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I Destroyed My Life

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    The past isn't something to dwell on.

    .. it leads to insecurity and mistrust in others... the times I needed you most you ran away from me, the times you needed someone to talk to I opened myself up, the times you called for me I called back, the night with silence was the night I called for you
    sch4denfr3ude sch4denfr3ude 18-21, M Feb 20, 2014

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    I'm new to this and I might be interrupted

    so if this post ends abruptly I'm sorry and I will follow it up as soon as I can. It's gonna be a long one... I am 24 soon to be 25 and my life as I know it has deteriorated into a terrible torturous shade of what it once was. I have made the poorest of decisions and have...
    koifish1547 koifish1547 22-25, M 11 hrs ago

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    The Price Of A Woman

    I will keep this introduction short. In November 2007 I ran into one of my ex girlfriends. I had gone over to her apartment the day she was moving. I thought it was some sort of fate for us to be together. This turned out to be the beginning of the end of my life as I knew it...
    Overbent Overbent 56-60, M 2 Responses Dec 19, 2011

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    I Have Destroyed My Life And Am Bringing Others With Me .......

    You know that point in you get to when you are utterly devastated and can't seem to make sense out of anything. Well, that's me at the moment.I have never been much at ever making the right choices, I have long since given up on that idea. Hardheadedness and luck pretty much have...
    timbit3480 timbit3480 46-50 2 Responses Sep 23, 2011

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    Unable To Consistently Do The Right Thing...

    I quit cub scouts, boy scouts, high school, college (several times) , the military, and at some point everything that I have ever started. I married the wrong woman for the wrong reasons. Now I have 3 children that look to this irresponsible idiot (me) to...
    unable unable 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    I want to confess that did 3 big mistakes in my

    life - 1.Love 2.Marring the person I love despite his threat given just 18 days before wedding, that, I'll have to bear the stress & taunts given by his parents & sisters all life, else cancel the wedding. 3. Resigning my Job & destroyed my professional life just to relocated...
    amshubha amshubha 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 11, 2014

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    Destruction Destroy Destroyed

    Where do I start? About a year and a half ago my life seemed ok. I wasn't exactly happy but I was ok. I had my own decent place, made decent money, my own car and could afford to go have a little fun here and there. The only problem is that I was alone, very alone. Well I finally...
    Broken28 Broken28 26-30 3 Responses Sep 29, 2012

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    Destroyed It But Now Picking Up The Pieces...thanks To All On Ep!!

    I hated every choice I made down this horrible life of mine.. down to every little last detail. Even though I contemplated ever choice like it was life or death... I still ended up choosing the wrong path everything and anything I did  was the wrong decision the wrong way or...
    dejin1 dejin1 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 8, 2011

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    All Because of Her...

    So, to start off, my name is Tyler Joyce. I am 13 and I live in redmond, OR. What im about to say is a very depressing story about what I have gone through in the past 7 months. I was on top of the world. I had a ton of freinds, a worry free life, and a girlfreind that I loved...
    Rockerdude22 Rockerdude22 13-15 8 Responses Jan 26, 2009

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    My Past Wont Go Away

    My story starts with a horrible childhood.. I was only 1 when my parents split, my mom ran off with me and my sister to the other side of the country. The next man she married was an alcoholic with an anger problem. He used to beat her and break things all the time when he was...
    pv2jv pv2jv 16-17 1 Response Feb 6, 2012

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    Born For What?????

    I've destroyed my life and made life hard for my wife and kids. I about a month or two I'll be dead. I was born in poverty, went to prison and once I got out I did well but messed that up. I am now unemployed and facing time in prison again. I won't go back I'd rather kill myself...
    Dkinloch Dkinloch 46-50 1 Response May 6, 2012

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    i don't know if this is the right group to put it in, i wrote this a long time ago...too many years ago....with my best friend...she's an angel now...that's why this paragraph is...
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    Hey there! i know that many of us had tried to restart our life so many times, i tried it for years, every time i think i was destroyed i intented to start again. Today, this is a...
    victorpons victorpons 22-25, M 12 hrs ago

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    If anybody can give me a reason 2 live I will listen, my heart n soul is destroyed n there r kids in the world who pass away everyday but I'm still alive for some reason n I feel...
    eaj2088 eaj2088 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 28

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    My past has destroyed my future. My only hope is to either a) develop amnesia b) develop Alzheimers c) become brain-dead.
    blondallover blondallover 61-65, F 2 Responses May 4

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    I am getting evicted. I live in a home with a woman who is not my real Mother. It seems as though I have it so good that no one could see the insides of my unhappiness, to the...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F May 9

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    The beautiful feeling in life , when u had chosen some wrong people as the partner for your life (friends) ,and after losing them u just live as traveler just noticing others ..
    Desier Desier 16-17, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    So I am looking for someone who is very well educated in religion to talk too. Not so much about the politics of it (abortion, same sex marriage etc.) but just wanting to learn...
    Fullofsunshine Fullofsunshine 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    Wonder how my life would be different if they were here.
    PeterSp8 PeterSp8 41-45, M 4 hrs ago

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    Life lessons. Sometimes you have to tread that path and make that mistake and learn from it!.........
    ItsOnlyAPaperMoon ItsOnlyAPaperMoon 46-50, F 2 hrs ago

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    Here is my story. No one has to agree, but this is what I've found out in life. That void we all feel, is when our life gets out of order, and God is nudging us, to let us realize...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F 2 Responses May 2

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    May I share this with you? Most people are searching these days. They don't realize how much God loves them. He loves you very much. No matter who you are, no matter how many...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F 1 Response May 2

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    Living a meaningful life doesn't necessarily mean having fortune or fame. In fact, that's not it at all. It's certainly not defined by the amount of money that you have in your...
    Loverofpeace Loverofpeace 41-45, F 8 Responses May 2

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    What is Life? Life is complex Life is beautiful It's beautiful Life is rich and amazing Life was given to us by God Life is limited So why waste time? Each and everyday is a...
    LeahLoveeU LeahLoveeU 13-15, F 2 Responses May 14

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    I think there's no recipe for happiness in our lives. I hear people say all the time they supposedly have everything in life- a loving family, friends, a girlfriend or boyfriend...
    Gayooshit16 Gayooshit16 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 27

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    I'm glad you now realize that nothing will stop the pain. That's a good thing, you know why? Because you will now realize you have only one place to look for real help. The one and...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F 1 Response May 1

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    You see, I used to be pro-choice. But then I found out the truth about abortion, and the fact that it simply can't be the solution to anything. When you're pro-choice, you are...
    deleted deleted 26-30 19 Responses May 2

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    Recently, I have had quite a few life changing events that have happened. Looking back on some things, I probably would have changed some things sooner, but I can’t control the...
    Haywee123 Haywee123 22-25, F May 5

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    This has been a problem for quite some time now, im 19 years turnbung 20 on in a month, i should have a great life, my parents have money, i have friends, i dony see myself as ugly...
    lifeaintshit lifeaintshit 18-21, M May 11

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    If I came out to my family 10 years ago, would that make a difference to my life? So there's no need to keep things secret even until now. It's tough when you feel like you're...
    Lonely90s Lonely90s 22-25, M May 16

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    Stranger in yourself Have you ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger looking back at you?? Have you ever asked yourself if you're life has a meaning? How many...
    tomanyfeeling28 tomanyfeeling28 26-30, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Life has so many twists and turns, for the life of me I don't know where to go or what to do. I am struggling with my faith in God, my belief that my life is on the right path, the...
    followthewhiterabbit followthewhiterabbit 22-25, F Apr 26

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    There are things in life that I wish for - a better life, more time with my close ones, getting fit etc. Yet my laid back attitude is working against me, with me doing nothing and...
    HappieStinger HappieStinger 41-45, M 3 Responses Apr 26

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    I was scared because I though this was all life offered me. Typical milestones that everyone goes through and happy moments every now and then. Now I know, that's ALL I want my...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F Apr 28

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    So my name is Robert, I'm 25 and i currently work at Mcdonalds. But the thing is I want more out of life. I don't want to be working at McDonald's for the rest of my life. I have...
    happyguyrak08 happyguyrak08 22-25, M Apr 28

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    I cannot wait to go to bed,and see far places in my head;then greet the dawn’s early light,to find great thoughts within my mind.…such as LIFE MAY ACTUALLY BE A BOWL...
    heavyduty1 heavyduty1 66-70, M May 1

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    I meet this guy from matrimonial site, he contact me and than started chasing me in a way that lot of phone calls and messages and i started to like the way he was doing all that...
    destinyandlife destinyandlife 26-30, F May 1

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    Grandpa is sick...lying on the bed ,he needs people feed him foods..I seek an answer ," why people come to live in this world ,and end up just die and leave this world " what is...
    Farmerwork Farmerwork 22-25, F May 2

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    Sure I can predict some events in life, but can I really predict what life is going to be? No. Nobody can predict what life is going to be. Why am I making this group you ask...
    TheUpperPupper TheUpperPupper 18-21 May 3

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    Okay, so I am 19, and I did a few things in refrence to remebering my pastlife. I don't remember much, but I do believe I died in Jonestown. When I was around 5, my family and I...
    Deadpunk18 Deadpunk18 18-21 1 Response May 4

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    I cannot ever get out of this. I know I can never and will never. I hate my life. I keep crying and crying and nothing works in my life well to the point that makes me satisfactry...
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 1 Response May 4

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