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I Cut Myelf

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    Yup I just did it! Again.

    Just now! It seems easier and better every time! :) it's amazing how it helps when you are in so much pain. I would never want anyone I know to do it and I would never encourage it. But I don't care anymore. No one is there when I need them most so who really cares? I know it...
    Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 15, 2014

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    Cold Turkey

    God ******* damn! I hate going cold turkey. It makes me feel more addicted then before! I just want a blade or anything really take to make me bleed ><" *runs around and stomps like a little kid in a tantrum* GAAAAAAAAAH Please tell me this will get better soon.
    FeelingLikeACloud FeelingLikeACloud 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 14, 2011

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    Well. One month and four days,

    down the drain. It isn't even noon and I've cried and cut myself all in one morning. I forgot what it felt like. Forgot how it numbs my pain. Oh well. Today is done. Maybe I'll try again tomorrow.
    DayDreamingDragon DayDreamingDragon 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 10, 2014

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    First Time

    I self harmed in various forms over the years, starting when I was about 8. But I never tried cutting. So five years from then, and 2 and a half months ago I found myself hovering a knife over my wrist. I needed more pain just to keep going than ever before. My parents found out...
    mysecretdiaries mysecretdiaries 13-15, F Jan 1, 2013

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    Self Harm Is No Joke!

    you always hear how self harmers are "emo" or "attention seekers" but self harm isn't a joke! it takes a lot to get to the point of taking emotional pain and turning into physical pain. when you sit there, and make fun of them, you are just making them pull down their sleeves...
    josephalissa josephalissa 26-30, F 11 Responses Jun 4, 2013

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    Here enjoy I know I'm an ugly attention seeking

    bxtch who doesn't deserve to live Do you know how much courage this took me? No probably not I don't crave attention I just wanted to show the world Show them the ride they're in for when they dive too deep You think you want this? This is the reality of it and it's not a nice...
    shadowgem shadowgem 13-15, F 2 Responses May 3, 2014

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    My Life As Of Late

    This week has been pretty tough, a lot has been happening and idrk how to deal with certain situations anymore. The girl I've basically bascailly been falling in love with has almost completely rejected me. Being someone that turns to cutting in overly stressful and high...
    jystinc jystinc 22-25, M Jan 8, 2012

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    I went to the mall yesterday

    but earlier during the day I cut my arms and on top or my hands because I felt so sad. Anyway I wore a sweater so people couldn't see my arms. But this one person she looked like she around 20 was so loud and said "look at that girl her hands!!" And people looked at me like I...
    cristina44 cristina44 22-25, F Jul 4, 2014

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    Here's a pic of what my arm used to look like.

    It's still scarred and each one of them shows a battle that I lost with myself. I still cut and I see a therapist but they do not help me out at all. I see my cuts more as battle scars rather than self mutilation and I'm sure lots of people do. It just sucks that this is my only...
    XxBellabixtch49xX XxBellabixtch49xX 13-15, F Apr 18, 2014

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    I'm so scared right now last night I cut the

    top of my hands and this kid that sits next to me saw my cuts and he said what happened and I said that my cats got in a fight and I tried to separate them so that's why I have the cuts and he said Bull S**t u cut yourself and I said no but he still didn't believe me so he told...
    cristina44 cristina44 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 7, 2014

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    I'm so sad right now my parents found out

    that I cut myself and they have seen all my cuts on my body 😢
    cristina44 cristina44 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 25, 2014

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    Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 18, 2014

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    This Is Killing Me

    i cant take it cutting is all i think about day and night i hold my favorite razor in my hand mesmerized by the blade haunted by the voices it called my name yearning me to slice open my skin and feel alive again
    crazybladebabe crazybladebabe 18-21, F Oct 20, 2012

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    I relapsed about a week ago

    and now I feel the urge to cut again I have tried everything but I can't stop thinking about it I want to feel it again. I have tried to distract myself by drawing, listing to music, exercise ect. But I can't stop the urge to and the feeling to cut. I don't know what to do 😢
    cristina44 cristina44 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 19, 2014

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    It was my first time cutting at school last

    week. I just can't do it anymore. Voices everywhere and it's driving me crazy. I'm so sick of hearing bullshits.
    Genesol Genesol 18-21, F Aug 25, 2014

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    So my home life is totally awful.

