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I Deceive People Myself Included

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    Me Especially........

    I deceived myself into thinking I was part of a grand love story......I had help , but the bulk of the fault is mine.   Penny Webb :-(
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 4 Responses Aug 26, 2009

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    People Are Like Books

    I learned at an early age of about 6 or 7 that people are like books, you can read them and change the storyline by doing this or that. Well people i have ingrained that in my personality so much that I have been living a fantasy, I thought i was as young as i feel. I thought...
    thedeceiver thedeceiver 36-40 1 Response Aug 26, 2009

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    Hey, Brain!!!...

    I'f I think about something that's a lie enough, eventually, I'll believe it too.Huh. Maybe that's why my dreams are so good;) No. Not really.
    TruthLauren TruthLauren 13-15, F Dec 20, 2009

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    I'm a failure to myself, my family, and my friends! I can't do anything right. I try to do everything for people but it's never good enough. They always compare me to everyone else...
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    Today is the 4th of July and it's another year where I don't celebrate it. It's not that I don't want to or like it. I really do like it and who doesn't like fireworks? It's just...
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    see myself as i am fading away, smoke of those dreams have become reality wasted feelings..imprisoned in misery letting go..for a moment and thinking it was fate..my life...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    how can I when all people do is put me down not every one but most people like if I was beautiful why would all my boyfriends just dump and cheat on me for eny other girl I mean...
    susananngoga32 susananngoga32 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have never really ever thought of my self, as beautiful, hell I have never even thought of my self, as even average. I just always feel like, I am the ugliest person in the world...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    do to my disability I always have to ask people for help to do things sometimes I feel like I'm bothering my friends when I asked him to help me so I try and do things more myself...
    me0883 me0883 22-25, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    1. I'm afraid of people and can't socialize. 2. I have hurt people in the past to make me feel better about myself. 3. I'm the ugliest person I have ever seen. 4. I'm not skinny...
    brokenxwings0 brokenxwings0 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    This is just a story I wanna share. The "I am Fat and Sexy - that's what I tell myself" line is not about me, but about my younger sister. My sister is three years younger than I...
    talkinginstringcups talkinginstringcups 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    in the cold mist of garden of lost souls i stand..scared, fearful, paranoid, filled with hatred mocking everything...disgusted by my own insides saw the hypocrite parasites...
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    It doesn't happened often. Sometimes it strikes me and I don't know why. I just hate myself. I see myself as pathetic and degrading. I have things people will never get and I know...
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    Growing up I always felt as if something was wrong with me. I actually got to the point where I hated myself. Due to bad family members and associating myself with bad people, I...
    solojo solojo 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 26

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    I don't know why but I'm always the last choice or completely ignored. Me: "Yeah you can come to my house when it's midnight. No problem. I'll make sure you're happy before I...
    Lcy2472 Lcy2472 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I hate when people comment on how skinny I am. Really bums me out. Every time I feel good and confident someone brings up my weight and I get down on myself. If I had 20-30 pounds...
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    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 3 Responses Jun 24

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    ReadyFreddieDarling ReadyFreddieDarling 26-30 Jun 23

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    Why am I so upfront and talkative with people but avoid a relationship at all cost -.- I'm not afraid of asking people out, I'm not insecure about myself. In fact my confidence is...
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    to themself, myself being included in that. my fiance and I had a little play, fight debate. he's been trying since past year to get me to say yes, when he says you're beautiful...
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    and im ok with that!! i mean, ok, no one likes it when they find out that someone doesn't like them, but that's life, no matter who you are, there will always be someone or other...
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 21

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    To put it bluntly, my communication with some of the people I'm closest with is ****. It's easier to talk to people who I don't know from Adam. Even better, it's easier to write...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    It dawned on me that my sister is not only a narcissist but prone to jealousy and spite. Shes always smirking when im telling her something about my health or with ppl. Once i...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    I always wonder what people see when they look at me. I've always been very conscious of myself but lately I've been in a really low place in my life which has caused me to lose...
    Eriyy Eriyy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    I do wonder what it is people really see in me- both good and bad. The problem is, though, that even if I am complimented, I don't trust it. I've had people say "Oh, you're so...
    iSpyce iSpyce 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 19

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    Rudyard Kipling Rudyard Kipling was born on December 30, 1865, in Bombay, India. He was educated in England but returned to India in 1882. In 1892, Kipling married Caroline...
    imurfriend imurfriend 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 19

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