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I Deceive People Myself Included

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    Me Especially........

    I deceived myself into thinking I was part of a grand love story......I had help , but the bulk of the fault is mine.   Penny Webb :-(
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 5 Responses Aug 26, 2009

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    Hey, Brain!!!...

    I'f I think about something that's a lie enough, eventually, I'll believe it too.Huh. Maybe that's why my dreams are so good;) No. Not really.
    TruthLauren TruthLauren 13-15, F Dec 20, 2009

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    People Are Like Books

    I learned at an early age of about 6 or 7 that people are like books, you can read them and change the storyline by doing this or that. Well people i have ingrained that in my personality so much that I have been living a fantasy, I thought i was as young as i feel. I thought...
    thedeceiver thedeceiver 36-40 1 Response Aug 26, 2009

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    hi everyone I'm Jasmine I'm 18 years old, and I get too attached to people who I find a connection with, I've always been this way since I was young and I couldn't understand it...
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    im more then a people pleaser im a push over. ill do anything to make people happy, i always take the blame for everything, i do whatever people say so they dont get upset. ugh, i...
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    It is extremely difficult for me to open up to someone, and is quite rare that I ever really do. I am usually a very naturally trusting person, perhaps a bit naive, always giving...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 14 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I put my feelings a side or just hide them to sort out or try and help with peoples problems. I do this for my friends, my family and even strangers who need support. I just don't...
    gabii354 gabii354 13-15, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I Hate Lazy People We have an NSTP subject during first year college. In this subject, we visit villages, do a clean-up and feeding the village children. The village (Fortune B...
    diane1996 diane1996 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    *No connection whatsoever to anyone here on EP; be it human, robots or otherwise. Just some fictional writing.* I have kept my word, kept to what I quoted. I thought it would just...
    graciousindifference29 graciousindifference29 26-30, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    this list is not yet complete for now. 1. I believe in God. So let's just respect each other :) 2. I'm a typical wall flower 3. I have so multiple accounts online but only three of...
    etude etude 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    I Hate My Job How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing 
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    ScarredVelvet ScarredVelvet 22-25, F Feb 9

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    Why do girls before even we as at men started talking to them they think we only want sex for myself I'm think I'm just need love
    enzomilan78 enzomilan78 36-40, M 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    This is it. I give up. I'm sorry for giving up but I can only take so much. I've lost to many people I care about and I'm worried of hurting another. It's best it's all over now.
    EpicBrotato EpicBrotato 13-15, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I pretty much have already. I'm 17 and 612 lbs but gaining more every day. I can barley stand up even with people helping me and I can't stand or walk for about 30 seconds. I can't...
    bigfatteen1 bigfatteen1 16-17, M 11 hrs ago

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    I am one and I love myself
    Diapereddaddy1922 Diapereddaddy1922 26-30 5 hrs ago

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    The more I open up about, the more I hate myself. I should never have been born. I'm too screwed up for this world. I'm just so tired and everything's so much effort and I can't...
    EverythingYouNeverKnew EverythingYouNeverKnew 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    If the truth be know, everyone has touched themselves, the question is did they finish the job? The first time for me was age 12, it was pleasant then and it still is today. Its...
    sunrise1946 sunrise1946 66-70 4 Responses Feb 12

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    As I'm sure many of you do as well. Need a little help here. While I don't have a problem with overly baggy eyes, I do have this annoying thin blue vertical line that starts about...
    ShortySammie ShortySammie 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 16

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    How do I explain something that I can’t even understand myself? Deep down inside me where no one can see I feel blue , all alone relentlessly trying to fix up a heart that’s...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 8 hrs ago

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    Okay I hear some of you laughing already, so I will hit you with some science and a video just to pause that giggle. The elite in society adopt it, the highest leaders from...
    Soroe Soroe 36-40, M 19 hrs ago

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    Hope For Humanity. I know in the current day and age things aren't quite the way it should be or how we would imagine but that doesn't mean we can't make a difference. We are the...
    Lugelogistics93 Lugelogistics93 18-21, M 17 hrs ago

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    My 2015 goal involves bettering myself in ever way. eat healthier, be more financially stable, be happier and more social
    betterthanbono betterthanbono 22-25, M 16 hrs ago

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    I really do! I was in the store the other day and just started to laugh uncontrollably! I honestly can't remember why but my GF just looked at me and of course that made me laugh...
    Foreverk22 Foreverk22 22-25, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I've become pretty good at predicting people's future practically just from watching their current behavior. If I could say one thing it'd be this: ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Well, I often find myself lost and bored All The TIME. But when That happens i put on my headphones and listen to music and it feels right. But i take the headphones out, it all...
    ZeldaNerd ZeldaNerd 13-15, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I really do not understand this duality of human society. Men, throughout history, have always acted compulsorily in search of conquests, valuing possessions, money, industrial...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 1 hr ago

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    i hate myself i hate everything about me
    givenupforever givenupforever 22-25, F 12 mins ago

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    I tried writing this experience once but it shut down in the middle, so I'm a little frustrated but I'll try again. I was saying that I find myself doing things just for the sole...
    Shamandora Shamandora 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    I don't hate myself for the way I look anymore ... I hate myself for the person I am ... I realize how ******* awful I am to everybody!! I'm just so mean to people all the time and...
    suicidalblonde suicidalblonde 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    What do I do when I am surrounded by negative people? When I am practically cornered by these three negative people? The first one being foremost my best friend since my childhood...
    hardlyexisting hardlyexisting 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    If you play with fire, you're going to get burnt.... Why did I let this happen? Someone is going to get hurt... And I hope it me and not the people involved... I've ****** up...
    catho catho 18-21, F Feb 10

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    Today, I wanted to relax, but I couldn't. My mind was planning in detail some corner of some project which was technically interesting, but not even possible to do today, and not...
    Taurusedi Taurusedi 31-35, M Feb 10

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    Sometimes I am afraid of myself... I am afraid that I will grow up to be a murderer. This is a legitamate fear that is on my mind constantly. Normal people don't worry they will...
    Mewl Mewl 18-21, F Feb 18

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    i hate myself i hate my body, my face,my hair i hate how i walk,how i talk i hate looking into mirror i hate how i cant talk to people like a normal person i hate that i see myself...
    yeniC yeniC 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Seriously....all the posts that people put up asking people if they are attractive, or asking them to rate their pictures...get a life. Stop fishing for compliments. When ppl do...
    nerfmander nerfmander 26-30, F 17 hrs ago

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    Can you just go away. Stop manipulating others and making them hate one another. You could even manipulate good friends to start fighting within themselves. I must say you have...
    mishable mishable 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    So tire of so called religious people being rude and hateful to people who don't believe what they believe. I can't imagine any God would want a person to act this way.
    odieo1234 odieo1234 41-45, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I am aways amazed when i see people who go out of their way, not to speak or say hello. They will do things like look down at their watch, look straight ahead, as if you are not...
    mor2life3 mor2life3 51-55, F 3 hrs ago

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