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I Destroyed My Life

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    The past isn't something to dwell on.

    .. it leads to insecurity and mistrust in others... the times I needed you most you ran away from me, the times you needed someone to talk to I opened myself up, the times you called for me I called back, the night with silence was the night I called for you
    sch4denfr3ude sch4denfr3ude 18-21, M Feb 20, 2014

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    Destroyed It But Now Picking Up The Pieces...thanks To All On Ep!!

    I hated every choice I made down this horrible life of mine.. down to every little last detail. Even though I contemplated ever choice like it was life or death... I still ended up choosing the wrong path everything and anything I did  was the wrong decision the wrong way or...
    dejin1 dejin1 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 8, 2011

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    My Past Wont Go Away

    My story starts with a horrible childhood.. I was only 1 when my parents split, my mom ran off with me and my sister to the other side of the country. The next man she married was an alcoholic with an anger problem. He used to beat her and break things all the time when he was...
    pv2jv pv2jv 16-17 1 Response Feb 6, 2012

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    The Price Of A Woman

    I will keep this introduction short. In November 2007 I ran into one of my ex girlfriends. I had gone over to her apartment the day she was moving. I thought it was some sort of fate for us to be together. This turned out to be the beginning of the end of my life as I knew it...
    Overbent Overbent 56-60, M 2 Responses Dec 19, 2011

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    I Have Destroyed My Life And Am Bringing Others With Me .......

    You know that point in you get to when you are utterly devastated and can't seem to make sense out of anything. Well, that's me at the moment.I have never been much at ever making the right choices, I have long since given up on that idea. Hardheadedness and luck pretty much have...
    timbit3480 timbit3480 46-50 2 Responses Sep 23, 2011

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    I want to confess that did 3 big mistakes in my

    life - 1.Love 2.Marring the person I love despite his threat given just 18 days before wedding, that, I'll have to bear the stress & taunts given by his parents & sisters all life, else cancel the wedding. 3. Resigning my Job & destroyed my professional life just to relocated...
    amshubha amshubha 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 11, 2014

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    Unable To Consistently Do The Right Thing...

    I quit cub scouts, boy scouts, high school, college (several times) , the military, and at some point everything that I have ever started. I married the wrong woman for the wrong reasons. Now I have 3 children that look to this irresponsible idiot (me) to...
    unable unable 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    Destruction Destroy Destroyed

    Where do I start? About a year and a half ago my life seemed ok. I wasn't exactly happy but I was ok. I had my own decent place, made decent money, my own car and could afford to go have a little fun here and there. The only problem is that I was alone, very alone. Well I finally...
    Broken28 Broken28 26-30 3 Responses Sep 29, 2012

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    All Because of Her...

    So, to start off, my name is Tyler Joyce. I am 13 and I live in redmond, OR. What im about to say is a very depressing story about what I have gone through in the past 7 months. I was on top of the world. I had a ton of freinds, a worry free life, and a girlfreind that I loved...
    Rockerdude22 Rockerdude22 13-15 8 Responses Jan 26, 2009

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    Born For What?????

    I've destroyed my life and made life hard for my wife and kids. I about a month or two I'll be dead. I was born in poverty, went to prison and once I got out I did well but messed that up. I am now unemployed and facing time in prison again. I won't go back I'd rather kill myself...
    Dkinloch Dkinloch 46-50 1 Response May 6, 2012

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    This mainly has to do with my job. I need it to pay the bills, but I'd rather be doing something I love. Why must it take so long to get anywhere in life?
    nocturnalhound nocturnalhound 31-35, M 3 hrs ago

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    If I don't have music.... My life goes to the crapper pretty fast... It calms the demons in my soul... It excites the heart and body... It makes me take a step back... A step back...
    HisBeautifulDisaster HisBeautifulDisaster 36-40, F 12 hrs ago

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    I'm pro-life. That's why I think humans need to stop reproducing so much. Many species of animals have become extinct and many more will continue to do so. But no, people go around...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock 41-45, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I find this **** society getting worse everyday. I have always been poor and unless you truly are without cash you have NO IDEA how it deprives you from even the basic things...
    BrokenAndDown BrokenAndDown 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    Faith is not knowing what the future holds, but knowing who holds the future. When you feed your faith, your fears will starve to death. It's about stepping out, when you don't...
    GraceIsMine GraceIsMine 66-70, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I had a hard childhood. I've been a h***** addict since I was 15 years old. One night I was at my dealers house and my dealer told me I could have it for free! I was ecstatic! As I...
    TheBrightestShiningStar TheBrightestShiningStar 22-25, F 17 Responses 2 days ago

