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I 'd Like to Change My Life, Right Now

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    aarcha33 aarcha33 18-21, F 11 Responses Mar 30, 2014

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    Overwhelmed and bruised by

    such a day as the one I'd been dragged through, I crawled to bed utterly defeated and left with thoughts of detriment. Somehow, self hatred had gained the upper hand and all traces of optimism and hope had been left to die. Degraded, I, loathful of everything in general, slipped...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 15

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    I'm tired of always having to play the adult

    or do the **** my dad should be doing. He always says he's the parent Nd I'm the child but half the time I feel like the damn parent. I'm getting so sick Nd tired of this. Yeah I know we're going through a rough time but still. I feel like he's barely even trying. He always...
    xSweetnessx xSweetnessx 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    lonelymom1982 lonelymom1982 31-35, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Dennisoh Dennisoh 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 5

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    But quite frankly I keep coming back to the

    same place all alone stuck with me, being me and I know with every fibre of my being I am NEVER going to have what I want it doesn't matter how simple my wish is some people namely me don't deserve it and will never be anything other than they are. I am a pathetic ******* shadow...
    NightGambit NightGambit 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 6

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    I have the feeling that the more I know the

    truth about our existence, the more I become... Sad, lost and disappointed. I also feel bored and wonder what makes life sense. I don't want to die. It would be selfish. I have a family and some friends... My vision of life is very pessimist and I hope I'm wrong but the more I...
    otoumie otoumie 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    I wish I could talk to people without being

    so awkward. That I could make and keep a friend. That my real life friends would care. That I wouldn't stress myself out over things that don't matter. That I could write in willowy, complex sentences that seem to express every emotion under the sun. That I could understand...
    QuietViolets QuietViolets 16-17, F 9 Responses Jan 20

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    My life is pretty screwed up.

    My dad is in jail right now for assault and possession of drugs and I hate him for being an idiot and a jerk to me and my mom. My mom is in and out of drug rehab so neither of my parents are really around. I live with my grandma who doesn't really care about what I do or what...
    Roflcash4 Roflcash4 16-17, M 9 Responses Apr 28, 2014

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    natcowgirl15 natcowgirl15 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    Hey guys... I also wanted to change my life.

    .. Especially for the better. I figured out how to do it and I'd like to share it with you all. (I am aware this might all sound very hippie like...but I'm just trying to help others...) I have advice that might help .. I don't know if you're a spiritual person(meaning you...
    xxersabooxx xxersabooxx 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 29, 2014

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    The construction has started.

    ...a new life is in progress....work is going slow...but very steady....I am thinking by the end of the month I should be traveling on my new road and off on a wonderful new experience..... Thank You. .. SimplyK
    SimplyK SimplyK 56-60, M 2 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    I just joined EP yesterday.

    I really need someone to talk to, someone who will understand me, give me advices. Luckily i found this site. Hope i can find friends to vent with. I got depressed lately and i want to make things back on track .
    railei railei 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 16, 2014

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    Who I had planned to be

    and who I am are so different. Sometimes I wonder where along the way I had started on this path. But then I realize I've been on this road all along.
    ABlueEyedNobody ABlueEyedNobody 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 4

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    I simply feel like getting out of here today.

    I don't want to live like this. For the moment. I had a HUGE fight with my parents this morning, and now they are making me feel like my life is in the gutter. If by any chance miracles happen, then I would like one to happen right now. I went out with my friend to another...
    rabinafrost rabinafrost 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    i want to circle 5 ppl

    who are into transforming their lives boldly. who's in?
    limitles limitles 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 26

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    My new red hair Muah

    ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
    LAsuperstar LAsuperstar 70+, F 7 Responses Feb 14

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    hey , tell me about how you got (emotionally,

    phisically , mentally) fit. I want to hear what changed in your mentality. This may help me find the right mentality to get it going.
    limitles limitles 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 26

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    If someone gave me a ticket to anywhere right

    now, I would go. Just once in my life before I die, I want to fly away to some place exciting and different than I have ever known. Start over and live a life where I can wake close to the beach. Only hear birds singing and ocean waves coming to the shore. My dream life.
    LadyLouisiana LadyLouisiana 56-60, F 9 Responses Jan 13

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    Hi this is my story. I was born

    when my mom and dads were teens. My dad didn't even graduate and my mom never went to collage. I was diagnosed with autism at age 3. I went to doctors and took pills like crazy. I token pretty much any pill you can name. I never had friends.I was a freak of nature. I use to lie...
    tomkielove tomkielove 18-21, F 14 Responses Mar 10

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    Will be happening very soon.

