I Desire The Absolute Truth Of All That I Am And All Else

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    Know How It Works

    Many years growing up I had not a clue how things in this world worked. I had all the normal teen years of not knowing a damn thing. Just going through life with a big question mark over my head. There was many years I wondered what is it all about, why am I here. What am I...
    Nitehowl Nitehowl
    56-60, M
    3 Responses Jan 19, 2010

    I Don't See Anything; I Am Blind To The Past.

     I woke up today not seeing anything as i did prior to this day. Yesterday all i saw was that everything and everyone was all the same; all exists out of the same. I guess you could call it source, i would call it absolute truth. But today however is different. I am amazed...
    LuckymeIshouldsee LuckymeIshouldsee
    18-21
    2 Responses Jan 27, 2010

    Truth.

    All I want is truth. The absolute truth & nothing but the truth. But I rarely get it. I'm the most honest person I know. But I think most people are full of lies & deceit. So much so that they may not even be aware of when they are doing it.
    lyricalongings lyricalongings
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 5, 2010

    For About Plus Or Minus 2 Weeks

      I have been feeling this feeling; this thing. I don't know how to describe it. It's not like the pull I felt months ago, it's like the pull is inside of me now and it's beating; it's breathing.  It's like this sense of freedom every time I touch on this...
    LuckymeIshouldsee LuckymeIshouldsee
    18-21
    Apr 3, 2010

    My Certainties

     I just wanted to share what my certainties are thus far.  1. There is an absolute truth to everything, in everything and of everything; there is an absolute truth.2. Above all else, with all my might, I desire to honor this absolute truth, align with it and be...
    LuckymeIshouldsee LuckymeIshouldsee
    18-21
    1 Response Jan 14, 2010

    My Experience So Far

     I'm not quite sure why I am writing this, but as I am writing this I am excited to express myself and experience the expressions of others. I just wanted to share the experience of my search for truth, it won't all fit in here, and learn from yours. And maybe even find some...
    LuckymeIshouldsee LuckymeIshouldsee
    18-21
    7 Responses Jan 8, 2010

    Total Recall ... The Akashic Records

    The term Akasha comes from a 5000 year old Sanskrit language which means "hidden library".   This secret hall of records (known as the Akashic Records) can be revealed by diving into the subconscious mind in deep state of meditation.  The Akasha may be better understood in...
    THEMADHATTERXXXX THEMADHATTERXXXX
    46-50, M
    Apr 28, 2011

    Just Simple Thing I'd Like To Share

      My truth has revealed and become all I know and trust. I surrendered and I am now aligned. I am free, I am blissful and I am excited (more than excited) because I am indeed in truth.    This life is shaping up to be true as well and I couldn't be any...
    LuckymeIshouldsee LuckymeIshouldsee
    18-21
    2 Responses Mar 29, 2010

    Just Want To Share Something I Wrote While Listening. I Am Getting Better At That! :)

    Here I am Where is here? Is here this place? or is here the thoughts here? Is here this body? or is here what this body feels? Is this a place? Is this a body? Is this a thought? Is this a consciousness? I am here But what am I? Am I this body? or am I occupying this body...
    LuckymeIshouldsee LuckymeIshouldsee
    18-21
    1 Response Jan 23, 2011

    "the World Of Instant Manifestation"

    I just want to talk about a world of instant manifestation. I have, indirectly, been chasing after this world and now that it appears to be here, I realize the implications of this change. See I never believed in the "law of attraction" as I never felt it suited my path;There...
    LuckymeIshouldsee LuckymeIshouldsee
    18-21
    6 Responses Oct 16, 2010

    Because gratification of a desire leads to the

    temporary stilling of the mind and the experience of the peaceful, joyful Self it's no wonder that we get hooked on thinking that happiness comes from the satisfaction of desires. This is the meaning of the old adage, "Joy is not in things, it is in us."
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 23, 2014

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