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I 'd Like to Change My Life, Right Now

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    Hi i haven't been on here in a

    while I left my boyfriend now my ex the one who raped me I have a new guy he's nice I love him I'm getting better but the depression the anxiety attacks the suicidal thoughts the flashbacks to being sexually abused 7-9 the flash backs to watching my dad die at 13 the flash backs...
    polarbearlove polarbearlove 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 6

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    Hi this is my story. I was born

    when my mom and dads were teens. My dad didn't even graduate and my mom never went to collage. I was diagnosed with autism at age 3. I went to doctors and took pills like crazy. I token pretty much any pill you can name. I never had friends.I was a freak of nature. I use to lie...
    tomkielove tomkielove 18-21, F 13 Responses Mar 10

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    Been extremely busy and occupied.

    .. Being a college student is no joke. I feel like 24 hours in a day is NOT enough. In life.. We learn new things everyday... If we don't learn.. We stop growing.. We have to grow to enrich our knowledge. Tell me.. What is life like after college? Being in a materialistic world...
    kiMiiLe kiMiiLe 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I really REALLY want to do something with my

    life, but I can't find any motivation, and the motivation I do find, I lose in less than 24 hours...
    nooblordiv nooblordiv 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 2

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    molly3493 molly3493 41-45, F 30 Responses Jan 22

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    One month from now...

    My life will change dramatically. I just hope I can make it happen after I'm spirited away out of the life situation I'm currently living and loathing.
    prettyprude prettyprude 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    I'm an intern for a well known brand

    which I won't disclose. I'm doing lots of work and consequently, my editor expresses his delight and satisfaction. I love it there but when I hear about other interns leaving I feel disposable and unneeded. I feel out of place and that I don't belong. I wear a mask and drown...
    Yieringra Yieringra 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm reaching the end of a marriage

    that has done a lot of good, but has failed to fill two hearts in the way true love and a lifetime commitment should. I will soon announce to her that we need to begin to look at the future so that the two of us can both find real, deep and eternal happiness; the state of joy...
    Bfinally Bfinally 51-55, M 3 Responses Jun 28

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    i try to count my blessings

    and not complain..because i know theres people that have it a lot worse. but i really just feel like..MY LIFE SUCKS! i go to a stressful job everyday that i hate and come home to a lonely apartment because i keep striking out in the love department. i struggle with weight issues...
    welcome2myworld welcome2myworld 41-45, F 6 Responses Jun 24

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    Converted Converted 46-50, M 2 Responses Jun 21

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    Throwing my phone out of the window is like

    throwing your old life away and want to buy new one. But right now I pretty much want to throw my phone away and start a buy a new one.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 5

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    wish I could go back to age 20

    and take the path I should have taken then. and take a special girl with me.
    volvoman60 volvoman60 56-60, M Aug 22

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    LOSTlo0ve LOSTlo0ve 18-21, F 17 Responses Aug 11

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    My life is pretty screwed up.

    My dad is in jail right now for assault and possession of drugs and I hate him for being an idiot and a jerk to me and my mom. My mom is in and out of drug rehab so neither of my parents are really around. I live with my grandma who doesn't really care about what I do or what...
    Roflcash4 Roflcash4 16-17, M 9 Responses Apr 28, 2014

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    I finally changed my life.

    I'm so happy and proud. I made it.
    staystrongandlive staystrongandlive 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    I wish I could talk to people without being

    so awkward. That I could make and keep a friend. That my real life friends would care. That I wouldn't stress myself out over things that don't matter. That I could write in willowy, complex sentences that seem to express every emotion under the sun. That I could understand...
    QuietViolets QuietViolets 16-17, F 9 Responses Jan 20

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    Perhaps, right now, is perfect.

    Always. The internal and the external. But the mind splits things into good or bad. Since this is the case and it is automatic, then this is also perfect. Accepting the judgment, resistance, denial, or desire allows one to release the pressure to suppress or deny judgment...
    WearOutKyd WearOutKyd 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    I'm planning on changing my life

    but when I try to change everything at the same time I get overwhelmed. so now I'm focusing on the small things. for example I started a diet, I started writing about my feelings more I started meditation, and I started cooking from home more. I have also slowed down on my to...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 6 Responses May 3

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    Yes I would, It is really hard to go on at

    times,depressed a lot now. no job,nothing left but my clothes,Lost weight...I am writing this right now because am depressed AGAIN.It comes and goes,just doing the best I can.If it was not for a caring friend I would also be on the street :(What brought on all this sudden change...
    livinkarma livinkarma 46-50, M 7 Responses May 3, 2014

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    I would yet I have enough to satisfy,

    just not enough to be a **** star...soo I'll just have to settle being good enough. To be the best with any lady that wants a good man, that can enjoy being with a good woman....This would change my life,from being a lonely dreamer, to being a man, being with his dream girl...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 11

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    My husband looks right through me.

    He has no passion for me and we are no more than casual acquaintances. I need passion. I need fun. I need a partner.
    CafeAuLeah CafeAuLeah 46-50, F 9 Responses Nov 1, 2014

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    I just joined EP yesterday.

