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    Hey, Brain!!!...

    I'f I think about something that's a lie enough, eventually, I'll believe it too.Huh. Maybe that's why my dreams are so good;) No. Not really.
    TruthLauren TruthLauren 13-15, F Dec 20, 2009

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    Me Especially........

    I deceived myself into thinking I was part of a grand love story......I had help , but the bulk of the fault is mine.   Penny Webb :-(
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 5 Responses Aug 26, 2009

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    People Are Like Books

    I learned at an early age of about 6 or 7 that people are like books, you can read them and change the storyline by doing this or that. Well people i have ingrained that in my personality so much that I have been living a fantasy, I thought i was as young as i feel. I thought...
    thedeceiver thedeceiver 36-40 1 Response Aug 26, 2009

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    I hate myself... im ugly stupid annoying and stupid and people hate me for no reason.. I hate myself for not being good enough for people.. I'm always such a disappointment... i...
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    I'm not posting this one for attention, none of them are it's just simply how I am but has shown up several times why I'm thankful I don't get close. People up and leave whenever...
    13Selene13 13Selene13 22-25, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I just really hate everything I am, and all the things I have done. I'm so fat, and if I was dead other people could benefit from the food and drink that I consume more than I do...
    iloveyousomuchdontforgetit iloveyousomuchdontforgetit 13-15, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    He deceived me so bad that I still don't believe the truth even though the truth has been revealed......he deceived me so bad that it almost feels as though my brain has been wired...
    lovenlight84 lovenlight84 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    1. I have made mistakes in my past and will continue to, but each time learning from each and everyone. Remember no one is perfect! 2. I'm very caring I love helping people 3. I...
    sarahrose1994 sarahrose1994 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    I'm not sure how people would take my thoughts if they would fully come out. I have to censor myself a lot cause I already have problems making friends & it's not that many like...
    Mr504 Mr504 36-40, M 5 hrs ago

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    As I get older I find myself becoming difficult as to whom I let into my life. Ppl love to see others fail however I have learned to surround myself with ppl that bring me up...
    kel25 kel25 26-30 2 Responses 35 mins ago

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    Sometimes i trust easily.. not because i'm naive but because my heart wants to believe not every one is out to deceive... #ilovesurprises:)
    ElizabethSwannTurner ElizabethSwannTurner 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I used to love myself, and some things messed with that this year. But I'm going to be committed to accept myself and love myself, like I should.
    electriccloud electriccloud 16-17, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I'm not gonna lie, my life especially through my early teens, was all about me. I mean, I would still listen and behave to a reasonable social standing. But I would do everything...
    GWSandwich GWSandwich 18-21, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    YEAH! I realised something. Over thinking is a curse, it can cause delusions like trying to justify everything to make yourself feel better, when in fact truth gets lost. Unless...
    aSilence aSilence 70+, F 9 hrs ago

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    Your sexual orientation, religion, or ethnicity, does not interest me, nor it bothers me. I am here to make friends. I have been good friends with girls, guys, and animals, but...
    UnfamiliarGuy UnfamiliarGuy 26-30, M 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Hi their! how are you today? I just would like to present myself, im a Team Beachbody coach and I am here to help anybody succeed in reaching their health or fitness goals or...
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    NeverForgeIt NeverForgeIt 16-17, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Go on leave and be thought of as an immature weakling, or go back to work/clerkship and constantly want to throw myself out the nearest window? For now it feels like those are my...
    twelves twelves 22-25 13 hrs ago

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