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    Hey, Brain!!!...

    I'f I think about something that's a lie enough, eventually, I'll believe it too.Huh. Maybe that's why my dreams are so good;) No. Not really.
    TruthLauren TruthLauren 13-15, F Dec 20, 2009

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    Me Especially........

    I deceived myself into thinking I was part of a grand love story......I had help , but the bulk of the fault is mine.   Penny Webb :-(
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 5 Responses Aug 26, 2009

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    People Are Like Books

    I learned at an early age of about 6 or 7 that people are like books, you can read them and change the storyline by doing this or that. Well people i have ingrained that in my personality so much that I have been living a fantasy, I thought i was as young as i feel. I thought...
    thedeceiver thedeceiver 36-40 1 Response Aug 26, 2009

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    I'll be 23 at the end of this year. Apparently I'm behind in my family & other people eyes who know me. Before I graduated from highschool I had to help my parents out when nobody...
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    I condemn those that consider themselves "Normal" over other disabled people. I condemn you for all the abuse, past and present, you have committed against MY people. I do not...
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    It's their words that stings a lot "pathetic, unattractive, get a life!" That's what those people tell me. But I am also cruel, I wanted to be with my ex-online boyfriend because...
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    I don't have a lot of self hatred or anything I know my flaws and I try to work on them to better myself for myself so I can be happy but no matter how many flaws I fix I'll always...
    Plungeintoadream Plungeintoadream 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    He deceived me so bad that I still don't believe the truth even though the truth has been revealed......he deceived me so bad that it almost feels as though my brain has been wired...
    lovenlight84 lovenlight84 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    "I wonder if you have ever given someone a compliment that wasn't a backhanded insult. I prefer not to, it gives people an unsettling impression of self-importance." - Rachel E...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    My mind goes blank when I'm asked what I'm thinking about.. even when I'm lost in deep thought... maybe I'm just trying to defend myself from people I belive will never understand
    nessa8a nessa8a 22-25, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I don't understand girls with guy problems. Even though I used to have them myself, I don't understand myself in the past. If a boyfriend hurts you in any way, why would you even...
    sweetbee33 sweetbee33 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    Thanks EP staff for removing my image that was used against my wishes . I realise that I put myself at risk . I recommend that people do this if they feel that their personal...
    Drwho1963 Drwho1963 51-55, M 1 Response 59 mins ago

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    I hate people who judged me and worst come to worst those who doesnt even know me. Hello? who the hell r u to judge me by means in the bus or down the street. Just becus im fat n...
    llamaxxi llamaxxi 13-15, F 5 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    So I made this new account because my last two accounts were suspended for some reason and I don't know what I've done to have such things done to me....I don't know if people are...
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    Do you ever see that one girl in your class who they always call the "quiet" one. Well that's me...even in a room full of people and happiness...I feel sad on the inside. I may not...
    lovedownunder lovedownunder 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    Sometimes i trust easily.. not because i'm naive but because my heart wants to believe not every one is out to deceive... #ilovesurprises:)
    ElizabethSwannTurner ElizabethSwannTurner 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    There was a time when I used to be pretty critical and judgemental. These past few years though there's a different way I've taken. It's this: whenever I see something in someone...
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    No one in my family knows how deep my depression runs, they don't have a clue that I have suicidal thoughts sometimes, I would never take my life as I don't want to hurt my family...
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    I have a small amount of best friends who care and are there for me and that's all I need. People want everything it seems. Be grateful for what you already have
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    It amazes me that more people in the world don't hate people, or at least don't understand people who hate people. Everyone treats everyone so horribly. Growing up, I had to deal...
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    Because I act like a worthless piece of trash that I am. And I can never forgive myself for it.
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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