    But I have always found ways to cope with it. Recently it's been taking naps and staying at school. I have never cut myself before. One time I did have a near cutting experience. I went to my room because life was crashing down around me. I picked up a stress rock that I had...
    Zaqhary Zaqhary 16-17, M Dec 26, 2013

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    I cut every day lately

    but then I realized how messed up I am
    trevorcorn trevorcorn 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 21, 2014

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    I cut myself for the first time today.

    Twelve cuts to be exact. Not counting the small ones I made on my palm. I felt overwhelmed. It felt good to cut myself though. Remind me I'm still here. I now regret it. I hope no one notices. Maybe I'll do it again
    omaxson42 omaxson42 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2014

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    Time After Time, Again And Again

    I did it again damn it. I dont know why i keep doing it. Its ugly and horrible but that doesnt seem to stop me at all. But today it was more that just a release it was wishful thinking. I didnt realize it did it that many time or that deep. It was like i blacked out and when i...
    blonde24 blonde24 22-25, F 1 Response May 5, 2012

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    hello any girl who want real short haircut in India? i love to cut hair short . if any Then message me.
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    hello any girl who want real short haircut in India? i love to cut hair short . if any Then message me.
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    hello any girl who want real short haircut in India? i love to cut hair short . if any Then message me.
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    hello any girl who want real short haircut in India? i love to cut hair short . if any Then message me.
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    I don't really know why I'm still cutting. I haven't been neither happy nor sad lately. I think I just really like seeing my blood. I wish I wasn't such a sick person and that I...
    crystal234 crystal234 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    Heey~ I'm a new cutter... like I started cutting month ago. At first it was because of depression and i though i could stop, but now i do it because of pleasure. I want to ask you...
    HeyMaybeNot HeyMaybeNot 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Hey~^^ Guys I am cutting from a few months it feels really good but like i am a new in this can you give me some advices^^ like with what its better to cut... Like i am cutting...
    HeyMaybeNot HeyMaybeNot 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Heey~^^! I am here to share my story~ Soo... I am 16 years old and i cut for first time two weeks ago... ( I've just downloaded the app. I used it before, but i delete my profile...
    HeyMaybeNot HeyMaybeNot 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Just got my hair cut and dyed today! 6 inches cut and I got it dyed a completely different color than my natural one. I love it! It was so liberating and it's such a nice change...
    thealouwho thealouwho 18-21, F 42 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've been called cute before by several people (I'm a guy lol) and I don't see it. maybe it's because my self esteem was brought down when I was 7 because u was overweight. I have...
    Fainmail67 Fainmail67 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    I had let my hair grow for over four years. It had grown down to the middle of my back. After I broke off an eight year relationship I decided to cut it off, representing a new...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 29

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    As i own my own gardening business i spend a lot of time cutting grass in the summer. I love the smell and to look at the lawns with there nice straight lines and trimmed borders...
    johnvcook johnvcook 56-60, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    Does the cyber hair cut involve roll play I don't want to sound naive but I am new to all of this and I am wondering how the cyber hair cut works.
    Ithinkiwantahaircut Ithinkiwantahaircut 51-55, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    SHE DID IT!!!!!! She cut my hair and I had the biggest hard on. She saw what haircutting really does to me and I see more haircuts in my future, I don't think she still entirely...
    wkal94 wkal94 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 27

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    Neither hideous or cute. I do want to see you hideous cuties though!
    bender898989 bender898989 26-30, M Jan 27

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    Over the years I have met many women and still today I hear it said..."I want to cut my hair but my boyfriend or husband won't let me"!!! Is this really the reason or an excuse...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jan 27

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    I hate the way I love to cut. I hate e painful showers and trips to the restroom. But even the sting still reminds me that I can still go deeper. I know it's bad but sometimes it...
    FantrashticEmily FantrashticEmily 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    it feels good... i do it everyday and would love to talk to people who also love cuting about it ans to cut together!
    pinkyted pinkyted 13-15, F Jan 25

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    Any of you ladies near Michigan, I would love to talk about hair cutting and hair cuts
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 25

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    I cant do this anymore, we come intolife without a choice and they decide not to inform us about how damn hard it is to get through five minutes let alone one whole day. But ive...
    prothin2016 prothin2016 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    I was on tumblr searching for high fade hair cutz. Can someone tell me y 80% of the pictures were of white men. High fade is well none and one of the most popular hair styles...
    martinez1993 martinez1993 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 24

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    Well, people says i have a cute voice and that my personality makes me cute...But they think im too ugly to worth it xD okay...
    Saya024 Saya024 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 24

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