that morning. It was a few months ago. I felt nothing in my body. My mind was floating above everything. I went to my room, locked the door and lay down on the marble floor with a shaving razor blade in one hand and a stretched wrist. I paused for a few seconds, and slit my...
It's all mine to control and it's always there for me. Even if I can't smile at least my wrist smiles for me. I'm in the military and I have been flown all over the place for "my own safety" and I hate it..I constantly have to change doctors and every time they do, I have to...
Yet again it happened
as the blade slid across my skin.
Yet again. relief came
as the blood ran down my hand.
Yet again, I can escape,
as the pain brings me back to reality.
Yet again, I am free,
As I roam free for a little while.
But once again
I'm back to dying inside...
When something painful or angry happens or something like that , Most people unloading that pain or anger,they yelling and breaking things or crying .....ex
For me I do not cry as easily i don't like yelling and smashing things and i'm not that type who talk about my feelings i...
Sorry about this being so long... but if you're interested, then, well, I guess... enjoy?
When I was 12-15, I used to cut my wrists. I used to write down every time I did it, but eventually, I started doing it so much, that I lost count, and it only began feeling tedious to count...
Before you make that first cut, remember--
You will find the blood and pain release addictive.
Even though you think you can make a few tiny cuts that aren't deep and will heal easily--
They will get deeper.
They will scar.
They will take sometimes months to heal.
I have got a blade that I bring everywhere with me though just incase. I am going to court for credit card fraud tomorrow and am expecting to go to juvy. I am only fourteen and my birthday is in four days and I am now expected to be in juvy by the time of my 15th birthday. My...
I cut my writs because it just makes me feel better. I started cutting my wrist when I was fifteen years old. And I'm eighteen and I still do it. For me, it keeps my mind off the bad things that happened to me. When I'm mad, I cut my wrist and I feel calm and relaxed.
WARNING: This is a long story but I think it's worth reading, you might find yourself having the same issues.
My story isn't as different as everyone else. Yes I have issues at home, my father and I don't get along at all. We speak to each other because we must, if I talk to him...
but now I'm on holiday and I didn't take any sharp items something's I scratch at my writ when I feel like cutting or scream but I get really cranky and sad when I can cu for me it means so many things punishing me relieving stress to hurt others (I imagine their reaction and it...
I get bullied.. And people say some proper horrible stuff to me! Then i lost my boyfriend who meant everything to me! I tried getting him back and now im not happy with the boy im with. I think lifes **** and have thought of suicide.. At the minute in constanly slitting my wrists...
So umm hi im a 15 years old girl i cut my wrist because i feel i was unwanted by everyone, i always feel like im alone my friends don't understand me they just say whatever they want to say even though they know that it hurts, even in my own family i feel like im unwanted. my...
Things started when my heart was broken. But it wasn't just over a boy that my depression started. My parents were fighting. I was getting beat up every week. I got told I was useless and pathetic every day. I felt unwanted. Then I cut three perfect lines on my wrist. My mom got...
Ive battled depression the last 3 years, ive been on and off medication, ive be honestly fine until the other night. The other night i cut for the first time. I cut my left wrist in two places. I used a razor blade that i had taken out of a razor and i sliced my wrist in the...
If you cut the top of your wrist, your either scared or looking for attention,
if you cut the bottom,
your depressed. you have a 'problem'
I would cut the top,
i was scared,
i would cover the cuts,
try to convince myself i was going down the wrong...
I thought i got out alive,
with scars i cant forget,
but now there is blood smeared across my wrists,
up my arms,
i cry out in pain,
my beautiful demon,
my blissful escape,
i am a lie,
big smiles, loud laughs,
sucess written all over me,
..i have a lot of scars and looking at them you can see they are old..i stopped cutting. it was hard but i got through it and now i write. having scars lets people read you, they see you as an open book...writing was my solution because only i knew what was going on no one can...
Started off with small cuts but when my boyfriend died, I didnt just cut my wrist but all my thighs and other areas that arent visible to the naked eye. Back then all I thought was that physical pain was easier to bear than the emotional pain from losing a loved one. But I...
She paints a pretty picture,
but the story has a twist,
her paint brush is her razor,
her canvas is her wrist.
she paints her pretty picture,
with a color' that's blood red,
while using her sharp paint brush, she ends up finally dead.
her pretty picture is fading, quite slowly on...
hey. I am suicidal and a cutter. It started during middle school up until now. I'm in 10th grade, and am still getting bullied constantly. Cutting is my escape<3 its addictive, the only thing i can do to numb the pain. The first time I started cutting, I was put into therapy...
I'm sure we've all been through it, a friend sees your cuts and tells you to stop/never do it again/call them next time you feel that way/STOP! They seem to think that this will help you, that by telling you that they will be sad/upset/disappointed/concerned if you cut again you...