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I Did Something I Said I Would Never Do

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    I Did Something I Said I Would Never Do...

    ...that makes me a terrible person. And I regret every minute of it. I allowed men to use me so I could keep a job as a teenager and now I'm a failure and my boyfriend doesn't deserve having as horrible a girlfriend as me.
    jellybean93 jellybean93 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 29, 2013

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    Things I Said I Will Never Do

    trust the wrong people again, be addicted to medication, put my needs last, marry, be poor and in debt, live with a man in loveless and sexless marriage...
    Godess4Fun Godess4Fun 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 15, 2012

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    The Needle- competing with temptation

    against all the odds so good at hiding pain can't keep living this facade relationships are abandoned emotions are numb priorities are neglected a junkie I've become it started with snorting my body began rejecting I then started smoking and that led to injecting...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F Mar 21, 2014

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    Years ago I promised I would never say "I Love

    You" without truly meaning it. And I did. I wasn't entirely sure, and it's still a complex puzzle, to what Love truly is... It's fickle and easily deterred.
    Marowit Marowit 22-25, F Feb 15, 2014

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    Doesn't Everyone?

    It's so weird. Whenever someone says they'll never do something, they're the first ones to end up doing exactly that. It's happened to me a few times too. =/ Why does that happen? -.-'
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 7, 2010

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    I Did And I Liked It Greatly!

    As a straight man i laugh at and scoffed at men wearing ladies apparel from pants to dresses to hosiery and heels to anything else. BUT, Then through my divorce and sexual exploration process ( ALWAYS straight and I have no interest ever in any men ). I did buy a few items of...
    wjk1849 wjk1849 46-50, M Mar 18, 2013

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    bigcuzzo bigcuzzo 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 22, 2014

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    ...

      I fell in love. ♥        
    stormynightsky stormynightsky 22-25, F 10 Responses Jan 3, 2010

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    Something Bad

    I was always that person that preached that having sex outside of a loving relationship was terrible and it was slutty and yadda yadda, but then my "loving relationship" ended and I went from having sex nearly daily to having nothing. In a single day. To say the least I was...
    Veggiefriendly Veggiefriendly 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2011

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    Just Did

    Have a quick look at my circle. And you just might have an idea. :P
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 24, 2011

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    Here's One Everybody Does

    Here is one I would be willing to bet every parent on earth does. As a kid we ALL hated to hear the words 'BECAUSE I SAID SO". It was the worst. As kids whatever it was we wanted to do this was not an acceptable answer. We ALL said "When I am a parent I will NEVER say that". For...
    NowSeekingHookups NowSeekingHookups 46-50, M 12 Responses Jan 19, 2011

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    Cut

    I never ever thaught I would self harm, but it was the only escape
    secretqueen secretqueen 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2010

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    Am About To

    but still have time to turn around and pretend it was a silly moment that momentarily blinded me. or i could just keep moving like it's a misty morning dream.
    dreamificational dreamificational 36-40, F Jan 8, 2010

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    I Trusted The Wrong Man ... Again

    Actually. I did a few things I said I would never do.  They were also all done at the same time!  LOL  When I do something, anything ... I do it with passion.  The only way I know how to do things.1)  I fell into an "Internet Romance"  2)  I Jumped Without a Parachute...
    ItsWindy ItsWindy 51-55, F 1 Response Oct 3, 2011

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    I first cut myself when I was 14.

    I had a few friends who cut themselves, and I always told them that cutting would not solve any of their problems, and in fact, just cause more problems afterwards. I always told them it's stupid and that I would never do it. But one day I started thinking that maybe it really...
    funyarinpa funyarinpa 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2014

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    No Need To Fear Death... :)

    ...it's kind, gentle touch will release you of all pain and bring you back home, where love is never missing to be found, where you are accepted for all you are and are not, where you finally exhale in peace and I, personally can't wait for the reaper to visit me again and for...
    Godess4Fun Godess4Fun 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 25, 2012

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    I Joined Twitter Xd

    I joined twitter. I did. I told everyone around me it was stupid. I felt guilty when I joined it.  but I don't like it. so. it was a waste of my time. ... I'm such a dork
    lunachi lunachi 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 4, 2010

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    I Was Enticed ...

    the attraction slapped me in the face. i said "i want that" and i relentless pursued. i was bound and determined to get what i wanted. was it ego? i was determined to show him that yes, i do get what i want. 3 weeks later, i bought a 2 seater convertible. LOL and i look good...
    itzpms itzpms 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    Thank Goodness I Did!

