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I Deceive People Myself Included

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    Me Especially........

    I deceived myself into thinking I was part of a grand love story......I had help , but the bulk of the fault is mine.   Penny Webb :-(
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 5 Responses Aug 26, 2009

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    People Are Like Books

    I learned at an early age of about 6 or 7 that people are like books, you can read them and change the storyline by doing this or that. Well people i have ingrained that in my personality so much that I have been living a fantasy, I thought i was as young as i feel. I thought...
    thedeceiver thedeceiver 36-40 1 Response Aug 26, 2009

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    Hey, Brain!!!...

    I'f I think about something that's a lie enough, eventually, I'll believe it too.Huh. Maybe that's why my dreams are so good;) No. Not really.
    TruthLauren TruthLauren 13-15, F Dec 20, 2009

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    based on my experience. They deceive people all the time .
    yodatheching yodatheching 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I don't think I'll ever be able to be myself 100%. I was with a guy for 13 years that never knew my deepest secret. I'm not sure I'll ever feel like I can give that to some people...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 3 hrs ago

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    I am trying to introduce people to this guy I fell in love with who is in all probability my soulmate. Nobody seems to really get it though. :::sigh Then I remember why it is I...
    saturnsdaughter saturnsdaughter 26-30, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Feeling very suicidal and upset right now. It really is time for me to kill myself. I don't belong on earth. I'm unwanted, unloved and hated by every person on this planet. I feel...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    This is a hard lesson that I'm working on every day. In determined to cut people out if they are toxic influences. I've kept some people around for too long, but I'm sick of this...
    meadowes meadowes 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    My biggest pet peeve is when someone tells me I'm talented or I look great and I'm just like: What are you guys seeing that I'm not!? Why cant I see these "great qualities"?! I...
    bloodyborgiabastard bloodyborgiabastard 26-30, M 10 Responses Dec 12

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    Her face is pale, her hands are shaking. She feels the oxygen making life inside her veins. She's full of life, full of wonder, but her soul is broken. The silhouette of her...
    ofthisgirl90 ofthisgirl90 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 29

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    I have been given compliments of course. I know I am not thin or in good shape, not yet anyway! I have been given plenty of compliments on my features though that is for sure. I do...
    onewhosupplants onewhosupplants 22-25, M 14 hrs ago

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    I always feel embarrassed for who I am and what I've done. I can look at things that no one remembers and still be incredibly embarrassed about them. I mean it's nearly impossible...
    ACuriousCrossdresser ACuriousCrossdresser 18-21, T 10 hrs ago

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    This is so me. Online and in my daily life there are a few things I don't choose to make public. Just my choice, how I live my life. I tell who I am comfortable with only what I...
    RyRy9 RyRy9 16-17, M 6 hrs ago

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    I do wonder to myself how would I look like if I keep on getting fatter. Due to family history, being fat would hurt my health later on. Due to not realizing early on that I would...
    tuberfan tuberfan 13-15, M 2 hrs ago

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    Yes I do very much so - Not only had we thought about ..but we have adopted too. Granted it was something we had to think about for sometime, as adoption involves not just...
    Mmmcherries Mmmcherries 46-50, F 4 Responses Dec 12

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    Me included. My spelling has definitely gotten worse over the past few years. Throw autocorrect in there and computer spell check, I mean, we really don't have to "know" how to...
    CascadingCoquette CascadingCoquette 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 5

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    Born on this date in 1896 was Ira Gershwin who was part of an awesome songwriting team which included his brother George. The Gershwin Brothers gave us a number of countless great...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    Last night I had a dream I p**d myself in my elementary school and I was back in the principal office and my mom came to see what happens when I was in class and I was so nervous...
    Guywhopees Guywhopees 22-25, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    can anyone help me? (well, what ive written below is just a glimpse through my problem and not the whole problem coz i would have put everything what i feel like, it would...
    UNRECOGNIZED UNRECOGNIZED 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    So I thought I should tell u guys all the things I have been threw in life this is hard for me telling u guys but bare with me so I was born on the 7 jan 1996 so as I got older and...
    Scarsdontfade Scarsdontfade 18-21, F 2 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    I can't take all these morons anymore! First we have idiots "rioting" for that thug in ferguson when I say rioting I mean looting. It was proven he was fighting him trying to hurt...
    dragthewaters4 dragthewaters4 18-21, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    Two cases of dealing with inconsiderate people within 15 minutes. I was at the gym coming from the men's locker room, there's a pathway that leads from the locker room straight to...
    JasonbLee86 JasonbLee86 26-30, M 3 hrs ago

