I Cut Myself It Feels Good

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    When I Was Addicted

    when I was addicted to cutting my self it felt so good in so many ways for me it was adrenaline and the warm burning sensation not like fire but like a big red in your mouth I felt freedom control over my descruction if I couldn't handle or control a situation this gave my the...
    UniquelyInsane UniquelyInsane
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 21, 2011

    I'm a killer, cold and wrathful Silent sleeper,

    I've been inside your bedroom I've murdered half the town left you love notes on their headstones I'll fill the graveyards until I have you. Moonlight walking, I smell your softness carnivorous and lusting to track you down among the pines. I want you stuffed into my mouth hold...
    EvilElmoBoy EvilElmoBoy
    16-17, M
    1 Response May 26, 2014

    I cut today and it felt like a huge weight on

    my shoulders fell....i sometimes wonder how it would if i didnt cut
    TheDemonsInside TheDemonsInside
    13-15, F
    1 Response May 21, 2015

    This Used to Be Me.

    But It isn't anymore. I hope that someday everyone here can find the peace inside that I am starting to. Maybe take a look at the stars... the rage seems so distant when you conceptualize just how far away everything is.   I hope the best for you all.
    AnarcistNutter AnarcistNutter
    26-30
    2 Responses Jan 18, 2009

    It Feels Good

    I cut myself, yes. but never with the intention of suicide. I just like to see the blood flow... it's kind of... it gives a feeling of release, is all. sometimes I get scared though... what if I accidentally slip and cut too deep and bleed to death? but then when the blood...
    melancholia05 melancholia05
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Nov 14, 2007

    This Used to Be Me.

    But It isn't anymore. I hope that someday everyone here can find the peace inside that I am starting to. Maybe take a look at the stars... the rage seems so distant when you conceptualize just how far away everything is.   I hope the best for you all.
    AnarcistNutter AnarcistNutter
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 18, 2009

    i cut myself because: - i have problems

    -none is there for me -everyone is hurting me - i cant trust anymore - i've had enough of everything
    zaynabo zaynabo
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 22, 2015

    The First Time I Cut

    I first started cutting myself when I was 15. It was Thanksgiving and everyone seemed happy to be around eachother. I pretended. But all I remember thinking is how badly I just wanted to be alone. I excused myself saying 'I feel sick, the turkey didn't agree with my stomach' or...
    StoneColdLizzyJames StoneColdLizzyJames
    18-21, F
    Oct 7, 2012
    zaynabo zaynabo
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 14, 2015

    I've been clean for a little while,

    I don't really know how long. all I know is when it happens I start getting his feeling inside me and I can't do anything about it because I don't want to dissapoit everyone who has seen me come this far. so i sit here screaming to myself I feel so lost and empty
    eurocracker eurocracker
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 21, 2015

    I've been clean from cutting

    for some time, not really sure how long but I feel myself slipping and I'm sort of afraid that with the way I'm feeling right now I will cut too deep and purposely allow myself to bleed to death.
    PetiteandShort PetiteandShort
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 21, 2015

    I cut myself it feels relieving.

    I felt numb for a while and it's the only time I feel something the pain isn't bad because it proves I'm human I can feel and if I can't feel love or any other good emotion at least I can feel pain right ?
    KTRose KTRose
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 24, 2014

    The more I cut myself,

    the closer I come to realizing that I don't want to die. **** no. I just want to end the pain, and that seems like the best way to do it...
    EvilElmoBoy EvilElmoBoy
    16-17, M
    Jun 6, 2014

    When am in the shower I look at my scars run my

    fingers trough them I remember all the pain I felt all the things that hurt me then I think your so stupid for doing that then I take out my carefully hidden blade that's under the sink and cut again and again and again
    00Broken00 00Broken00
    18-21, F
    May 22, 2015
    TheDemonsInside TheDemonsInside
    13-15, F
    1 Response May 20, 2015
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