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I Deceive People Myself Included

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    Hey, Brain!!!...

    I'f I think about something that's a lie enough, eventually, I'll believe it too.Huh. Maybe that's why my dreams are so good;) No. Not really.
    TruthLauren TruthLauren 13-15, F Dec 20, 2009

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    Me Especially........

    I deceived myself into thinking I was part of a grand love story......I had help , but the bulk of the fault is mine.   Penny Webb :-(
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 5 Responses Aug 26, 2009

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    People Are Like Books

    I learned at an early age of about 6 or 7 that people are like books, you can read them and change the storyline by doing this or that. Well people i have ingrained that in my personality so much that I have been living a fantasy, I thought i was as young as i feel. I thought...
    thedeceiver thedeceiver 36-40 1 Response Aug 26, 2009

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    Ok I am writing this because most people in my circle and myself included spank they're children it really annoys me that people sit there and day you are abusive or it's not right...
    spanksrus spanksrus 31-35 1 Response Oct 28

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    Saying that I hate myself sounds so harsh and cruel but its more or less what it is. It's not something that emerged during my early teenage years but rather something that's been...
    lokiirs lokiirs 16-17, F Nov 15

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    Sometimes things get weird the less u know, the less u hurt.Sometimes people u trust may deceive u , Say stuff that truly affects u , ur heart hallow and empty .Sometimes without...
    belllla belllla 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm good at making people feel better and I like to make people feel better but the ironic thing is that I don't like to receive help from others and I'm almost always sad or...
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    Last night I was watching a documentary with my family about British families living in poverty. It was eye-opening, made me appreciate the things I have and think of ways I could...
    libertinette libertinette 22-25, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I don't understand why no sex or making sure you supposingly never have kids is the answer. That's entirely unfair to the people who take precautions and enjoy sex. It offends me...
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    somehow people always think i don't like them , or that i don't want to talk to them . i have been told that i have negative energy around me , that i always seem irritated or in a...
    antoneli antoneli 18-21, M 2 Responses 55 mins ago

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    I Hate Fake People My mother has a best friend. They have their friendship before I was born. Tita Beige had 3 children; Kat, Ariel, and Jones. They both become my close friends...
    kiendy123 kiendy123 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 30

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    my flatmate has turned out to be different from the picture he paints of himself. in reality, he will use and hurt anyone to get what he wants in life and will smash anyone who...
    hoova hoova 31-35, F Nov 15

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    Am I rare? Why do people choose to be complicated? Why do they find it acceptable to lie, cheat, steal, and be self centered? We have a choice in who we become and how we treat...
    SpanishRose10 SpanishRose10 31-35, F 7 Responses Nov 10

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    Explaining yourself. Don't understand why the hell is it required in first place? Why anyone needs to explain anyone about anything. Your action speak louder than your words. So...
    thesnug thesnug 26-30, M 13 hrs ago

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    It's crazy how many people I'm okay with. The crazy sexual ones, the creepy ones, the awkward ones even the hopelessly lost ones... I feel like all of them are a little part of me...
    dem007 dem007 18-21, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Sometimes a person always tends to focus on the end result.. His mind is so focussed to achieve his goal that he just forgets to enjoy the path along the way .. Coz the path really...
    uselessguy uselessguy 36-40, M 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I spent 16 years in an abusive relationship. I've seen hell, I've lived hell. I am emotionally disconnected. I push people away because I can't tolerate being used, deceived, or...
    beautifuldisaster76 beautifuldisaster76 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    A friend I used to be close to was like this. She's always had minions, and if they didn't do as she pleased then they were nothing but air for her. I've been one of them, a while...
    IthinksoIam IthinksoIam 18-21, F Nov 1

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    An angel in front of everyone else while cheating his wife on the other side. While you were giving half of your life for this person, he thinks you are a parasite. You really don...
    ezzy2014 ezzy2014 26-30, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    My demon stood with me He who took all i had from me, Who had stolen away from me Family, Joy and Peace. I sought help from my savior, Christ, Praying for strength, begging for...
    TheDylanG TheDylanG 18-21, M 17 hrs ago

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    ( Pic Included) I was on a business trip and had to stay overnight for 2 days. I found a nice hotel and checked in. I asked the girl at the desk where I might get a swim suit so I...
    beret beret 51-55, M 8 Responses Oct 29

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    https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=_f6ly_05D4s This is why I hate police but since they are all stupid people too, they're included here. NOTE: the picture that I have posted here is...
    ThereIsNoName ThereIsNoName 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    Love doesn't hurt. When someone tells you, " I miss you so bad, it hurts", don't ever hesitate to come and feel the pain, together.  Being in love IS the greatest vulnerable...
    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    And it has started to eat away at my soul. I can't stand not being able to achieve my own expectations so I try to delude my self and others while I rot inside with guilt. I don't...
    In100years In100years 18-21 13 hrs ago

