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I Diary Of A Tweaker

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    Tweaking Heavy The G-pass Exposed

    Presumably a wallet sized laminated piece of identification much like a social insurance number or drivers license, issued by mail 6-8 weeks after one has completed training and satisfied the high-standards set in place by the G-Code Training Association with a final grade of 90...
    kyle8000 kyle8000 18-21 1 Response Aug 8, 2012

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    When I read my old diary from 4 years ago It feels as if I'm reading someone else's diary. It doesn't feel like me. This is the reason why I keep on writing a diary today. So that...
    T055 T055 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    My sister gave me a diary, Iv'e been writing in it everyday since I got it, it's become a habit to write in it... I just feel better afterwards. it's decorated with beautiful eyes...
    jeyhere jeyhere 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    I used to have a diary as a kid. I was the third of four children. & my siblings thought it was necessary to humiliate me by publicly read my diary to a group of people....that was...
    breakingfree88 breakingfree88 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I wish I could post pics on here without everybody seeing them. This is like an open diary that everyone can read so I won't risk putting up a pic. Too exposed for my taste
    T055 T055 16-17, F Jan 1

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    Dear diary, Today I finally admitted to myself that love is upon me again. I didn't exactly fall into it this time, it was more of a waltzing step with my eyes wide open and...
    SShawnO SShawnO 41-45, M Jan 21

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    If I ask for a moment's indulgence to sit by your side, Will you allow me? The works that I have in hand I will finish afterwards. All the grievances I will put in a locked box...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 6 hrs ago

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    http://thc-thrivingceleb.brandtopix.netdna-cdn.com/wp-content/uploads/kirstie.jpg pic of Kirstie on the right looks like me. Except my arms are bigger
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 2

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    I started one online, and keeping it for several months. What do you usually write in it?
    lonelyroom lonelyroom 26-30, M Jan 7

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    This is where my thoughts, ideas, and plans go.
    JanaeB0o JanaeB0o 16-17, F Jan 8

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    Think I might have autism or asperger's. It's the same thing right? Got 30 on this quiz http://psychcentral.com/quizzes/autism.htm though I do think it could've been higher. The...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Jan 9

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    Think I might also have dyscalculia. Probably not and I'm just stupid. Always struggled badly with numbers since I was a child. So badly now I can't do basic maths. Guess I'm just...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 10

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    When you look back on your life you're supposed to see how much you've improved and gotten better as a person. But all I see is how much WORSE I've gotten. In no way have I gotten...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 10

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    Would like to make a YouTube channel talking about my issues. I wouldn't be showing my face at all for privacy. I would also need to somehow edit my voice. Though It wouldn't be...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 10

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    I totally have Dyscalculia, dependant personality disorder, social phobia and avoidant personality disorder. :(
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Jan 10

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    The rude facebook group that banned me looks to have spread my name around. Which is so petty and childish. Got denied from a related group. There's no other reason than what...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Jan 10

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    Sweating down my legs like crazy as usual. I don't know why I can sweat there like crazy but other parts of me are not.
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 10

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    It hurts people are so rude, cold, ignore you, don't talk to you about what you apparently did to deserve the treatment, and have double standards with you when others they like...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Jan 10

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    If I ever find that guy's drawing I'm going to throw it away. I want to let that part of me be put to rest. No matter how talented he is, he warrants a part of my past I don't want...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Jan 10

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    Just looked and the awful forum he was apart of has been renewed. They made over the forum and deleted thousands of posts and topics. No record of what happened there to me. Shame...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 3 Responses Jan 10

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    I've successfully kept one for almost two years now. I also have old ones from when I was younger. I love going back and reading them. Thats the best part of having one. Writing...
    BabeFett BabeFett 16-17, F Jan 13

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    Urgh I hate piercings in other spots other than the ears. Saw a dude today and he had multiple piercings at the back of his neck!
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 13

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    Is it just me or is the ep app not showing the true number of people who have the same experience? Like I go to many and they say "zero" people and there are multiple...or it says...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 13

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    I hate it when I get asked if I have any hobbies. I don't have any real hobbies. Then they are all "everyone has hobbies" or "what do you do all the time?!" Or "you must have...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 14

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    Urgh feel like I'm going to have a heart attack and die. Chest is tight and having problems breathing. One of the things that comes with being obese. I hate it!!! I'm afraid of...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 14

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    Discovered another person has a grudge against me! I gotta hold a world record for how many people I don't know or ever talked to hate me! Hahaha. I had entered a comp. Waited days...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 15

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    My head hurts...I feel so low. I just don't know why it hit me so bad today. Just feel like shutting out everything right now. I took my medication but I've believed for a long...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 15

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    Feel lonely and empty some days. I wish someone would love me. I crave a man's affection. I want to hold hands...kiss and go places. I want that so much.
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 15

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    Hate gum when it loses flavour! Bleh! Double bubble once the favour goes away....
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 15

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    Been not feeling good in my stomach all day. Lot of gas and just had diarrhoea for the second time today. :( Don't know what caused this.
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 16

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    For some reason I've never cared at all or much about other people. I don't know why. When I see people on videos talk about their sad lives or even on stories I rarely ever care...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 16

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    I love bread with lots of seeds in it! No experience for it so imma share here :p
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 17

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    Is there a speech or learning difficulty when you have trouble speaking sentences and saying things correctly sometimes? Sometimes I just end up mumbling my words and saying...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Jan 19

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    I have a composition notebook that I write and tape everything to. when I was younger my mom wouldn't let me get one. I am willing to answer any questions. Message me, reply.
    nevergonnabetheuglyfriend nevergonnabetheuglyfriend 13-15 Jan 19

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    So I was writing a story and was nearly finished. But I forgot about my battery...so yeah it shut off and lost it all. Apart from a line or two. Great.
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 20

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    Not sure why I'm typing these things. I'm not feeling down. Just when I'm on this place I feel so lost thinking about how I am at other times. I like sharing and letting things out...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 20

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    If you listen or not , it's my venting board for all the things I dare not say . At least it gets out and is set free .
    KittenHasClaws1980 KittenHasClaws1980 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    Deep in my heart now I’m not afraid I’m dying. I’d be lying if I say I’m, as the truth is I am already a dead soul. So no more fear . I pray please don’t be restless...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Jan 24

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    And it is this website...................******* character limit
    Casualdeviant Casualdeviant 13-15 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I feel suicidal. Yesterday was one of those days but more so the day before. It really is the only answer but I don't want to go to hell and I am so afraid to commit...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Some days I just wish someone from my past would genuinely message me with a simple "sorry" or genuinely want to know if I am ok. But 8 years later and nothing. But it's not a...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 4 days ago

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    Thoughts of heart That remain unspoken Eyes have without words expressed. You wouldn’t know. You wouldn’t know.
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 4 days ago

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    I vent my life on here. All my insecurities. All my worries.
    cpink1022 cpink1022 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Kind of worried about my health. For about a week or so I've been experiencing random chest tightness. I thought it was due to my eating habits the other day but now I am feeling...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I think it's wheat that does it but not sure as it has happened a few times when I haven't consumed it. It's not gas, I just seem to get bloated after most meals. Whatever they...
    CautiousCoitus CautiousCoitus 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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