeveryday 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 17

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    CeBeY1 CeBeY1 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    ashricard ashricard 18-21, F Mar 24

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    I am still a cutter, i have been for 2years now. Please dont start. I know if i cut and you feel the need to escape, why shouldn't you right? Well it's extremely addicting. It's...
    matti1342 matti1342 13-15, F Mar 26

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    I have suffered since age 16 from endo. I have three young children. During my third pregnancy, things went wrong. The placenta was outside of the uterus. My doctor went into a c...
    CPPDANCER CPPDANCER 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Are you very upset on your back pain? As more and more body problems,such as back pain,joint pain and so on I think everyone always wants to have a healthy body. So we should do to...
    mbtshoes2011 mbtshoes2011 22-25, F Apr 9

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    I cut myself every day i can't control myself razor is my bestfriend no one ever wants to talk to me noone ever cared about my cuts thats makes me cut more and more as deep as i...
    rawan99 rawan99 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I cut myself because I deserve the pain.. Its the only way I can stop feeling so much emotional pain
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago