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I Did Something I Said I Would Never Do

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    The Needle- competing with temptation

    against all the odds so good at hiding pain can't keep living this facade relationships are abandoned emotions are numb priorities are neglected a junkie I've become it started with snorting my body began rejecting I then started smoking and that led to injecting...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F Mar 21, 2014

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    Things I Said I Will Never Do

    trust the wrong people again, be addicted to medication, put my needs last, marry, be poor and in debt, live with a man in loveless and sexless marriage...
    Godess4Fun Godess4Fun 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 15, 2012

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    Am About To

    but still have time to turn around and pretend it was a silly moment that momentarily blinded me. or i could just keep moving like it's a misty morning dream.
    dreamificational dreamificational 36-40, F Jan 8, 2010

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    bigcuzzo bigcuzzo 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 22, 2014

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    Me Also

    Yeah, I also said I would never get married. But I did it three times and now have realized that not only did I get married, I did it to the wrong sex of person. I have had enough of being a man I now hope to live with a man and have a nice romance.
    RondaTulsa RondaTulsa 56-60, M Apr 29, 2013

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    I Tell Myself I Will Stop Wanting Adventures, But..then..

    After a while, telling myself ok, no, you wont go there, no more...or travel somewhere dangerous or whatever..and then after a respite, I do it again...and its exciting!..wherever it is, or whatever I do...here we go again...I guess that appeals to me for some reason, I take...
    littlepurrr littlepurrr 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 4, 2010

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    Years ago I promised I would never say "I Love

    You" without truly meaning it. And I did. I wasn't entirely sure, and it's still a complex puzzle, to what Love truly is... It's fickle and easily deterred.
    Marowit Marowit 22-25, F Feb 15, 2014

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    No Need To Fear Death... :)

    ...it's kind, gentle touch will release you of all pain and bring you back home, where love is never missing to be found, where you are accepted for all you are and are not, where you finally exhale in peace and I, personally can't wait for the reaper to visit me again and for...
    Godess4Fun Godess4Fun 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 25, 2012

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    Something Bad

    I was always that person that preached that having sex outside of a loving relationship was terrible and it was slutty and yadda yadda, but then my "loving relationship" ended and I went from having sex nearly daily to having nothing. In a single day. To say the least I was...
    Veggiefriendly Veggiefriendly 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2011

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    Doesn't Everyone?

    It's so weird. Whenever someone says they'll never do something, they're the first ones to end up doing exactly that. It's happened to me a few times too. =/ Why does that happen? -.-'
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 7 Responses Aug 7, 2010

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    I first cut myself when I was 14.

    I had a few friends who cut themselves, and I always told them that cutting would not solve any of their problems, and in fact, just cause more problems afterwards. I always told them it's stupid and that I would never do it. But one day I started thinking that maybe it really...
    funyarinpa funyarinpa 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2014

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    I had sex with a guy i barely knew

    and he was alot older than me.... the crazy part is I actually didn't feel that bad until my friends judged me really bad for it
    Snowbunny8711 Snowbunny8711 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Cut

    I never ever thaught I would self harm, but it was the only escape
    secretqueen secretqueen 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2010

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    I had an affair with someone I thought was my

    best friend. I want to be with him, even though I know he will never treat me as a priority. Trying to talk sense into my brain because I know he is toxic.
    wyoskis639 wyoskis639 31-35 1 Response Mar 27

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    I Did Something I Said I Would Never Do...

    ...that makes me a terrible person. And I regret every minute of it. I allowed men to use me so I could keep a job as a teenager and now I'm a failure and my boyfriend doesn't deserve having as horrible a girlfriend as me.
    jellybean93 jellybean93 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 29, 2013

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    I Can't Belive I Did

    I dated a younger guy once... But only by a year. Still, I said I wouldn't. I just gave him a chance because he was sweet, but like every guy under 35 I know, he wasn't man enough for me. There was no physical attraction. He had no sexy laugh lines, no gorgeous bits of silver in...
    DeadOfDecember DeadOfDecember 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 23, 2011

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    When I was younger, I swore

    that I would never cut, or self harm.. And now it's a daily struggle... So, that's my life, and I kinda wish it would stop.
    UnderTheSleeves UnderTheSleeves 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    Online And Long Distance Relationship

    I don't believe in online relationships. I don't think they are real. Its so easy to get caught up in one. A year ago I read this wonderful poem. I wrote the author telling him that his poem moved me. We started to chat. I had my guard down as I didnt think this guy was a threat...
    Mahal1023 Mahal1023 46-50, F 10 Responses Jun 29, 2011

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    And I Need To Forgive Myself

    "Therefore let anyone who thinks that he stands take heed lest he fall."--1 Co 10:12 Well, I fell. Hard. Because of my selfishness. I've asked God's forgiveness. I know that through Jesus Christ, His sacrifice, He has. It grieves me--ALOT--when I think about it. But there's...
    RitaRee RitaRee 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 25, 2011

