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    Thinking Positive..

    There are times in my life when I feel hurt and alone,I struggle to recapture the security of what once was,but I feel I must go threw the pain in order to allow myself to grow..I'm learning to accept what the past has given me what the present is and having the confidence to...
    Lydia66 Lydia66 46-50, F 12 Responses Nov 17, 2013

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    I have been having this brain illness

    since I was a kid but I'm gonna try to change the brainmeds even though I am really scared of how my brain will react :s
    pythonpsycho pythonpsycho 18-21, M 3 Responses May 27

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    My life is pretty screwed up.

    My dad is in jail right now for assault and possession of drugs and I hate him for being an idiot and a jerk to me and my mom. My mom is in and out of drug rehab so neither of my parents are really around. I live with my grandma who doesn't really care about what I do or what...
    Roflcash4 Roflcash4 16-17, M 9 Responses Apr 28, 2014

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    aylinacc12 aylinacc12 26-30, F Jul 13

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    I have nowhere to go

    and little to no money left. I'm going to take what I got pack up and start being a responsible human being like everyone else. Screw all the setbacks!
    Cloe89 Cloe89 22-25, F 2 Responses May 19

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    I wish life was like a book.

    . I wish that life could be like a book, when something bad happens you can flip through those pages and ignore they ever happened. When something good happens you can re read it a million times. But sadly it isn't. When something bad happens you have to face it and you can't...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 9

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    I would yet I have enough to satisfy,

    just not enough to be a **** star...soo I'll just have to settle being good enough. To be the best with any lady that wants a good man, that can enjoy being with a good woman....This would change my life,from being a lonely dreamer, to being a man, being with his dream girl...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M Jul 11

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    How do you let go of the demons

    that haunt your past, scared,angry,bitter afraid to trust,love or heal. sometimes I just feel like curling up in a ball crying my eyes out. my past still has a hold of me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses May 22

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    Throwing my phone out of the window is like

    throwing your old life away and want to buy new one. But right now I pretty much want to throw my phone away and start a buy a new one.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 5

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    I just joined EP yesterday.

    I really need someone to talk to, someone who will understand me, give me advices. Luckily i found this site. Hope i can find friends to vent with. I got depressed lately and i want to make things back on track .
    railei railei 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 16, 2014

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    If someone gave me a ticket to anywhere right

    now, I would go. Just once in my life before I die, I want to fly away to some place exciting and different than I have ever known. Start over and live a life where I can wake close to the beach. Only hear birds singing and ocean waves coming to the shore. My dream life.
    LadyLouisiana LadyLouisiana 56-60, F 7 Responses Jan 13

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    There is always a reason

    for doing something no matter how small the task is. Every movement, word, and even beating of your heart has a reason. Even as I type out this story, I have my reasons. My life isn't bad by any means but I find myself in a state of discontent because I am not where I want to be...
    AngelicKeeper AngelicKeeper 31-35, M 2 Responses May 20

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    for the longest time,

    i've been trying to make everyone happy. do whatever it takes to make them feel better. but they never do anything for me. from now on, i not helping anyone unless they help me
    seirrahoran seirrahoran 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 4

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    I'm reaching the end of a marriage

    that has done a lot of good, but has failed to fill two hearts in the way true love and a lifetime commitment should. I will soon announce to her that we need to begin to look at the future so that the two of us can both find real, deep and eternal happiness; the state of joy...
    Bfinally Bfinally 51-55, M 4 Responses Jun 28

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    Is there anyone who doesn't.

    Whether it's to join an activity to become more social friendly and have more fun or whether its to go to the gym or start exercising to lose weight. To change your friends or too try harder at something like school or work. Maybe it's to stop drinking or smoking or even to stop...
    GrimMindControl GrimMindControl 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 26

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    And i am trying, really hard

    but all those setbacks man... it just seems impossible, but I'm really ******* determined to do it... i won't ******* stop for ANYONE because this is for me
    Sublevarse Sublevarse 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 19

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    Describe yourself in three words?

    - Lazy. Back to the serious point, I really need to calm down with these nights out omg. (Join "I Am Cemone Georgiou Andrea" for regular updates on the modelling.)
    CemoneGeorgiouAndrea CemoneGeorgiouAndrea 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 22

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    THE BEST MOMENT OF LIFE IN CHARLI CHAPLIN'S

    LOOK : To laugh until it hurts your stomach - To go for a vacation to some pretty place - To listen to your favorite sing - To go to bed to listen while it rains outside - To clears your last exam - To receive a call from someone , you don't see a lot , but you want to - To find...
    Sia413 Sia413 18-21, M Jul 1

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    what life is all about.

    we came alone in life. we will leave alone in life later. it's horrible when we mistook world is everything. till we die, then we'll realize, 'life is nothin, everything just happen in a blink of eyes'.. so stop treating ppl harshly, stop acting full of yourselves. cause it...
    jalanyanglurus jalanyanglurus 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I am trying but so hard.

