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    Hey, Brain!!!...

    I'f I think about something that's a lie enough, eventually, I'll believe it too.Huh. Maybe that's why my dreams are so good;) No. Not really.
    TruthLauren TruthLauren 13-15, F Dec 20, 2009

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    People Are Like Books

    I learned at an early age of about 6 or 7 that people are like books, you can read them and change the storyline by doing this or that. Well people i have ingrained that in my personality so much that I have been living a fantasy, I thought i was as young as i feel. I thought...
    thedeceiver thedeceiver 36-40 1 Response Aug 26, 2009

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    Me Especially........

    I deceived myself into thinking I was part of a grand love story......I had help , but the bulk of the fault is mine.   Penny Webb :-(
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 5 Responses Aug 26, 2009

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    Manipulative people have fried my brain. I don't even know when its rational to be upset half the time. They convince you youre not making sense and shove nonsense down the...
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    with everything that has happened to me I wonder if I have become one of these people. like I spend a lot of time over analysing, the things I say, the things I do... how it will...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I just saw a thread where the author talked about how they feel depressed and possibly suicidal, and the responses were almost all akin to "Other people have it worse" and "Get...
    AaronH96 AaronH96 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I don’t have a lot of people to talk to. Not a lot of people are worth my time.
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    i feel like people stick too much to what they know, you can't tell them anything that would lead them to question anything they believe in. they get so defensive, just block out...
    Freakabug Freakabug 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Hi My support worker at Webb house supported housing for people with mental health issues has been forcing things on me since I moved in there such as getting my grey coloured The...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 10

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    I can't believe how rude people get on here, it's crazy.
    143blondieee 143blondieee 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    Rarely, if you are lucky a special person will come into your life that you feel an instant connection to. One that will unwittingly inspire you to be a better person, a better...
    kayakgirl08 kayakgirl08 36-40, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I was told I need to prove myself. I admit at this stage in my life I again have hit bottom and filled myself with depression as BPD has raised its ugly head again but in my life...
    wickedone72 wickedone72 41-45, F Mar 5

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    Ever since I was younger, I don't react to disappointing others very well. I had always been wary about how they see me and how I should act around them because I feel like no one...
    JalynArr JalynArr 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    When I hurt myself I fantasize about hurting others, I would feed off of the pain they are experiencing. When they laughed at me and bullied me. When they abused me. I'll...
    wouldyoumissme wouldyoumissme 16-17, M Mar 2

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    i hate myself i hate my body, my face,my hair i hate how i walk,how i talk i hate looking into mirror i hate how i cant talk to people like a normal person i hate that i see myself...
    yeniC yeniC 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    I was having a conversation with a friend today. I known her since the beginning of high school. Never talked to her much until this year because we have classes together now. We...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F Mar 17

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    This is Random things about me! 1. My real name is Beverlie 2. I'm 21 years old 3. I am moody(very) 4. I am left - handed. 5. I love Red (also gray and black) 6. love Hello Kitty...
    RedThatDescribesMe RedThatDescribesMe 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 27

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    Learning because really, I am still not even sure who I am. Most of my life I have been the strong one, the glue that holds everything together. It never mattered if I was falling...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 8

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    I want to say to the strangers, "please, do not look at me more than once." Frustration nibbles away at my nerves whenever someone keeps glancing my way. I don't look back as to...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 Mar 11

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    I'm so severely depressed. I don't want to live anymore. No one will ever see me as I see myself - a man... so what's the point? My dysphoria is constantly tearing me apart.. I...
    virtualricki virtualricki 16-17, T 4 Responses Mar 15

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    I got this from Leeleekhaleesi , she is the awesome creator behind this perfect list. So hopefully you read this before you either write me or send me a friend request. Let's...
    camitheboss camitheboss 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I cannot order food by myself. I was able to for so long but over time that skill has diminished. The only way that I can do it is if I have a huge order. Most people can simply...
    SylenaEverlasting SylenaEverlasting 16-17, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have a soft spot for the homeless. I find it impossible to justify spending money on myself when I see a homeless person, like a bit arrogant for thinking I can make better use...
    EdwardFowler EdwardFowler 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I think I'm starting to slip back into depression again. I met the love of my life, and he's all that keeps me going. This has been a tough year. I had to overcome getting raped...
    An0nym0usAgain An0nym0usAgain 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 28

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    Ever since my mom's passing, who was my best friend, I got to see who my real friends and family are, and not to mention how strong I can be when I bring my situation to Christ...
    GarnetRoses GarnetRoses 22-25, F Mar 2

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    I've thought about suicide again. I just can't help it. The school, preparations for univeristy and every other thing in my life at the moment gives me loads of stress and I crack...
    delusi0nal delusi0nal 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 5

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    S'group describes me. People always ask for my help, and I help them. I ask myself for help, I try to go through the same steps as I do other people. I split myself into two that...
    C9Poke C9Poke 16-17, M Mar 6

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    I guess the titles says it all. It's weird how easy it seems for everybody else, socializing, making friends. I hang out with people, but it's like the relationship is empty. I...
    Irregularthinking Irregularthinking 18-21, F Mar 7

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    I suck. I am a horrible person. I hurt the people I love. I lie through my teeth. I do not do my homework. I can not tell family I love them. I always want to make people laugh so...
    molliee151 molliee151 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 7

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    I've been quite good at making people believe that I have control. Most of them know I'm a bit, as they would say, sad and down sometimes. But I kept my real feelings to myself. I...
    StEaMa StEaMa 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    My goal this year is to not have expectations for anyone. I will allow people to prove their part of friendships with me but that's it. If I'm being a good friend, I expect the...
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 8

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    aaaaargh!!! roller coaster of emotions again. probably my 'daddy issues' rearing their ugly heads. long story short: I'm happy being alone. i love being single. And Yes, I'd...
    peepsqueek peepsqueek 31-35, F Mar 8

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    I enjoy taking the time to be nice to people that are friendly to me online or off line.I write many stories because I find it good to express myself as I care to express myself.If...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M Mar 9

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    I completed a questionnaire on Facebook about who I think I am. There were only 10 questions. I got this word: Loyal To say you understand people and care for others...
    SweetFangs SweetFangs 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    Yes I am a cutter but I'm not proud of it at all. in fact I do my best to pretend like they aren't there. I have old ones on my left arm but new and old ones on both of my thighs...
    easterbaby88 easterbaby88 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    I know that there is always someone better than me ,but why I have to be the one on the botton of everything? Recently I started to think that I won't suceed ,I actually don't...
    karymendes karymendes 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    The more this thought comes into my mind the more I angrily push it away paying no attention. I tell myself this is cruel, how could I have such thoughts? Growing up was very...
    ButterflyTearz ButterflyTearz 70+, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    I miss ME. [I miss him.] I miss feeling OK. [I miss knowing he is OK.] I miss loving myself. [I miss loving him.] I miss feeling happy. [I miss making him happy.] I miss feeling...
    BexAddiction BexAddiction 36-40, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    Is it wrong for me to worry and care too much for people? I mean I love helping others, i really do, I don't mind it at all, but, I'm starting to realize that I worry too much and...
    Ki123 Ki123 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Confident people tend to make a better impression and are usually more successful than those who are not as confident. This is simply the way it is. There was a time when I was...
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