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I Diary Of A Tweaker

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    Tweaking Heavy The G-pass Exposed

    Presumably a wallet sized laminated piece of identification much like a social insurance number or drivers license, issued by mail 6-8 weeks after one has completed training and satisfied the high-standards set in place by the G-Code Training Association with a final grade of 90...
    kyle8000 kyle8000 18-21 1 Response Aug 8, 2012

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    I had a diary entry from when I was 15 or 16 talking about how sad I was and that I wanted to die, but I don't think I meant it. Mum had found it as well, and brought it up "what's...
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    I have an online diary that I used for a few months.I remembered about it and I thought I'd check it and see how I used to think when I was less experienced in life ahahah it was...
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    I consider it my bestfriend since it's the only thing where I put all my feelings and thoughts into. I have my whole life written in my diary. If someone finds it and reads it...
    camillee camillee 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 20

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    Keeping a diary for me is what keeps me going, it lets me get things out I can't or that I'm not quite ready to say to people yet.
    ExPButterfly ExPButterfly 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    How come society makes us feel bad for thinking out the box when all the time it's made up to control us. Come play at secreterotica . com it's sexy, fun the groups and library are...
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    I don't know why, but I suffer from strange body odor. Today I was sweating a lot and was under my arms without smell, until I sniffed and it smelt bad. But it was a normal smell...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Oct 28

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    I am such a pig. I just ate ten small bars of chocolate. Already had a lot before. Feel sick but keep eating them. I bet I look like a right fat slob. I am obese sitting in bed...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Oct 28

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    Would like to share some more experience stories. But I'm so worried about my privacy. Not just that, I don't know how to word a lot of them.
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    My period has calmed down. No more hell. Should be able to go a full day with it in today without emptying. Haven't emptied it in 9 hours already. Will empty it tomorrow sometime...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Oct 29

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    I don't know why I keep being bitten by an insect. All over my body. It happens sometimes and it is always multiple bites in different areas
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Oct 29

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    I know it's weird. But I am quite grateful for being hurt by every crush I've ever had. Why? It woke me up out of the daze I was under. None of them were even my type or even the...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Oct 30

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    I think inside I still have minor feelings for him. Maybe? Because why would I still be feeling like I want someone like him. I think I'm just craving love and affection too much...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Oct 30

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    Ended up dreaming of him last night. I was trying to get him to like me. But he wasn't interested and was angry at me and hated me. Eventually he kind of warmed to me. But still he...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Oct 31

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    Why do I keep having him on my mind? Want him to go away. I hate having such a vacant mind sometimes!
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Oct 31

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    I wonder if any of my teachers thought of me again. Probably not.
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Oct 31

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    I don't believe you can "heal completely" I really don't. In some way, whatever happened will always be apart of you in some way. You never truly forget those you loved or cared...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Nov 1

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    Wish it would pour down with rain right now. I feel like it helps cleanse my heart. My mother was really bad today. I'd love to just run outside in it and be completely naked, and...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Nov 2

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    Still trying to drink as many glasses of water as I can. It's hard. I barely manage anymore than 2 a day.
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Nov 2

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    The feeling for him has just about gone! I'm happy!
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Nov 2

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    My mother deliberately scared me yet again. Nearly dropped what I had in my arms. She laughed her head off. I am sick to death of her doing this. It's abuse because she knows I am...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Nov 2

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    Well, she came home with him (my evil stepfather). He came past and said hello fake like (he never wants anything to do with me when she is not around). She wasn't around at that...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Nov 2

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    So I was semi awake and had a sort of dream. He was in it! >:( Everyone was trying to run from rising sea levels at the beach. It was as if it was going to flood the entire town...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Nov 3

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    Tried to stand up to my mother. Waste of time yet again. She looked at me like it was a joke I even tried. She said "don't give me that lip" sarcastically. Defeated yet again...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Nov 3

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    Feeling really down. No great men are out there. Feel like I'll never be loved.
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    I want to try out garcinia Cambodia. Don't have he cash though. I doubt it would have any effect on me
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    Reactivated my dating profile. I am an idiot.
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Nov 10

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    So.. I've started writing again the past few months. Bits and pieces, and so many kinds of scenes -from different character names to so many different kinds of genres and.. It...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets 18-21, F Nov 16

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    Yay! They changed the iOS app to 'metoo'! So now I can see all questions. Looks nice. Hope I can now edit my posts?!
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Nov 18

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    Irritated I have some items I can't sell. I bought them online from a seller, who lied about the condition. The price went to about $60. I had no idea they lied to me, until it was...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Nov 19

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    So I tried to sleep, I can't sleep. My headache has returned and my back pain is still there. Spent several hours trying to sleep. I'm worried and annoyed. I don't get it. I'm so...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 3 Responses Nov 19

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    I think something is wrong with me. So I get up and tell my mother the headache is back, and I still have back pain and can't sleep. (I also have sore eyes and neck and hips) Go to...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Nov 19

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    Headache is so horrible. It is bad enough lying down, but once I get up or sit down the pain gets unbearably painful. The pain intensifies to a huge degree. I don't know what it is...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Nov 19

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    http://youtu.be/A9l0XWGEHv8 My entire life thus far. Except no one talked to me at ALL
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Nov 19

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    I think something is drastically wrong with me. I've been trying to sleep, yet my brain (no matter how exhausted I am and I haven't sleep for days...) doesn't shut off. It feels...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Nov 20

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    I know my mind needs sleep, but I don't know about my body. My head is sore again and I feel slightly tired, yet my brain won't get sleepy. It's so weird. What usually happens...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Nov 20

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    Feel kind of exhausted....stressed out I don't know. Had a hard day. Didn't sleep well again. I took one of the pills my doctor gave me months back, which don't work. I was...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response a week ago

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    I really need some tips on how to sleep. I'm unable to do proper exercise because of our small house and my social phobia outdoors (also can't afford proper exercise clothing...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 a week ago

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    What is life when 24/7 you are tired all the time? When I am 'alseep' it's barely 1-2 hours each day, IF that and it's filled with nightmares. When I'm awake I am yawning, have...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 a week ago

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    I hate how lightbulbs constantly blow! Should be an experience here! And "I hate how I can't find the end of the cellotape roll"
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 a week ago

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    To top it off, I've been having blood from my anus for several months on end. Perhaps a year now. Many months ago, I was worried as I also stopped pooing for 3 days and had blood...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 a week ago

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    Thought I would lost as many things as I can that are wrong with me. In no particular order 1: I have what I think is chronic insomnia. It's terrible as hell. 2: I have to rely on...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 a week ago

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    I really wish I could share stories in detail, but I can barely remember most of them. :( I wish I could be hypnotised, voice record what I remember and then write it all down here...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 a week ago

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    Have a headache back again. I slept a little better. But I did take a pill again and also woke up very late (still kept waking constantly). I still feel tired and weak. At least I...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response 6 days ago

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