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    Harry Coumnas is a leading expert in extraterrestrial research who has said that now is the time to contact alien life. His curiosity over the aliens has been exploring the other...
    harrycoumnas harrycoumnas 36-40, M 2 days ago

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    When I was young I was always told that people come into your life for two things: 1. To be a lesson for life 2. To be blessing for life And, at the time, I scoffed at this - the...
    RaiseYourWhat RaiseYourWhat 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    What even is life? I have recently broken up with my boyfriend... and before y'all sprout opinionated accusations about how relationships aren't everything! and how I'm still young...
    BarelyAdulterated BarelyAdulterated 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Eyes watch, brain looks, we see, We are three parts, Recognize this every time, every place, Our body, mind and spirit, One extending through the other, You search for happiness...
    xtaldart xtaldart 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    I'm sick of life. I'm depressed all the time. I can't make any friends as much as I have tried I can't. I'm always left out. I feel like a complete failure.I just don't see the...
    Timelord1702 Timelord1702 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Mistakes come from different situations based on judgment and a focus approach to life in a whole, mistakes can up set people in different moods, changes that see a measure made...
    Amazon3 Amazon3 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Being a college student, I don't think must about the reality of life. I have my parents supporting me through everything, whether it's with money of emotional support. Today, I...
    EddA22 EddA22 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm a good person but my life was never real good actually bad things always destroyed my life.
    SparkleofLight SparkleofLight 36-40, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    My Fake Mother yelled and cussed at me so loudly this morning, that I had to hold my tummy with pain, how she scared me. I am already suffering pains in my tummy because one of...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F a week ago

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    We don't know what is the meaning of life.we live in this world we live 60 or may be 70 years.than we must die.so than it's over.is it call life.no no it is not life..i need a life...
    Najdia Najdia 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 26

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    I feel like my life is a curse. Everything I put my hands into tend to have a miserable end. I have always worked hard but never go far in life. And the inability to be more...
    Nat2138 Nat2138 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    When I was younger I was physically and mentally abused by my mother. In my early childhood my dad was an alcoholic who would drink come home and beat my mom. We would have to...
    Lost2334 Lost2334 26-30, M Aug 23

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    There's an Indian Woman down the block that has two kids, seems to be mentally unstable, and has passed by my house on several occasions calling me an "untouchable", without myself...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Aug 22

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    I made an account on this website when i was 16 but did not use it at all. Made my username a lyric from Nickelback's "Far Away'. How simple life used to be. I am now 19, back here...
    farawayforfartoolong farawayforfartoolong 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I have to get this out of me, I have to share this story I cannot even believe myself...how a total stranger not only changed my life, but saved my life. I have went trough alot...
    somedude92 somedude92 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    Healing Through Spirituality Despite the “scientific” explanations I have been fed by medical professionals over the years, I have never believed that I am “mentally ill...
    giannaboleyn giannaboleyn 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I always thought I was on path in life; aims, goals to be a doctor and be successful. I didn't have much friends in highschool because the society is really boring and crappy, so I...
    uniqueresonance uniqueresonance 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 20

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    The Bible tells us that there is not only life after death, but eternal life so glorious that “no eye has seen, no ear has heard, and no mind has imagined what God has...
    GraceIsMine GraceIsMine 66-70, F 3 Responses Aug 19

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    I have been abused since age 4 by a demon in disguise as a human that disguised itselF to be my father. I am fatherless and motherless. I only have Jesus .. I have another demon...
    GirlyCasey123 GirlyCasey123 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 17

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    The night I met my husband-to-be I was out celebrating my last days in New York City. I planned on moving to California in a few days. A friend hooked me up with a place to stay...
    macabre00 macabre00 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    Reading my diary from last year, reading my old poetry, my old letters even my old stories on here... I realized that life goes on no matter what, I had no clue I'd ever get over...
    SadlySafe SadlySafe 13-15 1 Response Aug 17

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    I want a good peaceful life with a good wife and eventually have kids, I don't know all the details of what life I would want it to be, but that's mostly because I'm adaptable and...
    anon8369 anon8369 31-35, M Aug 16

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    I hope that as I make my way through high school and then college after that I will have an interesting life. I don't want to live a boring ho hum life that no one cares about. I...
    olivia81401 olivia81401 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    I've made mistakes in life and we all have made them. whether be big or small, mistakes always comes with a lesson learned. when I was younger I allowed mistakes to taunt me. They...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 16

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    Have you ever woken up one day and realize that your life is nothing like what you expected it to be. You realize that you actually hate your job. Mostly because of the people you...
    Kriekki Kriekki 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    I'm 21 years old, and I've been living this double life since I was 14. I have reached a point in my life were I feel like my life has no meaning. People think i have the perfect...
    kdaa kdaa 18-21, M Aug 15