    ...going through a separation....so devastated right now....
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jun 30

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    I wish I could talk to people without being

    so awkward. That I could make and keep a friend. That my real life friends would care. That I wouldn't stress myself out over things that don't matter. That I could write in willowy, complex sentences that seem to express every emotion under the sun. That I could understand...
    QuietViolets QuietViolets 16-17, F 9 Responses Jan 20

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    Flipping The Switch

    I am... can be radical when something, someone damages me. Folks have two ways to react to havoc. Fight or Flight I don't know if this is right or wrong... really doesn't matter. I have this ability to flip a switch on command. A hot to cold, on or off, emotional to numb. I know...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 4 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    Perhaps, right now, is perfect.

    Always. The internal and the external. But the mind splits things into good or bad. Since this is the case and it is automatic, then this is also perfect. Accepting the judgment, resistance, denial, or desire allows one to release the pressure to suppress or deny judgment...
    WearOutKyd WearOutKyd 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    Hi this is my story. I was born

    when my mom and dads were teens. My dad didn't even graduate and my mom never went to collage. I was diagnosed with autism at age 3. I went to doctors and took pills like crazy. I token pretty much any pill you can name. I never had friends.I was a freak of nature. I use to lie...
    tomkielove tomkielove 18-21, F 14 Responses Mar 10

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    My life is changing - gradually.

    I don't analyze it as much as I used to. And my stories are suddenly so short!
    Clothed Clothed 41-45, M 1 Response Jun 18

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    I'm ready. I deserve to be happy.

    I'm scared but I'm going to do it anyway. I have to fight for what I want. Don't believe me just watch.
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 3 Responses May 7

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    aarcha33 aarcha33 18-21, F 11 Responses Mar 30, 2014

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    I have the feeling that the more I know the

    truth about our existence, the more I become... Sad, lost and disappointed. I also feel bored and wonder what makes life sense. I don't want to die. It would be selfish. I have a family and some friends... My vision of life is very pessimist and I hope I'm wrong but the more I...
    otoumie otoumie 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    & I think I'm gonna get it!

    I finally finally have a job interview after applying for multiple jobs! Wish me lots of luck.
    biancalb biancalb 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Havin a tough one...that's

    for damn sure! I have a lot of MAIN concerns, but I am now battling becoming an agoraphobic! I can't seem to leave my house of hell. Battle the panic disorder, alcoholism, going through divorce and feeling DEPRESSED and empty as ever! Wth??? I am stronger than this but I can't...
    2bMeAgain 2bMeAgain 41-45 7 Responses May 28

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    One month from now...

    My life will change dramatically. I just hope I can make it happen after I'm spirited away out of the life situation I'm currently living and loathing.
    prettyprude prettyprude 31-35, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    ultacc11 ultacc11 26-30, F Jul 16

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    Choices...Chances...Changes You must make a

    CHOICE, to take a CHANCE, or your life will never CHANGE!
    CurvesandClass CurvesandClass 41-45, F 6 Responses Jun 4

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    this year I went vegan,

    doubled my income, quit smoking, start working out and cycling. And am ready for mew changes :)
    nataliawww nataliawww 26-30, F 9 Responses Jun 2, 2014

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    I'm planning on changing my life

    but when I try to change everything at the same time I get overwhelmed. so now I'm focusing on the small things. for example I started a diet, I started writing about my feelings more I started meditation, and I started cooking from home more. I have also slowed down on my to...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 6 Responses May 3

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    The construction has started.

    ...a new life is in progress....work is going slow...but very steady....I am thinking by the end of the month I should be traveling on my new road and off on a wonderful new experience..... Thank You. .. SimplyK
    SimplyK SimplyK 56-60, M 2 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    I'm 19 years old and it's been almost a year

    since I graduated high school. I remember having plans to at least attend the nearby community college, start investing my time into music composition, start looking towards a new career path. I discovered that I may just want to become a video game composer, creating and...
    WardenChult WardenChult 18-21, M 3 Responses May 15

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    I'm starting today. I'm going cold turkey with

    getting off of drugs and alcohol. Okay so not cold turkey, I'm going to NA/AA meetings and therapy too.
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 12 Responses Sep 12, 2014

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    prettyprude prettyprude 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 26

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    molly3493 molly3493 41-45, F 32 Responses Jan 22

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    this past year or so,

    I was in a dark hole without knowing it, I was addicted to *********** and ************ .. I'm sick of it know. I can feel myself changing a bit, but the next thing I need to do is to get over my anxiety and social awkwardness. j don't know how I'm going to do it, but I know I...
    nooblordiv nooblordiv 13-15, M 3 Responses May 21

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    I finally changed my life.

    I'm so happy and proud. I made it.
    staystrongandlive staystrongandlive 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    i try to count my blessings

    and not complain..because i know theres people that have it a lot worse. but i really just feel like..MY LIFE SUCKS! i go to a stressful job everyday that i hate and come home to a lonely apartment because i keep striking out in the love department. i struggle with weight issues...
    welcome2myworld welcome2myworld 41-45, F 6 Responses Jun 24

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    I'm so bored of life lately.

    I don't want a relationship. I dont need new friends. I do productive things all the time. I dont know what it is, I just need a change.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    i act like everything is alright

    but deep inside it hurts.. :)
    madilkhan madilkhan 18-21, M 3 Responses May 13

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    Converted Converted 46-50, M 2 Responses Jun 21

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