I Deserve Better

I have realized that I deserve better then you're lies.

I opened my heart out to you, gave you all I could give of myself, and you ripped my heart to shreds. Through our whole relationship you always told me things I now know were...

I know I deserve better. Yet, I would never leave you.

On Feb 25 2011 i went to get a pop. While I was at store a black man was walking down the street. He was yelling things to me like hey sexy you wanna blank and stuff like that.. after about 5mins of it I turned around and told him...

when i felt i deserved everything i got, all the beatings all the abuse, all the misery. and it drove me to self mutilation, balimia self harming, even attempts at taking my life.
thankfully now i am older and wiser, i am no longer a...

I dug myself in this hole. My therapist even tells me so. This hell was fabricated by no one other than myself. So, sometimes I doubt that I deserve better because I am the one who put myself in such situation in the first place.
My...

I am in an unhealthy relationship. He is completely insecure. He spent 6/6 years of our relationship cheating. I know, you're going to say get out now. Let me guess, you think I don't have enough sense to figure that out on my own...

When I mean I deserve better, I mean a better job. I currently don't have a job, sadly. But I don't deserve to work in retail. I am so much better than that. Retail is only for the younger teens and adults that need money for a new pair...

Latley i have been having some serious self asteem issues.. I feel like no one wants me around anymore. I am probably the most down to earth girl, super friendly, never was really in that"drama" growing up. I have a boyfriend we have...