I Cut Myself Sometimes

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 83 People

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    I first started cutting when I was a freshman in high school. A girl I met introduced the concept and for a while I couldn't get enough of it. I've used almost everything to cut; knives, glass, my own nails (yes they are that sharp sometimes), and my personal favorite, the...
    freechipsandsuch freechipsandsuch
    22-25, F
    Dec 13, 2011

    It's Hard To Carve Depression Out Of The Flesh...

    "Sometimes you bleed just to know you're alive." Everything around me seems to be falling apart right now... i cut myself often now actually... i know that when i do my girlfriend gets sad and now she says she's going to make it a competition when i cut she's going to cut...
    UsedAndAlone UsedAndAlone
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Feb 27, 2010

    It just happens and I just don't know

    why I do it I haven't cut in 4 months now I think I'm doing better
    MerpR MerpR
    18-21, F
    Jan 16, 2014

    i just cant stop.. even tho i go to a

    psychologist, everything is just getting worse the more i think and talk about it, the worse i feel and the more i cut i just really hate myself and im stuck in this viscious cycle, i cant get out
    Elienseys Elienseys
    18-21, F
    Jul 9, 2014

    To me it helps with my suffering cause I feel

    like I deserve it. Lately everyone is telling me who to be and what to do. I just want to scream. It's like everything was going perfect for three weeks, then my life came crashing down more worst than before. I've been trying to fix myself for so long but every time I get close...
    Wantu2behappy Wantu2behappy
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Jan 27, 2015

    Only A Thought

    i wiish i could stop but i cant.i just want evrything to go away.why do i have to be so worthless,ugly,stupid.annoying,and a pain in everyones ***. sometimes i just want to die so everyone can feel how i do.but i couldnt do that im such a coward.i know its only a thought.
    imnevergoodenough imnevergoodenough
    13-15, F
    Oct 27, 2012

    I Used To Cut Myself, But I Regret It

    I used to cut myself I don't quote understand why though I regret it so much It started when I got emotionally unstable I was thinking of dying. I wanted to just die and stop living threw all the drama. My best friend always cut her self. I told her not to. What was I thinking? I...
    Tili56427 Tili56427
    13-15, F
    1 Response Dec 28, 2012


    i cut myself sometimes and im getting used to that, even tho i wish i could stop. but recently when i get drunk, ive been waking up in the morning with cuts on my arms that i havent remembered doing. im worried cos i know how irrational i can be when im drunk and its dangerous, i...
    fantasy2reality fantasy2reality
    22-25, F
    Mar 22, 2011

    I Just Feel Like It Is All My Fault...

    I cut myself because I am sad, feel alone, when I feel I did something wrong. I never meant for it to actually bleed but, I just feel better when it does. I feel the pain I inflict helps me forget why I even did it in the first place. I wear long sleeved shirts and jackets most...
    paciboy1418 paciboy1418
    18-21, M
    Oct 25, 2013

    The Truth

    i try to fight the urges but i can't.I constantly thinking about it and i feel even worst to know i put up this mask to hide myself.I hate pretending that nothing is wrong but im scared for evryone to know the truth.I CUT MYSELF.I know my friends wouldnt want me to but i cant...
    imnevergoodenough imnevergoodenough
    13-15, F
    Oct 27, 2012

    In Trouble

    well yesterday my mom found all my cutting stuff,and i got in big trouble,what should i do?
    breakingbrooke breakingbrooke
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Oct 4, 2009

    Not a lot, but sometimes,

    like today, because I feel like screaming, crying and dying at the same time:(
    Graciegirl2001 Graciegirl2001
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 25, 2014


    I used to cut.  But I technically can't say  "used"  to cause I want to quite often and if it weren't for my boyfriend .. I probably still would.  He would be disappointed in me if I cut..  I'd probably have to say that having someone disappointed in you is ten times worse...
    outofgas94 outofgas94
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

    I Will Never Be Good Enough

    It's hard to answer the question "what's wrong" when nothings right. I'm tired of trying, sick of crying, I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying. Maybe one day it will be ok again. That's all I want. I don't care what it takes. I just want to be ok again. When I was...
    imnevergoodenough imnevergoodenough
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Oct 27, 2012


    I feel numb so I cut to see if I can still feel I feel it and it hurts but once I start I don't want to stop it hurts so good god there's something wrong with me
    yourfaceisyourface yourfaceisyourface
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 30, 2013

    Nobody Knows

    I haven't told anyone. It's my secret. I run to my bed room and cut when I feel overwhelmed. I take safety pins, needles, pins and dig at my finger tips and palms. The cuts (or maybe digging?) takes all my worries away. I have to keep peroxide and bandages in my room to insure I...
    BlackTattooedEverything BlackTattooedEverything
    13-15, F
    Jan 13, 2013
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