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I 'd Like to Change My Life, Right Now

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    If someone gave me a ticket to anywhere right

    now, I would go. Just once in my life before I die, I want to fly away to some place exciting and different than I have ever known. Start over and live a life where I can wake close to the beach. Only hear birds singing and ocean waves coming to the shore. My dream life.
    LadyLouisiana LadyLouisiana 56-60, F 9 Responses Jan 13

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    I'm slowly weening myself off of pills.

    I haven't bought molly in 2 weeks.
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 22

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    My husband looks right through me.

    He has no passion for me and we are no more than casual acquaintances. I need passion. I need fun. I need a partner.
    CafeAuLeah CafeAuLeah 46-50, F 11 Responses Nov 1, 2014

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    I find the hardest thing

    for depress people is maintaining a healthy and long lasting relationship with friends, or making any new friends, I don't know which comes first, the chicken or the egg...
    52hell 52hell 26-30, F Jan 28

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    I never thought about running away

    when I was little. Now, the idea pops into my head at least once a day. If only I could
    Gwall1234 Gwall1234 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 15

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    I simply feel like getting out of here today.

    I don't want to live like this. For the moment. I had a HUGE fight with my parents this morning, and now they are making me feel like my life is in the gutter. If by any chance miracles happen, then I would like one to happen right now. I went out with my friend to another...
    rabinafrost rabinafrost 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    -I have been an addict.

    I used H for like 3 years in between I got my detox done a couple of times went to rehab tried going cold turkey. And finally two weeks ago I had some really major heart breaking and shattering experiences so I decided to STOP!! I was a great sportsman I played for my country...
    faris107 faris107 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Another Wednesday night without my kids.

    Another night working past 1. I need the income, but hate what the job is doing to me
    Gwall1234 Gwall1234 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 19

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    Typical Saturday for me chores

    and laundry done by noon. Walk to local watering hole grab some drinks asleep by 5pm till sunday. I desire more but I'm too complex for most so I'm a turn off. I truly desire change
    Averageguy41074 Averageguy41074 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 24

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    I have the feeling that the more I know the

    truth about our existence, the more I become... Sad, lost and disappointed. I also feel bored and wonder what makes life sense. I don't want to die. It would be selfish. I have a family and some friends... My vision of life is very pessimist and I hope I'm wrong but the more I...
    otoumie otoumie 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    If I had a button that would make me famous

    actress and I would have my two best friends with me! I would so press that button!
    AvaDay AvaDay 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    hey , tell me about how you got (emotionally,

    phisically , mentally) fit. I want to hear what changed in your mentality. This may help me find the right mentality to get it going.
    limitles limitles 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    this year I went vegan,

    doubled my income, quit smoking, start working out and cycling. And am ready for mew changes :)
    nataliawww nataliawww 26-30, F 9 Responses Jun 2, 2014

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    Will be happening very soon.

    ..yes laws of attraction are very true.
    livinkarma livinkarma 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 6, 2014

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    Johnnystha Johnnystha 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 22

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    I am so not where I wanted to be at this point

    in my life.. Time to make a change..time to make things happen.!! 😊
    innocentlyshy101 innocentlyshy101 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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    aarcha33 aarcha33 18-21, F 11 Responses Mar 30, 2014

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    I just joined EP yesterday.

    I really need someone to talk to, someone who will understand me, give me advices. Luckily i found this site. Hope i can find friends to vent with. I got depressed lately and i want to make things back on track .
    railei railei 18-21, F 7 Responses Oct 16, 2014

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    I can't shake the feeling

    that I'm alone....that my marriage is a shell and that I'm wasting my life.
    Lonely2222 Lonely2222 51-55, F 6 Responses Feb 16

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    I cry everyday and think

    that it wont happen anyone ?
    billyaldo billyaldo 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 5

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    Down/Up I've been struggling with a deep

    depression for many years. In fact, it's been so long that I had come to take it for granted. I assumed this was simply how life was. There's nothing better. And really, if this is it, it's not worth living. I'd rather just let go and drift off into oblivion. But a few people...
    FriendlyBryan FriendlyBryan 41-45, M 4 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    Who I had planned to be

    and who I am are so different. Sometimes I wonder where along the way I had started on this path. But then I realize I've been on this road all along.
    SarahChevalier SarahChevalier 16-17, F 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    i live in darkness, my fears consume me.

    . i harbor guilt...im quite acquainted with depression.. i am not happy in my life im overwhelmed with my decisions , indecision's, and past and present choices-- i dont know where to start... to change my life .. before its the end of my life...
    MYGSPOT MYGSPOT 46-50, F 7 Responses Feb 8, 2014

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    I wish I could talk to people without being

    so awkward. That I could make and keep a friend. That my real life friends would care. That I wouldn't stress myself out over things that don't matter. That I could write in willowy, complex sentences that seem to express every emotion under the sun. That I could understand...
    QuietViolets QuietViolets 16-17, F 9 Responses Jan 20

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    I'm tired of always having to play the adult

    or do the **** my dad should be doing. He always says he's the parent Nd I'm the child but half the time I feel like the damn parent. I'm getting so sick Nd tired of this. Yeah I know we're going through a rough time but still. I feel like he's barely even trying. He always...
    AngelWithoutWingsx AngelWithoutWingsx 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    I'm still learning...

    imagine if we could live everybody's life...were would you be and what change it would take to live that life
    UrOneAndOnly UrOneAndOnly 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 9

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    I am looking for a guy to get me pregnant.

