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I Destroyed My Life

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    The Price Of A Woman

    I will keep this introduction short. In November 2007 I ran into one of my ex girlfriends. I had gone over to her apartment the day she was moving. I thought it was some sort of fate for us to be together. This turned out to be the beginning of the end of my life as I knew it...
    Overbent Overbent 56-60, M 2 Responses Dec 19, 2011

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    I Have Destroyed My Life And Am Bringing Others With Me .......

    You know that point in you get to when you are utterly devastated and can't seem to make sense out of anything. Well, that's me at the moment.I have never been much at ever making the right choices, I have long since given up on that idea. Hardheadedness and luck pretty much have...
    timbit3480 timbit3480 46-50 2 Responses Sep 23, 2011

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    I want to confess that did 3 big mistakes in my

    life - 1.Love 2.Marring the person I love despite his threat given just 18 days before wedding, that, I'll have to bear the stress & taunts given by his parents & sisters all life, else cancel the wedding. 3. Resigning my Job & destroyed my professional life just to relocated...
    amshubha amshubha 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 11, 2014

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    Destroyed It But Now Picking Up The Pieces...thanks To All On Ep!!

    I hated every choice I made down this horrible life of mine.. down to every little last detail. Even though I contemplated ever choice like it was life or death... I still ended up choosing the wrong path everything and anything I did  was the wrong decision the wrong way or...
    dejin1 dejin1 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 8, 2011

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    Unable To Consistently Do The Right Thing...

    I quit cub scouts, boy scouts, high school, college (several times) , the military, and at some point everything that I have ever started. I married the wrong woman for the wrong reasons. Now I have 3 children that look to this irresponsible idiot (me) to...
    unable unable 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    My Past Wont Go Away

    My story starts with a horrible childhood.. I was only 1 when my parents split, my mom ran off with me and my sister to the other side of the country. The next man she married was an alcoholic with an anger problem. He used to beat her and break things all the time when he was...
    pv2jv pv2jv 16-17 1 Response Feb 6, 2012

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    All Because of Her...

    So, to start off, my name is Tyler Joyce. I am 13 and I live in redmond, OR. What im about to say is a very depressing story about what I have gone through in the past 7 months. I was on top of the world. I had a ton of freinds, a worry free life, and a girlfreind that I loved...
    Rockerdude22 Rockerdude22 13-15 8 Responses Jan 26, 2009

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    Born For What?????

    I've destroyed my life and made life hard for my wife and kids. I about a month or two I'll be dead. I was born in poverty, went to prison and once I got out I did well but messed that up. I am now unemployed and facing time in prison again. I won't go back I'd rather kill myself...
    Dkinloch Dkinloch 46-50 1 Response May 6, 2012

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    Destruction Destroy Destroyed

    Where do I start? About a year and a half ago my life seemed ok. I wasn't exactly happy but I was ok. I had my own decent place, made decent money, my own car and could afford to go have a little fun here and there. The only problem is that I was alone, very alone. Well I finally...
    Broken28 Broken28 26-30 3 Responses Sep 29, 2012

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    The past isn't something to dwell on.

    .. it leads to insecurity and mistrust in others... the times I needed you most you ran away from me, the times you needed someone to talk to I opened myself up, the times you called for me I called back, the night with silence was the night I called for you
    sch4denfr3ude sch4denfr3ude 18-21, M Feb 20, 2014

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    Seems like every time I think I'm turning a corner in my life, I hit a f ing wall. I have dreamed of death my whole life. That last breath I could finally take. I have heard people...
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    Here is what I know from my life experiences. I can never trust anyone. Nobody cares about anyone but themselves. People will lie to your face and pretend to care about you just...
    Zzzwriter Zzzwriter 41-45, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    “The fear of death follows from the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time.” - Mark Twain You only live once, and life is tragically short. It’s...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Golden Rules about Life... 1. Examine life, engage life with vengeance; always search for new pleasures and new destines to reach with your mind. 2. Worry only about the things...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 9 hrs ago

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    i am feeling so so so lonely........ i have no one in my life... not any true love or a true friend with whom i could share my feelings. i hate being extra normal, which i am not...
    strongbutweak strongbutweak 13-15, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    What is it that you really want to do ? What is your own special dream that you want to live out ? Do you believe your life is going to be a masterpiece like the Mona Lisa, or is...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I really do not understand this duality of human society. Men, throughout history, have always acted compulsorily in search of conquests, valuing possessions, money, industrial...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 1 hr ago

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    4:02 pm i want to shortlisted them and start a new life i will mention them one by one and then shutting down by myself. may them happy in life
    aishahGhaz aishahGhaz 18-21, F 18 hrs ago

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    I have several EP friends who have crossed over to my real life. I've been on this site 4.5yrs and have developed close friendships with some. I have a fantastic business partner...
    hadyourchance hadyourchance 31-35, F 17 hrs ago

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    I want to share, the blackest chapter of My life, i know, nobody Will read but Here i go, let me turn on the music... And: Under My smile, Im always smiling, under My flesh, i...
    Sorrowonmyheart Sorrowonmyheart 18-21, M 10 hrs ago

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    “Life is such unutterable hell, solely because it is sometimes beautiful. If we could only be miserable all the time, if there could be no such things as love or beauty or faith...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Life is always changing. No matter how you try to keep it stagnant, it will evolve. I realize that life is about finding the beauty and lesson in all things.
    Outmyshell Outmyshell 31-35, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Im 16 about to turn 17 i already have a daughter she is 5 months old couple of weeks ago i found out that i am going to have another baby. About a month ago i got expelled from...
    rolando1231 rolando1231 16-17, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    How do i ever get confidence in myself I really hate I'm struggling with this all my life and it stops me from doing anything :( also I really hate it I'm gay and chubby ugh I used...
    quattrodsg88 quattrodsg88 26-30, M 18 hrs ago

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    Feeling sad.. life mein ek sachche pyar ki kami hai.. last year, pehle lagta tha ki sab mil gaya.. par kuchh din ki khushi, phir udaasi.. kabhi akelapan mehsoos hota hai... kya...
    rko683 rko683 31-35, M 9 hrs ago

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    My life has been consumed, I have moved to 6 different "homes" and currently, I still don't have my own bedroom because I'm stuck at this stupid boarding school and I hate it to...
    FoxFan64 FoxFan64 13-15, M 8 hrs ago

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    I am feeling so relieved today,,,,, I know we can't go back and make a brand new start ,,, but we can start now to make a brand new end,,,,:))) what a life;))
    mdbest4u mdbest4u 26-30, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    ok maybe not hate.... but I know for sure that I hate myself. I'm not that attractive, people think I'm weird so they dont talk to me, I'm not smart in school so I doubt i'll ever...
    mandycandy0123 mandycandy0123 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    Whether it is a boy or girl everyone wants or have a dream about their life partner and i am no different On this day I feel like pouring my heart here for my sake alone and even...
    FightingTillTheEnd FightingTillTheEnd 31-35, M Feb 15

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    So, for starters, I'm 20 and I live in NC. I'm an Eagle Scout, a college student, and a christian. My life hasn't been one of perfection or glitz and glamour, but it hasn't that...
    MyLifeInANotebook MyLifeInANotebook 18-21, M Feb 8

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    Don’t have a thought attack. This weekend was a true test to apply the principles I have been learning for the past couple of months. I was presented with a very difficult...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 16 Responses Feb 9

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    Fear. That is all it started. I have been through a busy childhood. My childishness was early taken away from me, and at a very young age, such as six years old, I learned to act...
    diane1996 diane1996 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    I really don’t like living, I hate my life and I just don’t feel like if I belong in this world. My family thinks I am dumb and that I will never achieve anything in life. I...
    Miserabelle Miserabelle 16-17, F Feb 13

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    I find myself, lost in confusion when it comes to someone. A person I never knew, but a face I've seen in a dream. A dream that showed me a future, a future that has happened. She...
    WarzJack WarzJack 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    I’m a loser , I am a loser in this cruel boring LIMITED real world , reality , real life I am a 33 years old Asian guy, who used to have so many beautiful hope & dreams , and...
    nikiwonoto nikiwonoto 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 23

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    This is my life. And somehow, I cannot find it in myself to be apologetic for it. That would go against everything I believe in, and all that I stand for. To be unapologetic with...
    SleepyHead2123 SleepyHead2123 18-21 6 days ago

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    It's the things that life alone has to offer that easily takes over my control. I feel the air..., cold and crisp... Refreshing at times. Taking the air in deep as I get lost to...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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      I came across this forum after searching for advice or similar stories online. Here's my story anyway; I'm about to turn 25 this April and feel completely at a loss with...
    Mardybum1 Mardybum1 22-25, M Feb 5

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    it happened a thing yesterday night, I cried and I falled on ground and it felt that my life paused and I didn't feel any pain just relaxation and it felt that I had a choice to...
    BloodyNight BloodyNight 13-15, F Feb 6

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    I grew up in a home with neglectful and/or abusive and absentee parents, and as a result I wasn't taught anything about life, and just general life skills that every person should...
    Undeadly Undeadly 41-45, F Feb 6

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    Life slaps me around with gusto. I swear I can hear it ask me "Who's your daddy?" You can call it 'Daddy Stress'. Stress is a way of telling me that joy is overrated. You can never...
    Modiwolfshit Modiwolfshit 41-45, M 2 Responses Feb 8

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