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I Destroyed My Life

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    My Past Wont Go Away

    My story starts with a horrible childhood.. I was only 1 when my parents split, my mom ran off with me and my sister to the other side of the country. The next man she married was an alcoholic with an anger problem. He used to beat her and break things all the time when he was...
    pv2jv pv2jv 16-17 1 Response Feb 6, 2012

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    Destroyed It But Now Picking Up The Pieces...thanks To All On Ep!!

    I hated every choice I made down this horrible life of mine.. down to every little last detail. Even though I contemplated ever choice like it was life or death... I still ended up choosing the wrong path everything and anything I did  was the wrong decision the wrong way or...
    dejin1 dejin1 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 8, 2011

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    I want to confess that did 3 big mistakes in my

    life - 1.Love 2.Marring the person I love despite his threat given just 18 days before wedding, that, I'll have to bear the stress & taunts given by his parents & sisters all life, else cancel the wedding. 3. Resigning my Job & destroyed my professional life just to relocated...
    amshubha amshubha 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 11, 2014

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    Born For What?????

    I've destroyed my life and made life hard for my wife and kids. I about a month or two I'll be dead. I was born in poverty, went to prison and once I got out I did well but messed that up. I am now unemployed and facing time in prison again. I won't go back I'd rather kill myself...
    Dkinloch Dkinloch 46-50 1 Response May 6, 2012

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    The past isn't something to dwell on.

    .. it leads to insecurity and mistrust in others... the times I needed you most you ran away from me, the times you needed someone to talk to I opened myself up, the times you called for me I called back, the night with silence was the night I called for you
    sch4denfr3ude sch4denfr3ude 18-21, M Feb 20, 2014

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    I Have Destroyed My Life And Am Bringing Others With Me .......

    You know that point in you get to when you are utterly devastated and can't seem to make sense out of anything. Well, that's me at the moment.I have never been much at ever making the right choices, I have long since given up on that idea. Hardheadedness and luck pretty much have...
    timbit3480 timbit3480 46-50 2 Responses Sep 23, 2011

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    Unable To Consistently Do The Right Thing...

    I quit cub scouts, boy scouts, high school, college (several times) , the military, and at some point everything that I have ever started. I married the wrong woman for the wrong reasons. Now I have 3 children that look to this irresponsible idiot (me) to...
    unable unable 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    All Because of Her...

    So, to start off, my name is Tyler Joyce. I am 13 and I live in redmond, OR. What im about to say is a very depressing story about what I have gone through in the past 7 months. I was on top of the world. I had a ton of freinds, a worry free life, and a girlfreind that I loved...
    Rockerdude22 Rockerdude22 13-15 8 Responses Jan 26, 2009

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    As I sit here crying & alone; I can't blame no

    one but myself for being so weak,dumb,and stupid for a man. My whole life including relationships have been a big down fall. I got a bad record, didn't finish high school,and I'm on disability because I have illnesses that stops me from working. I had time to correct it early 20...
    helplessinala helplessinala 46-50, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2015

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    Destruction Destroy Destroyed

    Where do I start? About a year and a half ago my life seemed ok. I wasn't exactly happy but I was ok. I had my own decent place, made decent money, my own car and could afford to go have a little fun here and there. The only problem is that I was alone, very alone. Well I finally...
    Broken28 Broken28 26-30 3 Responses Sep 29, 2012

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    The Price Of A Woman

    I will keep this introduction short. In November 2007 I ran into one of my ex girlfriends. I had gone over to her apartment the day she was moving. I thought it was some sort of fate for us to be together. This turned out to be the beginning of the end of my life as I knew it...
    Overbent Overbent 56-60, M 2 Responses Dec 19, 2011

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    I have made mistakes in life like anyone else. But I have learned from them all and I am a better person for it .
    Cynthia79 Cynthia79 36-40, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I'm very assuming that my life here isn't easy I just think the way I am and I think someday I'll be out here and never return. so I was like a hard rock in the past I can't feel...
    aereuz2 aereuz2 16-17, M 7 hrs ago