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    I think I'm a worthwhile person,so why can't I exercise more? I need to keep in mind everyone exercises and does more than I do.I need to extend myself and push for more.It should...
    mirth mirth 46-50, F 15 hrs ago

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    It's funny how my life is turning out. The higher you fly, the harder you fall. I thought the ground was the low. I didn't know I could manage to bury myself deep.
    metaphornographic metaphornographic 18-21, F 6 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    The best part of practical life is I got to do most of important things in my life by myself.
    AbhishekSingh33 AbhishekSingh33 31-35, M 7 hrs ago

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    I've been twisting & bending myself into absolute knots over a personal profile. I've since found after a great deal of support by friends & family. There is no one way to...
    PersistentlyMindedMan PersistentlyMindedMan 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    Oh dear this could take a while lol ok.. 1. I love to talk just as much as I love to listen. So you may get interrupted - but that does not mean that I want you to stop talking...
    Notthatkindofgirl Notthatkindofgirl 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    Dear people, As a secular woman, I dress 'Modestly' quite all the time. 'Modestly' in a sense that's popular on the Internet, mostly meaning 'covered up'. I love wearing floor...
    ExoticWoman ExoticWoman 18-21, F Nov 15

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    I used to think that my standards of the people I wanted to associate myself with were too high. Nobody around me, at my age, seemed to be meeting it. I questioned whether I was...
    spotofhope spotofhope 13-15, F Nov 15

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    We all didnt like rude people. Atleast me. But i think that people are secretly attracted to rude people and abusers. That doesnt speak for me, but for others. Ive been nice and...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35 6 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    The urge never goes away. As a matter of fact, I kind of want to cut right now. Since I quit I never have, but when I feel bad and have no outlet for my feelings, cutting again...
    SpilledSecrets SpilledSecrets 22-25, F Oct 29

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    lets put it this way. i hate myself for lettin people fool the hell outta me i hate myself for trusting i hate myself for liking someone i shouldn't i hate myself writing this i...
    johnL3 johnL3 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 3

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    I don't really know if it's me projecting my judgment of myself, if it is legitimately true that others are judging me, or if it is a combination of both. I do feel really judged...
    KelseyLeigh123 KelseyLeigh123 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 13

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    I find myself really hating the things that I do, the feelings that I have, or the inadequacies that I feel. I envy sometimes people who are bold and fearless in trying new things...
    liveurbestlifenow liveurbestlifenow 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    I wanted to describe myself but I don't know how, so instead I used a hetalian paste up thing. I'll do more. The Allies America (Alfred F. Jones) You love hamburgers (x) You...
    AlabasterFrog AlabasterFrog 13-15 4 days ago

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    (Just before I begin, I don't mean I love myself physically, I just mean I mentally love myself so much that it hurts. I just wanted to clear that up.) Anyway, the thing is, I...
    KittyyKat420 KittyyKat420 18-21, F Nov 5

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    It sets in, this fear, this rage, this swell of something. A kind of helplessness that sets in on occasion. I watch on as the world flies past me. The clock continues to tick, and...
    AbyssalSilence AbyssalSilence 13-15, F Nov 6

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    Most often my reaction to getting hurt or being dissatisfied is 'cutting my losses' and moving forward with life. The truth is, however that I am not cutting out losses in my life...
    CarlyOnline CarlyOnline 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 10

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    I wrote this in 09 Am I me? Can I really only be me? Does it make sense to say that I am only Me, different from all else, and existing as only myself. I certainly don't...
    chimbie88 chimbie88 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    I hate to find people I like to eventually find out that they are leaving or just don't want to talk to me anymore. It hurts b/c I enjoy talking to them, but when they leave it's...
    Asia06 Asia06 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I'm lonely. I can't find people who are like me. I also don't have the strenght to look for or talk to those people. I have burned out and I'm literally dying.
    RikuKH RikuKH 18-21, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Though I am classified as an introvert (and still show strong signs of it on days that I'm left alone for too long), I still like meeting people. I make a conscious effort every...
    Truthseeker18 Truthseeker18 18-21, M 4 hrs ago

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    I have no idea what some people think. I'm a very popular girl with so many messages, yet guys get so annoyed when I don't reply to them in like 60 seconds! Jeez, have a little...
    CheatingTracy CheatingTracy 22-25, F 4 Responses 2 hrs ago

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