    ..yes laws of attraction are very true.
    livinkarma livinkarma 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 6, 2014

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    Johnnystha Johnnystha 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 22

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    I just want to move to another state

    and start all over. I hate where i live now. Too many bad memories..
    chellou06 chellou06 26-30, F 6 Responses Mar 26

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    Some of you who know me

    and read this know exactly what I'm going through, know my thoughts and feelings. Know how I'm trying... For the rest of you my life has been sort of rough. A rough start, endless cycles of guilt, shame, depression...acting out.... I have to stop this. I have to be healthy...
    swtsacrifice swtsacrifice 36-40, F 5 Responses Jul 23, 2014

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    I am working hard trying to change my life

    right now......it is filled with so much pain and confusion...so many negative things that are tearing me down, along with people who are causing it......I want peace and serenity in my life because things have been so chaotic and crazy lately...for a long time. I want the...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 26

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    Have you evaluated your life

    and feel that you need to make changes? Could you use a supportive friend who will push you to be the very best that you can be? If so, I'll be glad to get to know you offer a helping hand with whatever you may be struggling with. I have a great deal of mentoring experience and...
    FollowMyLead FollowMyLead 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    molly3493 molly3493 41-45, F 35 Responses Jan 22

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    I didn't play soccer this season like my other

    friends and now I'm afraid that I've yet again missed out on an opportunity to bond. These kinds of things haunt me and I always think back to them and can't help but think that they've altered the course of my friendships and therefore my life and that I'll never be able to...
    youdontknowme0127 youdontknowme0127 13-15, F 19 hrs ago

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    I would but I won't. It's strange how you

    change your life from something content to something wickedly crazy. Yet you leave the simple life for something your still not happy in. How confusing is life. It is what we make of it. It is what we allow it to be. I would love to change my life right now... But fear stops me...
    drp510 drp510 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 1

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    Here it is in a nutshell.

    I've been through a lot. It's time I finally get my **** together. It's time I take care of myself. Focus on what makes me happy. It's time I get the respect that I deserve. It's time to be me.
    poojibp poojibp 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    sigh*i look into the mirror

    and my reflection doesnt reflect my soul. i feel like my body shows weakness and imperfection. from the battle scars we call stretch mark to the aches and pains in my bones to the sagging body fat wearing me down. "this isnt me" i think to myself. but why cant i change? why has...
    kyanitestone186 kyanitestone186 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 4

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    my friends think that im perfect

    and characterized enough to ask me always for help and give an advance and i do but when im alone or retired i do many things make me feel regret so what should i do to overcom myself?
    randomboy21 randomboy21 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I've done much to improve my body

    but when it comes to other things well I'm at a loss towards that. No car,No credit,No job living on disability because of some health issues. What I don't have which I want most is a woman to hold me in her arms and tell me everything will be all right.
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M 4 Responses Apr 10

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    I have to change like.

    ..EVERYTHING, and that's it I'm doing it. Won't be easy but I'm gonna do it.
    saddeena saddeena 41-45, F 4 Responses May 2, 2014

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    .... and I am doing it.

    ... amazing how much more you learn, when you try, than when you just think about it.
    Taurusedi Taurusedi 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 26, 2014

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    I'm so bored of life lately.

    I don't want a relationship. I dont need new friends. I do productive things all the time. I dont know what it is, I just need a change.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Flipping The Switch

    I am... can be radical when something, someone damages me. Folks have two ways to react to havoc. Fight or Flight I don't know if this is right or wrong... really doesn't matter. I have this ability to flip a switch on command. A hot to cold, on or off, emotional to numb. I know...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 4 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I wanna experience everything the world has to

    offer. Life is short and there is so much I want to do. I wanna travel. I wanna make amazing friends. I wanna find the girl that I wanna be with forever. I wanna wake up every morning excited about what the day has to offer. What potential there is and how far I can take it. I...
    justwannabebetter justwannabebetter 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 29

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    I am so unhappy and stuck.

    I don't know how to get out of this place :(
    Hannaahhboo Hannaahhboo 18-21 9 Responses Apr 3

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    Yes I would, It is really hard to go on at

    times,depressed a lot now. no job,nothing left but my clothes,Lost weight...I am writing this right now because am depressed AGAIN.It comes and goes,just doing the best I can.If it was not for a caring friend I would also be on the street :(What brought on all this sudden change...
    livinkarma livinkarma 41-45, M 8 Responses May 3, 2014

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    I'm too nice!!! But when I'm not getting what I

    need. Then I'm definitely thinking of double dipping my spoon in another Kool Aid! 😒 (Mood: Sexually Frustrated)
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 26-30, F 6 Responses Apr 11

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    I am looking for a guy to get me pregnant.

    They don't need to have anything to do with me or the baby, but can if they wish. I have wanted a baby for a while now. I want to give my baby everything I never had.
    demi56 demi56 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 26

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    I'm going to college in the fall

    and I'm not that smart so I'm going to communitee college. I don't like a lot of my classmates but there's a couple of them going to be there too so what Do you think I should do? I want to have a fresh college experience but i feel like my past is just going to follow me.
    cbanda123 cbanda123 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    I'd like to move away from

    where I live and begin a new life where I'll be able to start fresh and build !
    michelletq michelletq 26-30, F 6 Responses Mar 17

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    All I seem to do is work.

    I'm tired of it. I'd love to focus on a family. I'm tired of great job working from home and sharing with my cat. But most people don't like successful civilians that have been to combat. I've faced alot of discrimination. Sucks being retired soldier
    Averageguy41074 Averageguy41074 36-40, M 3 Responses Mar 14

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    I'm starting today. I'm going cold turkey with

    getting off of drugs and alcohol. Okay so not cold turkey, I'm going to NA/AA meetings and therapy too.
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 12 Responses Sep 12, 2014

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