    I really need someone to talk to, someone who will understand me, give me advices. Luckily i found this site. Hope i can find friends to vent with. I got depressed lately and i want to make things back on track .
    railei railei 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 16, 2014

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    i live in darkness, my fears consume me.

    . i harbor guilt...im quite acquainted with depression.. i am not happy in my life im overwhelmed with my decisions , indecision's, and past and present choices-- i dont know where to start... to change my life .. before its the end of my life...
    MYGSPOT MYGSPOT 46-50, F 10 Responses Feb 8, 2014

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    Hey guys... I also wanted to change my life.

    .. Especially for the better. I figured out how to do it and I'd like to share it with you all. (I am aware this might all sound very hippie like...but I'm just trying to help others...) I have advice that might help .. I don't know if you're a spiritual person(meaning you...
    xxersabooxx xxersabooxx 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 29, 2014

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    .... and I am doing it.

    ... amazing how much more you learn, when you try, than when you just think about it.
    Taurusedi Taurusedi 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 26, 2014

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    I'm ready. I deserve to be happy.

    I'm scared but I'm going to do it anyway. I have to fight for what I want. Don't believe me just watch.
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 3 Responses May 7

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    Is there anyone who doesn't.

    Whether it's to join an activity to become more social friendly and have more fun or whether its to go to the gym or start exercising to lose weight. To change your friends or too try harder at something like school or work. Maybe it's to stop drinking or smoking or even to stop...
    GrimMindControl GrimMindControl 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 26

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    Describe yourself in three words?

    - Lazy. Back to the serious point, I really need to calm down with these nights out omg. (Join "I Am Cemone Georgiou Andrea" for regular updates on the modelling.)
    CemoneAndrea CemoneAndrea 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 22

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    I made an account on this website

    when i was 16 but did not use it at all. Made my username a lyric from Nickelback's "Far Away'. How simple life used to be. I am now 19, back here, and comparing my mental health to my 16 year old self, nothing has changed. I have experienced many things, grown and matured, and...
    farawayforfartoolong farawayforfartoolong 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    Havin a tough one...that's

    for damn sure! I have a lot of MAIN concerns, but I am now battling becoming an agoraphobic! I can't seem to leave my house of hell. Battle the panic disorder, alcoholism, going through divorce and feeling DEPRESSED and empty as ever! Wth??? I am stronger than this but I can't...
    2bMeAgain 2bMeAgain 41-45 6 Responses May 28

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    Thinking Positive..

    There are times in my life when I feel hurt and alone,I struggle to recapture the security of what once was,but I feel I must go threw the pain in order to allow myself to grow..I'm learning to accept what the past has given me what the present is and having the confidence to...
    Lydia66 Lydia66 46-50, F 11 Responses Nov 17, 2013

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    SirFineth SirFineth 13-15, M 5 Responses Aug 11

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    I want to run away from my family

    because they hate me, i never want to but i always hurt and lose anyone. I just want this to end.
    Ebolallama Ebolallama 16-17, M 4 Responses Aug 23

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    So much has changed in the past 2 years

    and I have been through so much ****, I feel as though I need to move on. I want a better life, I deserve a better life. I just need to have the balls to take the next step, knowing that I will hurt people that I love and that love me. But I need to be happy again...
    johnboyuk johnboyuk 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 11

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    aarcha33 aarcha33 18-21, F 11 Responses Mar 30, 2014

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    Choices...Chances...Changes You must make a

    CHOICE, to take a CHANCE, or your life will never CHANGE!
    CurvesandClass CurvesandClass 41-45, F 6 Responses Jun 4

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    i act like everything is alright

    but deep inside it hurts.. :)
    madilkhan madilkhan 18-21, M 3 Responses May 13

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    this year I went vegan,

    doubled my income, quit smoking, start working out and cycling. And am ready for mew changes :)
    nataliawww nataliawww 26-30, F 9 Responses Jun 2, 2014

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    Will be happening very soon.

    ..yes laws of attraction are very true.
    livinkarma livinkarma 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 6, 2014

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    I liked to be beautiful

    and get 4 million dollars every day for like 10 years
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 23

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    prettyprude prettyprude 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 26

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    I'm so bored of life lately.

    I don't want a relationship. I dont need new friends. I do productive things all the time. I dont know what it is, I just need a change.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    what life is all about.

    we came alone in life. we will leave alone in life later. it's horrible when we mistook world is everything. till we die, then we'll realize, 'life is nothin, everything just happen in a blink of eyes'.. so stop treating ppl harshly, stop acting full of yourselves. cause it...
    inspirit05 inspirit05 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    aylinacc12 aylinacc12 26-30, F Jul 13

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    I'm 19 years old and it's been almost a year

    since I graduated high school. I remember having plans to at least attend the nearby community college, start investing my time into music composition, start looking towards a new career path. I discovered that I may just want to become a video game composer, creating and...
    WardenChult WardenChult 18-21, M 3 Responses May 15

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    If someone gave me a ticket to anywhere right

    now, I would go. Just once in my life before I die, I want to fly away to some place exciting and different than I have ever known. Start over and live a life where I can wake close to the beach. Only hear birds singing and ocean waves coming to the shore. My dream life.
    LadyLouisiana LadyLouisiana 56-60, F 7 Responses Jan 13