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I Did Something I Said I Would Never Do

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    I Tell Myself I Will Stop Wanting Adventures, But..then..

    After a while, telling myself ok, no, you wont go there, no more...or travel somewhere dangerous or whatever..and then after a respite, I do it again...and its exciting!..wherever it is, or whatever I do...here we go again...I guess that appeals to me for some reason, I take...
    littlepurrr littlepurrr 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 4, 2010

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    Online And Long Distance Relationship

    I don't believe in online relationships. I don't think they are real. Its so easy to get caught up in one. A year ago I read this wonderful poem. I wrote the author telling him that his poem moved me. We started to chat. I had my guard down as I didnt think this guy was a threat...
    Mahal1023 Mahal1023 46-50, F 10 Responses Jun 29, 2011

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    I had an affair with someone I thought was my

    best friend. I want to be with him, even though I know he will never treat me as a priority. Trying to talk sense into my brain because I know he is toxic.
    wyoskis639 wyoskis639 26-30 1 Response Mar 27

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    I Joined Twitter Xd

    I joined twitter. I did. I told everyone around me it was stupid. I felt guilty when I joined it.  but I don't like it. so. it was a waste of my time. ... I'm such a dork
    lunachi lunachi 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 4, 2010

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    bigcuzzo bigcuzzo 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 22, 2014

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    Never Say Never

    I did something that I said I would never do. . . get married again and on top of that, have children. What was I thinking?!?! Life was fine. Really it was. I enjoyed being single.  I was stupid enough to get married which I knew was a bad idea and when it didn't work out it...
    WildSpectrumArts WildSpectrumArts 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2012

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    Doesn't Everyone?

    It's so weird. Whenever someone says they'll never do something, they're the first ones to end up doing exactly that. It's happened to me a few times too. =/ Why does that happen? -.-'
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 7 Responses Aug 7, 2010

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    No Need To Fear Death... :)

    ...it's kind, gentle touch will release you of all pain and bring you back home, where love is never missing to be found, where you are accepted for all you are and are not, where you finally exhale in peace and I, personally can't wait for the reaper to visit me again and for...
    Godess4Fun Godess4Fun 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 25, 2012

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    Am About To

    but still have time to turn around and pretend it was a silly moment that momentarily blinded me. or i could just keep moving like it's a misty morning dream.
    dreamificational dreamificational 36-40, F Jan 8, 2010

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    And I Need To Forgive Myself

    "Therefore let anyone who thinks that he stands take heed lest he fall."--1 Co 10:12 Well, I fell. Hard. Because of my selfishness. I've asked God's forgiveness. I know that through Jesus Christ, His sacrifice, He has. It grieves me--ALOT--when I think about it. But there's...
    RitaRee RitaRee 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 25, 2011

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    I Did It

    but not for long but now I stopped doing it and all for the right reasons
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 3, 2010

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    I Did Something I Said I Would Never Do...

    ...that makes me a terrible person. And I regret every minute of it. I allowed men to use me so I could keep a job as a teenager and now I'm a failure and my boyfriend doesn't deserve having as horrible a girlfriend as me.
    jellybean93 jellybean93 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 29, 2013

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    I Did And I Liked It Greatly!

    As a straight man i laugh at and scoffed at men wearing ladies apparel from pants to dresses to hosiery and heels to anything else. BUT, Then through my divorce and sexual exploration process ( ALWAYS straight and I have no interest ever in any men ). I did buy a few items of...
    wjk1849 wjk1849 46-50, M Mar 18, 2013

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    Things I Said I Will Never Do

    trust the wrong people again, be addicted to medication, put my needs last, marry, be poor and in debt, live with a man in loveless and sexless marriage...
    Godess4Fun Godess4Fun 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 15, 2012

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    Me Also

    Yeah, I also said I would never get married. But I did it three times and now have realized that not only did I get married, I did it to the wrong sex of person. I have had enough of being a man I now hope to live with a man and have a nice romance.
    RondaTulsa RondaTulsa 56-60, M Apr 29, 2013

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    The Needle- competing with temptation

    against all the odds so good at hiding pain can't keep living this facade relationships are abandoned emotions are numb priorities are neglected a junkie I've become it started with snorting my body began rejecting I then started smoking and that led to injecting...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F Mar 21, 2014

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    Just Did

    Have a quick look at my circle. And you just might have an idea. :P
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 24, 2011

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    Thank Goodness I Did!

    *smile* ya know, if i kept my word about never doing something cause of... whatever reason. I'd being hurting for certain!
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 3 Responses Jul 23, 2011

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    I Trusted The Wrong Man ... Again

    Actually. I did a few things I said I would never do.  They were also all done at the same time!  LOL  When I do something, anything ... I do it with passion.  The only way I know how to do things.1)  I fell into an "Internet Romance"  2)  I Jumped Without a Parachute...
    ItsWindy ItsWindy 51-55, F 1 Response Oct 3, 2011

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    We Really Can'T Understand It Till We Experience It

    I am talking about staying married because of the children. I didn't get married early or too young, I was very adult and mature, I wanted to have children, and I was absolutely sure that there's no way I will ever stay married if love 's gone or just because we don't want to...
    anet99 anet99 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 14, 2013

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    I Was Enticed ...

    the attraction slapped me in the face. i said "i want that" and i relentless pursued. i was bound and determined to get what i wanted. was it ego? i was determined to show him that yes, i do get what i want. 3 weeks later, i bought a 2 seater convertible. LOL and i look good...
    itzpms itzpms 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    I Can't Belive I Did

    I dated a younger guy once... But only by a year. Still, I said I wouldn't. I just gave him a chance because he was sweet, but like every guy under 35 I know, he wasn't man enough for me. There was no physical attraction. He had no sexy laugh lines, no gorgeous bits of silver in...
    DeadOfDecember DeadOfDecember 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 23, 2011

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    Here's One Everybody Does

    Here is one I would be willing to bet every parent on earth does. As a kid we ALL hated to hear the words 'BECAUSE I SAID SO". It was the worst. As kids whatever it was we wanted to do this was not an acceptable answer. We ALL said "When I am a parent I will NEVER say that". For...
    NowSeekingHookups NowSeekingHookups 46-50, M 12 Responses Jan 19, 2011

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    Cut

    I never ever thaught I would self harm, but it was the only escape
    secretqueen secretqueen 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2010

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    Years ago I promised I would never say "I Love

    You" without truly meaning it. And I did. I wasn't entirely sure, and it's still a complex puzzle, to what Love truly is... It's fickle and easily deterred.
    Marowit Marowit 22-25, F Feb 15, 2014

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    I first cut myself when I was 14.

    I had a few friends who cut themselves, and I always told them that cutting would not solve any of their problems, and in fact, just cause more problems afterwards. I always told them it's stupid and that I would never do it. But one day I started thinking that maybe it really...
    funyarinpa funyarinpa 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2014

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    Something Bad

    I was always that person that preached that having sex outside of a loving relationship was terrible and it was slutty and yadda yadda, but then my "loving relationship" ended and I went from having sex nearly daily to having nothing. In a single day. To say the least I was...
    Veggiefriendly Veggiefriendly 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2011

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    I've Swore To Myself I Won't Do This! But I Deny It..

    my friends are big fans of a band, and i said to them, "no, i won't be falling for those band guys, NEVER. i don't like them!" but then i feel lonely cause my friends are too busy to talk about other things except about those guys from that band. and, there you go. i fell for...
    k321o k321o 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 5, 2010

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    ...

      I fell in love. ♥        
    stormynightsky stormynightsky 22-25, F 10 Responses Jan 3, 2010

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    Being in a friendship and making a mistake so big it puts the whole relationship at stake is a awefull situation. I know because I have been in one. I made a awefull mistake which...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear 31-35, M 1 Response May 4

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    I stupidly took an offer to pay a psychic over 1k and still owe her a whopping $1500 for a curse that she claimed was put on both my husband and I that ruined our marriage. I can't...
    Kira05 Kira05 22-25, F 2 Responses May 23

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    I hurt you I'm sorry I made mistake I will pay for it I love you, I can't forgive my self I almost picked up that razor and tried, but I couldn't and i never can I promise I...
    iamalonewolf iamalonewolf 13-15, M 1 Response May 5

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    This is to my love and my friend. I had deleted my account (seems like it takes days to actually do it), but now you have cut off all other channels of communication, so I will...
    ToughEddie ToughEddie 36-40, M 3 Responses May 22

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    on 6/05/1965 I left to head to buds I knew we should have packed our car and loaded our trailers and gone to Canada before we both turned 18 then maybe the one I love would be...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 10

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    to experience jealousy is to experience love. love is so painful when it's complicated but what real love isn't? otherwise how would we know if it's true love if it's too easy? the...
    meetmeinthepouringrain meetmeinthepouringrain 22-25, M 1 Response May 19

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    After a miserable divorce, insecurity, I reluctantly took an antidepressant. I didn't judge people who took them, just never saw myself as a person who needed it. Well…I should...
    sandiego4 sandiego4 41-45, F 1 Response May 21

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    Classic statement of youth "I'll never do the same mistakes that your parents did". In reality though, you do and don't learn from their mistakes!
    PeterSp8 PeterSp8 41-45, M 2 Responses May 26

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    I have sat through the entirety of several episodes of Keeping Up With the Kardashians. It's said confession is good for the soul. Yet I don't feel any better about myself.
    Bumblelion Bumblelion 31-35, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    There was a line I had told myself I wouldn't ever& I mean ever cross. It wasnt even imaginable. Yet, I did without hesitation 1 night. That sole decision,choice had plunged me...
    Sugasug Sugasug 41-45, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My first time was awkward... I was nearly petrified with anticipation. I can't help but feel a little self conscious in front of her. She told me to relax and spread my legs wide...
    bettybloops bettybloops 22-25, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I did s.th I regret!!why??
    locy locy 16-17, F 5 Responses May 7

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    I just did amazing on my presentation on Aspergers! Yay A+ for me!
    chelsea1312 chelsea1312 13-15, F 1 Response May 8

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    ok so I always say if there's not a massive body of water between us it will never work. but I have seen a guy on my uncle's tv show that I would make an exception for!
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F May 15

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