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I Deceive People Myself Included

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    Me Especially........

    I deceived myself into thinking I was part of a grand love story......I had help , but the bulk of the fault is mine.   Penny Webb :-(
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 5 Responses Aug 26, 2009

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    Hey, Brain!!!...

    I'f I think about something that's a lie enough, eventually, I'll believe it too.Huh. Maybe that's why my dreams are so good;) No. Not really.
    TruthLauren TruthLauren 13-15, F Dec 20, 2009

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    People Are Like Books

    I learned at an early age of about 6 or 7 that people are like books, you can read them and change the storyline by doing this or that. Well people i have ingrained that in my personality so much that I have been living a fantasy, I thought i was as young as i feel. I thought...
    thedeceiver thedeceiver 36-40 1 Response Aug 26, 2009

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    I LOVE different types of people, and I try surround myself with all types and kinds from the candy box ;) I have also found that in most cases... they teach me something about...
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    He deceived me so bad that I still don't believe the truth even though the truth has been revealed......he deceived me so bad that it almost feels as though my brain has been wired...
    lovenlight84 lovenlight84 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    I just wanted to say.. since last month I am observing wold in different manner it's because of my desire get burried..now I have a less desires I see life is not meant for living...
    chandy790 chandy790 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    "These people are all ******* crazy" I just found myself mumbling
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 1 hr ago

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    Sometimes i trust easily.. not because i'm naive but because my heart wants to believe not every one is out to deceive... #ilovesurprises:)
    ElizabethSwannTurner ElizabethSwannTurner 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Well, i guess in some stages of life, we all have to be fake. I hate myself too cause sometimes i fake a smile etc...
    LovelyBitch1 LovelyBitch1 16-17, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I get so disappointed and it makes me want to cry. It's so easy to get my hopes up, and I end up hating myself for letting that happen.
    LifeIsAChoice LifeIsAChoice 13-15, F 13 hrs ago

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    MzzHyde MzzHyde 31-35, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    The worst type of crying wasn't the kind everyone could see--the wailing on street corners, the tearing at clothes. No, the worst kind happened when your soul wept and no matter...
    ProSolitude ProSolitude 26-30, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    You know, as a rule I hate flakes because they're not reliable an most often only come around when they want something. However maybe I'm not so perfect either. Some old friends I...
    goatonicon goatonicon 36-40, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    ladycharlotte ladycharlotte 46-50, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    If my hatred for people I find attractive reaches the same level as Elliot Rodgers, should I seek therapy or donate my heart? I think donate my heart
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Everyone calls me gay and thinks I look like a girl. A fly could kick my ***. I hate myself. I'm so pathetic. The bruises on my face? Not even done by a dude. I'm so worthless...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I wonder at times why i am so unsure of myself. I KNOW i look alright, i KNOW i am very smart and i learn quickly and that i can be wonderful conversation. Yet, i still doubt...
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    I am hurting myself indirectly without wanting to..stop it dammit
    Darlinghton Darlinghton 18-21, M 14 hrs ago

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    I don't need a freaking guy to take care of me or love me, i can take care of myself and love? God is there for it ;)
    LovelyBitch1 LovelyBitch1 16-17, F 14 hrs ago

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    I can't put in words how much I hate myself today....
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    Hello dear all, I'm Shahbaz. I am posting this because I am fed up of this experience which I am having on EP. I am very friendly person and I like good company, time passes very...
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    Im always here for people and to help them best i can but where are people when i need to talk? I feel like i annoy people with my problems but im the first person to help others...
    xxjellybabyxx xxjellybabyxx 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    "Hate?" Stop there, you wouldn't give to ***** about who's fake or not if you were REAL. "real people" say it and leave the drama behind. Who are you to say someones fake? You don...
    11X11 11X11 16-17, F 16 mins ago

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    We are all born to love people and use things but unfortunately we grow to love things and use people.....
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    Fake people! Plastic!!! Ugh! Mean what you say and say what you mean. It's really not that hard. I guess people can't decide who they are so being fake is the way for them. Grow...
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