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    I Joined Twitter Xd

    I joined twitter. I did. I told everyone around me it was stupid. I felt guilty when I joined it.  but I don't like it. so. it was a waste of my time. ... I'm such a dork
    lunachi lunachi 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 4, 2010

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    I Trusted The Wrong Man ... Again

    Actually. I did a few things I said I would never do.  They were also all done at the same time!  LOL  When I do something, anything ... I do it with passion.  The only way I know how to do things.1)  I fell into an "Internet Romance"  2)  I Jumped Without a Parachute...
    ItsWindy ItsWindy 56-60, F 1 Response Oct 3, 2011

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    Never Say Never

    I did something that I said I would never do. . . get married again and on top of that, have children. What was I thinking?!?! Life was fine. Really it was. I enjoyed being single.  I was stupid enough to get married which I knew was a bad idea and when it didn't work out it...
    WildSpectrumArts WildSpectrumArts 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2012

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    Thank Goodness I Did!

    *smile* ya know, if i kept my word about never doing something cause of... whatever reason. I'd being hurting for certain!
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 3 Responses Jul 23, 2011

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    I Was Enticed ...

    the attraction slapped me in the face. i said "i want that" and i relentless pursued. i was bound and determined to get what i wanted. was it ego? i was determined to show him that yes, i do get what i want. 3 weeks later, i bought a 2 seater convertible. LOL and i look good...
    itzpms itzpms 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    Just Did

    Have a quick look at my circle. And you just might have an idea. :P
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 24, 2011

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    We Really Can'T Understand It Till We Experience It

    I am talking about staying married because of the children. I didn't get married early or too young, I was very adult and mature, I wanted to have children, and I was absolutely sure that there's no way I will ever stay married if love 's gone or just because we don't want to...
    anet99 anet99 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 14, 2013

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    ...

      I fell in love. ♥        
    stormynightsky stormynightsky 22-25, F 10 Responses Jan 3, 2010

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    I've Swore To Myself I Won't Do This! But I Deny It..

    my friends are big fans of a band, and i said to them, "no, i won't be falling for those band guys, NEVER. i don't like them!" but then i feel lonely cause my friends are too busy to talk about other things except about those guys from that band. and, there you go. i fell for...
    k321o k321o 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 5, 2010

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    I Did It

    but not for long but now I stopped doing it and all for the right reasons
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 3, 2010

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    Here's One Everybody Does

    Here is one I would be willing to bet every parent on earth does. As a kid we ALL hated to hear the words 'BECAUSE I SAID SO". It was the worst. As kids whatever it was we wanted to do this was not an acceptable answer. We ALL said "When I am a parent I will NEVER say that". For...
    NowSeekingHookups NowSeekingHookups 46-50, M 12 Responses Jan 19, 2011

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    Totally into someone who will never feel the same way...
    sometimespresent sometimespresent 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    I don't get maliciousness.
    purplel37 purplel37 51-55, F 14 hrs ago

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    i have this feeling of just sharing all the pains and problems in my life to someone i know and trust deeply in real life and be happy with it and have a funny but nice tal about...
    dathglas dathglas 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    And it made me never want to love someone like that ever again. I'd actually met this guy when we were both in first grade. He and I attended the same elementary school for a while...
    Curlatte3845 Curlatte3845 18-21, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am currently suffering with Depression, I believe that I have done for a while. I am currently in bed, it's 3pm, I lost my job a few days a go, my girlfriend 4 weeks a go, I am...
    shyberto shyberto 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    Except for today... I am not a shopper. I dread shopping malls like I dreaded mushy vegetables as a child. Perhaps it is because I grew up the child of parents who both survived...
    badassgirrrl badassgirrrl 41-45, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    A nude charity calendar shoot 3 years ago that came back to haunt me
    bailslooks bailslooks 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. .....Maya Angelou I have learnt it and I...
    nealbrute nealbrute 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    Well it started when I was in middle school his name was Nelson and I can say that I love him. Although I never told him how I felt...he was just a good friend haha yeah. All of my...
    Taniays Taniays 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Crap. I only just realized this now. When I set up my EP account, I set up the wrong date of birth. Don't ask how it happened. Mostly because I honestly don't know how it happened...
    S1NK1LL3R S1NK1LL3R 22-25, M a week ago

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    I just did they're not all about testing drugs some are very safe and noninvasive. I gave 5 hours of my time and made 140 dollars. I'm also hopefully participating in another and...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F a week ago

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    I would avoid the person and things that caused me a lot of pain, making me feel all these self-loathing. I would never let what happen degrade me even further than I already have...
    SparkyLeia SparkyLeia 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    So yesterday, I was at a party. And a mate of mine was being called by a girl that was stalking him. I was a slight intoxicated, so I pick up, and introduce myself as Vladimir. Of...
    GeorgeRashnikov GeorgeRashnikov 18-21, M a week ago

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    Except for her... The next time I see her I'm gonna practice my 1 2 on her face
    HisBeautifulDisaster HisBeautifulDisaster 36-40, F Aug 22

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