    *smile* ya know, if i kept my word about never doing something cause of... whatever reason. I'd being hurting for certain!
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 3 Responses Jul 23, 2011

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    And I Need To Forgive Myself

    "Therefore let anyone who thinks that he stands take heed lest he fall."--1 Co 10:12 Well, I fell. Hard. Because of my selfishness. I've asked God's forgiveness. I know that through Jesus Christ, His sacrifice, He has. It grieves me--ALOT--when I think about it. But there's...
    RitaRee RitaRee 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 25, 2011

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    We Really Can'T Understand It Till We Experience It

    I am talking about staying married because of the children. I didn't get married early or too young, I was very adult and mature, I wanted to have children, and I was absolutely sure that there's no way I will ever stay married if love 's gone or just because we don't want to...
    anet99 anet99 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 14, 2013

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    I've Swore To Myself I Won't Do This! But I Deny It..

    my friends are big fans of a band, and i said to them, "no, i won't be falling for those band guys, NEVER. i don't like them!" but then i feel lonely cause my friends are too busy to talk about other things except about those guys from that band. and, there you go. i fell for...
    k321o k321o 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 5, 2010

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    I Can't Belive I Did

    I dated a younger guy once... But only by a year. Still, I said I wouldn't. I just gave him a chance because he was sweet, but like every guy under 35 I know, he wasn't man enough for me. There was no physical attraction. He had no sexy laugh lines, no gorgeous bits of silver in...
    DeadOfDecember DeadOfDecember 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 23, 2011

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    Never Say Never

    I did something that I said I would never do. . . get married again and on top of that, have children. What was I thinking?!?! Life was fine. Really it was. I enjoyed being single.  I was stupid enough to get married which I knew was a bad idea and when it didn't work out it...
    WildSpectrumArts WildSpectrumArts 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2012

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    I Did It

    but not for long but now I stopped doing it and all for the right reasons
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 3, 2010

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    Me Also

    Yeah, I also said I would never get married. But I did it three times and now have realized that not only did I get married, I did it to the wrong sex of person. I have had enough of being a man I now hope to live with a man and have a nice romance.
    RondaTulsa RondaTulsa 56-60, M Apr 29, 2013

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    I Fell In Love

    with someone other then my husband. And that was something I never ever thought I would do. In fact, I was one of those women who judged others for doing that by saying "how could they?? What kind of person must they be to do something like that??" and now I know.
    FinallyInLove FinallyInLove 31-35 4 Responses Oct 1, 2011

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    Online And Long Distance Relationship

    I don't believe in online relationships. I don't think they are real. Its so easy to get caught up in one. A year ago I read this wonderful poem. I wrote the author telling him that his poem moved me. We started to chat. I had my guard down as I didnt think this guy was a threat...
    Mahal1023 Mahal1023 41-45, F 12 Responses Jun 29, 2011

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    I had an affair with someone I thought was my

    best friend. I want to be with him, even though I know he will never treat me as a priority. Trying to talk sense into my brain because I know he is toxic.
    wyoskis639 wyoskis639 26-30 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I Tell Myself I Will Stop Wanting Adventures, But..then..

    After a while, telling myself ok, no, you wont go there, no more...or travel somewhere dangerous or whatever..and then after a respite, I do it again...and its exciting!..wherever it is, or whatever I do...here we go again...I guess that appeals to me for some reason, I take...
    littlepurrr littlepurrr 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 4, 2010

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    Made this account because if I don't express this somewhere, even to an endlessly full yet often empty void like the internet, I may not be able to live with myself much longer. I...
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    when I was in college, 4 years ago.. I supposed to graduate in my school but I failed 1 of my subject. my parents are both in abroad and I told them that I have failed. I am a...
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    Dear Shammu , 6 months back , I had no idea who you were and one day you just walked into my life , I didn't think I'd ever fall for you and I did , i fell hopelessly in love with...
    rifki rifki 18-21, M Mar 10

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    I have no idea how I am making him angry. I ask he just says I just made him angry, it would be so useful if I had an explanation you know :( Now all I do is just make him...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    Who knew that I would need WSIB (Worker's Safety Insurance Benefit) teaching piano? I had a student a few days ago. At the end of the lesson, my foot fell asleep and...stupid me...
    Pinky65 Pinky65 46-50, F 6 Responses Mar 8

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    I'm living with someone who can make others get stress by saying. I did, they make me feel that i am so useless. They always joke on me. I hate that :(
    kimnganle1223 kimnganle1223 18-21, F Feb 28

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    Well I did the most daring thing when it comes to sexual things. My friend gave me a ******* on a public boat at night when it was running and I was right user the security cameras...
    TheDominantAsian TheDominantAsian 18-21, M Feb 28

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    amazing night last night...do something u dont expect to do ufff.
    fresa87 fresa87 26-30, F Mar 1

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    I think everyone has. For the most part, I've learned from everything in my past without regrets. There are a few things that really had no positive outcome and would not have...
    justme5079 justme5079 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    I wish I could go back in time and fix my mistakes.
    4everme98 4everme98 16-17, F 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    My son's childhood. I'd do anything to do it all over again....
    Domineer Domineer 51-55, M 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Hey Guys, I Just Want To Say Sorry To All Them People Whom I've Been Rude To On EP. I Have A Habit Of Hurting People Or Pushing Them Away. I Deserve A Horrible Life. Hope God...
    K7R4N7LC K7R4N7LC 16-17, F Mar 5

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    Got my second ear piercing! It hurt like a biscuit but totally worth it. I think it's a bit high up but what ever
    Saule19 Saule19 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago