Post

I Destroyed My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 67 People

    Destroyed It But Now Picking Up The Pieces...thanks To All On Ep!!

    I hated every choice I made down this horrible life of mine.. down to every little last detail. Even though I contemplated ever choice like it was life or death... I still ended up choosing the wrong path everything and anything I did  was the wrong decision the wrong way or...
    dejin1 dejin1 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 8, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My Past Wont Go Away

    My story starts with a horrible childhood.. I was only 1 when my parents split, my mom ran off with me and my sister to the other side of the country. The next man she married was an alcoholic with an anger problem. He used to beat her and break things all the time when he was...
    pv2jv pv2jv 16-17 1 Response Feb 6, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    All Because of Her...

    So, to start off, my name is Tyler Joyce. I am 13 and I live in redmond, OR. What im about to say is a very depressing story about what I have gone through in the past 7 months. I was on top of the world. I had a ton of freinds, a worry free life, and a girlfreind that I loved...
    Rockerdude22 Rockerdude22 13-15 8 Responses Jan 26, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Have Destroyed My Life And Am Bringing Others With Me .......

    You know that point in you get to when you are utterly devastated and can't seem to make sense out of anything. Well, that's me at the moment.I have never been much at ever making the right choices, I have long since given up on that idea. Hardheadedness and luck pretty much have...
    timbit3480 timbit3480 46-50 2 Responses Sep 23, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The Price Of A Woman

    I will keep this introduction short. In November 2007 I ran into one of my ex girlfriends. I had gone over to her apartment the day she was moving. I thought it was some sort of fate for us to be together. This turned out to be the beginning of the end of my life as I knew it...
    Overbent Overbent 56-60, M 1 Response Dec 19, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The past isn't something to dwell on.

    .. it leads to insecurity and mistrust in others... the times I needed you most you ran away from me, the times you needed someone to talk to I opened myself up, the times you called for me I called back, the night with silence was the night I called for you
    sch4denfr3ude sch4denfr3ude 18-21, M Feb 20

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I want to confess that did 3 big mistakes in my

    life - 1.Love 2.Marring the person I love despite his threat given just 18 days before wedding, that, I'll have to bear the stress & taunts given by his parents & sisters all life, else cancel the wedding. 3. Resigning my Job & destroyed my professional life just to relocated...
    amshubha amshubha 26-30, F Mar 11

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Destruction Destroy Destroyed

    Where do I start? About a year and a half ago my life seemed ok. I wasn't exactly happy but I was ok. I had my own decent place, made decent money, my own car and could afford to go have a little fun here and there. The only problem is that I was alone, very alone. Well I finally...
    Broken28 Broken28 26-30 3 Responses Sep 29, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Unable To Consistently Do The Right Thing...

    I quit cub scouts, boy scouts, high school, college (several times) , the military, and at some point everything that I have ever started. I married the wrong woman for the wrong reasons. Now I have 3 children that look to this irresponsible idiot (me) to...
    unable unable 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 30, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Born For What?????

    I've destroyed my life and made life hard for my wife and kids. I about a month or two I'll be dead. I was born in poverty, went to prison and once I got out I did well but messed that up. I am now unemployed and facing time in prison again. I won't go back I'd rather kill myself...
    Dkinloch Dkinloch 46-50 1 Response May 6, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I don’t know how to say this to you but I might as well now as I have nothing to lose. I’ve already lost everything. If you’re reading this I might have already left or about...
    AsfaqAlam AsfaqAlam 22-25, M Jul 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am a 50 year old woman, and I've just about destroyed any hope for happiness or success in my life. For years I took care of my elderly parents. Everyone else's needs came...
    LonelyGirlOhio LonelyGirlOhio 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So, I already posted this story before but in another Teen Mom comunity, but I decided to post it here too. Just saying because maybe you've read it before? haha idk When I was 15...
    VioletandCaleb VioletandCaleb 16-17, F Jul 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was so excited to get home to write to all of you following my story. Not excited given my situation, but excited for the chance to maybe help some of you going through what I am...
    RiseAbove222 RiseAbove222 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    In January, I stupidly decided I was fine to drive and got a DUI. My BAC was .083, just above the legal limit. I was not pulled over under the suspicion of drinking and driving...
    marmie123 marmie123 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I get so depressed that i feel completely worthless to anybody, i am not funny, smart or fun to be around. I am usually always miserable and bringing other people down. i hate...
    kings7777 kings7777 18-21, M Jun 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have let my parents hit me with a wooden spoon from age 4-12 when I was not misbehaving and that makes me mad that I sometime break stuff which makes my harassers and bullies...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel like my life is already destroyed, I have no idea what to do.... I am going to be twenty-two years old come October. I first went to school to be a massage therapist; come...
    LilMissOptimistic LilMissOptimistic 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have bipolar disorder 1 & adult ADHD combined type. I'm 27, married 7 year son& 6 year stepdaughter. My life seems normal.... On the outside. On the inside it's turmoil...
    mrojas27 mrojas27 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Not the easiest thing in the world to do, but most certainly the best decision I have made. The first, my ex. I gave him over a year of my life, miscarried his child, and was to be...
    JaidIsAWildflower JaidIsAWildflower 18-21, F 15 mins ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
           Toady I completely destroyed everything I've worked for the last 3 days. I just felt tired and didn't want to move forward no more. I slept...
    Dan193 Dan193 18-21, M Jun 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Life before the internet was great, I just didn't know it at the time. It was so simple. I was in high school when social media became the 'in' thing. I wish I knew how...
    fullen fullen 22-25, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have been through alot in life, and still dealing with certain things, i need a change in my life a major one.
    TwisterTy TwisterTy 22-25, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Ahhhhhhhhhhh! You have the highs and lows in life just like the roller coaster going up and down! Bad things seem to drag just like when the roller coaster is going slow and good...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was thinking about this a few months ago actually. Starting after high school it would be an autobiography when the reality of life kicks in. Many ups, many downs, and many...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was having problems with sleeping. I started sleeping 24 seven and couldn't stay awake. So my doctor put me on medication that wakes me up during the day. The problem is now I...
    Britt25 Britt25 41-45, F 7 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The human condition is full of ups and downs. No one, even the luckiest, is ever always happy. Bad things happen to us all. What determines our ultimate satisfaction with our life...
    Adaydreambeliever Adaydreambeliever 46-50, F 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Have you ever found yourself lying awake in bed at night, with so many questions and observations and thoughts seemingly crashing around in your brain refusing to let you sleep...
    Oliveea Oliveea 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Working in the hot sun in a beautiful women's garden life doesn't get much better
    lingerie1lover lingerie1lover 31-35, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    A lot of my life is spent in my own mind. I constantly spend time analysing everything and anything around me. I feel so detached from everyone around me. Sometimes I really wish I...
    Zaada Zaada 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I THINK this is what the meaning of life is. The meaning of life is to make your dreams come true. Your lifetime is devoted to making yourself happy. If you aren't happy in your...
    Leea479 Leea479 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm sick and tired of fighting it. Everything has gone wrong I am cursed. I'm 32 and from childhood I have give from one deep end to another. I was a child in alcoholic and violent...
    Imoveryou Imoveryou 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So July 16th 2006 12:30pm I lost the brightness in my life, the man who held my hand when I fell over, the one who read me bedtime stories and held me when I was afraid, the one...
    Sukies Sukies 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    For most of my life I have been the type to question things, wonder and think 'out the box' or in another way of putting it. I have been able to cast my mind outside this 'cage...
    MisssValentine MisssValentine 18-21, F Jun 27

    Your Response

    Cancel
    What life is.... This is the big complicated question that goes in my mind all the round. Why life takes so many exams and what will be the outcome of these exams. Nobody knows...
    Life26 Life26 26-30, F Jul 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have learned soo much about life,my life to the point am in love with my life. Everyday I look around,and memories of what I have gone through,comes flooding back. My struggles...
    code254 code254 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Yet life is good and teaches me everything that I need. I am a terrible pupil, often I resent my lessons often I tell life that it is mean to me, yet it never deserts me, never...
    mickyisback mickyisback 51-55, M 1 Response Jul 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hehe ;) :3 Story Of My Life By: One Direction Written in these walls are the stories that I can't explain I leave my heart open but it stays right here empty for days She told me...
    becca9011 becca9011 16-17, F Jul 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have my life as before and after 1991.Before I was conservative ,I liked Rush Limbaugh, was sexist ,racist, mean and would fight verbally and some times physically. I was also...
    tom67890 tom67890 46-50, M 4 Responses Jul 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    June 27. Achieving Harmony. When a pianist learns a new piece of music, he or she does not sit down and instantly play it perfectly. A pianist often needs to practice each hand's...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 27

    Your Response

    Cancel
      Let's call me N, and I am 23. I am writing this because no one is really willing to listen... All my life I feel very miserable... I think I have a compulsive lying...
    HoneyAndToast HoneyAndToast 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    There's days that I feel lost. No where to go or turn to. Not knowing what's the out come sometimes I feel alone in my life having hundreds of relatives that love and adore me. Yet...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 5 Responses Jul 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel so unbelievably capable. But it seems like what I had hoped for and expected, isn't occurring. I always wanted to be a young married couple - enjoy that for awhile and...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M Jul 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's all about Life perspective!It's all about believing, control and power!If you believe that life can get better than you take control to make it better and therefore have the...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Jul 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    We often go about life forgetting some simple truths that lets us know that our life is important and we need to value it to make it worthwhile. So here is a reminder.. There is...
    valerian777 valerian777 41-45, M Jul 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When i think back to ever  single moment  in my life i have to say that i have no life and no  reason for being here. All memories i have  are bad ones never good ones.  I...
    Yollie10575 Yollie10575 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Honestly I just don't know anymore every time I try to be positive on life things just go bad again. Every since 7th grade things haven't been all that but things didn't really get...
    WoundedDreamer WoundedDreamer 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    A little bit of my philosophy... There has been a period during my teenage years where I just couldn't find any meaning to life. I often feel like I still haven't found the...
    kimmy159 kimmy159 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    <