    They don't need to have anything to do with me or the baby, but can if they wish. I have wanted a baby for a while now. I want to give my baby everything I never had.
    demi56 demi56 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Overwhelmed and bruised by

    such a day as the one I'd been dragged through, I crawled to bed utterly defeated and left with thoughts of detriment. Somehow, self hatred had gained the upper hand and all traces of optimism and hope had been left to die. Degraded, I, loathful of everything in general, slipped...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 15

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    I dont know how to come out my family is really

    religous n i think im bi i even heard my father always say that them gays are gonna be confide to the firey pits of hell did i mention he is a deacon and says the need to het that demon removed post haste
    distortedmutant distortedmutant 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 18

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    Yes I would, It is really hard to go on at

    times,depressed a lot now. no job,nothing left but my clothes,Lost weight...I am writing this right now because am depressed AGAIN.It comes and goes,just doing the best I can.If it was not for a caring friend I would also be on the street :(What brought on all this sudden change...
    livinkarma livinkarma 41-45, M 8 Responses May 3, 2014

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    Getting laid off soon.

    So now is the perfect time to get away from here and city. Open to relocate anywhere. I can't wait.
    Averageguy41074 Averageguy41074 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 31

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    I have to change like.

    ..EVERYTHING, and that's it I'm doing it. Won't be easy but I'm gonna do it.
    saddeena saddeena 41-45, F 4 Responses May 2, 2014

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    Hey guys... I also wanted to change my life.

    .. Especially for the better. I figured out how to do it and I'd like to share it with you all. (I am aware this might all sound very hippie like...but I'm just trying to help others...) I have advice that might help .. I don't know if you're a spiritual person(meaning you...
    xxersabooxx xxersabooxx 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 29, 2014

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    My new red hair Muah

    ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
    LAsuperstar LAsuperstar 70+, F 7 Responses Feb 14

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    The construction has started.

    ...a new life is in progress....work is going slow...but very steady....I am thinking by the end of the month I should be traveling on my new road and off on a wonderful new experience..... Thank You. .. SimplyK
    SimplyK SimplyK 56-60, M 2 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    i desperately want a job

    now & then settle down .. and i want to go away from this place .. as far as i can ..
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Feb 11

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    Damn!!! its past 10am n m still on the road!

    !! damn u traffic!!! .... God please help my boss not to be in....or i am soooo screwwweeeddd!!! plssssss!!!
    AyahyaMma AyahyaMma 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    Here it is in a nutshell.

    I've been through a lot. It's time I finally get my **** together. It's time I take care of myself. Focus on what makes me happy. It's time I get the respect that I deserve. It's time to be me.
    poojibp poojibp 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    i get a new job i get sick i lost my job don't

    have my half of the rent but have my car insurance money . its either live in my car or live in the house without a car . i cant do either . gotta get more money .
    brittany111 brittany111 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Some of you who know me

    and read this know exactly what I'm going through, know my thoughts and feelings. Know how I'm trying... For the rest of you my life has been sort of rough. A rough start, endless cycles of guilt, shame, depression...acting out.... I have to stop this. I have to be healthy...
    swtsacrifice swtsacrifice 36-40, F 5 Responses Jul 23, 2014

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    It would be nice to talk to the girl I was a

    year and a half ago. The girl that never let anyone or anything put her down. Talk to her and tell her to not make the mistake of letting one person, one guy change her into a completely different person and letting him scar her emotionally forever. I want to be her again to be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 8, 2014

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    I'm starting today. I'm going cold turkey with

    getting off of drugs and alcohol. Okay so not cold turkey, I'm going to NA/AA meetings and therapy too.
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 13 Responses Sep 12, 2014

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    Flipping The Switch

    I am... can be radical when something, someone damages me. Folks have two ways to react to havoc. Fight or Flight I don't know if this is right or wrong... really doesn't matter. I have this ability to flip a switch on command. A hot to cold, on or off, emotional to numb. I know...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 4 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    Thinking Positive..

    There are times in my life when I feel hurt and alone,I struggle to recapture the security of what once was,but I feel I must go threw the pain in order to allow myself to grow..I'm learning to accept what the past has given me what the present is and having the confidence to...
    Lydia66 Lydia66 46-50, F 11 Responses Nov 17, 2013

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    molly3493 molly3493 41-45, F 37 Responses Jan 22

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    Hi! I just wanted to say

    that I'm finally recovering. Remember the questions I asked before? The how I'm so inlove to an older guy. I can finally manage my emotions and I'm finally moving on. I know this is'nt easy but I'm trying to start all over again and to forget that guy.
    dopeststalker dopeststalker 18-21, F Feb 14

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    I am working hard trying to change my life

    right now......it is filled with so much pain and confusion...so many negative things that are tearing me down, along with people who are causing it......I want peace and serenity in my life because things have been so chaotic and crazy lately...for a long time. I want the...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 3 Responses 6 days ago