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    Ha! I often see a lot of people I knew from school. I just ignore them and walk straight past. During school, I was quite a silent and kind kid and a lot of people took advantage...
    Sparksx196 Sparksx196 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    I wanted to describe myself but I don't know how, so instead I used a hetalian paste up thing. I'll do more. The Allies America (Alfred F. Jones) You love hamburgers (x) You...
    AlabasterFrog AlabasterFrog 13-15 Nov 23

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    I hate myself..People always take avantaged from me. I know it but i don't know how to deny. I care their poeple feeling too much but they don't care my feeling. I cannot really...
    chombongkoch chombongkoch 31-35, F Dec 2

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    I've been told many times but I just don't believe it. My childhood has a lot to do with it. Ive always been criticized by my mother, who mostly raised me and my siblings. She...
    msladyt757 msladyt757 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 3

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    This has been a problem for me my whole life. I grew up isolated. I wasn't allowed to have friends, go outside or be loved. We didn't celebrate holidays or get stuff for christmas...
    ptsdlady ptsdlady 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 14

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Dec 14

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Dec 14

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    THE AFTERMATH... I LOVE GOD FOR MAKING ME, NOT ONLY AS A HUMAN, BUT AS AN INCAPABLE HUMAN... MAYBE IT WAS MEANT FOR ME TO SUFFER... I KNOW MY DESTINY... I LOVE YOU MY DEAR...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have a bad habit of pushing people away. I try not to though. When I go through hard times of numerous sorts, my first instinct is to push people away. I have this mad desire...
    topsykrit topsykrit 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am not a very socially comfortable person. I feel awkward alot of the time. Being around people is not something that i am entirely used to but i try to expose myself to it & i...
    flyingblossom flyingblossom 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I wrote this in 09 Am I me? Can I really only be me? Does it make sense to say that I am only Me, different from all else, and existing as only myself. I certainly don't...
    chimbie88 chimbie88 31-35, M Nov 25

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    This life is like a dream. By the blink of an eye, it can all disappear. Everything. We don't wake up in the morning because we are good people. We all do bad things. We all...
    GhostBride GhostBride 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 1

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    I don't want you people to feel guilty for not being there when I needed you. Please understand that all you relatives and so called friends weren't just cut out for this thing...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I hate myself so much for who i am. My life has been a struggle. I never found true love, im crazy addicted to horror movies personality. I hate myself for this strange disorders...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35 2 Responses Dec 9

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    I have always cared too much about what other people think, and put their evaluation above my own. I would beat myself up for ages based on what my friends thought. I finally put...
    meadowes meadowes 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I wonder how people see me ...I'm someone who has been ashamed of their physical looks most of their life . I never been happy with the fact that I have dark skin even though I...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    People think that I'm the happiest person because I smile and laugh a lot. But actually I'm not. Sometime I just want to end everything when everyone that i trust cut all the...
    Julietxxx Julietxxx 16-17, F Nov 22

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    I hate myself. I hate being so stupid, and not being good at anything. I hate my face, my nose, my cheeks, my lips, and my eyes. I hate my personality, and my laugh. I hate the way...
    Missprincessgabby Missprincessgabby 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 24

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    I would like to become more - supportive - of people. It's one of the things I've started to almost 'study' in people's interactions. I grew up in a family that was fine...
    elevating elevating 36-40, F Nov 24

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    I've come to a lot of revelations, most I was already aware of but too scared to admit to myself. The first: When someone truly cares for you they will NOT hesitate to tell you how...
    NeverForgeIt NeverForgeIt 16-17, F Nov 24

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    Looking back now I blame other peoples' negativity for sending my depression spiralling two years ago. If you've read any of my earlier posts you'll know that I moved teams at...
    Mick672 Mick672 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 25

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    I hate myself because I am not pretty. I am bull headed and clumsy. Forgetful and unkind at times. Have bad grades and am a disappointment to me, my friends, and my family. I seek...
    DesyMckenzie DesyMckenzie 13-15, F Nov 27

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    Why do i have to be such a ****** person? All