She paints a pretty picture,
but the story has a twist,
her paint brush is her razor,
her canvas is her wrist.
she paints her pretty picture,
with a color' that's blood red,
while using her sharp paint brush, she ends up finally dead.
her pretty picture is fading, quite slowly on...
I have got a blade that I bring everywhere with me though just incase. I am going to court for credit card fraud tomorrow and am expecting to go to juvy. I am only fourteen and my birthday is in four days and I am now expected to be in juvy by the time of my 15th birthday. My...
Before you make that first cut, remember--
You will find the blood and pain release addictive.
Even though you think you can make a few tiny cuts that aren't deep and will heal easily--
They will get deeper.
They will scar.
They will take sometimes months to heal.
If you cut the top of your wrist, your either scared or looking for attention,
if you cut the bottom,
your depressed. you have a 'problem'
I would cut the top,
i was scared,
i would cover the cuts,
try to convince myself i was going down the wrong...
.. It felt so good... It made everything seem okay... A little bit... But the pain still lingers. The hurt won't go away... I want to end it... So badly... I've been rejected more than once... Why should I live?
hey. I am suicidal and a cutter. It started during middle school up until now. I'm in 10th grade, and am still getting bullied constantly. Cutting is my escape<3 its addictive, the only thing i can do to numb the pain. The first time I started cutting, I was put into therapy...
I'm sure we've all been through it, a friend sees your cuts and tells you to stop/never do it again/call them next time you feel that way/STOP! They seem to think that this will help you, that by telling you that they will be sad/upset/disappointed/concerned if you cut again you...
So umm hi im a 15 years old girl i cut my wrist because i feel i was unwanted by everyone, i always feel like im alone my friends don't understand me they just say whatever they want to say even though they know that it hurts, even in my own family i feel like im unwanted. my...
Started off with small cuts but when my boyfriend died, I didnt just cut my wrist but all my thighs and other areas that arent visible to the naked eye. Back then all I thought was that physical pain was easier to bear than the emotional pain from losing a loved one. But I...
but now I'm on holiday and I didn't take any sharp items something's I scratch at my writ when I feel like cutting or scream but I get really cranky and sad when I can cu for me it means so many things punishing me relieving stress to hurt others (I imagine their reaction and it...
I cut my writs because it just makes me feel better. I started cutting my wrist when I was fifteen years old. And I'm eighteen and I still do it. For me, it keeps my mind off the bad things that happened to me. When I'm mad, I cut my wrist and I feel calm and relaxed.
Things started when my heart was broken. But it wasn't just over a boy that my depression started. My parents were fighting. I was getting beat up every week. I got told I was useless and pathetic every day. I felt unwanted. Then I cut three perfect lines on my wrist. My mom got...
..i have a lot of scars and looking at them you can see they are old..i stopped cutting. it was hard but i got through it and now i write. having scars lets people read you, they see you as an open book...writing was my solution because only i knew what was going on no one can...
WARNING: This is a long story but I think it's worth reading, you might find yourself having the same issues.
My story isn't as different as everyone else. Yes I have issues at home, my father and I don't get along at all. We speak to each other because we must, if I talk to him...
It's all mine to control and it's always there for me. Even if I can't smile at least my wrist smiles for me. I'm in the military and I have been flown all over the place for "my own safety" and I hate it..I constantly have to change doctors and every time they do, I have to...
Ive battled depression the last 3 years, ive been on and off medication, ive be honestly fine until the other night. The other night i cut for the first time. I cut my left wrist in two places. I used a razor blade that i had taken out of a razor and i sliced my wrist in the...
Sorry about this being so long... but if you're interested, then, well, I guess... enjoy?
When I was 12-15, I used to cut my wrists. I used to write down every time I did it, but eventually, I started doing it so much, that I lost count, and it only began feeling tedious to count...
I thought i got out alive,
with scars i cant forget,
but now there is blood smeared across my wrists,
up my arms,
i cry out in pain,
my beautiful demon,
my blissful escape,
i am a lie,
big smiles, loud laughs,
sucess written all over me,