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    I feel so lucky to have been chosen as a recipient of that gift. To be grateful to the giver, I need to walk as if I carry a candle in my heart without allowing it to be blown off...
    Soossie Soossie 51-55, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    "Happiness is the meaning and the purpose of life, the whole aim and end of human existence." Aristotle said this more than 2,000 years ago. And it still holds true today. What is...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I woke up this morning and started wondering about basic instinct and human behavior - I know about the four f's but where did this basic learning come from one of the f's is food...
    g4it g4it 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Easy A is one of my favorite movies. If you see previews, depending on which previews you see is whether or not you will get a tainted view of what the movie is really about. The...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    OPEN HEAVENS FELLOWSHIP DAILY DEVOTION A DYNAMO OF LIFE FOR YOUR BODY Romans 8:11 (NLT) The Spirit of God, who raised Jesus from the dead, lives in you. And just as God raised...
    ganyoji ganyoji 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    At this point in life things have taken an interesting twist. Right now i feel numb. I'm 23 and already been married and divorced. The whole dating thing has been a fall. I'm shut...
    laquitabonita laquitabonita 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Bad Hair Day is a Disney movie and is based on very sensitive subjects. It is one of my favorite movies and I knew even before it aired the first time that it would be added to my...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I think we as people, often overlook the fragility of life; how amazing it is to be alive and well. I am so grateful to be alive within this time and space, to be able to think, to...
    Purpleflower97 Purpleflower97 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Most of life has been getting to know who I am in all this confusion in the world. In and out of hospitals and jails. Riding the roller coasters of deadly Russian roulette, of use...
    embarae5 embarae5 56-60 5 days ago

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    Soo deeply and badly. I am dying to have the life I ORIGINALLY WANTED before I came to Earth . And i want my love life this time to be predestined by ME. As i know what i want...
    Angelinawhitepromdresseveryday Angelinawhitepromdresseveryday 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    Hello everyone! I have never been to this site before, but I think this is a really cool idea. I don't know if this is relevant to any one else out there, but lately I have been...
    JThomas18 JThomas18 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I wrote a post about temptation. It got some men defensive and they felt compelled to say repeatedly that they'd never be tempted to cheat. First of all, my post was not indicating...
    Walkalone9000 Walkalone9000 51-55, F 4 Responses Jan 29

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    I have probably struggled and had more difficulties in my life than most kids who are 13 years old. I have had to go through some unpleasant experiences in my life and I've had to...
    tiffany101402 tiffany101402 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    I had never really met a person who had made me question everything about myself-my job, the way I view my relationships with my family, the way I view myself, my anxiety, my...
    sweetsexxylexy sweetsexxylexy 22-25, F Jan 28

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    Well, this is abt ma brothers experience into the wild and untapped ruins all over delhi n ncr,,, .. I have two very crazy brothers who are probably better off called as ghost...
    7rish 7rish 26-30, M Jan 27

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    We live, we learn and hopefully we grow. As for me personally, I know that I have experienced tremendous growth in the past 2+ years that I've been on EP alone. And change? Yes...
    Reflectionsinred Reflectionsinred 46-50, F 5 Responses Jan 25

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    In January 2014 I made possibly the dumbest mistake of my entire life. I had a nice car that was two years away from being paid off, but still have a lot of negative equity. I...
    beedubaya beedubaya 22-25 Jan 25

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    I don't know if I could do this anymore. I just got into a humungous fight with my stranger for a Mother. She gave my ATM card to her boyfriend and his family so they could...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Jan 24

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    I have gotten to the point in my life where I'm crying out I'm trying, I'm trying, but I just can't stand failing at everything anymore and feeling like a loser. I hate being and...
    thaibangbang thaibangbang 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 24

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    Did you know the Bible is your personal Roadmap For Life? It sure is. Every situation you'll ever face in life, is written in the Bible. It is God's love letter to mankind. To lead...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F Jan 23

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    I never use this app anymore I never really write things out either and don't expect anyone to really read this so I guess it's just my way of clearing my head haha. If I think...
    MShein MShein 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 22

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    It’s just that… I wasn’t happyI’m an entrepreneur a startup company founder and a CEO a city manager and a senior relationship manager Big words. Big...
    bash19899 bash19899 26-30, M Jan 21

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    I had back a paralised dream last night and this time I couldn't open my eyes and destroyed the ******* demon but I rolled up him and opened my mouth and say A for the second time...
    Egolikeme69 Egolikeme69 46-50, M Jan 21

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    People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. The most important person to be...
    glitzygo glitzygo 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    LIFE = ? its a big question mark. We keep running after things our whole life. In school we want good grades. In job we run after our work money. then we run after our partner...
    April2016 April2016 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    This I don't think I'll have a fiery passion on being life or choice, I'm in the middle of those two, I'll say "a terrible life is murder" to hearing someone say "abortion is...
    SadlySafe SadlySafe 13-15, F Jan 19

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    We don't meet people by accident, they are meant to cross our path for a reason. Some people come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which it...
    PalestineGurl PalestineGurl 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 19

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    I often wonder what my life would be like if i followed my dreams instead of settling for what i can get. I love my significant other greatly, but i cant help but think back on...
    gmza gmza 18-21, M Jan 19

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